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[Dark Lawyer]

Yesterday's good news: they want to switch off my phone because of an incorrect bill they spoiled.

Today's good news: a brutal surplus on my electricity bill, while I was using the same amount. Of course, the provider's website is down, so I can't even check what was wrongly charged on the bill.

The money spells must have started to work. :lol:

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

Yesterday's good news: they want to switch off my phone because of an incorrect bill they spoiled.

Today's good news: a brutal surplus on my electricity bill, while I was using the same amount. Of course, the provider's website is down, so I can't even check what was wrongly charged on the bill.

The money spells must have started to work. :lol:

From what I read lightly I understood you have no obligations in your life such as a kid, looking out for someone, or related affairs that would hold you down to an absolute responsibility.

Since that's the case, I wonder why you won't go and work at least as an unqualified worker in construction, abroad. There are agencies. Yes you will work hard but you will get off you knees for one, and for two you may be able to do something else with that.

You are still qualified for law related things. I don't understand how you cannot work as a court lawyer, or even as a semi legal office butchered lawyer.

Criminals are practicing medicine as doctors and lawyers while they are charlatans with not even high school and you cannot perform in your studies? Why? Look it up, there are cases all around the world.

Be brave, add 1 year experience as an online law consultant in your resume. Welcome to the real world, do I have to spell all of this here in this manner?

There are solutions. Why are you on billing phone company and not get a prepaid sim, and use at expenses discretion.

If you are Ill and incapacitated to work, there are solutions again.
There are government programs of help as well for people with very low income.

In the most dreadful situation, the local administration is required by law if you apply to find you a job, to put you to free courses.

Then, the other matter of this is that you have access to the internet. There are sites for free courses. Even degrees with money, some online universities accept letters in which you can explain your incapacity to pay but your extreme desire to learn. And they accept without money, few a year.

You see, my grandfather over 70 years old has just this week stopped working. Even if he has pension since ages ago. You know why, because he found out his heart is torn apart, probably will live a couple of months before dying without surgery, surgery which may be unsuccessful.

Still wants to work, can't stand the boredom of home. Fucking animal. Never ever complained.

So my 70 ++ grandparent with heart failure and other 4 diagnostics is much more eager to work and experience life, fuck life by the sides and enjoy it and you not? Crying about electricity bill..in Europe?

Learn to drive, with Uber or eating apps you can earn a lot. Just by driving and masturbating in the car to put it lightly as this is not real work.

Get off your knees.

People are getting angry then detached by this attitude as it is just like a disease. While understandable from many points, the only way out is by suffering the change, effort and purpose.

You are at an age where getting out is still possible fully. You have to really face reality and not expect by 3 seconds of imagination and bored chanting will change that.

Either you get to it or not. As for the cry of help, it has been answered here many times. Take our hand and lift up yourself with us.

 

[Endsieg_Enjoyer]

...

"Blessed are the strong, for they shall possess the earth - Cursed are the weak, for they shall inherit the yoke!"

"Blessed are the victorious... Cursed are the vanquished, for they shall be vassals forever!"

and this one especially "Cursed are the poor in spirit, for they shall be spat upon!"

All from the Satanic Bible by Anton S. Lavey

Cursed is the doomer, for his prophecies of apocalypse will be reflected in his life ten fold!

 

[Henu the Great]

How interesting. A couple of months ago you suggested a total of 3 minutes of Sat Kriya for me. And you explained why you didn't suggest more Kundalini Yoga:

My reasoning at the time was that for a time-crunched person, three minutes is a small amount of time to invest, and done consistently would still be beneficial, albeit at a small amount because one gets out what they put in, but the point was it's better to do something rather than nothing.

The debate has changed now, though. Now we are talking about your argument about how our methods "do not work for you". Which is a statement borne out of passiveness, a lack of action. Here we present to you a counter-argument in a form of a tangible set of actions, that being done consistently and with real effort will bring sensations that would make any statement against them by you null and void because you would definitely feel the effects in one way or another.

Speaking of time. The full set, without the corpse pose, in the end, is not so very time-consuming either. It's one of the fastest Kriyas to perform at around 20 minutes when done with a 3-minute Sat Kriya at the end. With 5-15 minutes of corpse pose in the end, which should be done, it would amount to roughly around 25 to 35 minutes of total time spent. For the return on investment regarding health, this is time very wisely spent. For someone who works for 12 hours and sleeps 8 hours, there are still 4 hours left for daily chores and spiritual practices. Is this 4-hour period not enough in your opinion? We are talking about around an hour of time spent improving your Self from top to bottom, and you refuse, because? It's ineffective? This is where we are at. Please commence removing this obstacle from yourself and evolve.

Now I question, did you do Sat Kriya every day? If not, why? The argument on time is irrelevant at this point. Anyone can spend three minutes per day on something like this. Furthermore, NakedPluto has relayed the breathing exercises as a practice that would likewise give feedback on feeling something again refuting the whole argument of "not working for me".

Keep repeating. Anyone who reads my posts knows exactly that I am not talking about any doomsday. I am talking about the demographic situation in Romania, Bulgaria, the Czech Republic, Slovakia and Hungary. What motivates you, after I have corrected you, to repeatedly lie about the content of my posts? Don't you think that is not a very clever move when my posts are readable? As I said, doomsday can only come from a global nuclear war. I hope we avoid that. Of course it's possible we won't.

And should I make the world a better place? It is frankly interesting to me that you are completely incapable of considering what I have done over the last 3 years to combat the great reset. Is this the result of some brainwashing, or are you simply ignoring my posts that don't fit your preconceived pattern? But the fact is that the world is not a better place because of my efforts.

