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I wasn't really around the forums for the past few months, so I am not aware of your progress and so what I am about to write might already be familiar to you or it may not.


I would suggest, you should note one thing before you leave, corona-virus/covid-19 was also a spiritual attack on the crown chakra. Corona in Ancient Greek means Crown. [coronavirus = crownvirus = Crown Chakra Virus, the 'virus' here means a dedicated spiritual attack on gentiles, and the attack is on the crown chakra of all gentiles]. If I am not wrong it means an attack on a chakra of a person would also weaken the planet and unbalance element of the attacked Chakra. Which would affect whatever things the planet and element rules over[If a JG is reading this, please correct me if this is wrong.] Jupiter and Water are associated with Crown Chakra, so read about these two.

Read this line and the sermon[linked] below to understand why crown chakra was attacked and how it might be affecting you.
"The Crown Chakra, is related and rules over feelings of security, accomplishing one's higher purpose etc"
For more info on this spiritual attack: The "Corona-Virus" & The Satya Yuga/Golden Age

I mention this because you joined JoS in 2021 and the corona attack happen in 2020, which means you were already affected by it, those who were SS before the attack were either not affected or recovered quickly because of their existing protection and power.
This attack could be the reason why your life became worse after joining JoS, the enemy entities influenced your crown chakra a lot more because they obviously saw your crown chakra was weakened by the jewish attack.

Further more for help:
If one person is feeling pathetic of their life or who they are, feeling down, tired of life, confused of their life, they should work extensively on their Crown and Base Chakra[although, all the 7 main Chakras are important and one should work extensively on all the main Chakras for better stabilty/balance], please read more about each chakras here: Chakras)
"The Crown Chakra, is related and rules over feelings of security, accomplishing one's higher purpose etc"
"The Base Chakra gives stability and grounding, and rules over the survival and basic instincts. The base chakra gives us the will to survive, and the sense of security."

Example of how healthy strong Chakras can help:
Take my example, my Solar Chakra was quite debilitated and blocked, I worked on it and gradually I started receiving one of it's benefits like wealth in various ways, like example my father started sending extra money with the usual money he used to send me for my hostel for me to enjoy[which never happened before], it took quite a while but I knew my Solar Chakra had started becoming healthy and stronger, as I was slowly receiving many opportunities to advance me in physical/financial manner.

Also read about runes and mantras again, start magic workings as well to get out of bad situations.
All this won't happen in a day or two because we are not advance like our Gods.

And regarding SS progress, it took time for me to develop my senses to feel the energies within me and around me. Everyone is different, for some it may not take much long or for some it may take longer. Patience and perseverance are important for an SS.


If you leave, they may win over you, it's as simple as that. I am not gonna fearmonger with you about your life becoming bad or destroyed, you are free to leave. A retreat can sometimes help to understand and determine one's position. But in this retreat if your life takes a further down turn and if you ever start having suicidal thoughts, you must seek medical help and also come straight back to JoS and start working on yourself.
So if you leave, I would suggest you to at least keep on cleaning your Chakras and Aura, observe your life and note down your day before bed for at least one year[especially the new and bad habits/addictions you acquire(porn, alcohol, smoking, drugs, unhygienic life, delaying sleep, junk food, and etc)], an SS must understand and must be aware of influence of the enemy energies and entities in their life because it is vital for their well being. If you don't, they will keep bothering you and affect your spiritual and physical progress, but if you do, you would or should work to block their influence and drive them away from you or better, destroy them.

I also have an example of how some enemy entities can behave in a little uncommon manner,
Example: a person's life could become a bit bad or worse when they join JoS simply because of enemy entities and their influence like curses to make you lazy and slack off, draining energy which slows their spiritual progress, influence people around them and etc. This, they keep doing until you are dedicated, but once you leave they won't try to steer the wheels of your life for a while to make your life go back to previous state and to make you think that your life was bad because of Satan and his Daemons. But they do bother you later to drive you downhill to a point where they manipulate you into believing it's too late and you are at a point of no return.
So do remember or note it down somewhere, you can always come back to JoS.

I hope you stay,
Good luck.

Hail Satan!
 

Thank you for your reply! I did my initiation on Beltane night 2019, since then I am SS.

My life definitely got better after I joined the SS. I received a lot of great help. In the last 1 year since I graduated as a lawyer, the momentum has slowed down. I am usually stable, but the rejection after my last job interview sent me to the floor for a few days. Suddenly I felt like that was the last straw.

The request to delete my profile was an overreaction. As you can see from previous posts, I will stay on the forum and continue the fight.

Thank you again for your thorough and helpful reply. I know the sermon on the crown chakra, very valuable information indeed. Glad you reminded me and provided the link, I will save it.
 

Thank you for your reply and for trusting that it makes sense to reply to me.

Should I do the rosary cleansing Surya mantra separately from my cat? If I understand that I have to do the all cleaning work in a separate room. Unless I'm cleaning my cat or the RTR is the cleaning tool.

I am worried because my parents have had 3 vaccinations and the person closest to me has had 2. And the chiropractor gave her some energy I don't know anything about.

In Alberta last year, unknown cause officially became the leading cause of death. Here in Hungary, the number of births officially decreased by 20%, and the rate in all western countries is 15-25%. According to the Pfizer minutes, 33 pregnant women have been tested for the vaccine. In 32 of the 33 cases, the newborn died. In 29 cases, the fetus died in utero. This represents a mortality rate of 96.9%.

