First spiritual progress update/testimonial in 10+ years

[hailourtruegod]

Since I joined I have 90%-95% done only beginner meditations. There's many reasons to this from being simple things like being careful, wanting to build a strong foundation to the more extreme of over thinking/worrying if I moved into higher level meditations, etc

Regardless the intense anxiety that came from disgusting trauma that no one should ever experience has been pretty much if not all gone since last year.

Have done many Munka workings, cleaning, AoP and now have been doing a great job with my health/fitness in recent years.

Now for some months it has become a simple task to feel the meditations and stay calm at the same time.

There's obvious positive side affects that we tend to get as we do these spiritual practices every day and being physically healthy and fit that are irrelevant to the topic but yes they have shown up and has turned a miserable life into something way more tolerable.


The more advanced meditations I have done have been multiple squares over the years. Mostly for powerment.


So now the main reason for me making this topic,

I dipped my toes in the Queen and King Meditation recently. Starting with 54 reps for the two and the normal 7 reps on the 6th Chakra.


First few times I did feel the buzz. There was something building up inside but it wasn't uncomfortable so I didn't think about too much.

It was when I did the full 108 reps for the Solar Chakra and pineal gland that I experienced an incredibly strong orgasmic feeling throughout my body. It wasn't just focused on the crotch area like a normal orgasm. I felt it originate from inside my head and flowing freely throughout my body and soul.

It was so intense I started to role my eyes in pleasure as I vibrated AUM but I also started to shake a little but that little bit was uncontrollable regardless. Like someone who hasn't ever orgasmed and finally did where there was some but little pain while feeling very pleasurable overall. The pent up-ness finally being released.

It was not all fun and games as it was very chaotic to stay calm and centered through it all.

Best way I can explain would be like being inside a tornado. While it's chaotic on the outside as long as I stayed both centered and calm then everything will be okay and it was, fortunately.

It makes sense the body and mind will feel mellow afterwards but going thru that did push out dross that even though I felt calm I was also kind of angry but that's obviously the dross that got pulled out from deep within. I feel in terms and moved past from past trauma.

Guess I'll mention as well I feel more aware and open of my sorroundings I am noticing but I'll know more what's new in the coming days.


That's pretty much it. I am looking forward to continuing my journey while applying the intermediate meditations now. Very exciting

Hail Satan!!

 

[AFODO]

I'm so happy for you brother!! I hope you'll have all the experiences that you have wanted.

 

[SSinHeartandSoul]

This is very relatable! First time i had the same sort of feeling was when i first ''freed the beast'' inside of me, by focusing on the urges and power that came from it, it felt like i had an orgasm like i had never felt before. Since then every time i let the beast out i feel a very blissful feeling in my under belly.

( When i talk about a beast, i am mainly talking about the animalistic / primal urges that is usually hidden & suppressed.)

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

With a steady and progress oriented mindset that is not constantly on a pointed rush, it is for certain one will reap all the benefits on the path. That is not because one cannot run but because running constantly creates false expectations which oftentimes stem from exactly not having the longterm time to work on things.

It must be kept in mind, rectification of the soul goes back not only to dross of this life [which can be more or less depending on the individual] but also past lives. I have found, patient and guaranteed path of progress is to deal with all the wounds first, and then make higher strides to higher meditations, when your soul is properly rectified and in the proper position.

That could take anywhere from 2 to 10 years, however, as you grow in this way, you become truly free and more powerful than ever before, as this rehabilitation restores you to a very high potential. One should not count years here as this doesn't matter.

What one should count is the progress, and knowing that this work will pay you off not only now but throughout your whole longer existence. That makes the soul healthy and able to hold higher levels of power, calmness, serenity, peace and wisdom.

Thanks for sharing this testimonial. Knowing you for many years around the boards everyone can say you have grown phenomenally brother, may the Gods be with you in all undertakings.

 

[Henu the Great]

This is very relatable! First time i had the same sort of feeling was when i first ''freed the beast'' inside of me, by focusing on the urges and power that came from it, it felt like i had an orgasm like i had never felt before. Since then every time i let the beast out i feel a very blissful feeling in my under belly.

( When i talk about a beast, i am mainly talking about the animalistic / primal urges that is usually hidden & suppressed.)

