How do I deal with enemies on here? And harassment...🤔 without getting into trouble. And without making myself look bad?

[Dragonheart666]

You know it's saddens me very deeply! That people can't get along with each other in this world?
That people are always looking to start a fight with each other? Either assuming something or insinuating something? Of each other before they even get to know one another! And yet people don't even know shit what's going on in this person's head! What is going on in their life and who and what they really are? And what problems they're having to face every day on their own and what they have to deal with as individuals at home!?

People nowadays can't even joke? Because they get offended! People don't even know how to joke a let alone laugh and play and have a good time without taking things the wrong way!

It's sad that this world has become the way it is! People used to be able to laugh and smile and have conversations with each other have fun and tell jokes and sit down and learn things! Sharing knowledge and information! And opening up a friendship! And learning how to be friends! And when I get on here? I see people talking and having a good time! Sharing conversations with one another! Creating articles and posts and all kinds of bright and colorful memes! Great big stickers! Having fun with their writing adding color to it and having fun with calligraphy and everything! As well as sharing knowledge and information that is sacred! Opening up to one another giving one another advice when it's needed! And taking the time to help somebody who wants help? And taking the time to read each other's information! Sharing sermons and articles! And having fun! And I too am having a lot of fun! And I appreciate being on here and I love being on here! But it seems to me that there are a few people out there that have some issues? Just because I'm on here laugh out loud I think that we all have our problems and we all have our personal pit peeves out there! But there's nothing worse than dealing with the couple of enemies! Especially when you know you're in the right place! And have every reason to be! Last week I admit I was being a bit loud and obnoxious! And maybe I should have just privately went to go talk to somebody in the clergy? And let this person know hey! I'm having problems with my computer? What can I do and that I was having problems figuring out this format just like everyone else? Can you help me and give me some advice? And just like everybody else! I just want to fit in and feel appreciated and wanted! And to take the time to get to know everyone on here! And showing people that I have brains and intelligence as well! And to create threads and share articles and all of that too! It wasn't like I was forcing anybody! I wasn't on here to feel sorry for myself! I wasn't asking for unwanted attention of any kind! Cuz laugh out loud and nobody wants that! And now I'm not even sure if I want any attention at all? What good is it? If people are just going to look at me like I'm some slimy booger hanging at the end of some Jews nose! Laugh out loud I didn't mean to give people the impression that I was a monster! And I apologize for the Outburst or whatever it is that I did or said last week? But I'm not on here to cause problems and I'm not on here on a freaking rampage! These last couple of days have been running very smoothly and I have been very very exceedingly happy! I've got my computer running right everything is fine! I have no problems at all whatsoever reading the content! Reading advice articles sermons and information that is useful! And like most people I'm just minding my own business and doing my own thing! And then I see some girl or guy out there questioning how am I going to react? Using Dragonheart666 my Profile name... assuming that I'm going to fall all the pieces over something? Apparently somebody out there thinks I'm a fucking monster and a fucking clusterfucking mess? Let's not get hasty here! I recognize an enemy when I see one! And when somebody is out there using my name and assuming that I'm going to do something? Laugh out loud if I was going to do something I would up and do it? And be open and honest about it if I'm going to make an ass of myself I might as well do it right! And if people want to be an enemy and act like an enemy then fucking do it right?! And if somebody has something to say? Why doesn't this person just meet me on one of my threads? And say what they have to say get it all out and get it over with! And then we can just go our own separate ways liver life and go do our own thing! And stay out of each other's way! Laugh out loud I would hate for it to be that way? But it is what it is! If people can't be real and straight up and honest with me? Then that is where I draw the line?! I'm not here to judge anybody or put anybody down! I am not on here to start a rampage and I'm not on here to start a flight! But there are some individuals out there who are obviously trying to! And trying desperately to make me look shameful and trying to make me look really bad! When it's not even necessary laugh out loud this is supposed to be the joy of Satan! Were people are supposed to get along with each other and live and learn and be happy! And I am on here to live and learn I'm on here to fucking grow spiritually emotionally and mentally! And to learn things like everybody else! So why can't some people out there? Just come and talk to me if they have an issue with me? Let me know if I'm doing something wrong? If I have a problem? Normally I would talk to a clergy member about it? Or just take care of it on my own like I did last week when I was having technical issues with my computer! And it seemed like everybody was having problems everybody was complaining about the new format and how to work with it and how to use it! So I wasn't alone! And now I am picking it up and I'm learning how to work with it really well and I am perfectly fine so question is? What is it with these individuals on here? Who assumed that I'm up to something bad? Why am I dealing with these little girls and these little enemies? Who are looking to start something? Dealing with the little B in their bonnet? And looking to start problems talking shit and gossip? Because I'm far above that kind of baby shit! it seems that there are some people that need to be reported some people need to go talk to the clergy. And I'm not talking about everyone here laugh out loud! Just a couple of little individual snippity Snips who just want to get on here and cause problems with me? Other than that I am perfectly fine! And I just want to let everybody know how much I appreciate you!❤ For putting up with all of this... and if there's anything I can do to help you?