This is a video from 2015 in which the WEF talks about how mrns changes the genetics of vaccinated people and their offspring:

https://mobile.twitter.com/TheNo1Waffler/status/1549834043738525701

I dare not suggest Satanic practices to them because it might not be safe for them. I have not yet tried cleaning others. But I probably don't have much spare energy. I think the most I could clean is one person and my cat. And I'll start the rune work in early August, because in addition to health, financial background is very important for survival. This is all time and energy. For 1 out of the 3 people there is a possibility of yoga. And I don't know what else I can do to protect them from the possible side effects of the vaccine. Two of the three people I mentioned are elderly and the third is taking medication for endometriosis.

Is it possible that Satan will protect them?
 
Dark Lawyer said:

Thank you for your reply! I did my initiation on Beltane night 2019, since then I am SS.

My life definitely got better after I joined the SS. I received a lot of great help. In the last 1 year since I graduated as a lawyer, the momentum has slowed down. I am usually stable, but the rejection after my last job interview sent me to the floor for a few days. Suddenly I felt like that was the last straw.

The request to delete my profile was an overreaction. As you can see from previous posts, I will stay on the forum and continue the fight.

Thank you again for your thorough and helpful reply. I know the sermon on the crown chakra, very valuable information indeed. Glad you reminded me and provided the link, I will save it.

Oh, I assumed your forum joining date as your dedication date.
Anyways, good to know you are sticking around.

Good luck.
 
Dark Lawyer said:

I say goodbye to the forum.

Unfortunately, my problems have not been solved - in fact, the situation is worse - and I have neither the energy nor the time to keep trying.

Thanks for the helpful and constructive comments from everyone - special mention to Henu the Great and Blitzkreig. I hope I have contributed something to the forum with a few posts. You all keep fighting and keep improving, it is great what you are doing.

You will come back right here. So stop being emotional. I do it too here sometimes but I get over it by focusing on and doing the things I love to do.

Unless your problems are of legal matter which is really fo concern, you shouldn't behave like this as an SS and because you will feel ashamed later.

If it's not a legal or health problem, then just relax.

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Dark Lawyer said:
Thank you for your reply and for trusting that it makes sense to reply to me.

Should I do the rosary cleansing Surya mantra separately from my cat? If I understand that I have to do the all cleaning work in a separate room. Unless I'm cleaning my cat or the RTR is the cleaning tool.
Preferably, yes, unless you decide to clean your cat after yourself. RTR is not cleaning, but reversing of Jewish magick. Cleaning has to be done after RTR.

I am worried because my parents have had 3 vaccinations and the person closest to me has had 2. And the chiropractor gave her some energy I don't know anything about.
You could evoke Algiz on them to dampen any harm on them, maybe also adding Sowilo. As for the energy, you could clean them.

In Alberta last year, unknown cause officially became the leading cause of death. Here in Hungary, the number of births officially decreased by 20%, and the rate in all western countries is 15-25%. According to the Pfizer minutes, 33 pregnant women have been tested for the vaccine. In 32 of the 33 cases, the newborn died. In 29 cases, the fetus died in utero. This represents a mortality rate of 96.9%.
Statistics in modern world are one of biggest lies. Yes, many statistics are accurate and useful, others can be altered to further agendas.


I dare not suggest Satanic practices to them because it might not be safe for them. I have not yet tried cleaning others. But I probably don't have much spare energy. I think the most I could clean is one person and my cat. And I'll start the rune work in early August, because in addition to health, financial background is very important for survival. This is all time and energy. For 1 out of the 3 people there is a possibility of yoga. And I don't know what else I can do to protect them from the possible side effects of the vaccine. Two of the three people I mentioned are elderly and the third is taking medication for endometriosis.

Is it possible that Satan will protect them?
You do what you can, no one can demand more from you.

You should be in contact with Satan by yourself.
 
Dark Lawyer said:
Should I do the rosary cleansing Surya mantra separately from my cat? If I understand that I have to do the all cleaning work in a separate room. Unless I'm cleaning my cat or the RTR is the cleaning tool.

I am worried because my parents have had 3 vaccinations and the person closest to me has had 2. And the chiropractor gave her some energy I don't know anything about.

https://mobile.twitter.com/TheNo1Waffler/status/1549834043738525701

I dare not suggest Satanic practices to them because it might not be safe for them. I have not yet tried cleaning others. But I probably don't have much spare energy. I think the most I could clean is one person and my cat. And I'll start the rune work in early August, because in addition to health, financial background is very important for survival. This is all time and energy. For 1 out of the 3 people there is a possibility of yoga. And I don't know what else I can do to protect them from the possible side effects of the vaccine. Two of the three people I mentioned are elderly and the third is taking medication for endometriosis.

Is it possible that Satan will protect them?

The cat does not need a full Satanic rosary worth of energy to clean it. You can use a few chants of Surya, perhaps 5-10. You don't want to overwhelm the animal's soul.

In regards to your family, if they have not yet had serious issues from the vaccine, then that is a positive sign. This means they endured the initial damage, and the effects of the vaccine will be much less now.

Generally, you should focus on yourself in regards to energy, but you can do something simple like a small AOP for your whole family (which will build over time). This defends against all sorts of damage, not just energy attacks. Additionally, you could briefly clean them, perhaps 1 person every few days. They do not need as intensive cleaning as someone trying to advance.