The point was that you focus on repeating the same message that you do not have direct influence over. At best, you can work to alleviate the situation IF you focus on improving your soul, practice spiritual warfare, and rise awareness about Satan along with activities such as you have mentioned having done. Demonstrations and such alone will amount to nothing when Jews use their spiritual power to mop the floor with you and others in the same situation as you. This I relayed to you before as well, in other words.

Yet, you keep repeating the same message about demographics and how society is collapsing. What I am trying to make you understand is that we are to be above such influences and mold the changes to our benefit. Societies transform all the time, especially during the last 100 years the rate of change has globally increased manyfold and keeps increasing for the time being. Also, borders have changed so many times it's hard to keep track. You are attached to the idea of a nation so much that what really is important to achieve is eluding your mind. We are Humans first and foremost and our most important task is to elevate ourselves to Godhood. Being attached to this ideal of a nation will only hold you back. White People will not perish and we will continue existing in whatever form of nations and governments will emerge as we move forward.

Yes, we should strive to make the world a better place. Many of us, if not most, working for Satan are incarnated to this current period with this task in mind. Because if not us, then who? No one else is going to clean the house, so to speak, other than us. This is very important as we are at the precipice of a new age. You feel like you have not made the world a better place for a reason. The reason is that you have used a lackluster set of actions, missing the most important aspect of improvement, which emanates from within.

So the question remains, will you remain a little crybaby and keep on moaning, or make something out of your life..?

 

[Master.mind]

Yesterday's good news: they want to switch off my phone because of an incorrect bill they spoiled.

Today's good news: a brutal surplus on my electricity bill, while I was using the same amount. Of course, the provider's website is down, so I can't even check what was wrongly charged on the bill.

The money spells must have started to work. :lol:

I'll send you $200 worth of bitcoin if:
1. You stop the fucking whining.
2. You stop reading the news.
3. You stop looking at others. Every time you look at someone or read some bullshit from someone, you are wasting precious energy. Do not waste your attention on swine.
4. You start reciting and believing in the affirmations that I'll give you.
5. You answer to this post with "yes, I'll do that, send me the bitcoin."

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

I'll send you $200 worth of bitcoin if:

Don't waste any of your money on him. This person has no intention of ever doing anything to improve his life, whether it is getting a good job or doing anything spiritual.

With a law license, there is no reason why he should not be making large amounts of money. Do laws not exist in that country? The only way a lawyer would be unnecessary is if there actually are no laws.

And he won't even take 15 minutes to do the kundalini yoga one single time and get blown away by the enormous energy buzz, which would certainly and instantly prove that all of this spiritual energy stuff we talk about does really exist. All he does is lie and make fictional excuses. He does not have the time to spend 15 minutes every day to do the kundalini yoga. Okay fine, but I never said anything about doing it every day. I said do it one single time right now today and you will instantly get your answer.

You see any time anybody tells him something that would help him, he only makes up new lies and new fake excuses. Because he is determined to be lazy and do nothing. And he thinks this is okay because he believes a lie that there is nothing he can do. So he has to purposefully avoid the truth and avoid something that would show him the truth that there are many things he can do to help himself. He would rather be a victim than a man.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Yesterday's good news: they want to switch off my phone because of an incorrect bill they spoiled.

Today's good news: a brutal surplus on my electricity bill, while I was using the same amount. Of course, the provider's website is down, so I can't even check what was wrongly charged on the bill.

The money spells must have started to work. :lol:

I wanted to make a longer reply to you, but I feel it better to reply sooner, rather than later.

The advice for you to start a runic working was given based on the extreme situation which have troubled you, however success in magic, especially wealth workings, requires prior training. If you were lacking here, or faced other obstacles, then that explains your difficulties.

As for evidence, our path is highly tangible and real. First, you must recognize that we have all had major experience and success, otherwise we would not be pushing you so much. I do hope that you don't think we are all lying to you, or are crazy or something.

Second, instead of searching for evidence of results from something that is hard to manifest, seek such evidence within something that is easy to manifest. To your other question, no, unfortunately your desire to manifest a women for a specific fetish will be too hard currently, so stay with normal options here.

However, focus on the results you get from raising your energy, working on your chakras, testing elements, and so on. These can all be done pretty easily, and with limited training. Once you can verify how the energy acts, based upon your programming, then this will give you the confidence to pull off a much larger and grander application of your energy (such as a wealth working).

As for the 40 day program, this is just the first step. You have to be doing this daily. If you were doing less than this while you were attempting to do a wealth working, then this explains its failure. All SS need to be spending at least an hour, perhaps 30 minutes minimum, on a daily basis.

You already demonstrate good intelligence, work ethic, and so on. Do not let something as simply as a critical mindset, within the context of a small failure, make you totally ruin your potential as an SS and lose out on the benefits which thousands of people have already demonstrated!

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Don't waste any of your money on him. This person has no intention of ever doing anything to improve his life, whether it is getting a good job or doing anything spiritual.

I seem to recall (but correct me if I'm wrong) that Master.mind uses more than one nick on this forum, and is prone to posts attacking confusion and Spiritual Satanism. This has probably escaped your attention.

I don't trust him, so I certainly don't take his money.

He has written to me before, and then he also wanted to lend me money. I thanked him for the offer and wrote to him in a civil and polite manner that I did not wish to be in debt. I did not want to enter into a precarious financial transaction with an unknown foreigner. He then insulted the advice that Blitzkreig and Henu the Great had written to me, and told me not to listen to anyone on this forum on the subject of making money:

I read every single "advice" you got in this thread and it's all garbage.
When it comes to money, most people here are not to be listened to.
A similar situation happened with "Dark Lawyer." I gave him advice, I even offered to lend him money without interest. But, he refused my advice and my money. He listened to others and where is he now?
(...)
Well, fuck Henu's advice and fuck Blitzkreig's advice.

