How can I know what is real

[Hugo Man]

I got a message that told me I have a romantic partner that is ascended. I also have memories relating to some Demons which I recognized when I first read about them in the joyofsatan. I suspect some memories are fake. How can I know if this is real? I dont post much here but I want to clarify this once and for all.

 

[Havoc]

When I was an inexperienced SS I had the same struggle and the answer that I came up with that was good enough to keep me going was this.

"Is this information going to help in my development and growth?"

Before I started to enjoy my Spiritual practices, I was lazier about it, sometimes I would be depressed staying in bed and not wanting to get up and do them, But I heard Astarte call out to me telling me I needed to get up do my practices before work or I would run out of time, That she was proud of me but would be disappointed if I gave up now. It gave me the will to do better so I chose to believe it was her. So if the messages uplift you then have faith and if that same voice is telling you good things that make you happy then believe that too. Your personal growth and development are not a bad basis for faith.

Things may be clearer in the future. Just knowing something is going on up there is a nice thought as well, you may be wrong about specifics, but it's not based on a total fiction you're at least in the ballpark and that's enough to get enjoyment in what you think is happing right now if it's heathy and makes you happy.

Clairvoyance and Clairaudience Meditations are a good idea. You can bring up the memories in your mind and clean them with blue fire affirming. "The fires of Hell are burning away all false memories of the Gods and only the truth remains, In Satan's name it is done!"

 

[Hugo Man]

When I was an inexperienced SS I had the same struggle and the answer that I came up with that was good enough to keep me going was this.

"Is this information going to help in my development and growth?"

Before I started to enjoy my Spiritual practices, I was lazier about it, sometimes I would be depressed staying in bed and not wanting to get up and do them, But I heard Astarte call out to me telling me I needed to get up do my practices before work or I would run out of time, That she was proud of me but would be disappointed if I gave up now. It gave me the will to do better so I chose to believe it was her. So if the messages uplift you then have faith and if that same voice is telling you good things that make you happy then believe that too. Your personal growth and development are not a bad basis for faith.

Things may be clearer in the future. Just knowing something is going on up there is a nice thought as well, you may be wrong about specifics, but it's not based on a total fiction you're at least in the ballpark and that's enough to get enjoyment in what you think is happing right now if it's heathy and makes you happy.

Clairvoyance and Clairaudience Meditations are a good idea. You can bring up the memories in your mind and clean them with blue fire affirming. "The fires of Hell are burning away all false memories of the Gods and only the truth remains, In Satan's name it is done!"

Take you for you answer. You also recognized some of the demons names when you first read about them? This is the main thing that makes me suspect some things.

 

[Havoc]

Like Demon names matching the names of your imaginary friends or dollies you've had as a kid? I've noticed things like that.

 

[Hugo Man]

Like Demon names matching the names of your imaginary friends or dollies you've had as a kid? I've noticed things like that.

What? Cmon bro

 

[Ol argedco luciftias]

Like Demon names matching the names of your imaginary friends or dollies you've had as a kid? I've noticed things like that.

This is one possible sign of how a guardian god or goddess could have been helping and guiding you in your childhood.

 

[Havoc]

I do hope so because I used so spend hours every day on the swing or sitting in my room pretending to sleep talking to them and playing games, some of the things I remember doing with them seem like spiritual practices.

I remember fighting a Demon that would encourage me to use my full power during the play battle. I would concentrate on my bottom and try to give myself a glowing red aura, then I would win for a little while until he started to beat me, after that I would have to use the orange power a little higher up and I’d start to win again, I would power up a total of seven times the power rising up my back each time I powered up until I got the “Ultimate power” on the top on my head that would make me glow purple in my imagination. I could actually feel the power rising as a play pretend which I thought was cool. I had a lot of fun at the time and never thought a lot about it.

Now that I know about the Kundalini and the colors of the chakras I’m looking back on those memories with a totally different perspective.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I got a message that told me I have a romantic partner that is ascended. I also have memories relating to some Demons which I recognized when I first read about them in the joyofsatan. I suspect some memories are fake. How can I know if this is real? I dont post much here but I want to clarify this once and for all.

You may not be able to clarify these things immediately, aside from asking the Gods through their sigils. However, you should not suppress yourself too much, if you are drawing proper conclusions from this. Delusional people will draw outrageous or simply untrue conclusions, and that is how you can tell there is a problem here, as opposed to a real life situation where you had past memory or life with a demon.

 

[Hugo Man]

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I got a message that told me I have a romantic partner that is ascended. I also have memories relating to some Demons which I recognized when I first read about them in the joyofsatan. I suspect some memories are fake. How can I know if this is real? I dont post much here but I want to clarify this once and for all.

You may not be able to clarify these things immediately, aside from asking the Gods through their sigils. However, you should not suppress yourself too much, if you are drawing proper conclusions from this. Delusional people will draw outrageous or simply untrue conclusions, and that is how you can tell there is a problem here, as opposed to a real life situation where you had past memory or life with a demon.

I know some memories are fake because they contradict other memories, but I wondered If there is something of value in the fog. But one thing I learned in this path, is the Gods arent short of surprises. So the best approach for me is to simply wait for the time being.

 

[13th_Wolf]

I got a message that told me I have a romantic partner that is ascended. I also have memories relating to some Demons which I recognized when I first read about them in the joyofsatan. I suspect some memories are fake. How can I know if this is real? I dont post much here but I want to clarify this once and for all.

If other people reading this thread have similar memories and experiences, do share them.

It's a good thing to open a dialogue about stuff like this. I actually don't fully remember these things in my own early life, but I do remember the "pale false light" of the enemy unfortunately.

That suffocating feeling in the night ripping you from yourself. Makes you feel ill. I only one remember one instance and it was the night after I discovered JoS for the first time, at an age when I was more conscious about the world. Before then it probably accompanied my sleep troubles back then, I would get in a real state. Its not right for them to be doing that to children.

It reminds me of what I heard once about the orphans of the Yugoslavian civil war in the 90s. There were only so many women to care for the parentless children from the raping in the war, and they would knock their heads into the walls over and over out of the need for care and attention. Its a lesser known symptom of neglect of a baby

These people if they grew older and survived, would keep doing this as they grew older and it was normal for them - how they fell asleep most nights, probably drunk and at their wit's end. All of this is the enemy at the root, they even do this psychic crap on children on top of causing these conditions for humanity. I remember vaguely doing something like this at some point when I was very young, out of severe anguish from something.

I do also remember doing shoulderstands up on the wall compulsively and bridge poses, so not all bad. But I need a bit of that compulsion now.