In regards to physical means of building health, encourage them to eat balanced, whole foods and cut out obvious junk. Encourage them to do basic exercises such as walking, running, or simple yoga like the Tibetan 5 Rites. Encourage them to reduce or eliminate digital distractions like video games, phone apps, and excessive television use, as this will help them become more likely to do chores or other "boring" work.

Besides chiropractic care, encourage them to seek out holistic doctors. Generally, any variety will do, but I understand and have a preference for Traditional Chinese Medicine (TCM).

The Gods do protect our family, but I don't believe they will stop the larger astrological causes that may lead to natural death. For example, they may blunt the vaccine's damage so your family member recovers easily, but they may not stop the person from doing bad behaviors which lead to cancer in 20 years.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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In regards to your family, if they have not yet had serious issues from the vaccine, then that is a positive sign. This means they endured the initial damage, and the effects of the vaccine will be much less now.
I don't believe this to be true. There's people who take the vaccine who are all fine and well only to die of heart attack at age 30, six months later.
 
Aquarius said:
I don't believe this to be true. There's people who take the vaccine who are all fine and well only to die of heart attack at age 30, six months later.

It is common experience that if a vaccine does not cause a serious health problem in the first few months, it is unlikely to cause a serious health problem in the long term. This is true for all known vaccines. We hope that the mrns vaccine is also true.

The vax has been in use for 1 and 2/3 years and has not killed as many people as the alarmists previously claimed. That much we know.

Of course we have to keep our eyes open.
 

Blitzkreig [JG said:
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Thank you for your answers.

I did not clean my cat or myself. I cleaned the rosary itself, the object, with 40 Surya mantras. And for that I went to the bathroom.

Yes, I know that RTR is not a cleaning tool. But according to the advice I received on the forum, I did the RTR while holding the rosary in my hand so that the RTR would destroy the Buddhist blessing that was performed on the rosary earlier. This is what I meant when I used the word "cleaning". I always clean myself after the RTR, yes.

And yes, of course, this time, as in the last three years, I spoke to Satan alone. But I don't knew what to think about protecting those who are important to an SS person but are not themselves SS persons. That is why I asked the experienced members of this forum. I now have reassuring answer, thank you.

The person I mentioned is not a member of my family, but She is the most important person to me. She was unwell for a few days after the vaccination, but there were no health problems.

Later she had a stomach ache, maybe because of the vaccine. But I hope that this is only a superficial phenomenon. I have already found a TCM doctor we are going to see.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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I was called for two job interviews on the 80th day of my Fehu work. I did my 80th Fehu work in the morning so that I could go to both interviews having already completed day 80.

The empty moon ended 10 minutes before the first interview.

Both interviews were during the period when Jupiter was in retrograde motion in my sign (July 28 to October 28).

And during the interviews I had the black tourmaline stone with the Fehu rune in my pocket, which I used to hold in my hand during rune work.

Of course, I prepared seriously for both interviews. The second interview was very bad, probably my worst interview ever. The deadline had passed, so they definitely didn't hire me. The first interview was better and I like the job better. But today is the deadline, so they didn't hire me.

I graduated a year and a quarter ago. I couldn't look for a job for months because of the compulsory vaccination. But I made the sacrifice of not getting vaccinated and staying in a shitty minimum wage job. In the meantime, I provided free legal advice to unknown people against mandatory vaccinations in the workplace. I participated in demonstration, signed petition, voted for the anti-vaccination party in elections. So I did my bit to fight the great reset.

Compulsory vaccination was abolished in March, so I have been actively looking for work for 8 months (three quarters of a year). I applied for about 20 jobs, used recruitment agency and tried to use contacts. I even went to a shitty Jew because I know him from work and he has a lot of high connections here in town. I live in a good city with good job opportunities. I've done 80 days of Fehu work. During the same retrograde Jupiter period, I did the common money spells in the anti great reset ritual, in addition to the Fehu work.

The principle of SS is not to have religious blind faith, but to have practical experience and draw your own conclusions from your own experience. Be honest with yourselves: what conclusion would you draw if you were in my shoes? I've had some good interviews. One of my best interviews was on the day of the God I thought was my Guardian Demon. It was also a hopeful "coincidence" that I was called in for two interviews on the 80th day of my Fehu work, and the empty moon ended 10 minutes before the first interview. Behind me stands quarter retrograde Jupiter, which should have been a fruitful period according to the JoS description. And no results. During the same period, there was a chance to sell the family house and, at 40, finally start independent life. And to create a safer environment for my cat and myself, and at least prepare a little for the impending collapse of the country. But we couldn't sell the house and my parents decided not to sell it in the future.

No job, no home, no money, no independence, no partner. And I have no more ideas. And please Henu, no mention of karmic obstacles. I have 80 days of Fehu work behind me. Also, we have performed the rituals for material prosperity together in the anti great reset ritual. And I had interviews that went well. I just needed a hair of spiritual help to get hired after one of my successful interviews and/or we would sell the house the serious the potential buyers. Saying "I didn't trust the rune-work enough" or "my rituals didn't work because of karmic obstacles" is no different from Christian "reasoning". There, too, it is said that if the believer does not get rid of harmful habits, etc., even after many confessions, then "his faith in confession was not strong enough". It's easy to find more and more reasons why a spell doesn't work, isn't it? And tell me, how the fuck am I supposed to "believe" in it when all I see is that it doesn't work even with the most promising combinations? You got a recipe for that? Because only cults expect sustained blind faith without experience.

