In fact, no one intends to offend you or even to fail to recognize your merits related to your growth. Using improper nicknames is wrong in itself, this applies to you, but also to me and anyone else. Any member among the more advanced would have been denied permission to call themselves directly “Anubis” or “Zeus,” etc. on the same grounds (of course these are standard grounds, no one was referring to a specific case of yours, it is a type of reason that is reported in these cases, it is not directed at you).
However, keep up your progress. Yes, there are often illusory situations that are difficult to get out of. But you succeed, in fact you yourself can see that you are doing much better and resuming a much more positive life. In fact that's what we always say, that serious and diligent people can ALWAYS improve no matter where they start. Many people don't understand this, you take advantage that you get it. May the Gods bless you!
Hail Zeus and the Gods of His Temple!