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Faith In The Gods Through Difficult Times

Oculus said:

I apologise for bad English but I want to tell this to all of you. Gods have helped me many times.
I had suicidal tendencies but I promised Lord Satan that I'll never commit suicide. He has helped me at very hopeless situations of my life. Two times Gods have helped me to find jobs for my self. They have helped me to become independent and grow.
At the time of heartbreak I prayed to Goddess Ishtar and She helped me to see the truth. It helped me to overcome my grief and move on. I am a boy and I prefer boys and I think it shows that Gods do not have any problems with same sex relationship as long as it is natural.
I have been jobless for some time and I don't have money to pay my rent and I haven't even eating properly. I ate only junk food only two times a day only to satisfy my hunger. I didn't have money. But I have been praying to Gods from yesterday and today I found a job. I hope my situation will change. I am in a different city and I don't have a place to stay at night so I will be residing at bus station tonight. Tomorrow I'll go to work and I really wish that everything goes well for me.

I am not good at visualising but I tried my best to visualise Sigils of Lord Satan and Lord Volac and prayed to them to help me find a job. I also prayed to Lord Azazel, Lady Ishtar and Lady Lilith and I think they all helped me.
It is their blessing that I have found something to do and I hope that I'll be able to pay my rent and I'll have money for food.
I also have to find a new place to live here because the place I used to live is around 4.00 hours away from here.

I have promised Lord Satan and Lord Volac that I'll visualise their sigils and chant/vibrate their names if I get a job. And I also have to fulfill my other promises.

My siblings in Lord Satan, never lose hope and always pray to Gods. They really help.

When I learn English well then I'll write testimonies of help I received from Gods.
We are blessed to have such Gods.

HAIL SATAN


I can only congratulate you that you mobilized yourself and take some action in order to put yourself back on feet.I'm pretty sure that the Gods will help you during this time, but once you enstablish your home, make sure you meditate and doing some yoga and also you definetely must do a rune working in order to protect yourself from the energies that generated this situation.

Feel free to let us know how your situation is going brother :)
 
If anybody here hasn't learned to trust in the gods through difficult and trying times Ive got a bad feeling there about to learn to trust in them, its all happening just like hphc said as we get closer to 2024-2025 we are going to see things that are hard to believe alot of people are truly believing the United States won't see another election some believe martial law will take place before that happens but almost all can agree SOMETHING is about to happen my only choice that I see in times like this Is clinging to the gods they are my only source of peace in my mind in these times i remember someone on here said the gods are always in control I really do hope and believe this to be true i do believe the gods have more control now than ever in recent times I believe anybody who clings to father satan and his demons in these times will be fine
 
Oculus said:

I apologise for bad English but I want to tell this to all of you. Gods have helped me many times.
I had suicidal tendencies but I promised Lord Satan that I'll never commit suicide. He has helped me at very hopeless situations of my life. Two times Gods have helped me to find jobs for my self. They have helped me to become independent and grow.
At the time of heartbreak I prayed to Goddess Ishtar and She helped me to see the truth. It helped me to overcome my grief and move on. I am a boy and I prefer boys and I think it shows that Gods do not have any problems with same sex relationship as long as it is natural.
I have been jobless for some time and I don't have money to pay my rent and I haven't even eating properly. I ate only junk food only two times a day only to satisfy my hunger. I didn't have money. But I have been praying to Gods from yesterday and today I found a job. I hope my situation will change. I am in a different city and I don't have a place to stay at night so I will be residing at bus station tonight. Tomorrow I'll go to work and I really wish that everything goes well for me.

I am not good at visualising but I tried my best to visualise Sigils of Lord Satan and Lord Volac and prayed to them to help me find a job. I also prayed to Lord Azazel, Lady Ishtar and Lady Lilith and I think they all helped me.
It is their blessing that I have found something to do and I hope that I'll be able to pay my rent and I'll have money for food.
I also have to find a new place to live here because the place I used to live is around 4.00 hours away from here.

