Possibly your mind is acting against the True Knowledge of the Soul, because of mind-programming that may come from xian indoctrination, from jewish/communist indoctrination, from tv movies/series, etc. So the mind reacts this way trying to prevent you from understanding as the unconscious mind believes that meditation is "evil" or "wrong".
It also depends if you are Dedicated or not.
So I'd suggest you to calm down, and ask Satan for protetion through the Banishing Ritual you find on Jos to clean the area where you are going to study, get rid of any xian/communist symbol or book in the environment, try to clean away bad influences this way.
Also, if English is not your mother tongue, the JoS have been translated in many languages, see the links here http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Links.html
From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Date: Mon, 2 Nov 2015 04:13:46 -0800
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] help me
Hello, I'm new and I don't understand the stuff about the aura or charkras.....
And how long does it take for me to have a particular aura? Or do I already have one?
Also, is it possible for me to perform any one of those.....'meditations' without any basics?
It's very confusing......please help me.
(If any of what I said seems a bit offensive to Satan, pardon me because I'm really totally new.....)
It also depends if you are Dedicated or not.
So I'd suggest you to calm down, and ask Satan for protetion through the Banishing Ritual you find on Jos to clean the area where you are going to study, get rid of any xian/communist symbol or book in the environment, try to clean away bad influences this way.
Also, if English is not your mother tongue, the JoS have been translated in many languages, see the links here http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... Links.html
From: [email protected]
To: [email protected]
Date: Mon, 2 Nov 2015 04:13:46 -0800
Subject: [JoyofSatan666] help me
Hello, I'm new and I don't understand the stuff about the aura or charkras.....
And how long does it take for me to have a particular aura? Or do I already have one?
Also, is it possible for me to perform any one of those.....'meditations' without any basics?
It's very confusing......please help me.
(If any of what I said seems a bit offensive to Satan, pardon me because I'm really totally new.....)