Help regarding my love spell

[Sonapanic]

I would like to ask your advice on my love life, fellow brothers and sisters.

There is this girl that I came to know about 4 years ago. We had a very nice talk. Unfortunately, I discovered that she had and, to my knowledge, still has a boyfriend. At first I tried to get her attention somehow, but we did not have many chances to encounter each other naturally. Later on, she started avoiding me. She probably realized that I liked her.

Then, some long time has passed where we did not meet and I was very depressed almost every day. I was always thinking about her, how I could have played it better, how I should have just tried to be her friend...

I concluded it with the idea that we were simply not for each other, that I was not good enough. Then I slowly began to forget her, I did not think of her every day, just every once in a while.

But then something happened and I started to think of her more again and I was about to fall into the depression cycle again, but then I realized I could not take another cycle like that. I was meditating more and life was generally better, so I began a love spell on her somewhere around this Summer Solstice.

I tried simply directing some green energy into me and her with an affirmation that she loves me and wants to become my girlfriend. I also cleaned her aura and sent some protective energy to her. (I do this when I when I clean my aura and do my AoP.) And when I masturbate I think of her and then direct the orgasmic energy to her, as HPS Maxine wrote in "Love Spell". https://www.joyofsatan.org/www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Love_Spell.html

The Venus will be turning retrograde this Sunday. I am planning to also try dividing her from her boyfriend as HPS Maxine also instructed in "Love Spell". I will continue to clean her aura and send her protective energy, but should I also continue to direct this green love energy I did with the affirmation and also the orgasmic energy?

Thank you for your advice. It means a lot to me. If you need more details about it, just ask, I will try to answer to my best ability.

 

[Korpi]

You desire a girl you hardly knew. Several years have passed, bothering you all the while.
The inability to move on plunged you into a deep depression.
Then, just as life was improving, you knowingly re-open an old wound.
What makes you think she is the one?

The window for a Love Spell has already passed you by, as of Monday this week. Venus turns Retrograde this Sunday. The next appropriate date is mid-September. Thanks to the boundless knowledge that JoSM provides, we have the unique opportunity to attract the most ideal partner for ourselves, when we are ready to commit.

Sincerely, I believe this endeavour of yours a waste of energy. Energy better spent attracting the girl for you.
Someone who isn't quick to dismiss you, and greatly enjoys your company. Who wants to spend their time with you.

Read these, it will help.
Love between Two - NakedPluto
Relationship Advice - NakedPluto

 

[hailourtruegod]

Korpi gave really good advice. You should move on to someone who shows interests in you instead of forcing it thru a route that has many obstacles.

Doing the rituals to find an ideal partner will give you an opportunity to find someone who you can better use your energy on.

 

[Sonapanic]

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Harsh words, brother, but I need to hear them. When I read your response, it all makes sense. I want a girl I hardly know, this rejection has got me bogged down in depression for literal years and as I finally try to live better, I am about to fall into it again.

That really sounds like I am a total fool. Of course, you do not know all the details about the situation, but your conclusion to this is logically sound and seems like the path a reasonable person should take.

Yet I would like to note, that even though I barely knew the girl and only talked to her a few times, she was really unlike any other girl I met before or to this day. I liked so much about her, that perhaps all the other girls I knew or liked combined could not match it.

To try to name all the things I adored about her would take too long and it would re-open the said wound even more, so I will not attempt it, but to keep it short, from what I know I loved 99 percent of her and the remaining 1 percent was something I disliked, but did not hate.

And finally, I did a Venus square starting this February, with the affirmation to get me a perfect partner and I got absolutely no result. Back then my life was not so great, but I was slowly forgetting her. So the affirmation was not specifically targeting her.

Please tell me what you think about it.

 

[Sonapanic]

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Thank you for your response as well. The problem is, the girls that do show interest in me I know for certain will not be fit for me. It usually boils down to the fact that I am an SS after all and I need to find a girlfriend who can at least accept this fact. To hide this from her would be unfair and it would be meaningless for me to maintain such relationship.

The girls who show interest in me, I just cannot find the spark for them. It never is love at first sight, it really is more like love at second or third sight. But these girls I know for a long time and I never felt any romantic feeling for them. So they are just my friends and that is all.

I will not be so disgusting as to pretend that I love them when I don't. I will not pretend that I love them just to get sex as a cheap consolation. That is not me. I desire deep soul to soul connection and understanding. Nothing more and nothing less.