(https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=75771&p=375259&hilit=most+people+here+are+not+to+be+listened+to.#p375259)

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I agree with what you write, Ol argedco luciftias. Of course, it would make my job easier if you wrote something about me that you can't know. You talk to the gods daily, you've been to the afterlife, you remember past lives, you practice magic. So apparently does everyone on this forum. I'm sure you would have no trouble writing about me with information you have no way of knowing. And then we could have saved this long conversation. But I understand that you don't.

I've run out of spiritual reserves, I have nothing to mobilise. Goodbye.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

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Thank you for your reply!

Goodbye.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

Now we are talking about your argument about how our methods "do not work for you".

How interesting. I cleared my aura every day for a year, built my protective aura every day, and did the void meditation every day. I also did quite a few FRTRs. The result: my spiritual reserves are depleted and I have nothing to mobilize. Maybe I have the Jewish gene? I think not, but now I don't know.

Thanks for your answers. I will not take up any more of anyone's time, goodbye.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

What is the title of the latest from book I read?

Any advanced forum member can write that here in two minutes.

Thanks.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

What is the title of the latest from book I read?

Any advanced forum member can write that here in two minutes.

Thanks.

People give their assumptions on things. Even those who are pretty psychic do not have the level of finding out your book title.

I understand you are upset, but how are your spiritual reserves empty? You explained that you were doing cleaning and AOP, so what about empowerment? This could be the critical component which led to a smaller result from the wealth working.

Unfortunately, this is a situation where you are only hurting yourself here. It is also ironic that people's attempts to help are only resulting in you feeling alienated. Regardless of this, we did not invent magic or the basis of magical workings. I did not invent Fehu, and was using it at the same time you were. We all follow the same principles and methods of witchcraft here. For that reason, you can find success by continuing your efforts and seeking improvement, not total abandonment.

Even if you decide that you now can only spare 1 hour of time, this is plenty for a basic meditation routine. It is not as good as 3 hours, but I can understand if you feel obligated to spend your time trying to procure wealth elsewhere.

I would really hope that you do not replace your spiritual advancement with activities that give few results. If you chose to instead exercise, rather than do yoga and meditate, this would not solve your economic concerns either.

I also hope that you are explaining your concerns to the Gods, and ask for a sign of what you should do in this situation. Without needing any advanced communication, it is definitely possible for them to guide you in certain ways here.

 

[Henu the Great]

Now we are talking about your argument about how our methods "do not work for you".

How interesting. I cleared my aura every day for a year, built my protective aura every day, and did the void meditation every day. I also did quite a few FRTRs. The result: my spiritual reserves are depleted and I have nothing to mobilize. Maybe I have the Jewish gene? I think not, but now I don't know.

Thanks for your answers. I will not take up any more of anyone's time, goodbye.

Because you did not raise your energies with yoga asanas, pranayama, or specific mantras and or meditations...

Unless one reads a lot, and experiments based on the material read it is very important to ask specific questions. For example, how is my routine, and so on... Which is one major reason why this community is here.

 

[Yurei]

Dark Lawyer, it is very important to have patience.
You raised and programmed the energies of Fehu for 87 days, that is good.
It can take anywhere from a few days, to a few weeks to a few months for it to manifest.
Don't get caught in negative ways of thinking. Have faith in your abilities.
And like what the others say, it would help lots to empower and do freeing the soul workings related to wealth.

 

[Master.mind]

Don't waste any of your money on him. This person has no intention of ever doing anything to improve his life, whether it is getting a good job or doing anything spiritual.

I seem to recall (but correct me if I'm wrong) that Master.mind uses more than one nick on this forum, and is prone to posts attacking confusion and Spiritual Satanism. This has probably escaped your attention.

I don't trust him, so I certainly don't take his money.

He has written to me before, and then he also wanted to lend me money. I thanked him for the offer and wrote to him in a civil and polite manner that I did not wish to be in debt. I did not want to enter into a precarious financial transaction with an unknown foreigner. He then insulted the advice that Blitzkreig and Henu the Great had written to me, and told me not to listen to anyone on this forum on the subject of making money:

I offered to make you an interest free loan the first time. I offered you free money the second time because you were complaining about phone bills and I felt great pity.
Maybe it was the Gods that made me offer you free money, who knows.
Needless to say, I retract my offer of helping you.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

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I also hope that you are explaining your concerns to the Gods, and ask for a sign of what you should do in this situation. Without needing any advanced communication, it is definitely possible for them to guide you in certain ways here.

Many good things happened to me at the beginning of the SS journey, my life turned out well. Once I felt that my Guardian Demon might have visited me in a dream to introduce himself.

I now think that these were coincidences. However, it occurs to me that if I had the Jewish gene, that would explain everything. (If everything you believe is true, of course.) Satan doesn't answer me. I can't find my Guardian Demon. My life is on the floor, and in situations where I just need a little help, I don't get help from Gods. The result of my spiritual work was that I lost my spiritual reserves.

I see two logical options.

1. What you believe is true, and nothing works for me because I'm Jewish.

2. What you believe is not true.

Anyway, you advanced members have been meditating for a long time. If you have indeed achieved tangible results, you certainly have no doubts. And therefore you are not as afraid of the impending collapse as I am. Of course, it is also a factor that you have not lived in East-Central Europe.

