Hyperactive Melon
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I have achieved balance in ida and pingala what next please tell....
Hyperactive Melon said:I have achieved balance in ida and pingala what next please tell....
Hyperactive Melon said:I have achieved balance in ida and pingala what next please tell....
I do not care about your petty judgements im serious here and am mature enough to understand that everyone is working here unlike you making judgments so do yourself a favour and keep quite when you dont have an answer to a question ok?ApolloAbove said:Hyperactive Melon said:I have achieved balance in ida and pingala what next please tell....
Judging by your previous posts I do not think this is true.
Do something with your mental and emotional problemsHyperactive Melon said:I do not care about your petty judgements im serious here and am mature enough to understand that everyone is working here unlike you making judgments so do yourself a favour and keep quite when you dont have an answer to a question ok?
I am completely fine i am a working and functional man so stop all this nonsense and grow up achieving balance takes hard work and being jealous and writing shit does not be postive or get the fuck off my threadBean123 said:Do something with your mental and emotional problemsHyperactive Melon said:I do not care about your petty judgements im serious here and am mature enough to understand that everyone is working here unlike you making judgments so do yourself a favour and keep quite when you dont have an answer to a question ok?
Ol argedco luciftias said:I am happy for you. The next step is to maintain this balance and try to keep this balance. It takes time to make new habits or to make changes become permanent. You are doing the right thing.
I am not trolling here my sushumna is open most of the time now if you dont know what that means i cant help you ive never trolled anybody here ive been here long enough for you people to understand this dont spread negativity here and just answer my question instead of insulting others youre the troll here not me if you dont want to believe me its alright just dont write shit to me or trust me its bad karma for youImpetigo1488 said:Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.
Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
Hyperactive Melon said:I am not trolling here my sushumna is open most of the time now if you dont know what that means i cant help you ive never trolled anybody here ive been here long enough for you people to understand this dont spread negativity here and just answer my question instead of insulting others youre the troll here not me if you dont want to believe me its alright just dont write shit to me or trust me its bad karma for youImpetigo1488 said:Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.
Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
Wildfire said:....
Ol argedco luciftias said:Wildfire said:....
He has had a lot of problems in the past. We all know this. But he is taking real steps to heal and remove these problems and we have to be happy for this.
For any problem he might have had before, you honestly look much worse to me than he does right now.
.Impetigo1488 said:Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.
Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
Ol argedco luciftias said:Wildfire said:....
He has had a lot of problems in the past. We all know this. But he is taking real steps to heal and remove these problems and we have to be happy for this.
For any problem he might have had before, you honestly look much worse to me than he does right now.
nebu said:
Hyperactive Melon, when are you going to reveal that you are maxine dietrich's son?
Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sureWildfire said:Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?
Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.
About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.
We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.
Oh by the way...
God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
At the end of the day whatever what he is saying is true or not some here are giving him advices that are useful for everyone. If OP is trolling then he is bothering that much with a post like this and actually helped to let other more experienced give useful advices. It does not matter whatever he is trolling or not as long as he is not bothering anyone.Impetigo1488 said:Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.
Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
Hyperactive Melon said:Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sureWildfire said:Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?
Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.
About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.
We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.
Oh by the way...
God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
Hyperactive Melon said:Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sureWildfire said:Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?
Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.
About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.
We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.
Oh by the way...
God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
Ol argedco luciftias said:Wildfire said:.....
I am not talking about anybody's past actions. I am talking about his current actions and behavior right now, compared to yours. He is being calm, friendly, respectful, which shows me that his balances have actually improved and he is growing and healing.
Meanwhile your own behavior looks absolutely insane to me. You look a thousand times more unbalanced than he does. I wish that you would be as good as he is, and also work to balance and heal yourself the way he has recently. You have had an extreme need to work on balancing and healing yourself for many years, and to me it looks like you have never put any effort towards this. I have not seen you improve much at all in all of these years, and you have even been here more years than I have. But you want to say bad things about the guy who actually is trying and actually is doing the right thing.
How about instead of coming here just to bother him, you do something more useful and actually follow his example and work on fixing yourself. If you had ever been a more stable and functional person emotionally and mentally, you would have never had so many bad interactions with so many people throughout your lifetime and you would not need to put such an enormous amount of thoughts and efforts into what is literally just arguments with children at school. Then you try to involve the gods and all kinds of curses into a young child's argument at school. It is absolutely ridiculous. What a waste of time and effort. When if you had just done a small amount to balance yourself so that you would no longer appear to be so crazy, none of those people ever would have had any conflict with you or any reason to dislike you and all of these problems in your life would have been avoided. I always got the feeling that you believe you are some kind of anime character instead of a real person, like you would prefer to act like the main character of a fictional children's show instead of just acting like a regular person.
