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Complete balance achieved what next?

Hyperactive Melon said:
I have achieved balance in ida and pingala what next please tell....

Balance, cleaning, empowerment, and removing negative karma are all ongoing and life-long goals in which you should split your time according to importance and what your GD advises.

As our balance and cleanliness are important for our stability, these are especially important to continue, even if we feel like they were good on one day or time period.
 
ApolloAbove said:
Hyperactive Melon said:
I have achieved balance in ida and pingala what next please tell....

Judging by your previous posts I do not think this is true.
I do not care about your petty judgements im serious here and am mature enough to understand that everyone is working here unlike you making judgments so do yourself a favour and keep quite when you dont have an answer to a question ok?
 
Hyperactive Melon said:
I do not care about your petty judgements im serious here and am mature enough to understand that everyone is working here unlike you making judgments so do yourself a favour and keep quite when you dont have an answer to a question ok?
Do something with your mental and emotional problems
 
I am happy for you. The next step is to maintain this balance and try to keep this balance. It takes time to make new habits or to make changes become permanent. You are doing the right thing.
 
Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.


Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
 
Bean123 said:
Hyperactive Melon said:
I do not care about your petty judgements im serious here and am mature enough to understand that everyone is working here unlike you making judgments so do yourself a favour and keep quite when you dont have an answer to a question ok?
Do something with your mental and emotional problems
I am completely fine i am a working and functional man so stop all this nonsense and grow up achieving balance takes hard work and being jealous and writing shit does not be postive or get the fuck off my thread
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
I am happy for you. The next step is to maintain this balance and try to keep this balance. It takes time to make new habits or to make changes become permanent. You are doing the right thing.

Thank you due to dominant ida i was facing a lot of issues but now they are resolving thank you
 
Impetigo1488 said:
Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.


Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
I am not trolling here my sushumna is open most of the time now if you dont know what that means i cant help you ive never trolled anybody here ive been here long enough for you people to understand this dont spread negativity here and just answer my question instead of insulting others youre the troll here not me if you dont want to believe me its alright just dont write shit to me or trust me its bad karma for you
 

Hyperactive Melon, when are you going to reveal that you are maxine dietrich's son?
 
Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?

Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.

About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.

We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.

Oh by the way...

God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
 
Hyperactive Melon said:
Impetigo1488 said:
Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.


Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
I am not trolling here my sushumna is open most of the time now if you dont know what that means i cant help you ive never trolled anybody here ive been here long enough for you people to understand this dont spread negativity here and just answer my question instead of insulting others youre the troll here not me if you dont want to believe me its alright just dont write shit to me or trust me its bad karma for you

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k8QE4-BEy4E
 
True balance is related to higher achievement, what people feel by "true balance" is simply control over their own mind.
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
Wildfire said:

He has had a lot of problems in the past. We all know this. But he is taking real steps to heal and remove these problems and we have to be happy for this.

For any problem he might have had before, you honestly look much worse to me than he does right now.


He really has? I'd like to see a link to it. I'm attacking him for his long history of behavior I've been watching for too long now every time I visit this forum. I don't like it when people like him act this way like not owning up to heinous shit they did like his blasphemy long ago. I made some past mistakes, I own up to them. Yes, sorry and not sorry I look like an asshole here right now for calling out someone who behaved like an eyesore for too long and seems to not have done any self reflection

I've finally grown out of crying, out of being so emotionally vulnerable, my tears of dried up. Sorry this was the only way for me to cope with this crazy world I live in. We don't live in a world fueled by sunshine and rainbows yet.

This hyperactive melon either truly changes his ways or he keeps piping up his reputation as some attention seeker. I really shouldn't have cried out like a pathetic dumbass in the past. Oh well, just let me get busy with myself, I may be much worse but this is the result of what I have been doing, keeping much worse people away from me forever in my life.


Impetigo1488 said:
Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.


Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
.

I agree with you, I'm on your side with this guy. Just another user who's fed up with that guy.
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
Wildfire said:

He has had a lot of problems in the past. We all know this. But he is taking real steps to heal and remove these problems and we have to be happy for this.

For any problem he might have had before, you honestly look much worse to me than he does right now.

For a second thought, this really has some L's for me. I overstepped my anger and looked bigger while trying to warn people of him being a time-wasting troll, both him and I crossed swords already but, fine. I'll take that L, I'll shut the fuck up and stand over there at the back corner till I've gut my anger sorted. I just hope hyperactive Melon doesn't start going full traitor like F0star did.