I, on the other hand, am in a situation that needs a change now. I don't have time to wait any longer for the energy to unfold. I understand that with several years of meditation behind you, you have nothing to say but that I should meditate and give the energy time. Unfortunately, I do not have that opportunity at the moment. I don't have time, I can't wait, I can't afford it.

We are talking side by side.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

An interesting situation. If one sees a chance that SS is reality and thinks responsibly, one does not start the exercises without the initiation. But if it turns out that the practices don't work, then what was the point of initiation?

 

[Aquarius]

I'm not advanced, but spells still work.
Nobody has told you that spells mecessarily work the first time you do them, especially money spells for which you never even done a soul freeing working to get rid of money issues.
I have done many money spells when I was still in high school, now I am 4 days in a new money working and was able to save up 600 euros because someone else said they would buy me this specific thing i need.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

(...)

Do you know which forum you are on? 88 posts, so you may not know. Allow me to point the way: this forum is a forum for Spiritual Satanism, not materialistic and atheistic pseudo-Satanism. I wish you continued good cursing.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

This person has no intention of ever doing anything to improve his life, whether it is getting a good job or doing anything spiritual.

You are advanced in magic, and in reading comprehension you are at the level of special education.

Try reading the words one by one to see if you can understand them this way:

I have been looking for a job for 8 months.

For 3 months of those 8 months (a quarter) I did daily spiritual work to find a job and/or sell my house.

I contacted a recruitment agency, and I have LinkedIn profile.

I listen to the advice of people I know, relatives and if they offer help, I take it.

I even went to talk to a fucking Jew, because an acquaintance of mine recommended me to him, and he has high connections in town.

I am not only applying for jobs as a lawyer, but also for general graduate jobs. In fact, I'm not only applying for graduate jobs, but also for jobs that require a secondary school leaving certificate and pay a guaranteed minimum wage (one step above the minimum wage). My expectations are very low, but I don't get hired anywhere.

And I'm not only looking for work in my city, but also in nearby towns.

I am constantly developing my CV, improving my interview skills, reading articles about job search and subscribing to HR newsletters. Now, with the technical help of a specialist, I have created a completely new CV and a good motivation letter.

With the daily aura cleansing, protective aura building and void meditation suggested by HP Cobra, and other spiritual work, in one year I have achieved the result of zeroing out my spiritual reserves. While according to the forum members I was supposed to be energized by these practices. And you suggest that I do the full Kundalini program, which Henu the Great warned me not to do as I am a beginner. As a bonus, you are feeding a troll who is currently using the name Master.mind among his various nicknames.

And your conclusion is: I do nothing for work and I do nothing for spirituality. :roll:

If you take my advice: spend a little less time on magic and more time on developing everyday skills such as reading carefully, understanding texts and drawing logical conclusions from what you read.

 

[CaspianTheDreamer]

. As a bonus, you are feeding a troll who is currently using the name Master.mind among his various nicknames.

And how are we to be sure, that you yourself arent one as well?

You have been continuing this futile discussion fir a rather long time. A person who is totally convinced that JoS spirituality doesnt work for him, would have already left long ago.
He wouldnt have wasted his time here with all these arguments and his reasoning if he really believes all of this is bogus.
He wouldn't have stayed here just so he could try to prove others wrong.

 

[Henu the Great]

With the daily aura cleansing, protective aura building and void meditation suggested by HP Cobra, and other spiritual work, in one year I have achieved the result of zeroing out my spiritual reserves. While according to the forum members I was supposed to be energized by these practices. And you suggest that I do the full Kundalini program, which Henu the Great warned me not to do as I am a beginner. As a bonus, you are feeding a troll who is currently using the name Master.mind among his various nicknames.

You have misunderstood and you are not being 100% honest with us here, because if you would have been completely honest with us from the get-go, there would have been instructions to correct your course. People have explained to you recently that you did not empower, thus you lack energy. Energy to function optimally, and energy to manifest your magick in terms you want it to manifest. And now you claim that what JoS presents "does not work", in other words claiming this is not real even after how we refuted your claims. You have ignored what was said and kept repeating the same pattern over and over. You are either special education like you blame us being, or you are trolling us with your sob story, again something which you blame others doing even though they have not trolled.

Again, the number one reason why I said to perform only Sat Kriya was that you were supposedly low on time. Now, it begins to look like you are just here to waste our time on you as you did not even use three minutes per day for something simple, and furthermore, you refuse to empower yourself even after it is made clear by obvious points multiple times that this is what you are lacking.

The reality is that you have not done anything besides the very basics for over a year (if that!!!). To evolve one has to present gradual progressions. This is on you, not on us or JoS, or anyone else. You are also making assumptions about the skills of others and asking people to use their energy for something as asinine as to know what you are reading. You are becoming a little too arrogant with your posts here.

Lastly, your low-key slanders are not appreciated.

 

[Cfecit]

One thing is for sure, you don't really understand how things work. I can tell that you haven't read/studied the whole JoS. It's more than 20 thousand pages. It takes time and also to metabolize everything.

For example, it is very clear here that you do not understand how the mind works. It is totally useless for you to do a magical workings from "awake" (conscious mind) while behind your back (i.e., your subconscious mind) filters out what you mean or worse works against you, because it is very porbable that you have unconsciously received programming from the enemy during the age of childhood, or even did you put these filters yourself during a phase of your life. Another example of that is just the piece you wrote: "My expectations are very low" If you want a wish to be fulfilled, you have to be all whole one, not parts that are in conflict.

Are you able to go into, even deep, trance? Are you able to do a void meditation for a sufficiently long time?