Just to be on the safe side, I continued working with Fehu for another week after the two interviews, until yesterday. Today I stopped. If it didn't work in 87 days, it wouldn't work in 120 days. Meanwhile, here in Hungary things are getting shittier. For example, no sugar in the shops, quantity restrictions on certain basic foodstuffs, it's already November but they don't turn on the heating in the offices, etc. I think we are not far from food ticket. We are also drifting nicely into World War 3, with Russia now openly referring to Britain as a belligerent.

So I have to think about what is the way of survival for my loved ones and myself if the magic doesn't work.
 
Dark Lawyer said:
No job, no home, no money, no independence, no partner. And I have no more ideas. And please Henu, no mention of karmic obstacles. I have 80 days of Fehu work behind me. Also, we have performed the rituals for material prosperity together in the anti great reset ritual. And I had interviews that went well. I just needed a hair of spiritual help to get hired after one of my successful interviews and/or we would sell the house the serious the potential buyers. Saying "I didn't trust the rune-work enough" or "my rituals didn't work because of karmic obstacles" is no different from Christian "reasoning". There, too, it is said that if the believer does not get rid of harmful habits, etc., even after many confessions, then "his faith in confession was not strong enough". It's easy to find more and more reasons why a spell doesn't work, isn't it? And tell me, how the fuck am I supposed to "believe" in it when all I see is that it doesn't work even with the most promising combinations? You got a recipe for that? Because only cults expect sustained blind faith without experience.
1. The rate at which you see tangible results will vary a lot. When comparing oneself to past oneself one can see that results come faster when one is more experienced and more powerful. Expecting results right after you completed your working is not realistic at this point of your evolution.

2. One, or two workings will not remove all obstacles, especially when instead of removing obstacles you try to attract something without removing obstacles first. This is what you did. Plus, you need not only better, but more.

Your situation has screamed extreme from the time you first posted. Yet, you have not reported doing not a single freeing of the soul working.

Self-doubt and mindset in general are key components in successful magick... Your mindset has not exactly been the most success-inducing.

These are simple facts, nothing Christian about how I view one should tackle obstacles.
 
Dark Lawyer said:

The reality is that it can be difficult because we don't initially have a means of directly measuring our result. Yet, since our magic is based on our will, you cannot doubt it. Instead of thinking no result has happened, rather know that at least you applied the energy and made progress.

Christians do not do anything pertaining to actual energy work and so that is not a good comparison.

To actually judge the progress made, this depends on factors like how hard the goal is and how powerful one's soul is. Any karmic factors would be found on the Sun, Jupiter, or Venus, or in the 2nd and 10th houses. For example, Neptune in the 2nd house can result in wealth being "randomly" lost despite best efforts. A weak Sun can make someone feel like they do not deserve wealth, and so on.

Other factors are what is described here: https://www.satanisgod.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Money_Meditation.html

If you want specific advice, please ask Satan for his opinion on what you should do, or what the result of the working was. Better yet, ask him what your status will be during any financial strain in your country.

Keep in mind that you are basing your confidence of magic through one problem which is not exactly easy to solve. You could also take fire energy and say that it is burning you, and it will happen immediately. There are other ways like this that allow you to "test" that the energy is real and that you can successfully apply it.

Another possible solution involves this thread: https://www.ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=397051#p397051
 
Dark Lawyer said:

Just to repeat, this is not a situation where results do not happen, but that it is hard to measure until finished. If you are working on big problems, or problems with a lot of stress, it is understandable that you may get stressed and doubt yourself.

Instead of trashing everything, it is better that you keep your expectations on a lower end. For example, do a working to permanently improve your wealth, knowing that this changes your reality and made your soul simply obtain and hold wealth easier than others. This can manifest over time or in many ways. Don't jump to super high standards like "well I did not get a job that is hard to get within 2 weeks".

The above mindset is how you maintain optimism. Simply know that your energy has been applied and you need not worry. However, if you have very high expectations and a cynical mindset, it is easy to find failure. Reduce your expectations to an area that you cannot doubt.

Second part: Ask a demon or Satan to help you guide this energy, because it is important for you. They can do this easily. Then, you this removes any doubt about the energy being applied. All you have to do is continue to supply and program it as normal.

Third: Because you have limited time, make sure that you are keeping up with all the other aspects of our path. It is important that you keep your soul as strong as possible. If you are not training yourself, then your workings will be weaker.

Lastly, do not give up just yet, because this upcoming Esbat is great for wealth. Soon after, the Sun will enter Sagittarius, which is another great point for wealth. You can do either of these, or both, as long as you keep time for your training and don't only focus on these.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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I appreciate your quick and thorough replies and your helpfulness.

The "talk to Satan" etc. doesn't work for me because I get no answers or signs.

I do not need to ask what my financial situation will be in my country. There are three options.

1. The state pays back some of its debt. That is, it buys back a certain amount government bonds and does not issue new bonds to replace them. It cannot do this because it would not be able to pay the public employees.

2. A city-sized oil field will be discovered, a goldfinch, Tesla will open a centre in every county, etc. Not very likely.

3. They burn the money in the account. That is, an authorized person logs into the system and rewrites certain Excel rubrics to zero. Not very likely because that would be so big lol, it has never happened anywhere in known history.

Since none of the three options will happen, the forint will continue to depreciate and prices will continue to rise. And the excessive base rate hikes show that the country is heading towards hyperinflation. Because excessive base rate hikes are always the first step of hyperinflation. Even if everyone makes frtr and even if no one makes frtr. A fixed historical experience is not worth arguing with. So there is no question of what my financial situation will be, because there will be no such thing as a "financial situation".