Oh and that flag I spouted up as my profile pic? HOI4:TNO got too trending in the youtube algorithms on my part. I read on what the black league(post-soviets sadly done right to the eyes of idiot masses who swallow the kike wwii narrative) was about and thought, "hey, this has the same energies with me but I catered that rage to the kike and on the entire reptile enemy this time". And my head thought of doing some stupid short art on that.
 
Wildfire said:
Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?

Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.

About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.

We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.

Oh by the way...

God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sure
 
Impetigo1488 said:
Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.


Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
At the end of the day whatever what he is saying is true or not some here are giving him advices that are useful for everyone. If OP is trolling then he is bothering that much with a post like this and actually helped to let other more experienced give useful advices. It does not matter whatever he is trolling or not as long as he is not bothering anyone.
 
Hyperactive Melon said:
Wildfire said:
Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?

Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.

About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.

We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.

Oh by the way...

God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sure

So I heard wind of you having to have suffered problems in your past. I'd like to know about it. What the hell did you get through that got you in such a position? I'd like a full story, brother.
 
Hyperactive Melon said:
Wildfire said:
Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?

Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.

About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.

We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.

Oh by the way...

God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sure

Yeah but you have a long list of shenanigans to own up to which seem overdue, do you regret saying some blasphemous stuff back in this thread? https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=458340#p458340
 

Notice that most of the times, meaningless posts, arguments usually gets a lot of replies, and views, just as this one.

As for this guy..
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=459288#p459288
Even after the big conversation with "satan" aka Satan, that revealed to him that Semen does not go up the spine, He still thinks he is a God:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=458427#p458427

Defending an utter troll:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=458505#p458505

Still provoking, still thinking he is a God, and shit talk to an advanced member:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=88663&p=458639#p458639

Sold his soul somehow, maybe it was a Jewish entity, that's why he is so degenerated:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=88458&p=457206#p457206


Not so long ago, he had Speed as his profile picture. Very cultural, and appropriate FROM THE GOD OF WAR :roll:


Some usual suicidal thoughts, as from a Jewish troll:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=454833#p454833

Shit talking HPS. Maxine:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=454885#p454885


This is probably the post that represents him the most:
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?f=3&t=86144

Should I continue this line? I think this was enough.

Are you really defending this? I don't see any advancement, just because he say some stuff.
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
Wildfire said:

I am not talking about anybody's past actions. I am talking about his current actions and behavior right now, compared to yours. He is being calm, friendly, respectful, which shows me that his balances have actually improved and he is growing and healing.

Meanwhile your own behavior looks absolutely insane to me. You look a thousand times more unbalanced than he does. I wish that you would be as good as he is, and also work to balance and heal yourself the way he has recently. You have had an extreme need to work on balancing and healing yourself for many years, and to me it looks like you have never put any effort towards this. I have not seen you improve much at all in all of these years, and you have even been here more years than I have. But you want to say bad things about the guy who actually is trying and actually is doing the right thing.



How about instead of coming here just to bother him, you do something more useful and actually follow his example and work on fixing yourself. If you had ever been a more stable and functional person emotionally and mentally, you would have never had so many bad interactions with so many people throughout your lifetime and you would not need to put such an enormous amount of thoughts and efforts into what is literally just arguments with children at school. Then you try to involve the gods and all kinds of curses into a young child's argument at school. It is absolutely ridiculous. What a waste of time and effort. When if you had just done a small amount to balance yourself so that you would no longer appear to be so crazy, none of those people ever would have had any conflict with you or any reason to dislike you and all of these problems in your life would have been avoided. I always got the feeling that you believe you are some kind of anime character instead of a real person, like you would prefer to act like the main character of a fictional children's show instead of just acting like a regular person.


Balance yourself mentally and emotionally. Calm yourself down. Realize that you are just one person in the world and not everything is all about you. Find something that can give you something to be responsible for, like a good job. Preferably a job where you are physically doing something where you can directly see how good of a job you are doing, and give you the pride of doing everything perfectly. This really is a helpful form of meditation for calming yourself down, kind of like the Buddhists raking swirling patterns into the rocks and trying to get it perfect. And when you become so good at a difficult skill that you can do it perfectly, and you become an important person because people are relying on you to do everything so well. This is one thing that will give you true pride, true importance, and true confidence that are based on real solid foundations. Which feels so much better than the fake anime-character ego or pride that is based on nothing. Everything I am saying is basically examples of how your main problem seems to be lack of Elemental Earth energy, and that increasing this Elemental Earth stability both in your mind and in the way that you actually live your life by the physical actions that you do every day. This will be enormously beneficial to you and allow for yourself to be a stronger, healthier, and more effective person and also to have a much more comfortable and enjoyable life.