 

[hailourtruegod]

Thank you for your response as well. The problem is, the girls that do show interest in me I know for certain will not be fit for me. It usually boils down to the fact that I am an SS after all and I need to find a girlfriend who can at least accept this fact. To hide this from her would be unfair and it would be meaningless for me to maintain such relationship.

https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=454485#p454485

Dating a non-Satanist doesn't have to be completely bad or wrong. Obviously you just want to be a little careful about who you choose as a partner.

You're definitely gonna want to take your time building trust between each other before you start meditating around your partner or doing rituals lol.

You definitely want to start with babysteps, like maybe talking about spirituality, philosophy, religion and just overall looking into how open they are about any giving subject. And again, in the mean time, while not meditating or doing rituals around them. If they happen to be open and have a positive way at looking at these things, then you're definitely in the clear.

At that point, you can mention that you're spiritually minded, that you like to meditate or do you do yoga. And by then, you'll be able ease up around you partner. You dont necessarily have to tell them you're a Satanist. A perfectly healthy relationship can still be solidified and something longterm can definitely manifest in a positive way; including kids down the line.

The obvious red flag is if they're a hardcore Christian and totally closed off from understanding a different perspective. At that point, unfortunately it's mostly impossible that they'll accept you in any real way, and the relationship would have to end.

I hope this helps.

I also replied in that thread. Feel free to read what I added to the reply above. I hope it helps as well.

 

[hailourtruegod]

And finally, I did a Venus square starting this February, with the affirmation to get me a perfect partner and I got absolutely no result. Back then my life was not so great, but I was slowly forgetting her. So the affirmation was not specifically targeting her.

Read the recent sermon done by HP HoodedCobra about one's destiny. You'll see that he explained on having to do multiple workings and why this is. Also time is a factor to be taken into consideration. The energies could be currently working and will eventually lead up to the opportunity you are looking for.

You should still keep doing multiple workings to engrave your desires into yourself (soul). As explained, personal power comes into play as well.

 

[Serbon]

The problem is, the girls that do show interest in me I know for certain will not be fit for me. It usually boils down to the fact that I am an SS after all and I need to find a girlfriend who can at least accept this fact. To hide this from her would be unfair and it would be meaningless for me to maintain such relationship.

The girls who show interest in me, I just cannot find the spark for them. It never is love at first sight, it really is more like love at second or third sight. But these girls I know for a long time and I never felt any romantic feeling for them. So they are just my friends and that is all.

I will not be so disgusting as to pretend that I love them when I don't. I will not pretend that I love them just to get sex as a cheap consolation. That is not me. I desire deep soul to soul connection and understanding. Nothing more and nothing less.

I will share a pagan slavic ritual that could maybe help with your situation;

If several generations of women in your family have had problems with their personal life, there may be a feeling of the effects of a wreath of celibacy or curse of solitude. This should be diagnosed by an experienced sorcerer. If you are a practitioner yourself, use the following rite of solitude.

Take eggs from a village, not a store. You will need seven eggs. Pray to the Gods over the eggs (not meaning you should sit on them lol). Break one egg into a glass of water and put it at the head of your bed at night. You must also read the following charm over it to remove the curse of solitude:
By the strength of an egg and the power of an elegant phrase, remove the curse
from my face, from my hands, from my feet, and from my body. As life force is born
in the egg, so a new power is born in me, and the curse dies away. So shall it be.

In the morning, pour the egg and water into a container and put it in a cold place. Repeat the ceremony for seven days in a row. Take the container with all the yolks and water out into nature and bury it while saying:
Mother Earth, take this curse away from me.

 

[Korpi]

And finally, I did a Venus square starting this February, with the affirmation to get me a perfect partner and I got absolutely no result. Back then my life was not so great, but I was slowly forgetting her. So the affirmation was not specifically targeting her.

Please tell me what you think about it.

Most Workings are not just a 'One Shot Deal' - High Priestess Maxine Dietrich
On Doubt About Magickal Workings - HP. Hoodedcobra666
Feeling Worse from Energy Workings? - Blitzkreig [JG]

In case you thought to try,
"Munka Working To Remove Negative Karma": Be Patient... - HP. Hoodedcobra666
Removing Karma? - Karnonnos

 

[Sonapanic]

The problem...

A pagan slavic ritual...

Thank you for this ritual, I will most certainly try it when I get the chance.

Venus square...

Multiple workings...

Venus square...

Articles...

Yes, you are both right about that. I should not expect some major change from a single working at my power level. I will do more workings to attract the perfect partner. I guess that is the plan for now.