I believe roughly a year ago I had a vivid experience where it felt like I was being cradled by an god, it was an amazing experience that led me here. Ever since I haven't been able to get any strong responses when I reach out. When I meditate and focus on Lucifer it feels like his energy is flowing through my arms along with a dark pit in my soul opened up. (Sounds edgy I know but it's the best way I can describe it) other than that tho no communication. I miss that feeling of being held and cared for. I miss being able to get answers from Lucifer. I want to know if there is anything I can do to get him responding more again.