I have promised Lord Satan and Lord Volac that I'll visualise their sigils and chant/vibrate their names if I get a job. And I also have to fulfill my other promises.

My siblings in Lord Satan, never lose hope and always pray to Gods. They really help.

When I learn English well then I'll write testimonies of help I received from Gods.
We are blessed to have such Gods.

HAIL SATAN

Stay strong brother as you can find a way out of this dark situation. Lack of money and problems finding a place to live is a common problem in this world for many people and Satanists as well are not exempt from this.

Do your best to maintain your practices and push alot of energy into a working for overcoming this obstacle. The fall equinox is coming up and that would be a good time to put a working for finances, and can help finding a job and place to live that is good for you.

Pray, meditate on and stay close to the Gods in these trying times. Do not lose hope, we are all here for you and the Gods are here for you.

Know that you are not alone as well. I've been very close to homelessness and was in crippling poverty for a majority of my life. There is a way out of this and it can be overcome, don't lose faith.
 
Meneteu said:


I can only congratulate you that you mobilized yourself and take some action in order to put yourself back on feet.I'm pretty sure that the Gods will help you during this time, but once you enstablish your home, make sure you meditate and doing some yoga and also you definetely must do a rune working in order to protect yourself from the energies that generated this situation.

Feel free to let us know how your situation is going brother :)

Hello, I don't know what has happened. I got a better job offer. I have to supervise vehicles working on different sites and go to collect money. But I have to travel too much. I like to travel but I don't get any time or privacy to do my regular meditation and other workings. I am always uncomfortable and I get intuitive feeling that I have fallen into a trap. It is bad but I think gods are watching me and they won't let anything bad happen. Job is good but i am not comfortable doing it. But I also think that It will help me to gain new skills.
I don't trust my employer and I don't want to work with him. But I think it is better than any other job i got. I pray to gods that everything turns out good for me. My employer is into prostitutes but he is married. And he spends money too much. I am worried if I won't get my salary at time. But I want to learn new things and travel to new places. I can't do any meditation but I think gods know this it is their will. I hope that they will help me when it is my time to leave this job.
 
Oculus said:
Meneteu said:


I can only congratulate you that you mobilized yourself and take some action in order to put yourself back on feet.I'm pretty sure that the Gods will help you during this time, but once you enstablish your home, make sure you meditate and doing some yoga and also you definetely must do a rune working in order to protect yourself from the energies that generated this situation.

Feel free to let us know how your situation is going brother :)

Hello, I don't know what has happened. I got a better job offer. I have to supervise vehicles working on different sites and go to collect money. But I have to travel too much. I like to travel but I don't get any time or privacy to do my regular meditation and other workings. I am always uncomfortable and I get intuitive feeling that I have fallen into a trap. It is bad but I think gods are watching me and they won't let anything bad happen. Job is good but i am not comfortable doing it. But I also think that It will help me to gain new skills.
I don't trust my employer and I don't want to work with him. But I think it is better than any other job i got. I pray to gods that everything turns out good for me. My employer is into prostitutes but he is married. And he spends money too much. I am worried if I won't get my salary at time. But I want to learn new things and travel to new places. I can't do any meditation but I think gods know this it is their will. I hope that they will help me when it is my time to leave this job.

Keep going and don't give up, that's actually good news. Do your part, and do your magick to get your part handed to you. No matter what, you will recover as you did before. Maintain a positive mindset.
 
Oculus said:
Meneteu said:


I can only congratulate you that you mobilized yourself and take some action in order to put yourself back on feet.I'm pretty sure that the Gods will help you during this time, but once you enstablish your home, make sure you meditate and doing some yoga and also you definetely must do a rune working in order to protect yourself from the energies that generated this situation.