Globally, it's the same situation. It's very likely that the old mother of all stock market crashes is coming, and it's almost certain that they can't sustain the world's monetary system as we know it today for more than a few years.
 
Dark Lawyer said:
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So there is no question of what my financial situation will be, because there will be no such thing as a "financial situation".

Globally, it's the same situation. It's very likely that the old mother of all stock market crashes is coming, and it's almost certain that they can't sustain the world's monetary system as we know it today for more than a few years.

Any magical working you do applies over top of these factors to give a better result.

Yes, you should be careful about having all of your wealth within the official currencies, but this is not the extent of wealth itself. Wealth/opportunity extends to physical items like food and commodities, as well as social support from friends or other organizations.

Don't get fixated on factors that you cannot stop. Despite a collapse of the current economic system, there will always exist a transaction dynamic of goods, services, and energy on earth. By applying the energy of Fehu, Sowilo, Raidho, etc you are changing this dynamic to move you into a better position, relative to all of this.

Therefore, there are many different outcomes for how this can result. Some may be obvious, but other factors may not be. You cannot doubt your magic based off an inability to immediately test the result, or based off unreasonable testing methods, especially when you trying to manipulate economics and not personal characteristics.

Even though the economy collapsed in 2008, for example, certain individuals became richer in power. Even though they might have lost dollars, they grew in other areas. To some, this may look like they are "poorer", but because they relied on Jewish magic to aid them, their overall position grew despite any wider problems faced by the economy.

You are doing the same thing as above, which is to continually push for better and better conditions for yourself. Done over a long period of time, this will create permanent changes within your soul.

If you are prone to cynicism, then it is better to leave your programming as open and broad. Then, you can know that your working has had some positive effect, rather than trying to directly measure it and potentially losing confidence. The reason you want to do this is because any magic is based on your will.

If you put yourself in a situation that makes your will fail, then your magic may be disrupted. Changing external circumstances is harder because you cannot immediately measure the result, therefore some faith is necessary. This can become a test of will for some people.

Instead, know that you are give a basic level of protection by the Gods, but you are also adding your own blessings on top of this. Whatever these blessings are is dependent on your own soul and abilities, yet the situation remains as definitely better than having done nothing, even if you cannot immediately tell.
 
Blitzkreig [JG said:
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I stopped the rune work yesterday, so I have completed 87 days. That's all I could fit in. Now I don't have time to keep experimenting with exercises with completely uncertain outcomes, because I'm working 12 hours and looking for a new job. If I want to somehow survive the imminent collapse of the country, I have to urgently get rid of my current job. Until that happens, I cannot afford the luxury of spirituality.

I don't know what "high expectations", "impatience" or "getting a job in under 2 weeks" you mean. I repeat: with a summa cum laude law degree and a dr., I have been working for 16 months (1 and 1/3 year) in a job that requires 8 primary school classes.

And I have been actively looking for work for 8 months. I am not only applying for jobs as a lawyer, but also for general graduate jobs. In fact, I'm not only applying for graduate jobs, but also for jobs that require a secondary school leaving certificate and pay a guaranteed minimum wage (one step above the minimum wage). My expectations are very low, but I don't get hired anywhere. And after 16 months, it's no longer a game, because we're getting closer to total economic collapse and world war.

I tried to give up law and do the Pathology prosector training. But I couldn't start because I need at least 6 months of autopsy assistant (corpse washer) practice to apply for the training. And it is not even certain that the training will start, because at least 12-15 autopsy assistants have to apply to start the training. But autopsy assistant jobs are rarely advertised, typically you can get the job internally. Now I would like to apply for an autopsy assistant job at the local hospital, and then maybe next year I could start the Pathology prosector training. But I would probably be unemployed with that too. Here in Eastern-Central Europe the perception is very different. People are pigeonholed. Career changes are rare, and people like me who didn't get anywhere until they were 40 typically not hired for any job because they are distrusted.
 
Henu the Great said:
Expecting results right after you completed your working is not realistic at this point of your evolution.

I no longer expect any results.

Henu the Great said:
Plus, you need not only better, but more.

Your situation has screamed extreme from the time you first posted. Yet, you have not reported doing not a single freeing of the soul working.

I have no time for further experimentation with exercises with completely uncertain outcomes. I'm working 12 hours a day and looking for a job. If I want to somehow survive the imminent collapse of the country and help those close to me, I need to get rid of my current job as a matter of urgency. Until I do, I cannot afford the luxury of spiritual experimentation. I've been 16 months out of University, 8 months looking for a job, and I'm fucking out of patience.

Henu the Great said:
Your mindset has not exactly been the most success-inducing.

My mindset is that if I complete a 5-year university in 11 years because I am a perfectionist in my studies, I will not give up. My mindset is that I don't bargain and I don't vaccinate myself, even if it makes it impossible for me to find a job and I have to live in poverty because of it. My mindset is that it is possible to move from a job at the bottom of society to a career in law at the age of 40, contrary to the perception in Eastern-Central Europe. My mindset is that if I am not hired as a lawyer in the long term, I would be able to change career paths again with flexibility. Even if it means working as a corpse washer on minimum wage. (On the other hand, as usual, the state places serious obstacles in the way of starting autopsy-master training.) So thanks, I like to think like that, and it would be nice if more people thought like that.
 