 

[HPS Lydia]

Most members here do not treat these forums like facebook, as we all have our rituals and meditations etc to do, and real life responsibilities as well. A lot of us aren't into social media either, so we treat these forums professionally and keep any posts we make articulate and straightforward.

Perhaps you should look into getting your own blog to express yourself, that might be a good creative outlet for you It seems like you are wanting attention here, you have even mentioned this, but most of us do not have the time or desire to give attention as we are all busy, or spend our free time in other pursuits.

Having a blog will attract to you the type of people who enjoy blogging and spending more time socializing online, which is why I think it will be fulfilling for you, and then you can use these forums the same as the rest of us on average and for the same purpose.

You could even look into a vlog (video blog, like a youtube channel) like many people these days, of course keeping your identity separate from here for your privacy

 

[Dragonheart666]

I was on Facebook for many years. And like I said I have a lot of habits that need to change. I love being on here! And I don't want to get kicked off. So I will do anything to change!

 

[Henu the Great]

No one is going to kick you out of here. Just look how nicely Lydia explained the issue. However, it is not appropriate to treat this platform as social media.

 

[Dragonheart666]

No one is going to kick you out of here. Just look how nicely Lydia explained the issue. However, it is not appropriate to treat this platform as social media.

It's a habit that I picked up from being on Facebook and I apologize

 

[Dragonheart666]

And yes I do have habits that need to change

 

[Dragonheart666]

I'll tell you what I'm going to do some self improvement! Now is the time.. and I know that every other person on here has
And then later on gets back on and talks about it.
People have made compliments and comments about my handwriting?
And I'm doing everything I can to change that but I honestly think that I should get off here for the next 3 days and focus on something more important. And I think I need to get things in order for myself. And do some self healing and some self-improvement. Make a few positive changes in my life taking some advice and moving on to better things
I want to show Satan that I am worthy of him! And I want to show myself that I am worthy as well! And I want to show the joy of Satan on here that I can improve myself just the same as others have on here as well and if these people can do it I can do it! And we all have our problems and I know that I do as well! And I think it's time that I started working on myself as well and let others know on here that I'm capable of doing it

 

[Dragonheart666]

Most members here do not treat these forums like facebook, as we all have our rituals and meditations etc to do, and real life responsibilities as well. A lot of us aren't into social media either, so we treat these forums professionally and keep any posts we make articulate and straightforward.

Perhaps you should look into getting your own blog to express yourself, that might be a good creative outlet for you It seems like you are wanting attention here, you have even mentioned this, but most of us do not have the time or desire to give attention as we are all busy, or spend our free time in other pursuits.

Having a blog will attract to you the type of people who enjoy blogging and spending more time socializing online, which is why I think it will be fulfilling for you, and then you can use these forums the same as the rest of us on average and for the same purpose.

