Energy Differentiation

[Illisio]

Hey there,

I am currently experiencing what I believe to be the astral, after an enemy attack. I feel the symptoms of Gods with me in my room, and I have reason to believe I have an incubus/succubus. I’m not entirely sure though if I can trust the energy that I feel. I also keep getting told I’m “really special” but for some reason I don’t believe it, unless it’s the fact that I’m an SS that makes me “special.”

I’ve tried praying to Father Satan to give me signs or something but I thought I would ask you all. I’m not entirely sure what is going on in the astral around me so of course I feel somewhat a fear of the unknown but at the same time I want to understand what is going on in the astral around me. I know I need to meditate and do void meditation as well to calm my mind.

Has anyone else experienced this? Being called “special” and feeling Gods with them? The energy is super strong and I do feel a kundalini surge, the energy is also very hot and warms my body up considerably.

Any answers here would be great. Thank you all for reading.

 

[Havoc]

It’s Sad you’re unwilling to believe the God’s love you or think you’re special to them. In the same way a child is special to their parents you are special to the all father.

I have also felt the Gods love and assumed that the things they said were too good to be true, way too optimistic, or pure fantasy and Lilith told me not to worry that it, it’s is just how I experience her energy and not to take anything I hear early on too seriously just enjoy the ride.

If you feel the God’s presence let it wash over you and do whatever spiritual practice you feel compelled to do, they will help you along the way.

If you are worried about an attack just call to Satan an ask him to remove the entity if it is not of his spirit if it is bad I’ll be gone quickly.

 

[Illisio]

After this I believe it.

Also just a reminder that the enemy can attack in different ways including sexually. Unfortunately this is what happened (multiple times) but I’m more than grateful to the Gods who are helping me through this.

 

[Havoc]

Are you sure it was an attack?I asked my crystal ball about your situation for practice and I saw Thunder. Sexual energy is Kundalini energy so if you felt a God stimulating that then they are trying to empower you and help it rise. That’s not normally something that happens during an attack.

 

[Illisio]

I saw greys and reptilians with my eyes closed so I would say so but I’m not sure. They’ve attacked me by having me have sexual thoughts about them.. Also they attack me by making me think there’s a grey or reptilian next to me when in reality it’s my incubus. I don’t think that just by thinking about it it would happen but I guess one of my fears is visualizing something negative and then having it happen instantly.

 

[Havoc]

Occasionally I’ve seen grays or thought about reptiles lucky it doesn’t happen anymore, how I like to handle it is quickly banish the thought and think about the Gods more.

The more you let it bother you the more deeply it affects your Karma but if you just reclean your Aura and affirm. “This is only an intrusive thought it doesn’t effect me in any way.” I feel like it doesn’t bother me after that. The touch of your Incubus will totally purify whatever they may have done to you.

If they don’t activate any kind of response from you then it means they didn’t connect with your energy only put a thought in your mind. When you clean your aura try to burn away the fear of grays from it, sometimes people can get visited one time and the fear will keep replying itself making the incident worse then it actually was. I hate to hear about SS bothered by attacks.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I saw greys and reptilians with my eyes closed so I would say so but I’m not sure. They’ve attacked me by having me have sexual thoughts about them.. Also they attack me by making me think there’s a grey or reptilian next to me when in reality it’s my incubus. I don’t think that just by thinking about it it would happen but I guess one of my fears is visualizing something negative and then having it happen instantly.

Use stronger protection, and/or the rituals of protective Gods like Andras or Abrasax to counter and destroy any enemies bothering you.

Although it is important to not be delusional about our abilities, it is also likely that many of us our special in our own ways. As long as you don't view yourself as invincible, or above various fundamentals of this path, you should be ok. Look at areas of your chart that are influenced by Neptune, Jupiter, or other expansive or yang energies to understand where you are most likely to be delusional. Conversely, areas ruled by Saturn, or other yin energies like Pluto, are areas which are likely to suffer contraction or repression, respectively.

Relative to interactions with the Gods, you should not limit this in any way, although many people can have various hang ups about this. To build trust with the Gods' energies, you should get comfortable with them through their sigil, as this is a reliable method of exposure to them.

If you believe you have an incubus and you are experiencing these attacks, it is likely the enemy is trying to ruin this by giving you sexual misdirection. If you didn't have an incubus, then it would be less likely for them to give any sort of "astral-based" sexual attack, as you would have no reason to pay attention to that. On the flip side, sexual interaction with a succubus/incubus is very positive, which is why the enemy is trying to prevent it.

However, it is best that you try to define this connection with any incubus, including asking your GD or the incubus to make this clear to you, such as whether their existence is true, and how they feel. Just like any astral connections, you should be able to feel this connection if it exists. You can also program destructive energy like Thurisaz to remove any connections to the enemy, which should further aid clarity about connections to the Gods.