ANPUMESSES999
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yesterday it felt like it was really the time to do it, and therefore i did finally engage in the dedication ritual... but... i have to be honest, i did skip the part related to the blood, because in my humble opinion, i think that spiritual satanism shall be completely detached from blood on a physical level ^
infact,30 minutes after that, i did the "Reverse blood sacrifice RTR"...a necessity for me, the intuition told me it was simply the right thing to do, and i did that very powerfully,my voice was definitely firmer than usual, since, the dedication definitely had some beneficial effects on mood and energy levels ^
i'm sure that the gods and Satanas has heard my Words and the intention behind said words , infact, i think i did receive a positive response..when i was laying down in bed, in darkness and with eyes closed(not sleeping), right after having finished the dedication,and before doing the previously mentioned RTR, i did see a kind of visual effect i haven't seen before: Blue energy appearing and expanding and then fading away, intermittently, and a few times, it started appearing as green, but shifting to blue anyway, and then disappearing like usual...i think that whole situation lasted probably between 1 or 2 minutes ^
and then not long after that , i did kind of have a visualization of pyramids projecting energy towards Orion,and i then became part of said energy,being projected myself... but i'm not sure if i was consciously trying to visualize that or if it was a beneficial "intrusion" inside my mind, or whatever..i just don't remember... after all of this though, if i tried to keep my eyes closed again, i wouldn't see the Colours i did see previously, it happend only once and it's not something i would have tried to visualize on purpose, that's for sure... it definitely felt like some kind of divine "response" ^
aside from all of this , i also had moments where i felt almost spiritual love towards a real satanist that cannot be found on the forums right now(very likely will join in the future), but that is helping me learn many things and said individual can see things i cannot see yet...^
... a very close friendship that trascends physicality... and that's a good sign indeed, to experience this, after the dedication ^
another very good sign is the blue i saw , which is the colour of Shaytan indeed, which is potentially proof that the ritual has worked despite this "lil' modification" ^
i do personally enjoy to experiment and try different paths, and i would say, that the experiment has been successful in regards to this ^
obviously, if from an official point of view that is not accepted, i might eventually be forced to repeat the process by following the standard protocol...time will tell ^
unofficially speaking, i do already feel part of the "family" anyway though ^
and that's all for now, therefore, i can conclude this post with a loud...
HAIL SATYA!
HAIL ANPU AND ALL THE DIVINE JACKALS!
HAIL ALL THE GODS OF THE DUAT!
infact,30 minutes after that, i did the "Reverse blood sacrifice RTR"...a necessity for me, the intuition told me it was simply the right thing to do, and i did that very powerfully,my voice was definitely firmer than usual, since, the dedication definitely had some beneficial effects on mood and energy levels ^
i'm sure that the gods and Satanas has heard my Words and the intention behind said words , infact, i think i did receive a positive response..when i was laying down in bed, in darkness and with eyes closed(not sleeping), right after having finished the dedication,and before doing the previously mentioned RTR, i did see a kind of visual effect i haven't seen before: Blue energy appearing and expanding and then fading away, intermittently, and a few times, it started appearing as green, but shifting to blue anyway, and then disappearing like usual...i think that whole situation lasted probably between 1 or 2 minutes ^
and then not long after that , i did kind of have a visualization of pyramids projecting energy towards Orion,and i then became part of said energy,being projected myself... but i'm not sure if i was consciously trying to visualize that or if it was a beneficial "intrusion" inside my mind, or whatever..i just don't remember... after all of this though, if i tried to keep my eyes closed again, i wouldn't see the Colours i did see previously, it happend only once and it's not something i would have tried to visualize on purpose, that's for sure... it definitely felt like some kind of divine "response" ^
aside from all of this , i also had moments where i felt almost spiritual love towards a real satanist that cannot be found on the forums right now(very likely will join in the future), but that is helping me learn many things and said individual can see things i cannot see yet...^
... a very close friendship that trascends physicality... and that's a good sign indeed, to experience this, after the dedication ^
another very good sign is the blue i saw , which is the colour of Shaytan indeed, which is potentially proof that the ritual has worked despite this "lil' modification" ^
i do personally enjoy to experiment and try different paths, and i would say, that the experiment has been successful in regards to this ^
obviously, if from an official point of view that is not accepted, i might eventually be forced to repeat the process by following the standard protocol...time will tell ^
unofficially speaking, i do already feel part of the "family" anyway though ^
and that's all for now, therefore, i can conclude this post with a loud...
HAIL SATYA!
HAIL ANPU AND ALL THE DIVINE JACKALS!
HAIL ALL THE GODS OF THE DUAT!