You could even look into a vlog (video blog, like a youtube channel) like many people these days, of course keeping your identity separate from here for your privacy

And the thing is I don't want to leave! I am here to learn too. And I know that there are many people on here that are new that have their issues too
Of course I'm not going to compare myself up with them because I have my own shit going on here. I just want to fit in and I just want to be comfortable and I want to be happy and learn things and be busy on here too and I didn't mean to have said anybody and I didn't mean to go against rules and stuff like that

 

[Dragonheart666]

Damn I didn't know that I was doing that

 

[Dragonheart666]

This is an absolute fucking mess!

 

[Dragonheart666]

I didn't realize that was that bad

 

[Dragonheart666]

Yep I need to get off of here for a while

 

[Dragonheart666]

I didn't realize how ugly this was! I didn't even know what the fucking hell I was thinking? I thought I was just having a conversation or just sharing an interest in something?

 

[Dragonheart666]

I didn't realize I was pissing people off but then again I wasn't paying attention to what I was doing on the threads either and I just wanted people to know that I'm smart and intelligent and that I know things too

 

[Dragonheart666]

And now I just successfully made an ass of myself on here!

 

[Aquarius]

Dragonheart, you keep spamming the forum with your posts. You literally posted 5 times within 1 minute.

 

[Dragonheart666]

I think I was treated a hell of a lot better in drug rehab! Everybody was fucked up and everybody was in the same boat so there was no excuse! People can talk all kinds of shit and run their mouth off for hours and nobody gave a rat's ass! And the guards would stand and watch the doors as we would get into a fucking fist fight beating this shit out of each other until we were black and blue and beat each other senselessly! And where did it go? What did it ever teach or prove? It just made us all look like a fucking bunch of pathetic idiots! And then after that everybody was fine helping each other up helping each other find the bathroom cleaning each other up! And then people finally started talking like they were half human! And then that's when the spiritual healing begin and the mental healing and being able to find your way back to yourself! Going through the recovery and taking the advice that you need to hear to take that next step forward to heal yourself! Finding friends and finding a friend within yourself talking to each other and helping each other out with the advice that we wanted to here in the criticism that we should have had! And being able to talk about our problems and developing a friendship and a friendship that would last me for the rest of my life! Finding out that I'm not a fucking dumbass! And that I had to accept myself as a recovering drug addict! Recovering from methamphetamines and spice and all kinds of shit! Because I was stupid because I let some dumb boyfriend talk me into it! Because I was going with him and then to find out how much trouble he got into and the fact that he lied to me pathetically like I was some stupid ass bimbo from off the street! He treated me no more different! And everybody that I met and knew on the street going through the same shit if not worse! Then to finally sit down and break down and cry and talk about it! And to be able to have that healing experience and to know that you're not alone! That you can share your stories and your problems and know that you're not alone and that you should not be ashamed of yourself! Having to accept myself as a recovering drug addict! And the best part about it was getting to know the people that I was with in the recovery and the friends that I have discovered with them each and everyone of these individuals and how beautiful they were and what they were like before they lost their home and their family and having to fight and battle their way back to regain the custody of their children and to give back on their feet and to get back on track finding out who they are and how important they are! And that they are needed and loved and wanted and that they're not alone! And to be able to find that security Within Myself and to be able to find Comfort Within Myself knowing that I'm okay! And that we made a pact and that we made a bond we got to know each other more and more giving each other hugs and kisses before we Departed! Knowing that we have succeeded and achieved something! Getting off drugs and reclaiming yourself cleansing yourself knowing who you are and that you're loved and that you are appreciated and that you are beautiful watching Everybody meet with their family and their friends finally going home where they can get the help and the love they wanted and to have some confidence! And knowing that we are just right around the corner if we need help! And that we are just a phone call away! And for me to just be able to go home and be with my family and get back to work! Knowing that I've got a path ahead of me and some changing to do! Yes I'm an angry person and yes I fall apart! I have had a rough life and I've had a nasty fucking childhood! And my life is a teenager was the fucking shit! And all I wanted to do was be a happy-go-lucky kid like everybody else and be thankful and blessed to have what I have! But it wasn't enough I wanted the friends and I wanted the social life and I wanted to party and all of that shit too! And that was what happened and then I lost myself! Thinking that I was hot shit I got into one trouble after another! And that is how I got into these problems and these messes! And I don't want to get into another mess! And I don't want to fucking fail or be a loser! Because I've been through it all already! And I don't want to go through that shit again! And that humility and that embarrassment I will never forget! And I don't want to be that kind of person and I don't want to be reminded of that painful past! I just want to be happy and move on and learn as much as I can! And continue on with my life journey and my spiritual path recovering and getting back who and what I am that that I have destroyed? Has changed me and it has made me stronger! But still I get my feelings hurt and I'm still very sensitive! I just want to be like everyone else! And to let people know that I've got a brain too and that I am smart too and then I'm capable of doing things too! And that I'm a good person and that I'm a beautiful woman and that I'm a beautiful soul and I'm capable of doing things and learning things too just the same as the next person