I repeat, the first steps a SS takes should not be to fulfill wishes but to do the whole reset (and no, AoP is not enough just that), some time ago HP gave the perfect example, of someone complaining that he couldn't have functioning astral senses...i.e. it's like having a car, if you have dirty windows, it's obvious that you see the world out there poorly, so you need to go to the car wash to get a proper view, and here the metaphor of the window, it's the soul. It's same situation you here, you don't know what are the parts that make up a human being and it's useless that only one (your conscious mind) is "clean" because that's not how it works here.

As already said, between you and me, every more posts you make here, the more you make a fool of yourself! How can you say spirituality doesn't work? Intensely focus your hand visualizing it full of light, you will feel the energy! This practice, in the Middle Ages, gets you burned at the stake, for God's sake! Do you realize that? I wish to beat you up, stop writing bs.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

Well the problem here is that people want it to be a "belief system", contrary to their supposed "rebellion".

And when it gets to the real deal, hearing one needs to put effort, be interested, study, practice with an upper level of seriousness (that can be achieved in time), they say: I don't want it, this is not real.

One can yell as loud as they want, they desire logic. When logic comes they decide by emotion. When emotion comes they are confused.

I am very happy that this is as so, as this takes dedication. This takes improvement, looking truly to oneself and others. It takes healing it takes knowledge. I wouldn't want you nor anyone else magic to work, when the mind is such state, when the outcome of this can be disastrous. Luckily the Universe has laws and the human psyche has too.

Luckily things have purpose and effort and time is needed.

Luckily this is in everybody's hands to decide as well.

In regards to the elusive statements that are not true wholly, with purposeful denial and other things, people here have relayed everything one needs to do to sit up and experience the taste of this.

It has been said that the ladder is here, but we won't stay and try to carry you up, while you don't want it.

Advanced members have predicted with 666% accuracy - critical very important things of the future both in personal life and worldly affairs.

One can give a shit about your Mark Twain read or other authors on the level of high school requirement, as this is only reflective of your writings here. It is also purposeful, one will not prove you anything here.

Many members can will some energy to you, then you'll think you have touched "gods hands". Ask yourself why that's so. I know as I see the outcome of your mind here, you need to lessen the blockages upon your mind firstly.

There are a lot of reasons why something is as so. This is your souls responsibility to know and tell, not mine for you, not another one for another one.

Granted all of us here have openly tried to ignore your playful ignorance here, as to not judge you harshly and to do it with empathy, to your benefit not ours.

Your problems revolve around material matters and logical decisions. We can say with respect that if you haven't made any good decisions until now, we won't expect you to do now, but the possibility and advice is still here to be pursued.

On the other side of perversion, in the only case it is there, you have created the opposite by having all of us relaying simple actions for real palpable results.

Being that this has gathered such attention, it would be best for us to not waste time anymore as the ground is built upon for you to wake up.

You can either victimize again, find 1000s excuses or listen and do, study and ask. You have studied law, you know you lost the case here. Now be the judge and rule in favor of your soul, not your ignorance.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

(...)

"Lastly, your low-key slanders are not appreciated."

I don't know exactly what a low-key slander is. I'm translating using DeepL and I don't understand exactly. I think I have written all my doubts openly and honestly in this topic.



"You are either special education like you blame us being, or you are trolling us with your sob story, again something which you blame others doing even though they have not trolled."

I wrote that one person was a troll. You wrote in the money topic that he might have several nicknames. He attacked you, Blitzkreig and the whole forum in the money topic. I gave the link here. I also saw in other topic that he was taken to task for using multiple nicknames and attacking JoS.



"...because if you would have been completely honest with us from the get-go, there would have been instructions to correct your course."

I was completely honest from the start. If you look at the beginning of this topic, I think I have been above average in my honesty, and I have explained my situation in length and detail in 11 points. You wrote that my situation is "dire and complex". You then gave me little advice on how to resolve it.



"Again, the number one reason why I said to perform only Sat Kriya was that you were supposedly low on time."

In this topic I quoted exactly what you wrote to me about the danger of Kundalini to energy when I asked you if I could do more Kundalini practices in addition to Sat Kriya.I gave the link to your answer in this topic. Please stop playing this game.



"And now you claim that what JoS presents 'does not work', in other words claiming this is not real even after how we refuted your claims. You have ignored what was said and kept repeating the same pattern over and over."

I don't like it when people try to fool me. I don't claim as a fact that anyone here is trying to fool me. But you have to understand my scepticism about the lack of results.

And I've written many times that I'm not in a position, and I don't have the time, to experiment without faith for years or decades with newer and newer and newer practices when the previous ones didn't work.

And I stressed that they don't work for me. I accepted that they work for many other people. You miss my honesty, but I wrote on the JoS forum my concern that what if the practices don't work for me because maybe I have the Jewish gene? And you think I'm not being honest...



"Now, it begins to look like you are just here to waste our time"

Four months ago I requested the cancellation of my registration, HP Cobra did not respond. True, I changed my mind later. It doesn't matter. I will try not to post here anymore.

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

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So what is your reason right now why you still have not done the kundalini yoga? If you think Henu said it was dangerous, that was a mistake and a misunderstanding. It is not dangerous and you know this now. It has been multiple days. Have you not had a single 10 minutes of time in all of these days to try this?

You said all of the things you have done, and every one of them are things that use energy. You have done nothing that produces energy, but you have been doing things to use up the little amount that you had. So it was absolutely certain that you would end up drained how you are now. I have told you something that you can do in only 10 minutes that will produce the largest amount of energy within you where your whole body will be shaking and buzzing from the energy. This will fix your problem.