Balance yourself mentally and emotionally. Calm yourself down. Realize that you are just one person in the world and not everything is all about you. Find something that can give you something to be responsible for, like a good job. Preferably a job where you are physically doing something where you can directly see how good of a job you are doing, and give you the pride of doing everything perfectly. This really is a helpful form of meditation for calming yourself down, kind of like the Buddhists raking swirling patterns into the rocks and trying to get it perfect. And when you become so good at a difficult skill that you can do it perfectly, and you become an important person because people are relying on you to do everything so well. This is one thing that will give you true pride, true importance, and true confidence that are based on real solid foundations. Which feels so much better than the fake anime-character ego or pride that is based on nothing. Everything I am saying is basically examples of how your main problem seems to be lack of Elemental Earth energy, and that increasing this Elemental Earth stability both in your mind and in the way that you actually live your life by the physical actions that you do every day. This will be enormously beneficial to you and allow for yourself to be a stronger, healthier, and more effective person and also to have a much more comfortable and enjoyable life.
Ol argedco luciftias said:Wildfire said:.....
I am not talking about anybody's past actions. I am talking about his current actions and behavior right now, compared to yours. He is being calm, friendly, respectful, which shows me that his balances have actually improved and he is growing and healing.
Meanwhile your own behavior looks absolutely insane to me. You look a thousand times more unbalanced than he does. I wish that you would be as good as he is, and also work to balance and heal yourself the way he has recently. You have had an extreme need to work on balancing and healing yourself for many years, and to me it looks like you have never put any effort towards this. I have not seen you improve much at all in all of these years, and you have even been here more years than I have. But you want to say bad things about the guy who actually is trying and actually is doing the right thing.
How about instead of coming here just to bother him, you do something more useful and actually follow his example and work on fixing yourself. If you had ever been a more stable and functional person emotionally and mentally, you would have never had so many bad interactions with so many people throughout your lifetime and you would not need to put such an enormous amount of thoughts and efforts into what is literally just arguments with children at school. Then you try to involve the gods and all kinds of curses into a young child's argument at school. It is absolutely ridiculous. What a waste of time and effort. When if you had just done a small amount to balance yourself so that you would no longer appear to be so crazy, none of those people ever would have had any conflict with you or any reason to dislike you and all of these problems in your life would have been avoided. I always got the feeling that you believe you are some kind of anime character instead of a real person, like you would prefer to act like the main character of a fictional children's show instead of just acting like a regular person.
Balance yourself mentally and emotionally. Calm yourself down. Realize that you are just one person in the world and not everything is all about you. Find something that can give you something to be responsible for, like a good job. Preferably a job where you are physically doing something where you can directly see how good of a job you are doing, and give you the pride of doing everything perfectly. This really is a helpful form of meditation for calming yourself down, kind of like the Buddhists raking swirling patterns into the rocks and trying to get it perfect. And when you become so good at a difficult skill that you can do it perfectly, and you become an important person because people are relying on you to do everything so well. This is one thing that will give you true pride, true importance, and true confidence that are based on real solid foundations. Which feels so much better than the fake anime-character ego or pride that is based on nothing. Everything I am saying is basically examples of how your main problem seems to be lack of Elemental Earth energy, and that increasing this Elemental Earth stability both in your mind and in the way that you actually live your life by the physical actions that you do every day. This will be enormously beneficial to you and allow for yourself to be a stronger, healthier, and more effective person and also to have a much more comfortable and enjoyable life.
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Ol argedco luciftias said:Wildfire said:.....
Sister?
I'm a man. But I am almost only Venus energy or at least that's how it seems. So maybe that affects how people think about me.
You have such a strong drive and motivated energy. It looks like more than almost anyone I have ever seen. And when this is uncontrolled, it looks crazy. And this being uncontrolled also makes it harder to be as successful as you deserve to be. It is like a rocket with no stabilizing fins, it is going very fast but it's shaking around and not going in the best direction.
I just want for you to become as perfect and effective as you can be. And becoming more stable is the way to do that. You already have all of the force that you need. And nothing could stop you when you develop steadier and more careful aim.
Ol argedco luciftias said:Wildfire said:.....
Sister?
I'm a man. But I am almost only Venus energy or at least that's how it seems. So maybe that affects how people think about me.
You have such a strong drive and motivated energy. It looks like more than almost anyone I have ever seen. And when this is uncontrolled, it looks crazy. And this being uncontrolled also makes it harder to be as successful as you deserve to be. It is like a rocket with no stabilizing fins, it is going very fast but it's shaking around and not going in the best direction.
I just want for you to become as perfect and effective as you can be. And becoming more stable is the way to do that. You already have all of the force that you need. And nothing could stop you when you develop steadier and more careful aim.