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I think I was treated a hell of a lot better in drug rehab! Everybody was fucked up and everybody was in the same boat so there was no excuse! People can talk all kinds of shit and run their mouth off for hours and nobody gave a rat's ass! And the guards would stand and watch the doors as we would get into a fucking fist fight beating this shit out of each other until we were black and blue and beat each other senselessly! And where did it go? What did it ever teach or prove? It just made us all look like a fucking bunch of pathetic idiots! And then after that everybody was fine helping each other up helping each other find the bathroom cleaning each other up! And then people finally started talking like they were half human! And then that's when the spiritual healing begin and the mental healing and being able to find your way back to yourself! Going through the recovery and taking the advice that you need to hear to take that next step forward to heal yourself! Finding friends and finding a friend within yourself talking to each other and helping each other out with the advice that we wanted to here in the criticism that we should have had! And being able to talk about our problems and developing a friendship and a friendship that would last me for the rest of my life! Finding out that I'm not a fucking dumbass! And that I had to accept myself as a recovering drug addict! Recovering from methamphetamines and spice and all kinds of shit! Because I was stupid because I let some dumb boyfriend talk me into it! Because I was going with him and then to find out how much trouble he got into and the fact that he lied to me pathetically like I was some stupid ass bimbo from off the street! He treated me no more different! And everybody that I met and knew on the street going through the same shit if not worse! Then to finally sit down and break down and cry and talk about it! And to be able to have that healing experience and to know that you're not alone! That you can share your stories and your problems and know that you're not alone and that you should not be ashamed of yourself! Having to accept myself as a recovering drug addict! And the best part about it was getting to know the people that I was with in the recovery and the friends that I have discovered with them each and everyone of these individuals and how beautiful they were and what they were like before they lost their home and their family and having to fight and battle their way back to regain the custody of their children and to give back on their feet and to get back on track finding out who they are and how important they are! And that they are needed and loved and wanted and that they're not alone! And to be able to find that security Within Myself and to be able to find Comfort Within Myself knowing that I'm okay! And that we made a pact and that we made a bond we got to know each other more and more giving each other hugs and kisses before we Departed! Knowing that we have succeeded and achieved something! Getting off drugs and reclaiming yourself cleansing yourself knowing who you are and that you're loved and that you are appreciated and that you are beautiful watching Everybody meet with their family and their friends finally going home where they can get the help and the love they wanted and to have some confidence! And knowing that we are just right around the corner if we need help! And that we are just a phone call away! And for me to just be able to go home and be with my family and get back to work! Knowing that I've got a path ahead of me and some changing to do! Yes I'm an angry person and yes I fall apart! I have had a rough life and I've had a nasty fucking childhood! And my life is a teenager was the fucking shit! And all I wanted to do was be a happy-go-lucky kid like everybody else and be thankful and blessed to have what I have! But it wasn't enough I wanted the friends and I wanted the social life and I wanted to party and all of that shit too! And that was what happened and then I lost myself! Thinking that I was hot shit I got into one trouble after another! And that is how I got into these problems and these messes! And I don't want to get into another mess! And I don't want to fucking fail or be a loser! Because I've been through it all already! And I don't want to go through that shit again! And that humility and that embarrassment I will never forget! And I don't want to be that kind of person and I don't want to be reminded of that painful past! I just want to be happy and move on and learn as much as I can! And continue on with my life journey and my spiritual path recovering and getting back who and what I am that that I have destroyed? Has changed me and it has made me stronger! But still I get my feelings hurt and I'm still very sensitive! I just want to be like everyone else! And to let people know that I've got a brain too and that I am smart too and then I'm capable of doing things too! And that I'm a good person and that I'm a beautiful woman and that I'm a beautiful soul and I'm capable of doing things and learning things too just the same as the next person