So why do you refuse to try it? Nobody is ever going to help you if you refuse to spend 10 minutes to help yourself. And you must have at least 10 minutes of time, you must have hours of time every day if you don't go to work.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

I am very happy that this is as so, as this takes dedication. This takes improvement, looking truly to oneself and others. It takes healing it takes knowledge. I wouldn't want you nor anyone else magic to work, when the mind is such state, when the outcome of this can be disastrous. Luckily the Universe has laws and the human psyche has too.

I'm glad you're enjoying yourself. If you are feeling a little better, then it made sense that I created this topic.

I am very happy too. I can't wait to watch helplessly as my loved ones and I sink into total hopelessness.

 

[DarkPagan666]

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Quote from Maxine:
"The success of any working depends upon the strength and power of the operator's mind, aura, mental concentration and his/her ability to sense and direct energy. This comes through power meditation. How diligently and consistently one applies one's self to a program of power meditation will determine how powerful one's workings are. People who are new are encouraged to start out with white and grey magick, as black magick requires more knowledge and skill. Some people are born with a gift for this, but for others, this comes in time."

Magick works just fine. When we meet failure, such as in your case, it is important to address the issue in order to solve it. In your case, it is the lack of self-empowerment and necessary spiritual progression. Using energy to manifest desires without raising a proper amount of energy proves failure, and a total depletion of ones own life force. Energy takes the easy way out.

Power meditation works to empower ones soul and raises the life force. It is the core discipline that elevates and advances us in all respects. Power meditation needs to be done consistently, every single day. Inconsistency with power meditation leads and causes ones energy levels to fluctuate, preventing the energies to build themselves up. One day you will feel depleted, weak and as a result, failure.

When one is consistent with power meditation such as chakra work, power breaths, Yoga, one will tear down layers of dross and limitation, both in mind and soul. This unfolds a stronger version of yourself that becomes free from oppressive influences. Again, this takes time as most people have a lot of cleaning and deprogramming to do. In the long run, this will prove success. It takes a lot of hard and consistent work, it takes dedication. It is a lifestyle.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

So what is your reason right now why you still have not done the kundalini yoga?

Because I hate myself. And because maybe I don't want to live anymore. But there are one or two people and animals that make me want to live.

I am no longer interested in spirituality. And I apologize for being rude to you. I apologize to the all.

 

[Endsieg_Enjoyer]

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Do you know which forum you are on? 88 posts, so you may not know. Allow me to point the way: this forum is a forum for Spiritual Satanism, not materialistic and atheistic pseudo-Satanism. I wish you continued good cursing.

I am well aware, but all the quotes I introduced apply quite well to you and they are not atheistic in character either. Just because I quote COS doesn't mean I believe in the entirety COS if you hadn't noticed. I bolded exactly what applies to your attitude: weak, vanquished, and poor of spirit each of which come with their own bad implications for you. I am not the one cursing you rather it is you who does it to yourself I am just pointing it out in a blunt manner.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

I am very happy that this is as so, as this takes dedication. This takes improvement, looking truly to oneself and others. It takes healing it takes knowledge. I wouldn't want you nor anyone else magic to work, when the mind is such state, when the outcome of this can be disastrous. Luckily the Universe has laws and the human psyche has too.

I'm glad you're enjoying yourself. If you are feeling a little better, then it made sense that I created this topic.

I am very happy too. I can't wait to watch helplessly as my loved ones and I sink into total hopelessness.

If you love your loved ones, you do not let ignorance into your life in this way. If you pity yourself you do not let yourself down in this way. If you don't want a "belief religion" you do not care about hope, which is only a harmonized state of being.

So miss me with this victimization by which not even a plant shivers.

Like you are all of many. To state the obvious and necessary reality, spending a few months with cumulated time less than you spend a day at your work, without any real study and discriminant capacity of experience and mental sharpness, with the pressure of life and imagined hope, delusions, with the enemy dross at the door and inside the self, with depreciating existence and vision, you are not in the capacity to exercise your judgement onto the JoS, not even on yourself.

It is not shocking that people are on this level, I know and it is seen. It is that of your ignorance turning into arrogance based on nothing. It is the reactions that arise that are despised from this, as this is only the squirming ignorance from inside the self.

Past Yogis stayed in meditation for hours on end, just to open a chakra. Others were put to hard labor to crush their ego (mentioned on JoS somewhere). Many of us here have spent lifetimes to where we can consciously take this path and continue.

Comparing these states is not just, I know. The desire to become and attain, and the survival of atrophy. But it is here for you to see a contrast, the weight of the effort. The guideline, the direction to your mind.

But you, you have done the greatest weight lifting, I know. You have lied that you spent 87 days on runes and all of this meditation and nothing happened. I know. You have wasted your 15 minutes a day for 80 days. Only 3 months? You therefore have a reality check, yes.

All of the life doing nothing yet when comes something of true sacredness and substance, it is a problem.

Wealth and money of all things, was your purpose, without any power, without a chakra opened. Given the keys to the power - slowly retracting into the shell of arrogance, ignorance, helplessness, cry and doom.

In the same manner I'm happy a monkey isn't put on a airline mission to carry passengers from a country A to country B, I'm happy that this mindset has no spiritual power as it is antithetic to the core of advancement. (The audacity of me, imagine).

And about the part of enjoying life, I'm not sorry that I am enjoying life. I will regardless if the tomorrow death comes to everyone I love. Regardless of the harshest and strangest events and disturbing, painful existences, I will enjoy life and be happy. Ask yourself why, not me.

The hardest part of this path is not anything else but succeeding the first steps. Then you walk, run, fly on the path, ultimately becoming the enemy of ignorance and becoming the holder and promise of truth.