That's the Male Elixir.

 

[SShiva_fr]

Incredible Brother, wonderful testimony.
I feel so much gratitude too! Eternal gratitude for the Gods, for the clergy of JoS who have given so much and who tirelessly continue to give everything.
Gratitude for the person who brought me to JoS.
So blessed!
Glory to the Gods! Hail Father Satan

 

[Dragonheart666]

I am a new meditator.

 

[Dragonheart666]

It's amazing what people learn! a lot of people while they're underestimate themselves! Spiritual progress is something that people need to understand and respect! Even I'm learning a lot of this and I am enjoying it!. And I enjoy reading about the things that you are learning as well! Sharing each other's ideas on here! What I am learning just from reading your post? And it's helping me! And giving me a lot of ideas! About meditation and spiritual cleansing. and much more here

 

[hailourtruegod]

With a steady and progress oriented mindset that is not constantly on a pointed rush, it is for certain one will reap all the benefits on the path. That is not because one cannot run but because running constantly creates false expectations which oftentimes stem from exactly not having the longterm time to work on things.

It must be kept in mind, rectification of the soul goes back not only to dross of this life [which can be more or less depending on the individual] but also past lives. I have found, patient and guaranteed path of progress is to deal with all the wounds first, and then make higher strides to higher meditations, when your soul is properly rectified and in the proper position.

That could take anywhere from 2 to 10 years, however, as you grow in this way, you become truly free and more powerful than ever before, as this rehabilitation restores you to a very high potential. One should not count years here as this doesn't matter.

What one should count is the progress, and knowing that this work will pay you off not only now but throughout your whole longer existence. That makes the soul healthy and able to hold higher levels of power, calmness, serenity, peace and wisdom.

Thanks for sharing this testimonial. Knowing you for many years around the boards everyone can say you have grown phenomenally brother, may the Gods be with you in all undertakings.

Greatly appreciated, brother.

I learned what no to do from watching those that have fallen off to those with us still who have made mistakes in the past but have moved beyond it and shown progress.

I wanted to make sure I was grounded enough before getting into higher practices.

All and all I'm very happy for the progress I've made and many thanks to tips and sermons by you and others that have helped me indirectly and will continue to. Stepping back and talking it all in after the last few days motivates me to keep this going.

Posts like yours and things that NakedPluto has said like, cleaning comes before empowerment, and making sure I do high quality meditation sessions instead of half assing them has gone a very long way.

I'm so happy for you brother!! I hope you'll have all the experiences that you have wanted.

Much appreciated brother!

This is very relatable! First time i had the same sort of feeling was when i first ''freed the beast'' inside of me, by focusing on the urges and power that came from it, it felt like i had an orgasm like i had never felt before. Since then every time i let the beast out i feel a very blissful feeling in my under belly.

( When i talk about a beast, i am mainly talking about the animalistic / primal urges that is usually hidden & suppressed.)

Same here, it's been a few days since the initial moment and I have continued with the King and Queen meditation and now I feel no pain and just a constant pleasurable feeling.

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On that note, I'll add just a bit more. Done it a few more times since then and no more pain and it's easier to stay calm and centered while focusing on the pleasurable feeling.

 

[Dragonheart666]

hailourtruegod Thank you !! Hail Satan !!!

 

[hailourtruegod]

hailourtruegod Thank you !! Hail Satan !!!

No problem! I hope to be at least of the same amount indirect and direct help as others have been.

Wish you the best

 

[Yurei]

Proud of you brother!

 

[Niko_is_666]

Amazing testimony brother, keep empowering yourself. There is nothing wrong with wanting to build a strong foundation, I am doing the same for the past 5 years, and I hope I too will someday reap the rewards. Keep rising

 

[Windstrider666]

One thing that's been proven to me time and time again and makes me aware of the mistakes I've made is that the foundation is what allows one to build higher. Similar to trying to build a tower, without a strong and sturdy base a single gust of wind can knock it down in an instant. It isn't just rushing that can cause a fragile foundation but rotting debris and piles of uneven dirt can keep one from building higher. By cleaning the base, fortifying the beams, and keeping patient instead of rushing, one will find building high much easier than someone that hasn't done any of that.

Your efforts will be what allowed you to go higher and its something to be proud of.