Light Yagami
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Hello! 
I've recently made a couple of realizations and I'd like to share them with my Satanic Family, in case they prove helpful to you.
Our past lives have a truly great effect on our current life, and of course our soul. Whatever we've gone through, whatever we've experienced, even the way with which we died; EVERYTHING can greatly affect us and our personalities and form the flows or strengths we currently have.It is really important for someone to fully perceive this information. If someone has an irrational fear, obsession or even some kind of twisted fetish (unless someone's a jew, as it is in their DNA), this is NOT something that has no explanation or base.If you're feeling at a loss, ask help and guidance from Satan or your Guardian Demon, even if you don't know who they are yet. Our Gods LISTEN to us, even if we can't hear them! In the past, I had found myself in a deadlock many times, and when I knew that the solution was out of my reach (because I couldn't even understand the source of the problem) I'd always talk to Satan or my Guardian Demon, and they would give me an answer immediately. Some times I would feel a rush of energy, other times I would just clearly listen to the answer in my mind, and some other times I wouldn't see any immediate results, but when the time came that I'd have to face whichever issue was troubling me, the solution would be right in front of my eyes.I am truly thankful for everything They have offered me, and I want everyone to understand that you will NOT be a burden if you ask for help or guidance. As we progress through meditation, we're able to see the solution on our own and of course solve what's troubling us, but when we're new in Satanism and certain things that are out of our hands' reach greatly influence (in a bad way) our lives, we can always talk to our Father and ask for His help. And if our Gods are busy when you pray to them, then they'll respond to you at another time, but they WILL respond to you.
Now, back to the reason I created this post.Do not try to rationalize things about your personality/ego that make no sense by saying "oh, well that's just me" or "it's really weird, right?" but not doing anything at all about it. Question yourself, ask your mind, your soul, why is it that you feel/act that way towards a specific subject and so on...You can even go as far as do the Past Life Regression meditation [http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html], but I'm warning you, this requires a whole lot of patience, and it's important to let your mind go, and not to try to visualize what your previous life/lives were like (void meditation [http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html] helps in controlling your thoughts). If you would like, you could also vibrate runes for remembering your previous lifetimes (Eihwaz and Othal are ideal [http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html]) or state an affirmation everyday before going to sleep that you will dream of your previous life, or your previous life in a certain year (if you were reincarnated at that time; do what you feel is best).
Do not reject or neglect your "unnatural" thoughts or your oversensitive reactions towards certain subjects. *Everything* is important, as some of your actions and decisions in this life, may as well be influenced by your previous ones (lives). Do not make the same mistakes again. Do not experience the same pain again, and learn how to overcome the torment and sorrow that you've experienced in your previous lifetimes and still haunt you to this day...Everything is engraved in our souls. Whether that is the fear of the sea, or the loss of a child, unlike our minds, our souls do not forget; and we can access those memories with various ways mentioned previously.Also, something important to remember (in case you didn't know) our gender does not change (in every lifetime, we are the same gender) and... well, we were always human. Some people foolishly believe that they were an animal in their previous lifetime, but that can't happen. The animal has a different soul from ours, and each animal (tiger, dog, etc) has its own unique soul. (correct me if I'm wrong )
I'm sorry for this enormous post but I'm hopeful that some of you may feel more strong in your feet now. Also, sorry for any grammatical or spelling mistakes. xD
PS: I forgot to analyze something important... When I mentioned to not reject or neglect your "unnatural" thoughts and the like, I didn't mean to embrace them either. Actually, let me explain...
There have been many times, posts with questions about certain sexual fetishes etc. Everyone needs to understand that certain types of 'urges' (such as, the ones that hurt you or others; eg rape) are not natural and should not be performed. Yet, this type of urges originate from our own experiences in past lives (unless they're based on bad experiences/psychological traumas in this lifetime) and we can and *should* question ourselves about them and further investigate this subject on our own (past life regression, runes, etc etc). We can also ask the guidance of our Gods. As long as you do not act upon them (once more, I'm talking about specific 'fetishes'), you should not be embarrassed to talk about them to our Gods. If you *have* acted upon them, but are truly regretful, then again, talk to our Gods and tell them (Satan or your Guardian Demon) how you feel. If you *have* acted upon those urges and are *not* regretful and *will* do them again, then what the fuck are you doing here? Eat shit and die.