Dark Lawyer said:
Brother, I am not looking to get into heated arguments. I understand where you are coming from and I am simply stating why and how (as does Brother Blitzkreig). If you choose to refuse, okay, that's on you. All of what this Path is about is optional and no one forces anything on you. But you will miss out if you choose to opt out.
 
Henu the Great said:
But you will miss out if you choose to opt out.

Oh, there's a misunderstanding: I don't want to opt out, I'm not leaving the forum. I just thought it would be better to I write about these off topics in this topic.

I missed most things 20 years ago, but thanks for the encouragement.
 
I don't know if this reply might help you but yoU should find a law company or whatever and go there and tell them you want the job so much that you are willing to work almost for free and serve the boss basically take it from the bottom JUST TO LEARN

Pride will take you only down. in fashion industry to get a job means go there and serving and kissing ass long years before getting a proper position. And trust me, with all the money in the world is still necessary for the LEARNING PROCESS.

You need to LEARN.

Cut your life style to a minimum. Move to a single room the cheapest keep only some basics or whatever you need to wear. Cut the expenses. Find a relative willing to support you for a while, while you transition this stage.

I Know a boy in his 20s he was working shitty jobs strictly to survive but to have enough time to learn programming. Everybody was laughing about him for sharring a room, eating frugally and cycling to work long distances. Now guess who's laughing. So I would say sacrifice now for a later better tomorrow.

You said you carry good charm rooks and things in your pocket - all of this is useless. Go to a firm and tell them you want to mop their floors up until they will consider you for a position. You might impress your boss that THIS IS HOW MUCH YOU ARE WILLING TO DO FOR THE JOB.

And when it comes to meditations insist on cleaning and more cleaning and more cleaning before proeceding with any empowerment. The basics insist on it SEVERAL times a day
 
Dark Lawyer said:
Oh, there's a misunderstanding: I don't want to opt out, I'm not leaving the forum. I just thought it would be better to I write about these off topics in this topic.

I missed most things 20 years ago, but thanks for the encouragement.
I did not mean leaving the forums, but I got the impression that you are done with spiritual practices which is what I referred as "missing out" if you do so.
 
Henu the Great said:
I did not mean leaving the forums, but I got the impression that you are done with spiritual practices which is what I referred as "missing out" if you do so.

Yes, I'm done with spiritual experiments.

I've arrived in the nothing. And I feel that I've always belonged here.

I have no intention of denying my SS initiation, as I do not know what the truth is. But it seems that I will not go down that road, and I will not fulfil the commitments I made in the initiation text. If what you on this forum believe is true, should I expect to be punished for leaving the path of SS?

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Reminder of the text of the initiation:

"Before the almighty and ineffable God Satan/Lucifer and in the presence of all Demons of Hell, who are the True and the Original gods, I, (state your full name) renounce any and all past allegiances. I renounce the false Judeo/Christian god Jehova, I renounce his vile and worthless son Jesus Christ, I renounce his foul, odious, and rotten holy spirit.

I proclaim Satan Lucifer as my one and only God. I promise to recognize and honor him in all things, without reservation, desiring in return, his manifold assistance in the successful completion of my endeavors."
 
Dark Lawyer said:
Henu the Great said:
I did not mean leaving the forums, but I got the impression that you are done with spiritual practices which is what I referred as "missing out" if you do so.

Yes, I'm done with spiritual experiments.

I've arrived in the nothing. And I feel that I've always belonged here.

I have no intention of denying my SS initiation, as I do not know what the truth is. But it seems that I will not go down that road, and I will not fulfil the commitments I made in the initiation text. If what you on this forum believe is true, should I expect to be punished for leaving the path of SS?

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Reminder of the text of the initiation:

"Before the almighty and ineffable God Satan/Lucifer and in the presence of all Demons of Hell, who are the True and the Original gods, I, (state your full name) renounce any and all past allegiances. I renounce the false Judeo/Christian god Jehova, I renounce his vile and worthless son Jesus Christ, I renounce his foul, odious, and rotten holy spirit.

I proclaim Satan Lucifer as my one and only God. I promise to recognize and honor him in all things, without reservation, desiring in return, his manifold assistance in the successful completion of my endeavors."
There is no one punishing you.

But in reality you are punishing yourself by not rising above your fate, which admittedly is hard work, but doable.
 
Dark Lawyer said:

Let me ask a simple clarifying question.

How long have you worked on your chakra's for, through daily meditation with the AUM's into them and doing chakra spinning daily?
 
Dark Lawyer said:

Why would the gods punish you? That is ridiculous. Gods would never harm anybody except for some horrible criminal who deserves it.

You are only punishing yourself. By choosing not to be healing and improving yourself both in your body and your life. You will only regret this in the future when you see how much better your life would have been if you just put a small amount of effort.
 
Aquarius said:
Blitzkreig [JG said:
" post_id=378350 time=1659304217 user_id=21286]
In regards to your family, if they have not yet had serious issues from the vaccine, then that is a positive sign. This means they endured the initial damage, and the effects of the vaccine will be much less now.
I don't believe this to be true. There's people who take the vaccine who are all fine and well only to die of heart attack at age 30, six months later.
Will everyone who took that vaccine die?
Im asking because I did it before I knew it was dangerous.I was actually under 18 and listened to my parents
 
Dark Lawyer said:
Henu the Great said:
I did not mean leaving the forums, but I got the impression that you are done with spiritual practices which is what I referred as "missing out" if you do so.

Yes, I'm done with spiritual experiments.