I think I tried to post a comment on me taking the L here and admitting my faults. Congratz to him by the way for changing. I overdid some janitor work, thought it was a good idea to mix frustrations with calling out problems in people. And this is why I stopped watching fictional shows months ago, I'd rather get busy trying to literally clamp down some loose screws even if I get stupid setbacks from my bullshit.

Wait, did I involve any god in anything? That was when I needed help with exams and not any dumb kid trying to argue with me. If that did happen then I would always settle things myself.

But anyways, I'll take it. I've been overly worried about a lot of things lately, like failing in something that can get me to an even better place. I just don't want to end up being oblivious to dangers. I'm too afraid of becoming a victim again.

Good you told me about my flaws, I bet you've never seen me deny them at least.
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
Wildfire said:

I am not talking about anybody's past actions. I am talking about his current actions and behavior right now, compared to yours. He is being calm, friendly, respectful, which shows me that his balances have actually improved and he is growing and healing.

Meanwhile your own behavior looks absolutely insane to me. You look a thousand times more unbalanced than he does. I wish that you would be as good as he is, and also work to balance and heal yourself the way he has recently. You have had an extreme need to work on balancing and healing yourself for many years, and to me it looks like you have never put any effort towards this. I have not seen you improve much at all in all of these years, and you have even been here more years than I have. But you want to say bad things about the guy who actually is trying and actually is doing the right thing.



How about instead of coming here just to bother him, you do something more useful and actually follow his example and work on fixing yourself. If you had ever been a more stable and functional person emotionally and mentally, you would have never had so many bad interactions with so many people throughout your lifetime and you would not need to put such an enormous amount of thoughts and efforts into what is literally just arguments with children at school. Then you try to involve the gods and all kinds of curses into a young child's argument at school. It is absolutely ridiculous. What a waste of time and effort. When if you had just done a small amount to balance yourself so that you would no longer appear to be so crazy, none of those people ever would have had any conflict with you or any reason to dislike you and all of these problems in your life would have been avoided. I always got the feeling that you believe you are some kind of anime character instead of a real person, like you would prefer to act like the main character of a fictional children's show instead of just acting like a regular person.


Balance yourself mentally and emotionally. Calm yourself down. Realize that you are just one person in the world and not everything is all about you. Find something that can give you something to be responsible for, like a good job. Preferably a job where you are physically doing something where you can directly see how good of a job you are doing, and give you the pride of doing everything perfectly. This really is a helpful form of meditation for calming yourself down, kind of like the Buddhists raking swirling patterns into the rocks and trying to get it perfect. And when you become so good at a difficult skill that you can do it perfectly, and you become an important person because people are relying on you to do everything so well. This is one thing that will give you true pride, true importance, and true confidence that are based on real solid foundations. Which feels so much better than the fake anime-character ego or pride that is based on nothing. Everything I am saying is basically examples of how your main problem seems to be lack of Elemental Earth energy, and that increasing this Elemental Earth stability both in your mind and in the way that you actually live your life by the physical actions that you do every day. This will be enormously beneficial to you and allow for yourself to be a stronger, healthier, and more effective person and also to have a much more comfortable and enjoyable life.

I really went above and beyond here, looks like I'm still someone who needs to catch up around here and who is still out of impatience. I'm not deleting my posts, I want people to know of my past mistakes this time so they'll learn from them too. So this is what happens when people lose sight of their soul, caught up with wanting to go for goals too far for him haha.

Thanks for punching me awake sister.
 
I just deleted this comment, and put this new copy with a part removed that wasn't as nice. I didn't see that you apologized before, or maybe that wasn't posted yet when I first put this comment. But I still want to say all of this because I think that you need help and I think that what I am saying will help you.


Wildfire said:


I was just about to delete that most recent comment from me, and post a nicer version of it. But when I tried to Preview and read the new version. I just saw you respond to it right now.
 
AFODO said:

Do you think I am not aware of any of his past problems?