You decidedly not wanting to do what was told, not even a ten minute Kundalini Basic Spinal exercises, is defining of you. What you think, what you do, is defining of you. If you hold suffering, suffering is defining of you. If you do not act, inaction is defining of you.

So why are you upset that you, your life is defined in this way?

At what point do you decide, that what defines you should be truth and not lies.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

You have lied that you spent 87 days on runes and all of this meditation and nothing happened.

I do not understand. What did I lie about? 87 days is almost 3 months, yes. I wrote it all, you can read the text of my confirmation in the new members topic. There I wrote down when I started the job and why I started then, etc. On day 88 I found out that I was again not hired for two jobs. That day I stopped the rune work. What is the point of lying about it?

And don't you see what a trap you have set for yourself? Think about it: I know I wrote the truth. How can I believe in your advanced spiritual abilities if you can't even feel so much? If the Gods do not tell you that I have really completed the 87 days?

Calling me a liar is an easy way to end the discussion, and a win-win for all readers of the topic. But you are communicating with me, and betraying your lack of spiritual ability right in front of me. Of course, only I know that, but that's the point for me. You think I'm happy about that? You think I needed this?

Wealth and money of all things, was your purpose, without any power, without a chakra opened.

That was not my intention. If you read my posts carefully, you would know. Even the text of the affirmation was structured according to Blitzkreig's advice, i.e. it was not only about wealth, but also about opportunities. And the goal was to be able to develop my prepping, for the people I love and in the best way for me. The money and the opportunities were all just tools for the prepping I needed most right now.

Of course, it is easier not to read my posts. And after I explaining the same thing to others in the same thread, you write again that all I wanted was money and riches to satisfy my desires and that I am like a monkey. When I even included development in the text of my confirmation.

And I know I can repeat the same explanations as many times as I like. And I can link to my posts, which anyone can read. After you, someone will come along again who doesn't pay attention to what they read, and will repeat your superficial sentences.

I would therefore like to end the debate. I sincerely appreciate you trying to help me. And I apologize for being rude to you. Continue on your spiritual journey according to your faith and to the best of your ability.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

You have lied that you spent 87 days on runes and all of this meditation and nothing happened.

I do not understand. What did I lie about? 87 days is almost 3 months, yes. I wrote it all, you can read the text of my confirmation in the new members topic. There I wrote down when I started the job and why I started then, etc. On day 88 I found out that I was again not hired for two jobs. That day I stopped the rune work. What is the point of lying about it?

And don't you see what a trap you have set for yourself? Think about it: I know I wrote the truth. How can I believe in your advanced spiritual abilities if you can't even feel so much? If the Gods do not tell you that I have really completed the 87 days?

Calling me a liar is an easy way to end the discussion, and a win-win for all readers of the topic. But you are communicating with me, and betraying your lack of spiritual ability right in front of me. Of course, only I know that, but that's the point for me. You think I'm happy about that? You think I needed this?

Wealth and money of all things, was your purpose, without any power, without a chakra opened.

That was not my intention. If you read my posts carefully, you would know. Even the text of the affirmation was structured according to Blitzkreig's advice, i.e. it was not only about wealth, but also about opportunities. And the goal was to be able to develop my prepping, for the people I love and in the best way for me. The money and the opportunities were all just tools for the prepping I needed most right now.

Of course, it is easier not to read my posts. And after I explaining the same thing to others in the same thread, you write again that all I wanted was money and riches to satisfy my desires and that I am like a monkey. When I even included development in the text of my confirmation.

And I know I can repeat the same explanations as many times as I like. And I can link to my posts, which anyone can read. After you, someone will come along again who doesn't pay attention to what they read, and will repeat your superficial sentences.

I would therefore like to end the debate. I sincerely appreciate you trying to help me. And I apologize for being rude to you. Continue on your spiritual journey according to your faith and to the best of your ability.

The Gods didn't not tell me that, that is the reasonable conclusion I get to after your replies.

Yes you lied that nothing happened. You lied also to yourself by the manner you approached your meditation and the 40 days PDF.

I have thought hard about this, and even the most spiritual ineptitude can be rendered null in about 2 months.

One will feel something in a few weeks. At least an innocent but clear shiver.

Tell me, how many vibrations, meditations have you done for your chakras.

Tell me how much Pranayama have you done.

How much Yoga.

You lied by making it look like you have done the greatest effort in the world and the Gods have not helped you, and you don't want a belief religion.

This isn't inquisition, but it is only to make you understand and to stop lying to yourself that you have done something.

If a tank comes my way, and I lift a stick from a tree to beat it, I will definitely die. And no I won't say to the other soldiers that I tried.

All of my post are inviting you to advance and are explanatory reasons for everything you wrote.

In regards to me and my advancement, if all people would believe that I am a senior beginner, it would be right and true.

Also, I do not bow down to victimisation and ego traps, as my purpose is to give sacrilege and not let stupidity of the level "I spent three months JoS is not real for me bye".

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

If I design you a 40 day programme, within the limits of an hour a day routine, would you do it?

As to not waste time writing it for nothing.

 

[Karnonnos [JG]]

I keep iterating this:

Magick will NOT - I repeat - NOT work if you hate yourself and if you have guilt. Self hatred and guilt is the enemy of magick. You will sabotage every single working. Every member must work on their psychological issues or problems with lifetimes of xian brainwashing AND think clearly about what they want to manifest before they expect magick to do big things.

In addition, if you are in a routine for 22 years of adulthood and 13 years of constant employment, then expect Fehu to break you out of this easily, this will not happen. Runic work will in fact put you through the wringer to shake you out of something that took two decades to crystallize.

