Indigo Warrior
New member
- Joined
- Aug 9, 2011
- Messages
- 33
I looked through the list on JOS and when I got to the name Vapula I immediately felt something very familiar, how do I know if this is really my guardian demon. Vepar also fits the description of who I have seen in my dreams all my life. Beleth could also be this demon. But for some reason I felt something a very familiar type feeling I saw the name Vapula. I know my guardian is a female if this is not some enemy spirit playing BS on me, but this same person has been appearing to me in dreams since as early as I can remember way before I even knew of Satanism. I have some personal things I would like to talk about but I have never summoned a demon before so I am a little nervous. I have felt the presense of someone very positive and protecting several times throught my life and have had positive coincidences (some of which are nearly impossible were it not for some spiritual intervention) Ok the person/demon that has appeared to me in dreams as long as I can remember from time to time has black hair, white, she is of thin complexion. She once appeared as a younger child with a red pentagram on her shirt. She usually tries to comfort me when I am lonely in dreams. She is very kind and often in my dreams she likes to show me around this city (looks nothing like anything on earth) and there are these huge and very luxurious houses there one such was along a sea it kind of was like a kings castle in the middle ages. I met someone who said she was familiar with this person from there dreams as well once (but she spouted what sounded like nonsense about us both being gods at one point who were binded by evil spirits and cast down to earth and she was kind of bipolar/anti social so I am very weary of what She said) always wears casual of ten Gothic clothes. Who is this. Any help would be appreciated. Any advice on how I could find out who my gaurdian is. Note I have talked to several psychics and asked who my soul mate is (they did not know eachother) and they all immediatly gave me the exact description of the person showing up in my dreams. Could this just be a premonition of someone I will meet in the future on this earth or am supposed to.