I am here every day, since just a couple months after this forum was created. And I am here reading and participating every day. As we have gotten busier with much more users, I am no longer able to read every single comment that has ever been posted. But I still try to see most of it.

I want all people to get better. I want all people to be improving, healing, and becoming better in every way. Somebody who is very badly injured in some way will require a lot of work on healing from this. But would you rather the person works on healing and getting a little stronger every day so all of those problems may be removed? Or instead do nothing and continue to get worse?

I am happy for any improvement and advancement that anybody makes. And this growth and healing is something we all need to be encouraging, and we all need to be happy when we see somebody improving. Because that is the entire thing that Satanism is about. All people improving, removing all problems, and eventually becoming perfected.

Hyperactive Melon working on becoming balanced and healing all the problems that he had in the past, it is like watching a guy in a wheelchair start to move his feet. It will take a lot of work and a long time to be walking strongly again. But he will get there when he keeps going.
 
Wildfire said:

Sister? :eek:
I'm a man. But I am almost only Venus energy or at least that's how it seems. So maybe that affects how people think about me.

You have such a strong drive and motivated energy. It looks like more than almost anyone I have ever seen. And when this is uncontrolled, it looks crazy. And this being uncontrolled also makes it harder to be as successful as you deserve to be. It is like a rocket with no stabilizing fins, it is going very fast but it's shaking around and not going in the best direction.

I just want for you to become as perfect and effective as you can be. And becoming more stable is the way to do that. You already have all of the force that you need. And nothing could stop you when you develop steadier and more careful aim.
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
Wildfire said:

Sister? :eek:
I'm a man. But I am almost only Venus energy or at least that's how it seems. So maybe that affects how people think about me.

You have such a strong drive and motivated energy. It looks like more than almost anyone I have ever seen. And when this is uncontrolled, it looks crazy. And this being uncontrolled also makes it harder to be as successful as you deserve to be. It is like a rocket with no stabilizing fins, it is going very fast but it's shaking around and not going in the best direction.

I just want for you to become as perfect and effective as you can be. And becoming more stable is the way to do that. You already have all of the force that you need. And nothing could stop you when you develop steadier and more careful aim.

Okay, BROTHER. Please don't beat yourself up for going too far, I believe you'll really need this when the day the enemy gets fed up and lays everything to waste. I felt nothing at all, this is just like getting headaches trying to learn ten coding languages at once but this time it's being felt in the emotional areas. I ran out of tears at the age of 20.

I once learned to accept being harsh to sometimes save me when I met some psycho kids who were literal crypto-kikes or probably people like me who have gone too far down. This is what taught me that not all people are really deserving to live.

I hate the O9A and I hate the damn kike that have become poison themselves and I know I just went too far as they did. My environment's poison, my workplace as a video editor is that I get treated as trash and paid not much so I had to rely on a kind uncle to give me some allowance while trying to live cheap as possible. Here in my country, kids can sometimes be as cruel as adults and they can say things too far or even do things too far from their age like theft and damage of property, try living in a place swimming with xtianity and tell me how far one will crack in a neighborhood full of literal dedicated ones.

I shouldn't have let that harshness take over me, like you admit did to you, I see now that I can use it to set other people, espeially those I really care about straight. FancyMancy once spoke about tough love, guess I literally needed it. The kikes wouldn't have been afraid or woken up to the fact that they are never in control of their planet had Hitler not awoken the gentiles to war for their futures.

Preparing to be an arms industry man in the future is hard, but I have proven lots that I can do it but I need to clamp down and get rid of my tendencies towards total madness. Being insane while smart is going to end unfathomably bad for me one day.
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
Wildfire said:

Sister? :eek:
I'm a man. But I am almost only Venus energy or at least that's how it seems. So maybe that affects how people think about me.

You have such a strong drive and motivated energy. It looks like more than almost anyone I have ever seen. And when this is uncontrolled, it looks crazy. And this being uncontrolled also makes it harder to be as successful as you deserve to be. It is like a rocket with no stabilizing fins, it is going very fast but it's shaking around and not going in the best direction.

I just want for you to become as perfect and effective as you can be. And becoming more stable is the way to do that. You already have all of the force that you need. And nothing could stop you when you develop steadier and more careful aim.

Anyways, I used to be mistaken for being a girl before, due to the way I always sounded back then. Growing up literally transforms people.

The new JoS is a forgiving place now that most of us are seeing clearer.

