And it's all of my big posts and my grammar too
sister please stop this ..No body can read mountains of essays which you are writing everytime ..There is a way to write anything like writing in paragraphs ,,that is leaving spaces after many lines ..Using comma,apostrophe,double quote etc like that ..You write like a big mountain ..I highly think how many hours do you even spend writing so many mountains of posts ..And all those posts which you write are NOT about any relevant informative things be it related to satanism or self development or about any scientific stuffs..Its all only about YOU ...
Do you remember I said you to actually take a diary or even have a notepad or a wordpad ..If you use cell phone ,then there are still apps like diary or wordpad ,which you can install and then vent out your frustation ..But no you are using this forum to vent out your bulwark messages ,and how do you think anybody can even read it ??..Even if someone spends their whole time to read it and for reading your mountain long posts ,,a person ,would have spent more than half an hour ..And all they spent their time was to just read out some puzzled riddle
There is an ettiquete to write ..Definetely I think You are educated enough to know that even while writing formal essays ,one writes it in paragraph ..If school kids write exams like you,They won't be awarded even a single mark ..They will fail everytime not even understanding why they failed in the very first place ..
I can completely understand your pain ..It is definetely ok and important to vent out your pain here ,but it seems you only do that ..Even if you vent out in every one of your posts ,,no body can even understand the exact reason why you are actually venting out because you do not say anything clear ..You are not writing anything crystal clear and conscise like "When I was a child ,i Was bullied " or "I met a severe accident " or "I had some fatal disease" or such clear statements ..You do NOT exactly convey us what even your problem is so that others can give you perfect solution ..You make big oceans of posts and you write barrels of letters in the form of riddles ,where even the most genius person can not see what exactly have you gone through to answer you relevant..
When you write bulwark of posts ,,other moderators take their precious time to post your posts ..You because of not clearly conveying your issues and because of not doing this ,are writing the same mountain and grenades of post again and again and again..And thereby are only wasting the server space ..If you keep shooting bullets of the same things again and again,which has absolutely 0 meaning ,Your post always occupies the top of this Joy Of Satan 666 thread again and again ..Many newbies visit this forum ,When they read the same thing again and again ,they would seriously mistake this forum for some troll and instead of learning anything useful here ,they will stop coming here because you have flooded this Thread with your bulwarks which I think not even you can read ..
sister many moderators here spend their time and also use this server space to post people posts ..You are NOT just wasting their time but also wasting huge amount of server space which could have been used to post many other valuable and important stuffs which should benefit every one of the community member ..For Each and every of your mountain post ,atleast 20 valuable posts could have been posted ..You are eating a huge chunk of server space which could have been used by atleast 20-30 just for your 1 single post ..So for your 5 mountain posts ,,ateast 100 useful posts could have been obtained by us ..But you never respect your own time nor the time of people who work for you here ..
sister whatever is your problem ,Please post in crystal clear ..Post it in many paragraphs ..Get our help ..We are here to help each other ..Instead of wasting your time as well as other people time,,Just one and one time make a post very crystal clear and clearly convey your problem ..We all will be happy to help you ..If you think something very serious happened to you,Then there is private message box here ..You can message any member in private and get their help .If anybody harmed you in any way,No problem. Do revenge ritual and focus your complete rage over the one who harmed in that ritual ..It takes just 20 minutes to curse someone in a ritual ..If any other problem..Tell us clear ..
But instead of this ,if you use this forum as a means of releasing all your pent up anger ,You only make sound as a troll and people many who read your posts will only have a very bad impression over you ..