I think you might have some psychological hang ups.
Sadly female? Why sadly?? Also, why horrified if some foods increase the libido and fertility.....?
Some bread and fruit are good for you in some amounts and depending on the fruit and type of grain. I favor ancient grains over modern conventional ones. Fruit contains certain components that promote good health.
I'll post some links on meditation at the bottom.
Unfortunately, a lot of people cant afford health insurance. You're not alone. I don't have health insurance.I don't want it for my own personal reasons. But having an occasional check up is important for a lot of people. It is very fucking sad the way this system is set up based on MONEY, MONEY, MONEY. To the point where a lot of people cant afford things and it takes so much out of the finances.
I try to be my own doctor and read my body as much as possible and then keep my energies and aura of protection up to prevent accidents and illness...
If you absolutely cannot afford a doctor visit, take it upon yourself to heal your body by putting it back into balance. This is what this group is for and of course guidance from the gods who help us too.
How do you figure you have an auto immune issue? Any more health problems you want to mention?
Meditation links:
-Kundalini yoga for empowering the chakras and cleansing and purifying the sexual energy. Instead of Sat nam, replace it with Satan. You can lower the repetitions. At first i started out with 26 reps of each. work your way up to 54 and then 108 over time. Even at 26 reps, I felt significant changes. For number 9, you can do it 5-10 times and nit for 3 minutes straight.
https://www.pinklotus.org/-%20KY%20Kriy ... s%20fp.htm
-Unblocking chakras: use the vibrations listed to empower them daily. Thor rune is pronounced TTHH--AAA--UUU--RRRR . That is the strongest variation.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... akras.html
Continue with your aura of protection and cleansing and Hatha yoga. Don't forget breathing exercises.
I'd like to recommend supplements and such for a more balanced health but i would like to know alittle more about your health.
High Priestess Shannon