Dragonheart, some people were a little rude, but that doesn't mean they hate you, nor what you to leave. They also don't understand what you have been through.

What you have gone through was terrible, but also taught you how to rebuild yourself. However, there can still be hangups pertaining to self-love that needs to heal, which can make you hypersensitive. On the positive side, you learned how to recover from bad situations and be humble and willing to work on yourself, which many other people still have to learn.

You can see how this was a bit of a karmic cycle, as your need to express yourself and fit in with others also exposes yourself to more criticism than other people who do not show their personality as strongly. As you heal and advance your soul, this cycle will relax and you will feel more comfortable.

In the mean time it is important that you are able to calm yourself down and realize there people here who still care about you, like HPS Lydia and myself, who are willing to reach out and talk when you are distressed. There is no need to feel panicked or like you do not have a place here.

From my perspective, I did feel like you had made too many posts and had used too many reactions, where it looked almost like spam, however this is a very small problem and not anything to feel alarmed about. As HPS Lydia had mentioned, I would suggest you place some of your personal messages within your profile, rather than within other threads where it may be off-topic.

 

[Dragonheart666]

Dragonheart, some people were a little rude, but that doesn't mean they hate you, nor what you to leave. They also don't understand what you have been through.

What you have gone through was terrible, but also taught you how to rebuild yourself. However, there can still be hangups pertaining to self-love that needs to heal, which can make you hypersensitive. On the positive side, you learned how to recover from bad situations and be humble and willing to work on yourself, which many other people still have to learn.

You can see how this was a bit of a karmic cycle, as your need to express yourself and fit in with others also exposes yourself to more criticism than other people who do not show their personality as strongly. As you heal and advance your soul, this cycle will relax and you will feel more comfortable.

In the mean time it is important that you are able to calm yourself down and realize there people here who still care about you, like HPS Lydia and myself, who are willing to reach out and talk when you are distressed. There is no need to feel panicked or like you do not have a place here.

From my perspective, I did feel like you had made too many posts and had used too many reactions, where it looked almost like spam, however this is a very small problem and not anything to feel alarmed about. As HPS Lydia had mentioned, I would suggest you place some of your personal messages within your profile, rather than within other threads where it may be off-topic.

Thank you I appreciate that. And yes I do need help. And all the help I can get. Your people are amazing! And appreciate all that you do here. And thank you for listening to me.

 

[Dragonheart666]

Now I feel the one and the need to go talk to my doctor! I think I'm losing it! I thought that I could get on here and learn something for fuck sakes and get an education? And be treated like everyone else but for some reason I'm being treated like a fucking jew! And it's aggravating! And I'm not even Jewish to begin with! But I have been on websites like Facebook that are fucking controlled by them! Were people get agitated and become like them! And I hate it! That is why I left all of that garbage and came here! To really learn about father Satan to really learn about the truth and to get an education and to fit in somewhere and to be wanted and appreciated! I never expected it to be like some kind KGB operation here! Where I'm not allowed to touch and handle anything or read anything without getting slapped in the face and called scammer! Or spammer! Because of my curiosity of wanting to read a thread? And I can't open anything unless it's got my name on it.. lol... and who puts my name on anything? Unless I got into some kind of an argument with somebody or got roped in with somebody's joke and somebody's amusement!? Seriously I need a log off here and get myself a drink or something