I've arrived in the nothing. And I feel that I've always belonged here.

I have no intention of denying my SS initiation, as I do not know what the truth is. But it seems that I will not go down that road, and I will not fulfil the commitments I made in the initiation text. If what you on this forum believe is true, should I expect to be punished for leaving the path of SS?

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Reminder of the text of the initiation:

"Before the almighty and ineffable God Satan/Lucifer and in the presence of all Demons of Hell, who are the True and the Original gods, I, (state your full name) renounce any and all past allegiances. I renounce the false Judeo/Christian god Jehova, I renounce his vile and worthless son Jesus Christ, I renounce his foul, odious, and rotten holy spirit.

I proclaim Satan Lucifer as my one and only God. I promise to recognize and honor him in all things, without reservation, desiring in return, his manifold assistance in the successful completion of my endeavors."

I actually know someone else who's older and makes less money than you do while working more hours than you do. They meditated everyday for 30 years and still never got out of that cycle. You have to work with what you have and have the courage to take opportunities when they come, if they ever do. Worst case scenario, the things you endure now might serve as a lesson in another life- committing suicide or not committing to that lesson would be a waste. Not sure what to tell you otherwise, life isn't fair. The good thing in your situation is that you have little to lose, personally I'd allow some recklessness and chaos into my life which has worked for me. You shouldn't strive for order when your life is structured poorly.
 
Missrainbow1 said:
Aquarius said:
Blitzkreig [JG said:
" post_id=378350 time=1659304217 user_id=21286]
In regards to your family, if they have not yet had serious issues from the vaccine, then that is a positive sign. This means they endured the initial damage, and the effects of the vaccine will be much less now.
I don't believe this to be true. There's people who take the vaccine who are all fine and well only to die of heart attack at age 30, six months later.
Will everyone who took that vaccine die?
Im asking because I did it before I knew it was dangerous.I was actually under 18 and listened to my parents
Being an SS, you probably won't suffer anything, as the Gods protected you.
 
Aquarius said:
Missrainbow1 said:
Aquarius said:
I don't believe this to be true. There's people who take the vaccine who are all fine and well only to die of heart attack at age 30, six months later.
Will everyone who took that vaccine die?
Im asking because I did it before I knew it was dangerous.I was actually under 18 and listened to my parents
Being an SS, you probably won't suffer anything, as the Gods protected you.

Thank you)
 
Missrainbow1 said:
Aquarius said:
Blitzkreig [JG said:
" post_id=378350 time=1659304217 user_id=21286]
In regards to your family, if they have not yet had serious issues from the vaccine, then that is a positive sign. This means they endured the initial damage, and the effects of the vaccine will be much less now.
I don't believe this to be true. There's people who take the vaccine who are all fine and well only to die of heart attack at age 30, six months later.
Will everyone who took that vaccine die?
Im asking because I did it before I knew it was dangerous.I was actually under 18 and listened to my parents

Do not worry. I also was forced against my will to take that shit.
The gods will protect you, and you can always start a physical body cleaning working, with the runes Sowilo, Wunjo or maybe even Thurisaz (be carefully focused if you wanna use this last one). I preferably use two runes for stuff, but you can use one or more. You may also use Surya x111 times in your working instead.
If you are too busy and too worried, hold a ritual to Father and request for healing, although I'm saying this in case you are so worried you can't get it out of your head, which is not good. Mentally or spiritually.
Be very willful in magick. Have this inner knowing that you are powerful and you are actually doing what you want, and bringing what you want to reality.
 
Missrainbow1 said:
Aquarius said:
Missrainbow1 said:
Will everyone who took that vaccine die?
Im asking because I did it before I knew it was dangerous.I was actually under 18 and listened to my parents
Being an SS, you probably won't suffer anything, as the Gods protected you.

Thank you)
Не за что)
 
CaspianTheDreamer said:
Missrainbow1 said:
Aquarius said:
I don't believe this to be true. There's people who take the vaccine who are all fine and well only to die of heart attack at age 30, six months later.
Will everyone who took that vaccine die?
Im asking because I did it before I knew it was dangerous.I was actually under 18 and listened to my parents

Do not worry. I also was forced against my will to take that shit.
The gods will protect you, and you can always start a physical body cleaning working, with the runes Sowilo, Wunjo or maybe even Thurisaz (be carefully focused if you wanna use this last one). I preferably use two runes for stuff, but you can use one or more. You may also use Surya x111 times in your working instead.
If you are too busy and too worried, hold a ritual to Father and request for healing, although I'm saying this in case you are so worried you can't get it out of your head, which is not good. Mentally or spiritually.
Be very willful in magick. Have this inner knowing that you are powerful and you are actually doing what you want, and bringing what you want to reality.

Thank you so much)
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
You will only regret this in the future when you see how much better your life would have been if you just put a small amount of effort.

Thank you all for your replies.

Ol argedco luciftias, I did not make a small effort, I made a bigger one.

And you have made a logical fallacy of reasoning: there is no way to "see" in the future what my life might have been like if I had done this or that or not done that.
 
VoiceofEnki said:
Let me ask a simple clarifying question.

How long have you worked on your chakra's for, through daily meditation with the AUM's into them and doing chakra spinning daily?

Let me ask a simple clarifying question.

How long have you worked? And during that time, what concrete, tangible, physical results have you achieved with magic? In the physical world we live in.
 
Dark Lawyer said:
Let me ask a simple clarifying question.