Now, for other cases (non sexual), such as a fear with no apparent source or an intense reaction towards a specific subject, you should "embrace" them, and when I say embrace them, I mean try to understand why it is, why you feel that way, question yourself, write down your own theories. If, for example, whenever you see an advertisement or on the Internet (movies, cartoons etc) someone being physically abused by someone else (maybe a family member) but you have NEVER (in this lifetime) experienced anything like that, or do not know anyone else who has/had, yet you feel DEEPLY hurt when you come across such an image and are on the verge of crying, then DO THAT. Cry. Cry with all your might and ask why you're feeling this way. What part upsets you the most: the inferior party who can't defend themselves, or the superior party that takes advantage of their power? Ask, ask, ask... You will see that as soon as you find the answer, it will be relieving...(Well, it's only natural to be sad when someone else gets hurt -please always remember this, humans are not bad or misanthropic creatures- so obviously, I'm talking about an extremely extreme overreaction towards something.)
People (Gentiles) ARE kind creatures... We love each other, want to help each other, and see each other happy, so it really saddens me when I look at all this corruption around us, and people standing idle, as if this is the nature of humans! It is not!Humans are loving, I truly believe that from the bottom of my heart... These attributes that make us "bad" (meaning, this apathy towards other Gentile people who may be in need of help) are for two reasons:1. Jews (the brainwashing from the media, the beliefs they push around and the like).2. Residues that have remained (and 'foul' our souls) from our previous lifetimes, forcing us in one way or another to not be who we truly are; to not embrace this loving side of our humanity.
And no, no, NO, I am NOT talking about the fucked up sick 'christian love'! I'm not saying to forgive and forget. We can NOT forgive and forget what the enemy has done to us!!What I'm talking about is... well, I'm sure you've experienced it one way or another (this kind of 'love') and if not, then you'll definitely will.Do not support the belief that humans are 'beasts' (and damn, beasts are in a much better situation than us right now). People are loving. People are powerful.Just think, of Who created us for God's sake!
Note:1. When using runes (for whatever kind of magick) do not forget to always state an affirmation in your mind after the vibrations. Also, choose the number of the vibrations in correspondence to what you're trying to achieve.
Thank you for taking the time to read this enormous post. Ask any question you may have.
I've recently made a couple of realizations and I'd like to share them with my Satanic Family, in case they prove helpful to you.Our past lives have a truly great effect on our current life, and of course our soul. Whatever we've gone through, whatever we've experienced, even the way with which we died; EVERYTHING can greatly affect us and our personalities and form the flows or strengths we currently have.It is really important for someone to fully perceive this information. If someone has an irrational fear, obsession or even some kind of twisted fetish (unless someone's a jew, as it is in their DNA), this is NOT something that has no explanation or base.If you're feeling at a loss, ask help and guidance from Satan or your Guardian Demon, even if you don't know who they are yet. Our Gods LISTEN to us, even if we can't hear them! In the past, I had found myself in a deadlock many times, and when I knew that the solution was out of my reach (because I couldn't even understand the source of the problem) I'd always talk to Satan or my Guardian Demon, and they would give me an answer immediately. Some times I would feel a rush of energy, other times I would just clearly listen to the answer in my mind, and some other times I wouldn't see any immediate results, but when the time came that I'd have to face whichever issue was troubling me, the solution would be right in front of my eyes.I am truly thankful for everything They have offered me, and I want everyone to understand that you will NOT be a burden if you ask for help or guidance. As we progress through meditation, we're able to see the solution on our own and of course solve what's troubling us, but when we're new in Satanism and certain things that are out of our hands' reach greatly influence (in a bad way) our lives, we can always talk to our Father and ask for His help.
And if our Gods are busy when you pray to them, then they'll respond to you at another time, but they WILL respond to you.Now, back to the reason I created this post.Do not try to rationalize things about your personality/ego that make no sense by saying "oh, well that's just me" or "it's really weird, right?" but not doing anything at all about it. Question yourself, ask your mind, your soul, why is it that you feel/act that way towards a specific subject and so on...You can even go as far as do the Past Life Regression meditation [http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html], but I'm warning you, this requires a whole lot of patience, and it's important to let your mind go, and not to try to visualize what your previous life/lives were like (void meditation [http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... ation.html] helps in controlling your thoughts). If you would like, you could also vibrate runes for remembering your previous lifetimes (Eihwaz and Othal are ideal [http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpentis666/Odin.html]) or state an affirmation everyday before going to sleep that you will dream of your previous life, or your previous life in a certain year (if you were reincarnated at that time; do what you feel is best).