 

[Dragonheart666]

..I am going to go pour myself a long fucking drink and go to bed
It's interesting how I've been treated better and other places and other websites are not as fucking fussy! But then again they're run by stupid Jews too! Everything's run by the fucking jews! And this place reminds me of the kgb! You can't do or say anything you can't go anywhere? Without being called out on something! And yes maybe of piss people off on here tonight.. and maybe I've gone too far with some things! But then again I wouldn't know that? Everything is so fucking confusing on here I don't even know if I'm saying the right thing to the right person or the wrong thing to the wrong person pissing people off even more so! I am sick and tired of being treated like some white trash hoe on here

 

[Dragonheart666]

WELLLL EXCUSE ME!!!!!!!

 

[Aquarius]

WELLLL EXCUSE ME!!!!!!!

Perhaps you could open one last thread. You can call it Dragonheart's thread, and post in there all of your feelings. We complain because you post and overshare on every single thread that is not about you. But you can make your own thread and always post things about yourself on there, so that people won't complain.

 

[Henu the Great]

Perhaps you could open one last thread. You can call it Dragonheart's thread, and post in there all of your feelings. We complain because you post and overshare on every single thread that is not about you. But you can make your own thread and always post things about yourself on there, so that people won't complain.

Guess who proposed this many, many moons ago...

 

[Dragonheart666]

I am not going to make a bigger mess on here! And I'm not going to open up another silly thread! And I'm not going to cause any more problems on here! I promise to be a good girl on here! And be obedient! And say please and thank you! Walk In Like A Lady smiles and hugs and when I walked off with the smile on my face I will say please and thank you to whoever is sharing their thread if it happens to have my name on it! Be thankful and glad that I get something! And be blessed for once and for all and lucky to have what I have! And if not I am not going to worry about it! because I don't want to get kicked off of here! And I don't want any more warnings or threats! I don't want nasty negative shit! And I don't want it to be blamed on me or pointed at me and my direction! And I want to be treated like everyone else on here and I want to fit in! And know that I am willing to get on here anytime whenever! Knowing that I have got respect! Because that is what I want is respect! And to be love and appreciated! And I want to be treated like a lady on here with poise! Dignity and I want to be primed and proper and obedient! And if I see something with my name on it I will bow and say thank you! No I'm not just going to go help myself to the donuts the so-called threads that I'm not allowed to touch and read because I don't want to be a listed as a fucking threat or a troll! Especially when I'm a 52-year-old woman! If other people can get on them and read them? Why shouldn't i? And if I want to I will wait patiently like a sweet lady!?

 

[MercuryWisdom]

WELLLL EXCUSE ME!!!!!!!

I think for some reason you don’t feel okay if people from here didn’t validate you. So you try and garner attention so people can validate you more.

Listen, you’re a very nice and sweet person. I am not sure what’s going on regarding your forum posts and why you feel that you’re being treated badly or villainized which is not the case but these posts are you just begging to be critiqued.

You don’t have to feel shame regarding your topics, threads, reactions. They are okay and you’re okay.

There’s another issue at play here which is internal. You have an out of control mind. Read more here: https://satanisgod.org/Control.html
You might also have a serious overflow of Air energies that it just hurts and you feel so restless you don’t know what to do but just talk and write on the forums and social media. Just talking for the sake of talking.

Your posts lose most or all of its meaning because it has no discipline or goal it feels like you are venting or trauma dumping 24/7 and you don’t even know why. This might also be cause by some Uranus placements that might make you impulsive, eccentric, etc.

From now on try and ground yourself. Put some rules that you agree with when writing.