How long have you worked? And during that time, what concrete, tangible, physical results have you achieved with magic? In the physical world we live in.

I know you are upset, but VoE is asking you are factors which directly influence one's magical output.

As far as what sorts of results are possible, I have had plenty of material, physical, and emotional changes, including ones that happen without any work besides the application of spiritual energy itself.

I also have a friend who did the "Free time" workings that I wrote about, and this totally changed his career for the better. This took him about 2 months of doing the long version.

I think this is a situation where you must pick yourself up and try again. Do not doubt your magic, ever, because it is will-based. I remember you said how you felt the energy of Fehu. It did not simply disappear, but you applied it and it worked. However, it seems more effort is still needed.

The upcoming Moon in Taurus and Sun in Sag. Squares are also strong for wealth. Don't give up just yet.
 
Dark Lawyer said:

You will see years from now when you see how far other people have grown, healed, and advanced without you because you have chosen to leave yourself behind. And when you are still having the same kinds of repetitive problems showing up in your life that many of us have healed and removed.

The time you would certainly know what a waste of time you have chosen is after you die when you are between lives and your soul is with the gods waiting to reincarnate again. The gods will show you what work you still need to do, and how much further along you would have been if you consistently did at least a small amount every day.
 
Dark Lawyer said:
VoiceofEnki said:
Let me ask a simple clarifying question.

How long have you worked on your chakra's for, through daily meditation with the AUM's into them and doing chakra spinning daily?

Let me ask a simple clarifying question.

How long have you worked? And during that time, what concrete, tangible, physical results have you achieved with magic? In the physical world we live in.

The reason I asked you is because I am 100% certain this is where your problem lies.


To succeed in magical workings, you need to have power. To produce power, you must advance and empower your soul.

To do that, you must work on your chakra's. Not just for a few weeks, or months, but years with dedicated effort.

Maxine had said in the past, after continuous work of at least 10.000 vibrations into your chakra's (which if you do say 30 vibrations daily into each chakra, will take you about a year), you will begin to step into realms of power.

However, to really build major power takes more time and work than that.

If you do some work for a few weeks, and then quit it because you don't feel anything, and are never consistent, you won't build any power at all.

Without power, you can spend literally years doing workings and see no results.


Instead of doing runic workings and such, you need to build up your soul. Build your vrill, step into realms of power.


You are putting the cart before the horse and then complaining the horse never gets anywhere.

Hail Satan!
 
Dark Lawyer said:
VoiceofEnki said:
Let me ask a simple clarifying question.

How long have you worked on your chakra's for, through daily meditation with the AUM's into them and doing chakra spinning daily?

Let me ask a simple clarifying question.

How long have you worked? And during that time, what concrete, tangible, physical results have you achieved with magic? In the physical world we live in.

Just to clarify, I am not upset at all what you have been saying here.

The last few days I have been reading your topic here and thinking about a solution, since this is a serious problem you are having.

I asked what is causing these things for you, which I concluded it is caused by your lack of spiritual foundation.

That is why I asked you that question, to see if indeed this is where your issue lies.


Consistency is the most important.

Even if say in the past you had consistently worked on your soul daily for a long period of time, if you have not done any chakra work consistently for years, all your past effort has mostly gone to waste unfortunately..

It is like going to the gym and then quitting after 2 years of serious training, loosing all your gains over the course of years of inactivity, meaning if you start training again you will be almost at square 0.


The workings you are doing require a certain level of power to succeed. It is like doing a serious weight lifting achievement.

You can only succeed at it after building yourself up and having the required strength.

Since the working did nothing for you, it all comes down to your spiritual power failing you, which is alleviated by doing the work on your soul.


Basically, you need to hit the proverbial gym and empower your chakra's to be able to see the results you expect and need.
 
VoiceofEnki said:
Dark Lawyer said:
VoiceofEnki said:

...

Just to clarify, I am not upset at all what you have been saying here.

The last few days I have been reading your topic here and thinking about a solution, since this is a serious problem you are having.

I asked what is causing these things for you, which I concluded it is caused by your lack of spiritual foundation.

That is why I asked you that question, to see if indeed this is where your issue lies.


Consistency is the most important.

Even if say in the past you had consistently worked on your soul daily for a long period of time, if you have not done any chakra work consistently for years, all your past effort has mostly gone to waste unfortunately..

It is like going to the gym and then quitting after 2 years of serious training, loosing all your gains over the course of years of inactivity, meaning if you start training again you will be almost at square 0.


The workings you are doing require a certain level of power to succeed. It is like doing a serious weight lifting achievement.

You can only succeed at it after building yourself up and having the required strength.

Since the working did nothing for you, it all comes down to your spiritual power failing you, which is alleviated by doing the work on your soul.


Basically, you need to hit the proverbial gym and empower your chakra's to be able to see the results you expect and need.

I know this was meant for Dark Lawyer but honestly both of your posts are very helpful for my situation as well. I have been spamming workings to manifest things while kinda just doing the bare minimum as far as empowering my soul goes. I always justified it by thinking I needed more money before I could dedicate to fully empowering myself but now I realize that it is necessary for me to empower my soul first and change my mindset before I acheive the situation I desire. The gods have been giving me hints like this for days and Focalor even told me on Samhain to do so and to do workings for this but I didn't really understand, now its put very blatently out there for me so see lol. I'm not going to give up physical workings completely but I will definitely change my focus to empowering the soul and doing workings for personal development. Thank you very much for this! it is just what I needed to hear.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

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