Tonight I was talking with the snake goddesses Apophis and Shesha and the goddesses and gods and I learned that Hathor and Apophis are not enemies, they only restore balance on the earth so that it is not cruel. Hathor is the same as Nike, I intuited thanks to Odin that It is Freya in Nordic mythology, it is Marchosias in Hell and it is Ishtar in Sumeria, that is what my father told me that he is a god, he told me from the beyond, that it is another reality, not the astral.
Bapometh lives in another reality, where sometimes it is dark and foggy, I got confused and thought it was the astral, I told him and he got angry, he doesn't like being told that, Merlin intuited it, Satan intuited that I am Merlin.
(I apologize in advance to all my brothers and sisters if my answer will be a little long, but I really wanted to help this person, or, at least, tell my personal opinion)
This type of suggestion that you tell in your stories about the Gods is not new to me. I have already dealt with Satanists in the past who said quite "extravagant" things and passed them off as conversations with the Gods. I'll tell you an example so you can reflect on the situation and see if it's your case.
Some time ago I met this girl who had recently made the dedication of her soul and said that she performed the Ouija board with the Gods. At a certain point she had intrigued me and I asked her what they said to her. She started telling me very bizarre things like: "I tried to talk to [Name of God], but he told me he was at dinner and would contact me as soon as he finished eating" or other absurd things. (I won't mention the Name of the God because it would be offensive to the Divinity in question to be associated with these stories; however, what I told you was the least blasphemous thing she was influenced by, I avoid telling anything else, but we understand each other).
So I decided to test her to make her understand that she was not truly in touch with Divinity. I said to her: "if you're really in contact, which I doubt, ask them what I'm doing at the moment", after a while she replied: "he told me you're working on the Magnum Opus", wrong answer, it was false, but she was overly convinced.
The reason I told you this story is to show you that when a conversation is not true, it can be recognized by the following clues: 1) The fictitious entity makes absurd statements about reality 2) The fictitious entity does not provide a truthful answer to the questions 3) The fictitious entity adds nothing that can truly make the Satanist advance, but, on the contrary, makes him degenerate.
Essentially, when you see that something related to an astral conversation with the Gods is actually strange, bizarre, or even nonsensical and puts you on wrong paths (like believing that the Gods do the spiritual work for you); this is probably just a FALSE conversation.
And, finally, I wanted to say that it is not at all difficult to fall into these traps of believing in false conversations, I once saw a Satanist tell of a reptilian who complimented him telepathically on his "power", an absurd thing, but he firmly believed this and did not want to hear any objections. Therefore I tell you that in these cases you need to put aside not only your ego, but also your personal illusions (and disappointments) and act RATIONALLY.
I wish you good luck, try to overcome these things. We are all with you if you need us. I advise you: deepen your knowledge on JoS. Satan's Truth (Satya) is the only thing that dispels hallucinations and restores reality by showing it as it is.