I'm frustrated

[Albsy]

I don't know what to do with my life, even though I am not yet of age. I have two main problems about this: my future career and where to live later on.

Regarding the first one, I am undecided which one to choose since I am not convinced by any of them. I tried to look in my natal chart but the ones that appear are either very polluted (media and related) or have no long-term benefits in today's society (I'm talking about art, as I've heard different experiences told about it, including the famous phrase of "artists become famous after they die"; don't get me wrong, I like arts, especially drawing and writing, but I see them more as hobbies and not as professions). I'm considering economics, but I don't know if it's my forte.

Regarding the second one, lately I'm having a strange feeling about this, as I don't currently live in my home country, but I don't feel that the country where I currently live is the right one for me. I'm not talking about standard of living (which is good) or anything like that, but more about belonging, as the native population is of another sub-race (I'm Mediterranean although I was born in the West Indies). You have to admit it, you will always want to be with your people no matter how "inclusive" you are, it's instinctive simply. As for the aforementioned feeling, it's about that, I feel I should be somewhere else, neither in the country where I live now nor in my native country. I believe that we are all connected in some way to the original lands of our race and sub-race, regardless of where you were born, just like the animals in the environment in which they have adapted and evolved. It would be like going back to your true land of origin, but I don't know where that is exactly. I don't know how to deal with it, I think I should still be here as it is where I plan to complete my studies, and what I wrote in this paragraph is more like something to sort out later.

Moving on, the current situation of both Europe and the world is not optimal; the brainwashing of the population, agenda 2030, mass immigration and all those things, makes me think if I should move from here even though they are also present.

In fact, I would like to mention one more problem: friends, I feel that I am simply incompatible with most people my age, usually talk about topics that simply do not catch my attention, taking into account the issue of spiritual ignorance, brainwashing and sub-race.

If you would like to help me I would appreciate it very much.

Satanic blessings to all.

 

[Anemos Aiteros]

Both of your main problems can be solved by following the path of Spiritual Satanism.

About your future career you can ask the Gods to guide you. You can consider where would be optimal to apply your capabilities, then you can go in Trance thinking one profession at the time and elaborate what you have thought/felt about each profession and if you study astrology more, that is a very complex argument that require time and expeirence, you will resolve every doubts about your future work.

About where to live,

I think I should still be here as it is where I plan to complete my studies

what you say is good.

About the global situation there are andrapoda useful idiots in every nation of every age and race.

About the friends, consider that in this Forum you will find your brothers and your sisters.

 

[Charlotte666]

If you are younger, it would make sense that are unsure about career goals. Don't stress too much about this, as events can unfold that may lead you to careers you would not have anticipated having.

Focusing on your spiritual advancement will also help tremendously. As you clean the filth from your soul and become stronger, you won't have to guess what career you want, you'll know.

 

[Bmwm3gtr]

You're a wiser man than I am.
At least you know you'll be responsible for the future.
I'm 20 years old, but I can't pay for my age yet.
I'm happy to be drunk and delusional.
I don't know the value of life.
You have to be brave. There are many people who can't live up to your age

 

[Albsy]

Now that I read this post I wrote a while ago, well I think I was a bit over the top, as they are not really serious problems. Clearly they are frustrating, but they are not the "big problems" I said they are, since I wrote that due to the emotion of the moment. It's true that I have other problems, like health problems for example (something I may delve into here at some point when I need to), but I decided to talk about the above ones because I was thinking a lot about that situation and that writing them here to seek help to solve them.

And well, I would like to explain things a little better, since I thought about them in a clearer way:

The issue of where to go is due to a certain identity crisis, I would like to know to which ethnic group I belong, since in Spain they are very mixed and it seems that there are no ethnic groups (I hope I am wrong), since I have seen many Spaniards and other Spanish speakers mentioning that they do not care about ethnicities, being an important identity characteristic. The latter is worrisome.

As for the careers, I don't have much to say, only that I don't want to work in something I don't like and I have lost a part of my life in it. As an aside, I appreciate the answers you guys have given me ❤.

Regarding friendships, it is a more complicated issue, because even though I am the kind of person that is usually liked by anyone who knows me personally, it is difficult for me to make friends. I feel it is a necessity to have them but at the same time I am afraid, since I am easily affected by anecdotes of different people, even fictional stories in which those topics are talked about. I should do something about it, but I don't know what. I already stopped watching that kind of fictional content, but the damage is already done. It's not just for what I wrote in the main post, besides the fact that I have Asperger's syndrome (I don't have much to say about).

I recognize that there are people with much worse problems, but I don't want to minimize mine either, even if they are not at the same level of severity.

I hope I have clarified everything, although I didn't want to talk about them in depth for privacy reasons.