Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN
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Today for the first time I wanted to meditate in deep trance. It wasn't actually in the plan, but I started to breathe, that thing was pleasant to me, I continued by focusing on how well, pleased, I was relaxed in just breathing. I went into trance after a few breaths. Since I thought it was worth it, I performed the exercise to enter trance and went into deep trance.
When I could reach the deepest possible stage, I felt myself falling backward abruptly and suddenly. I wasn't really falling backward, but I wasn't exactly understanding what was going on, so as soon as I felt myself falling, I was startled, which prevented me from deepening the trance.
The fact is that as I was meditating on the deep trance with the energies, it was strange-I felt like I was going to fall asleep. I was not tired, but I just wanted to stop and fall asleep. How do I resolve this? What is positive is that the meditation was performed much better. But as I said, I wanted to stop because I wanted to sleep. Then I came out of the trance. But I wanted to vibrate some mantras actually, I couldn't for that reason....
When I could reach the deepest possible stage, I felt myself falling backward abruptly and suddenly. I wasn't really falling backward, but I wasn't exactly understanding what was going on, so as soon as I felt myself falling, I was startled, which prevented me from deepening the trance.
The fact is that as I was meditating on the deep trance with the energies, it was strange-I felt like I was going to fall asleep. I was not tired, but I just wanted to stop and fall asleep. How do I resolve this? What is positive is that the meditation was performed much better. But as I said, I wanted to stop because I wanted to sleep. Then I came out of the trance. But I wanted to vibrate some mantras actually, I couldn't for that reason....