Some basic rules would be don’t immediately write all and everything on your mind, another rule would be make sure each and every post or thread you create has a purpose, define that purpose and make sure that it has meaning.

If you feel an immediate urge or impulse to write something, create a new thread, write a 1000-word reply take some time to think before doing all of that just on impulse. Ask yourself in the end does it really serve any purpose? Is it really worth it or are you just ranting/venting? If it’s not then take steps back and don’t write anything. Instead write in your journal as instructed by HPS Lydia.

Keeping a journal or using the notes app would be extremely beneficial for you as well. Read Hps Lydia’s post again.

Regarding reactions. That’s totally okay and nice. People used to Facebook also use reactions as a gesture of nicety and that you like the person or really like the post and some people can do this alot.

From now on make sure all reactions are for posts that either speak or reply to you directly or a sermon that really touched you.

Practice more void, ground yourself more, limit time on social media or the internet and introduce more hours in real life.

You should be totally fine. As I said you’re a nice person and SS but to be honest I never was able to read a full post of yours ever before.

This is not hate. These are your steps toward maturity and getting critiques to become a better and strong disciple of Satan.

 

[Dragonheart666]

Perhaps you could open one last thread. You can call it Dragonheart's thread, and post in there all of your feelings. We complain because you post and overshare on every single thread that is not about you. But you can make your own thread and always post things about yourself on there, so that people won't complain.

Well that is what I have pretty much done now. And I appreciate this. Thank you!

 

[Dragonheart666]

Why didn't I think of this first? Instead of throw shit all over the place like a pathetic tweaker....I could seriously kick my self in the throat...

 

[Dragonheart666]

I think for some reason you don’t feel okay if people from here didn’t validate you. So you try and garner attention so people can validate you more.

Listen, you’re a very nice and sweet person. I am not sure what’s going on regarding your forum posts and why you feel that you’re being treated badly or villainized which is not the case but these posts are you just begging to be critiqued.

You don’t have to feel shame regarding your topics, threads, reactions. They are okay and you’re okay.

There’s another issue at play here which is internal. You have an out of control mind. Read more here: https://satanisgod.org/Control.html
You might also have a serious overflow of Air energies that it just hurts and you feel so restless you don’t know what to do but just talk and write on the forums and social media. Just talking for the sake of talking.

Your posts lose most or all of its meaning because it has no discipline or goal it feels like you are venting or trauma dumping 24/7 and you don’t even know why. This might also be cause by some Uranus placements that might make you impulsive, eccentric, etc.

From now on try and ground yourself. Put some rules that you agree with when writing.

Some basic rules would be don’t immediately write all and everything on your mind, another rule would be make sure each and every post or thread you create has a purpose, define that purpose and make sure that it has meaning.

If you feel an immediate urge or impulse to write something, create a new thread, write a 1000-word reply take some time to think before doing all of that just on impulse. Ask yourself in the end does it really serve any purpose? Is it really worth it or are you just ranting/venting? If it’s not then take steps back and don’t write anything. Instead write in your journal as instructed by HPS Lydia.

Keeping a journal or using the notes app would be extremely beneficial for you as well. Read Hps Lydia’s post again.

Regarding reactions. That’s totally okay and nice. People used to Facebook also use reactions as a gesture of nicety and that you like the person or really like the post and some people can do this alot.

From now on make sure all reactions are for posts that either speak or reply to you directly or a sermon that really touched you.

Practice more void, ground yourself more, limit time on social media or the internet and introduce more hours in real life.

You should be totally fine. As I said you’re a nice person and SS but to be honest I never was able to read a full post of yours ever before.

This is not hate. These are your steps toward maturity and getting critiques to become a better and strong disciple of Satan.