The gods are very happy with my growth so i feel no regrets if i feel regret that will stop my growth i do not feel sorry as i was not wise as i am now back then so i forgive myself we are not in others situation so we think from our perspective but still i have made an apology already if you want it yes i made bad claims which were wrong and im sorry about that but i was in hell too so i reacted that wayWildfire said:Hyperactive Melon said:Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sureWildfire said:Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?
Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.
About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.
We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.
Oh by the way...
God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
Yeah but you have a long list of shenanigans to own up to which seem overdue, do you regret saying some blasphemous stuff back in this thread? https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=458340#p458340
I have had anorexia,depression,somatic symptom disorder which involves full body pain and burning sometimes ,root chakra pain for many years so severe that you could not even lie down,love failure,insults,and the worst of them all testicle pain which i even have now sometimes and blood flow there too ive tried killing myself also which didnt work my life is hell but i dont blame anyone its all my doing and yes anxiety and tremors also full body shakingWildfire said:Hyperactive Melon said:Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sureWildfire said:Jebuz fucking crackertos, is this the same guy who said his first birth is fucking Hera?
Hey asshole, I'm still waiting for you to prove shit about your 'SSSniperwolf wannabe holier than godliness' instead of deflecting on people who still remember your past shenanigans here buddy :lol: . Like the time you called yourself a schizo and then had a happy time boasting a damn profile pic of ishowspeed(ISHOWMEAT) which has nothing to do with Satan's temple. Yet you tell people to 'grow up' making you a damn hypocrite with you thinking karma gives a damn shit about some unintelligible and grammatical retard like you.
About your balance report though, CONGRATULATIONS. Keep yourself on the correct path with where you're going with your soul or you'll end up accidentally walking off a fucking astral bridge out of arrogance and dumb puppy and rainbow fantasies like a similar retard from the past going by the name of F0starChild.
We all know what he ended up doing which got him booted out from here, he didn't want to own up to his pharaoh delusions and rapidly transform but instead attacked us publicly and became the enemy. Don't ever end up like that piece of shit.
Oh by the way...
God of War is blasphemooouuusssss~!!!!!
So I heard wind of you having to have suffered problems in your past. I'd like to know about it. What the hell did you get through that got you in such a position? I'd like a full story, brother.
Hyperactive Melon said:The gods are very happy with my growth so i feel no regrets if i feel regret that will stop my growth i do not feel sorry as i was not wise as i am now back then so i forgive myself we are not in others situation so we think from our perspective but still i have made an apology already if you want it yes i made bad claims which were wrong and im sorry about that but i was in hell too so i reacted that wayWildfire said:Hyperactive Melon said:Im not attacking anybody here just asking a genuine question ive been told what to do next but i still ask people sometimes to be sure
Yeah but you have a long list of shenanigans to own up to which seem overdue, do you regret saying some blasphemous stuff back in this thread? https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=458340#p458340
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luis said:At the end of the day whatever what he is saying is true or not some here are giving him advices that are useful for everyone. If OP is trolling then he is bothering that much with a post like this and actually helped to let other more experienced give useful advices. It does not matter whatever he is trolling or not as long as he is not bothering anyone.Impetigo1488 said:Why do we let this guy gaslight us? Obviously he doesn't take any of our sacred spirituality seriously and is here to play games, is likely some yehudim teen or 20s loser who spends his life on a computer trolling people.
Hail Satan, may the light shine on those that seek it.
Ol argedco luciftias said:Wildfire said:.....
The way that I think is not necessarily tough love in the way that it always needs to be tough, but that full direct honesty of directly examining problems is necessary so that these problems could be fixed. Because you can't work on something if you don't know about it. Some people interpret this as being too harsh, and I know many people do not prefer this way. But both when giving and receiving advice, I always prefer direct honesty. If somebody thinks I am doing something wrong, directly tell me exactly what the problem is and then I know what I can work on. I try to make it sound nice, but I don't always do a good enough job with that.
I know some people do not like this way, but my intentions are always good and I am always trying to help. If I did not care or if I did not want to help anybody to improve, I would ignore it and say nothing. I am happy that you think the same way as me and you can see that I am trying to help you, and Hyperactive Melon, and everybody else.
Ol argedco luciftias said:Wildfire said:.....
The body and the soul are the same thing. There is no way to seperate them, regardless of any amount of technology or gene manipulation. The soul and the body are both directly programmed for specific jobs and accomplishments.
Wildfire said:Thanks, the more I know...okay jokes end here. But what if there was a way to save them from themselves thus stop them from being total shits forever? Proceed with the x cure or not?
Ol argedco luciftias said:Wildfire said:Thanks, the more I know...okay jokes end here. But what if there was a way to save them from themselves thus stop them from being total shits forever? Proceed with the x cure or not?
I'm saying it is just plain not possible. There is no way to do it.
And we can spend all that time and effort working to help humanity instead.
"It is my desire that all my followers unite in a bond of unity, lest those who are without prevail against them." - Satan