Feel free to let us know how your situation is going brother :)

Hello, I don't know what has happened. I got a better job offer. I have to supervise vehicles working on different sites and go to collect money. But I have to travel too much. I like to travel but I don't get any time or privacy to do my regular meditation and other workings. I am always uncomfortable and I get intuitive feeling that I have fallen into a trap. It is bad but I think gods are watching me and they won't let anything bad happen. Job is good but i am not comfortable doing it. But I also think that It will help me to gain new skills.
I don't trust my employer and I don't want to work with him. But I think it is better than any other job i got. I pray to gods that everything turns out good for me. My employer is into prostitutes but he is married. And he spends money too much. I am worried if I won't get my salary at time. But I want to learn new things and travel to new places. I can't do any meditation but I think gods know this it is their will. I hope that they will help me when it is my time to leave this job.


It is sound like an interesting job, i think it's cool to travel and meet new people.If i was in this case i would look at this situation like an oportunity, because when you are meeting new people you could enstablish new relations, from wich you could get a oportunity for a new job.Personally i was working as a financial planner and learned from this that it is wise to keep clients phone numbers because later I can use this to generate other clients or other financial opportunities.I had a colleague that needed some money and he decide to call a client from his portofolio and took from him a good opportunity to be a bartender for events.So just try to be socially atractive with those clients and you could get something better from this :)

I too had the same feeling when Gods guided me to a new chapter of my life, but I assure you, my friend, those thoughts came from fear, I say that because I was protected all the time, and when things got worse it was only because of my ignorance. ( of course, even then solutions were found as the Gods have their ways)Also, this summer I was guided to a part time job where I wasn't feeling so well, and some colleagues actually made me sick with their way of being, but hey, I told myself that this is life and I have to be strong.Then, it's normal to submit to certain things in difficult times until I manage to find a key to escape.

In other note, i would like to ask if you really don't have the posibility to either meditate and do some yoga before the sleep.It is better than nothing.I remember that i couldn't sleep for 24+ hours, but i managed to meditate and do some yoga while i was telling my self that i have to be strong trough those times.After that, I really felt that Satan came and took me in his arms and congratulated me for it.

I don't know if everything I told you will be useful to you, but I will pray to the Gods to protect you and guide you as you deserve, brother
 
HP. Hoodedcobra666 said:
Oculus said:
Meneteu said:
I can only congratulate you that you mobilized yourself and take some action in order to put yourself back on feet.I'm pretty sure that the Gods will help you during this time, but once you enstablish your home, make sure you meditate and doing some yoga and also you definetely must do a rune working in order to protect yourself from the energies that generated this situation.

Feel free to let us know how your situation is going brother :)

Hello, I don't know what has happened. I got a better job offer. I have to supervise vehicles working on different sites and go to collect money. But I have to travel too much. I like to travel but I don't get any time or privacy to do my regular meditation and other workings. I am always uncomfortable and I get intuitive feeling that I have fallen into a trap. It is bad but I think gods are watching me and they won't let anything bad happen. Job is good but i am not comfortable doing it. But I also think that It will help me to gain new skills.
I don't trust my employer and I don't want to work with him. But I think it is better than any other job i got. I pray to gods that everything turns out good for me. My employer is into prostitutes but he is married. And he spends money too much. I am worried if I won't get my salary at time. But I want to learn new things and travel to new places. I can't do any meditation but I think gods know this it is their will. I hope that they will help me when it is my time to leave this job.

Keep going and don't give up, that's actually good news. Do your part, and do your magick to get your part handed to you. No matter what, you will recover as you did before. Maintain a positive mindset.

Thank You High Priest. I will try my best. But magick is difficult at this time. But I always remember gods and ask them for guidance and help. They have protected me till now. I am thankful to them and everyone.

Meneteu said:
Oculus said:
Meneteu said:
I can only congratulate you that you mobilized yourself and take some action in order to put yourself back on feet.I'm pretty sure that the Gods will help you during this time, but once you enstablish your home, make sure you meditate and doing some yoga and also you definetely must do a rune working in order to protect yourself from the energies that generated this situation.