I have one question to ask, if ever there was a way to literally override the function of the kikes one day similar to gene-theraphy assisted by nanotechnology to detach them from their reptard connections, from a micro-biological stage somehow.

Somehow rewrite their soul from their genetic code without any errors in the process, would you be in support of that? This is just a what-if, technology has been rapidly advancing and if we end up with a way to convert the kikes away from their side to work with us, what would you do in that position?

Do they get this chance and what individuals from that race will get it? Or will they have to limp and die for it?

EVERYONE, nobody stabs each other over this question this time.
 
Wildfire said:
Hyperactive Melon said:
Wildfire said:
Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?

Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.

About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.

We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.

Oh by the way...

God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sure

Yeah but you have a long list of shenanigans to own up to which seem overdue, do you regret saying some blasphemous stuff back in this thread? https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=458340#p458340
The gods are very happy with my growth so i feel no regrets if i feel regret that will stop my growth i do not feel sorry as i was not wise as i am now back then so i forgive myself we are not in others situation so we think from our perspective but still i have made an apology already if you want it yes i made bad claims which were wrong and im sorry about that but i was in hell too so i reacted that way
 
Wildfire said:
Hyperactive Melon said:
Wildfire said:
Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?

Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.

About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.

We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.

Oh by the way...

God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sure

So I heard wind of you having to have suffered problems in your past. I'd like to know about it. What the hell did you get through that got you in such a position? I'd like a full story, brother.
I have had anorexia,depression,somatic symptom disorder which involves full body pain and burning sometimes ,root chakra pain for many years so severe that you could not even lie down,love failure,insults,and the worst of them all testicle pain which i even have now sometimes and blood flow there too ive tried killing myself also which didnt work my life is hell but i dont blame anyone its all my doing and yes anxiety and tremors also full body shaking
 
Hyperactive Melon said:
Wildfire said:
Hyperactive Melon said:
Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sure

Yeah but you have a long list of shenanigans to own up to which seem overdue, do you regret saying some blasphemous stuff back in this thread? https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=458340#p458340
The gods are very happy with my growth so i feel no regrets if i feel regret that will stop my growth i do not feel sorry as i was not wise as i am now back then so i forgive myself we are not in others situation so we think from our perspective but still i have made an apology already if you want it yes i made bad claims which were wrong and im sorry about that but i was in hell too so i reacted that way

Okay, I also read your reply on what you went through. Well holy shit you made it so far, further than me. I still have massive regrets to pull through but a schedule where my mondays to fridays are 8am to even 8pm? I find it hard to be mentally stable especially in elite standard acads and a crappy job. But once I pull through some college courses off to outstanding marks that I can refer to an online certification exam, I'm shifting to a better job soon based on useful interfacing technology.

Good to see you've won against all that, and there's me who needs to do all his crap while I got possibly crypto-kikes and dedicated enemy borglings at my 6. I resorted to insane spiritual assaults and I got them incapacitated and afraid of me after one of them was recently busted by the law for trying to stab me in PE. I'm in a literal scenario where I have to rely on cursing some people up to now. (Thanks for telling me to keep the death thoughtform I made HP.) If I fuck up one more time then... cue in fight to the death music

But anyways, this may sound so fucking cliched like it's from some stupid shonen anime but whatever is kicking us down in life will pass soon as long as we keep hauling efforts day by day against them. I'd like to add more onto that too, to always have sight of what's next after the inner and outer wars are over. You there just inspired people that things seemingly impossible can be defied no matter what.

I'd like to go space reptile hunting one day when it becomes possible and live far from Earth on another planet when space colonization for mankind happens, real far from where I suffered. Going ultrahermit after all this is over serves me right too, like my own self-imposed life sentence of imprisonment for everything severely wrong I did. No one needs to see me face to face after all.
 
Wildfire said:

The way that I think is not necessarily tough love in the way that it always needs to be tough, but that full direct honesty of directly examining problems is necessary so that these problems could be fixed. Because you can't work on something if you don't know about it. Some people interpret this as being too harsh, and I know many people do not prefer this way. But both when giving and receiving advice, I always prefer direct honesty. If somebody thinks I am doing something wrong, directly tell me exactly what the problem is and then I know what I can work on. I try to make it sound nice, but I don't always do a good enough job with that.

I know some people do not like this way, but my intentions are always good and I am always trying to help. If I did not care or if I did not want to help anybody to improve, I would ignore it and say nothing. I am happy that you think the same way as me and you can see that I am trying to help you, and Hyperactive Melon, and everybody else.
 
luis said:
Impetigo1488 said:
Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.


Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
At the end of the day whatever what he is saying is true or not some here are giving him advices that are useful for everyone. If OP is trolling then he is bothering that much with a post like this and actually helped to let other more experienced give useful advices. It does not matter whatever he is trolling or not as long as he is not bothering anyone.

He's making a mockery of our faith, don't you think? I'm pretty certain he is. Nonetheless I can meet you in the middle and focus on the "good" part of the situation which is the useful, thought out advice being left here on our forums by our good people, which is available for anyone in the world to discover should they come here..
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
Wildfire said:

The way that I think is not necessarily tough love in the way that it always needs to be tough, but that full direct honesty of directly examining problems is necessary so that these problems could be fixed. Because you can't work on something if you don't know about it. Some people interpret this as being too harsh, and I know many people do not prefer this way. But both when giving and receiving advice, I always prefer direct honesty. If somebody thinks I am doing something wrong, directly tell me exactly what the problem is and then I know what I can work on. I try to make it sound nice, but I don't always do a good enough job with that.

I know some people do not like this way, but my intentions are always good and I am always trying to help. If I did not care or if I did not want to help anybody to improve, I would ignore it and say nothing. I am happy that you think the same way as me and you can see that I am trying to help you, and Hyperactive Melon, and everybody else.

I used to, until the enemy taught me that this won't save me at times I am forced to shoot at armed intruders to keep myself alive. I aim for their feet and getting shot after all is enough to make them cry in pain, especially when I focus red energies into their wounds and program it to make things a lot more painful for each one of them. Don't worry, the police knew that I was defending my home in the process.

I don't think like you and not like the enemy either, thinking like the kike is just unforgivable. Just know that my morals lie on the side of the JoS whenever it talks about justice, order, protection and retribution.

I find myself good at being at the spectrum of being a stealth blade that can cut through wickedness and keep societies safe from those who seek total brainless violence on them than a healing spell that won't be able to defend itself when territories of this side begin to thin out, nobody knows this side of me that's thrill seeking "adventurous" IRL yet, until they begin to push my buttons too much. We're all built different.

And does this mean I have to be reckless? No. I do this kind of business carefully, this also means considering spiritual balance and cleanliness checks on me every after assault session on my enemies who threw church group prayers at me that just ticks me off like some idiots just threw eggs at my face, oh, I just go for the idiots who caused it on that one and I just have fun letting it all out on them and cause their lives havoc. What's missing is the stones to get my hands on military grade weapons and the RIGHT people to try somethings out with them soon. No, I won't go too far with this, I know what exactly I'm doing with what I'm doing this time.

I think people would like some things that can make the kike and the enemy pull up once everyone's finally mad and ready to overthrow the jewish scum in his high temple. I want to polish and stud everyone's fists and feet with the blades to finally win against them when that day happens.

I'm keeping all this in my phone as screenshots to remind myself on what happens if I let my anger consume me again. Up to now, I'm like a walking active volcano that knows how to keep himself A-okay for long whiles.

I can't affort to fail at all in where I am now.
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
Wildfire said:

The body and the soul are the same thing. There is no way to seperate them, regardless of any amount of technology or gene manipulation. The soul and the body are both directly programmed for specific jobs and accomplishments.

Thanks, the more I know...okay jokes end here. But what if there was a way to save them from themselves thus stop them from being total shits forever? Proceed with the x cure or not?
 
Wildfire said:
Thanks, the more I know...okay jokes end here. But what if there was a way to save them from themselves thus stop them from being total shits forever? Proceed with the x cure or not?

I'm saying it is just plain not possible. There is no way to do it.

And we can spend all that time and effort working to help humanity instead.
 
Ol argedco luciftias said:
Wildfire said:
Thanks, the more I know...okay jokes end here. But what if there was a way to save them from themselves thus stop them from being total shits forever? Proceed with the x cure or not?

I'm saying it is just plain not possible. There is no way to do it.

And we can spend all that time and effort working to help humanity instead.

Yep, I'll answer it anyways. if it happens anyways, I won't give them their cure. The kikes need to suffer everything equivalent to all the bullshit they put mankind under.

Anyways, this was an entire conversation that turned from a shitshow to something productive, holy hell this is hilarious. This is why I love this place, in a serious respectful way of course.
 

Al Jilwah: Chapter IV

"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan

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