We can't offer easy solutions as most of us are not in this situation nor do we have the same karmic problems as you. Some members here would find putting the bottle down or doing a law exam the hardest thing on earth, whereas you found it a cakewalk. But that same member would never work at the same job for 13 years, so it's apples and oranges.

By the sounds of things it doesn't even seem like your chakras have opened so I'm not sure what to think here.

 

[Donovandal]

Do you know what The Three Steps of Witchcraft are ?

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

Because I hate myself. And because maybe I don't want to live anymore. But there are one or two people and animals that make me want to live.

I am no longer interested in spirituality. And I apologize for being rude to you. I apologize to the all.

Look, nobody wants for you to suffer here, but people are letting their frustrations show.

Magic is not always easy for a beginner, but excessive criticism or cynicism can kill one's magic, as well.
Your situation was difficult because you wanted to gain opportunities through your magic, but this is also not an easy goal to achieve. Yet, I advised you to do it anyway, believing it is better to try than to do nothing about your problems.

However, you cannot take any failure at this to mean that all magic or spirituality is null and void. This is an unfortunate consequence of not giving enough time to beginner activities, where you can build up your confidence.

I can definitely understand your pain and frustration, but I also want you to know that I think you are getting stuck on certain details, which then creates cynicism. Given your high intellectual abilities, I am guessing that this is coming from a Virgo influence within your natal chart. It can also come from any earth placements, in a general sense.

No, I do not expect you to suddenly change any behavior overnight, but I do hope that you do not make the very damaging decision to abandon all attempts at helping your soul through energy work.

Although it may not seem like it, everyone else here is trying to prevent the same thing as well. This is because nobody wants to see you potentially hurt yourself even more. That is why people are starting to get frustrated and angry, because this actually a very serious situation.

Anyway, I hope the best for you.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

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It may be hard to believe, but I appreciate your reply.

The formula is simple. I don't like myself, because I have ruined the "A" side of my life with my bad decisions. (Based on the average age of Hungarian men, I am already on the "B" side.)

And I don't like my current life situation, which is a consequence of side "A". There is little joy in it.

So my past and present is not very fantastic. And the future is not promising. My personal situation is extremely complicated, as I described at the beginning of this topic in point 4. Therefore I am probably facing a lonely life and celibacy. If by some extraordinary chance I do manage to find a partner, I will no longer have children, so this branch of the family will die out with me.

I know law, but I can no longer pass the professional exams, so my options in the legal field are very limited. But I don't know any other profession and I'm not young anymore. My best option at the moment is to find a job in a public office. If not as a lawyer, then in a graduate clerical job. Unfortunately, a graduate job in the public sector doesn't pay much more than what I earn in my current job, which requires 8 years of primary school...

On my public sector salary, I could not even afford an average 1.5 room rent in my city. So if by some chance I manage to get a graduate job, I would still have to live in my parents' house. A poorly maintained, 1 room, total 3 premises miniature apartment with my cat. (Where I have to go to the toilet to clean the aura.) And the design of the house is such that I don't have much privacy. But never mind, because my apartment is so small and overcrowded that I can't have guest in it.

But all this about public sector salaries is just wishful thinking, because as you know, in the 1.5 years since I graduated, I have not been hired for any job. So every month I budget how I can manage not to run out of money completely by the end of the month. And I am disgusted with my current job.

Of course, I'm trying my best to escape forward. I'm working, and I have two active job applications in at the moment. Even though I have a constant ringing in my ears, which alcohol used to be able to eliminate, I no go back to drinking. (Although it is true that it is becoming more and more difficult for me to live an ascetic life. I've also given up coffee, I have no social life at all, so there's not much enjoyment in my life.)

This time I won't go into details: the situation in Hungary and the whole of Eastern Central-Europe is tragic, but my profession does not allow me to work in Western Europe.

You can see from the above that for me, this life doesn't have much good in it anymore. Strengthening my soul will not change that. If SS is true, I might have a new opportunity in my next life. If SS is not true, then this is the only life I have that I have ruined. Frankly, I don't care which version is the reality. It doesn't matter, because I can't get certainty either by intellectual deduction or personal experience. In one case, it is completely unnecessary to meditate/yoga for an hour or more a day for the rest of my life. In the other case, I might have a chance to start building spiritually in my next life at a normal time, when I'm young, and not on the ruins of a screwed up life.

Even on a simple physical level, I find it difficult to maintain this life without falling completely to shit. I can't fit spiritual work in. I can't feel anything, I can't concentrate, I can only do the exercises bored and empty. I have no faith and no hope in anything. I am unable to see or feel the subtle signs that point the way in spiritual practices. I get no answer from Satan, I cannot find my Guardian Demon. And I think many of you here would be surprised if I did the Kundalini program and felt nothing. But it is very likely that I would not feel anything. At most, shortness of breath and nerve stimulation. This brings us back to the religious belief: either I believe that shortness of breath and nerve stimulation is some kind of "spiritual energy", or I don't. But as I said, I'm not interested in that anymore. I'm only interested in what I can still physically get out of the "B" side of my life, what I can build out of shit. At best, I'll continue the spiritual work in my next life.

 

[Dark Lawyer]

My personal situation is extremely complicated, as I described at the beginning of this topic in point 4.

Clarification: points 4-5.

 

[Henu the Great]

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YAWN

We have heard the same a dozen times before.

None of us have extraordinarily easy life. Some have luxury, which is the result of hard earned work.

Quit your whining, do something to make yourself have a better outlook and circumstances, but for goodness sake stop begging for our pity with your story. You are not the only one. The world is full of suffering. You have an extraordinary chance to make something out of your life, even extending to future incarnations and most of your effort goes to self pity. Shame, such a shame...