so some of you might remember me posting something about me having a probability of having a jewish blood several months ago.. people said that i can get cold and detached and jewish like personality coz of the current society and after that i calmed down and stopped thinking bout it...
but then some months later that i noticed that my dad might have some jewish features .. ( long head long nose ), my mom is a pure gentile coz i know her ancestry but my dad's is a bit .. complicated. and some weeks before i was thinking that i might really have some jewish blood in me, i dont know if jews are attacking me or not but i do cleansing very usually, and the thought wasnt very depressing sad or in anyway negative. it was just me being really curious and thinking bout the possibilites. so i start looking in the mirror a lot and i even try to observe myself while im laughing or smiling with open mouth to see if my tongue wud stick out, but it didnt ( and im pretty tall and such so i thought im not a jew after all )
but just now i went to the toilet and noticed my ears... ( i did check them before ) and i noticed that the top part is unusually longer and has a lot of "space" of skin.. non bumpy kinda skin and kinda sticks out. i noticed normal people's ears and they barely have this much spacey skin on their ears, only jews have it...
and now that i think bout it i have a really weak constitution, i take a good care of my body , i eat healthy but i kinda have movement deficiency ( oops ), i do yogas and im in a good shape, but damn my constitution is really bad and i constantly catch colds. and since childhood i have this personality problem, i couldnt understand myself i was just so rude and mean and i didnt like it and i had probably spent most of my days crying in the corner being confused bout myself ( sorry this post is getting long D: ). and because of that i even created " CAPE " its a .. erm .. a story that i created ( if any one wishes to hear bout it i can write bout it on my blog and send the link, its a pretty long story so.. ).
and btw another reason i didnt think i had jewish blood was because im really creative, and sensitive .. erm towards animals.. i can get cruel with humans and i remember myself looking down upon people that are " useless " and i still have that disgusting trait in myself but i just , push it away... and i used to despise people who are " stupid ... " ...
well nevermined me having a jewish blood or not wont change anything except me being more aware of my thoughts and probably observing them. i just wanted to hear Satanists thoughts ( i am not sure if it will be offensive if i call you guys a family, its fine if i you dont like, i understand )
anyways i am Forever Father Satans!!! He gave me my meaning for life and he is the reason why i no longer cut myself when im depressed COZ OF THIS FRIGGIN JEWISH JUNK IN MY FRIGGIN VEIN !!!... ah nevermind.. and i think part of me felt, disturbed a bit when i noticed my ears so i probably wanted to share... so.. thanks for reading this awfully long post...
Hail SATAN!!!!
but then some months later that i noticed that my dad might have some jewish features .. ( long head long nose ), my mom is a pure gentile coz i know her ancestry but my dad's is a bit .. complicated. and some weeks before i was thinking that i might really have some jewish blood in me, i dont know if jews are attacking me or not but i do cleansing very usually, and the thought wasnt very depressing sad or in anyway negative. it was just me being really curious and thinking bout the possibilites. so i start looking in the mirror a lot and i even try to observe myself while im laughing or smiling with open mouth to see if my tongue wud stick out, but it didnt ( and im pretty tall and such so i thought im not a jew after all )
but just now i went to the toilet and noticed my ears... ( i did check them before ) and i noticed that the top part is unusually longer and has a lot of "space" of skin.. non bumpy kinda skin and kinda sticks out. i noticed normal people's ears and they barely have this much spacey skin on their ears, only jews have it...
and now that i think bout it i have a really weak constitution, i take a good care of my body , i eat healthy but i kinda have movement deficiency ( oops ), i do yogas and im in a good shape, but damn my constitution is really bad and i constantly catch colds. and since childhood i have this personality problem, i couldnt understand myself i was just so rude and mean and i didnt like it and i had probably spent most of my days crying in the corner being confused bout myself ( sorry this post is getting long D: ). and because of that i even created " CAPE " its a .. erm .. a story that i created ( if any one wishes to hear bout it i can write bout it on my blog and send the link, its a pretty long story so.. ).
and btw another reason i didnt think i had jewish blood was because im really creative, and sensitive .. erm towards animals.. i can get cruel with humans and i remember myself looking down upon people that are " useless " and i still have that disgusting trait in myself but i just , push it away... and i used to despise people who are " stupid ... " ...
well nevermined me having a jewish blood or not wont change anything except me being more aware of my thoughts and probably observing them. i just wanted to hear Satanists thoughts ( i am not sure if it will be offensive if i call you guys a family, its fine if i you dont like, i understand )
anyways i am Forever Father Satans!!! He gave me my meaning for life and he is the reason why i no longer cut myself when im depressed COZ OF THIS FRIGGIN JEWISH JUNK IN MY FRIGGIN VEIN !!!... ah nevermind.. and i think part of me felt, disturbed a bit when i noticed my ears so i probably wanted to share... so.. thanks for reading this awfully long post...
Hail SATAN!!!!