Feel free to let us know how your situation is going brother :)

Hello, I don't know what has happened. I got a better job offer. I have to supervise vehicles working on different sites and go to collect money. But I have to travel too much. I like to travel but I don't get any time or privacy to do my regular meditation and other workings. I am always uncomfortable and I get intuitive feeling that I have fallen into a trap. It is bad but I think gods are watching me and they won't let anything bad happen. Job is good but i am not comfortable doing it. But I also think that It will help me to gain new skills.
I don't trust my employer and I don't want to work with him. But I think it is better than any other job i got. I pray to gods that everything turns out good for me. My employer is into prostitutes but he is married. And he spends money too much. I am worried if I won't get my salary at time. But I want to learn new things and travel to new places. I can't do any meditation but I think gods know this it is their will. I hope that they will help me when it is my time to leave this job.


It is sound like an interesting job, i think it's cool to travel and meet new people.If i was in this case i would look at this situation like an oportunity, because when you are meeting new people you could enstablish new relations, from wich you could get a oportunity for a new job.Personally i was working as a financial planner and learned from this that it is wise to keep clients phone numbers because later I can use this to generate other clients or other financial opportunities.I had a colleague that needed some money and he decide to call a client from his portofolio and took from him a good opportunity to be a bartender for events.So just try to be socially atractive with those clients and you could get something better from this :)

I too had the same feeling when Gods guided me to a new chapter of my life, but I assure you, my friend, those thoughts came from fear, I say that because I was protected all the time, and when things got worse it was only because of my ignorance. ( of course, even then solutions were found as the Gods have their ways)Also, this summer I was guided to a part time job where I wasn't feeling so well, and some colleagues actually made me sick with their way of being, but hey, I told myself that this is life and I have to be strong.Then, it's normal to submit to certain things in difficult times until I manage to find a key to escape.

In other note, i would like to ask if you really don't have the posibility to either meditate and do some yoga before the sleep.It is better than nothing.I remember that i couldn't sleep for 24+ hours, but i managed to meditate and do some yoga while i was telling my self that i have to be strong trough those times.After that, I really felt that Satan came and took me in his arms and congratulated me for it.

I don't know if everything I told you will be useful to you, but I will pray to the Gods to protect you and guide you as you deserve, brother

I am not alone most of the time. And I don't sleep alone. Yesterday I thought I will get some time but it turned out other way.
But I will pray and meditate when I get time.
 
Arcadia said:
It seems all who were cut from the cloth of the Gods were fated to struggle, in the world as it was. There were many conversations, back in the earlier times, about the "sparks of Satan"; those souls that represent our best and brightest, and the most loathed and cursed of the enemy. The astral reality, as it was before we as a movement, undertook our great task, was a hostile affair to us of this Satanic nature. We have been changing this. One day, we will reaped the harvest we have sewed.

My life, compared to many, may not have been a happy one, from the perspective of any who looked outside in. These past few years in particular, have been a tragedy almost so excessive one could almost look at it as a comedy instead. Frankly, I'm starting to be surprised I'm still alive. For lack of a better word, it's been a Tartarean gauntlet.

It bears worth repeating, to all who have suffered, that you should not feel guilt for your lows. Suffering leads to rage, despair, moments of sorrow. I've had moments where I would have looked shabby indeed. Sometimes, the things you wish upon others for your own woes can make you question your own morality. But that there is the key thing. It takes a good person to self-question anything. Rage in the context of a moment does not overshadow a lifetime of empathy, and developing souls, regardless of their trials, are inherently compassionate ones.

Though I've had no shortage of moments that look almost embarrassing in retrospect, where I've been weak and needy, the one thing I can say for myself is that I never lost faith and I never ceased the great work. May I and all one day see the fruits of their labours.

Great post.
Thank you <3
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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