Do not reject or neglect your "unnatural" thoughts or your oversensitive reactions towards certain subjects. *Everything* is important, as some of your actions and decisions in this life, may as well be influenced by your previous ones (lives). Do not make the same mistakes again. Do not experience the same pain again, and learn how to overcome the torment and sorrow that you've experienced in your previous lifetimes and still haunt you to this day...Everything is engraved in our souls. Whether that is the fear of the sea, or the loss of a child, unlike our minds, our souls do not forget; and we can access those memories with various ways mentioned previously.Also, something important to remember (in case you didn't know) our gender does not change (in every lifetime, we are the same gender) and... well, we were always human.
Some people foolishly believe that they were an animal in their previous lifetime, but that can't happen. The animal has a different soul from ours, and each animal (tiger, dog, etc) has its own unique soul. (correct me if I'm wrong )I'm sorry for this enormous post but I'm hopeful that some of you may feel more strong in your feet now. Also, sorry for any grammatical or spelling mistakes. xD
PS: I forgot to analyze something important... When I mentioned to not reject or neglect your "unnatural" thoughts and the like, I didn't mean to embrace them either. Actually, let me explain...
There have been many times, posts with questions about certain sexual fetishes etc. Everyone needs to understand that certain types of 'urges' (such as, the ones that hurt you or others; eg rape) are not natural and should not be performed. Yet, this type of urges originate from our own experiences in past lives (unless they're based on bad experiences/psychological traumas in this lifetime) and we can and *should* question ourselves about them and further investigate this subject on our own (past life regression, runes, etc etc). We can also ask the guidance of our Gods. As long as you do not act upon them (once more, I'm talking about specific 'fetishes'), you should not be embarrassed to talk about them to our Gods. If you *have* acted upon them, but are truly regretful, then again, talk to our Gods and tell them (Satan or your Guardian Demon) how you feel. If you *have* acted upon those urges and are *not* regretful and *will* do them again, then what the fuck are you doing here? Eat shit and die.
Now, for other cases (non sexual), such as a fear with no apparent source or an intense reaction towards a specific subject, you should "embrace" them, and when I say embrace them, I mean try to understand why it is, why you feel that way, question yourself, write down your own theories. If, for example, whenever you see an advertisement or on the Internet (movies, cartoons etc) someone being physically abused by someone else (maybe a family member) but you have NEVER (in this lifetime) experienced anything like that, or do not know anyone else who has/had, yet you feel DEEPLY hurt when you come across such an image and are on the verge of crying, then DO THAT. Cry. Cry with all your might and ask why you're feeling this way. What part upsets you the most: the inferior party who can't defend themselves, or the superior party that takes advantage of their power? Ask, ask, ask... You will see that as soon as you find the answer, it will be relieving...
(Well, it's only natural to be sad when someone else gets hurt -please always remember this, humans are not bad or misanthropic creatures- so obviously, I'm talking about an extremely extreme overreaction towards something.)People (Gentiles) ARE kind creatures... We love each other, want to help each other, and see each other happy, so it really saddens me when I look at all this corruption around us, and people standing idle, as if this is the nature of humans! It is not!Humans are loving, I truly believe that from the bottom of my heart... These attributes that make us "bad" (meaning, this apathy towards other Gentile people who may be in need of help) are for two reasons:1. Jews (the brainwashing from the media, the beliefs they push around and the like).2. Residues that have remained (and 'foul' our souls) from our previous lifetimes, forcing us in one way or another to not be who we truly are; to not embrace this loving side of our humanity.
And no, no, NO, I am NOT talking about the fucked up sick 'christian love'! I'm not saying to forgive and forget. We can NOT forgive and forget what the enemy has done to us!!What I'm talking about is... well, I'm sure you've experienced it one way or another (this kind of 'love') and if not, then you'll definitely will.
Do not support the belief that humans are 'beasts' (and damn, beasts are in a much better situation than us right now). People are loving. People are powerful.Just think, of Who created us for God's sake! Note:1. When using runes (for whatever kind of magick) do not forget to always state an affirmation in your mind after the vibrations. Also, choose the number of the vibrations in correspondence to what you're trying to achieve.
Thank you for taking the time to read this enormous post.
Ask any question you may have.