Thank you!❤

 

[Dragonheart666]

This gives me Truman ever time I get o. Here...I hate this thread...and I get it...my handwriting sucks..and I suck

 

[Dragonheart666]

Seriously! I go into a trauma every time I get on here... this ugly side of me has got to change! And it is both my fault and isn't because I should have went back to school green my younger years like in my twenties or 30s somewhere but instead of that I was busy working. And like most people I was using my cell phone and texting a lot. Nobody was interested in somebody's handwriting laugh out loud it was all about your text messages and your emojis and stickers memes and mammograms and social time on Facebook Twitter and Google. And even on my job site nobody gave a rats ass about somebody's handwriting

 

[Dragonheart666]

I need to just grow up. And chill out..

 

[sublimesatanist]

I need to just grow up. And chill out..

You're doing fine. Just remember that we all think and communicate differently. I find your posts to be reassuring as they show a strong human aspect, that you have some things that you might feel insecure or concerned about. It's relatable and although it may appear overstated I think you're simply trying to express things in words that are very difficult to fully articulate.

Just remember that no one here will out-right judge you. I share your frustration regarding things the enemy owns. I got kicked off FB for posting too much truth there. I wanted my family/friends to wake up yet even with facts right in front of people's eyes (govt. sourced references too), they couldn't be bothered to comment. On YT I got shadow-banned for long comments sharing truths about things. I even worded everything respectfully and passively, using words like "I think" and "this appears", although I did post some things like "the government is evil/corrupt", etc. It's strange to me that people can post videos about these things while others can't comment similar things on said videos. It really goes to show how much they hate people. My thoughts as for the reason is likely because those making videos garner them some revenue whereas people commenting do not.

The things you've overcome are something you should be 100% proud of and never ashamed about. I've had immense struggles in my own life with health and proper physical development yet an important lesson I learned is that there is no need to compare ourselves to anyone. We all have unlimited potential regardless of what we lack or of any current struggles that we face. It's all about framing our mind right, putting in the effort and meditating as much as we can. Overtime I've found there are things that I previously thought were impossible to improve on actually did improve for me.

Some people might have got an idea that I have this philosophy of loving everyone, we're all one, etc... that's not true! I think we're all beautiful/amazing/divine in some way just as the many good quality members here see it (many of them having commented here). It's my hope that more people here and in the world see things this way, that we don't need to compare ourselves to each other and instead admire and learn from each other. Even HPHC says that he learns things from lower-ranking members. That's just how life works. There is no such thing as a "guru" or someone who is perfect in every way. Instead, our goal on this path, to attain that point in which we grow closer to godhead. This takes a lot of hard work but it's worth it in the end.

Keep fighting on and good for you on climbing out of that horrible situation! I've seen people go down that road and it's been a hard thing for me in life, having lost loved ones because of it even. People going down that spiral of substance abuse creates a growing self-consuming state of depression, thus a natural reaction to this is to try and get others to fill that void while also being very flaky and emotionally unstable. It's a miracle I only tried some lighter things in my past (alcohol, cannabis, cocaine) and got out of it full circle. The best drug there is to me is meditation.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

You know it's saddens me very deeply! That people can't get along with each other in this world?

It seems getting worst, mainly for NPCs. It strongly depends where you live as if you live in Iceland people would be much more socially kind and cooperative, than if you live in Qatar or infested countries.

Why am I dealing with these little girls and these little enemies? Who are looking to start something? Dealing with the little B in their bonnet? And looking to start problems talking shit and gossip? Because I'm far above that kind of baby shit! it seems that there are some people that need to be reported some people need to go talk to the clergy.

I am quite empathic so I tend to be influenced by energies around me, so my environment is important.
I observed on myself, while getting into some groups that are not JoS, be it even ebay or sales websites, (as I avoid social networks, and all the related crap), you may be influenced by this group attitude. If you become very active on ebay you will be in a way lead to follow the general way it works, so this may cause worry or anxiety for offers, sales, competition, etc.
Would it be possible you have been caught is something external, that is being projected on here ?
I feel much more calm, controlled and focused when I stay out of the general "noise". If you picked up much external noise in your mind, this may resonate on here and drag you into unpleasant situations.
Just my 2 cents, hope this helps.