lets end this if we give so much credit to these small things like someone is or not an infiltrator we just make them stronger we are meditators of satan and we don't give a damn if someone says sth wether from ignorance or sth else. we do what we do and don't tie to negative energy.recently my posts didn't show in group so I have to ask my question in this thread and I am sorry if it is irrelevant so I want to know if the Vikings were Satanists and odin is satan?hail satan
On Saturday, July 16, 2016 7:52 PM, "fake name angryshaman666@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
[email protected] wrote:
Where I come from, showing any sign of weakness gets you ganged up on and killed.I am accustomed to never openly admitting to any wrongdoing and putting up a front to avoid showing weakness, and if I make a mistake I acknowledge it silently, and then try to make sure it never happens again.
So if this bad habit makes me come off as arrogant well, I won't deny it but I never changed my name either, I don't know where that accusation came from.
Plus I come from a military background where even the slightest fuckup gets you grilled by angry drill sergeants, sergeants and basically everyone who outranks you.
So all that psychological baggage I came into this with does have a huge bearing on my mannerisms as well.
Do I deny it or try to keep debating it?
No, I know I fucked up and fucked up HARD, but dwelling on it only makes it worse and the more I think about every little mistake the more it fucks up my attempts to clear my head and focus on my meditations.
This is exactly why I try to stay off the groups.I have way too many problems of my own right now that need fixing to also be arguing over past mistakes with people who already think they're enlightened gods just because they dedicated.
One such idiot even actually said "once you're dedicated you're immune to all psychic attacks so there's no way you could have just been that stupid or weak you lying jew!" etc.
But as I said, HP Hoodedcobra even told us in that sermon that this purple flame shit we got tricked into using by Ramses really DOES weaken your aura and make enemy nordics attack you like crazy.Astaroth, Phenex, Abbigor and my own GD all had to get involved because of that mess and those angel shitheads were leading that swarm of greys to fuck with us for weeks up till then.
If you think you could do better with all that going on after only being dedicated for a year then fine.But underestimating the enemy and acting careless is foolish and suicidally retarded.
Did I fuck up? for the umpteenth time YES I fucked up, all 3 of us who got banned fucked up and we learned the hard way not to underestimate the enemy's tactics especially when they gang up on you.
They had me running around like an idiot until I literally didn't know which way was up!I sure won't be living that one down anytime soon and the greys already rub it in with their mocking thoughtforms enough as it is so I don't need to see the same thing going on here too.
But please, call me arrogant, an egotist, an asshole or whatever.I deserve as much for not seeing such an obvious trap coming and making a damn fool of myself.
On Saturday, July 16, 2016 6:43 PM, "aldric.strickland88@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
[email protected] wrote:
Again you are still blaming others for what is on you.
Many people have accepted your apologies. Ofcourse there are going to be those that rise up and ask questions.
It all has to do with your attitude. If you seemed legitimately sorry then it would be fine. However, you place all the blame on others and then fight those who say anything to you.
Take me for example, I take FULL responsibility for what I did. My intentions were always good, my ideas were flawed. My heart was always set on helping my family.
I dont try and hide it. I dont run and change my name. I am who I am. People will accept it or they wont. I know I have all kinds of flaws. I am always thinking about how I need to advance and become better. But I do the best I can. I also know my chart very well, so I know there is just ways about me that must be matured.
If someone asks me to feel bad about my self. My response is, Honey I am the best you will ever see. I tried being a homosexual once but It got very hard, For every time I looked into a mirror I saw perfection starring back at me. :0
If you ask me if I am flawless. Snorts, Fuck no. Making my self look like an idiot is what I am best at. Because when It comes down to it, I have learned to rid myself of ego and replace it with High Self Esteem and confidence.
This is what you need to learn. You beam with arrogance all over yourself. My arrogance is faked and as such is not taken seriously. Your Arrogance is sincere. Which on a deep subconscious level is perceived as someone who takes and takes and never gives back anything of value. As such the mass mind reacts as if to a parasite.
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[email protected], <angryshaman666@... wrote :
And who exactly are you referring to?Perhaps you mean voiceofenki and donotfearthetruth666?Yes we ALL realized our mistake even before I did, and they haven't bothered to come back to the groups because much like myself, they know an apology would just be mocked, ridiculed and rejected just like my own was.
And for the record it was micalzo orz and pharaoh ramses who tried to convince me HC and mageson were jews and it was that Ramses guy who also tricked us into that whole "purple flame" bullshit which weakens your aura and makes angels attack you like crazy which IT DID.
Astaroth, Phenex and my own GD had to intervened directly just to get rid of those angel fucks and the hive of greys attacking us was being led by those angels and their general posing as donotfearthetruth's incubus.
Now that ramses dick is trying to convince me I made it all up and blah blah blah and yes HC DID call him a known infiltrator in the private message he sent me.
You can ask HC yourself about that.HC is also the one who told us that purple flame shit is enemy disinfo that makes angels attack you which we had to find out THE HARD WAY and again, you can ask him yourself.
But if you insist on saying my association with the other 2 people who got banned is somehow proof of being an infiltrator when they were the ones who told ME we fucked up to begin with and believe me, they went well out of their way to slap some sense into me right along with my own GD, well then I don't know what to tell you.
If they want to come back they'll do what I did and make a formal apology.But we've already seen that an apology would be ignored, rejected, mocked and dismissed as insincere bullshit etc because of COURSE its impossible for someone to make a fucking mistake!
You all seem to be under the impression that once you're dedicated, psychic attacks can no longer reach you.WRONG.Learning to defend against such attacks especially when angels are commanding a hive of greys to attack you while your aura's defenses are down is HARD FUCKING WORK.
Just because you're dedicated does NOT make you immune to enemy influence, especially if they gang up on you!The gods do not babysit us 24/7, they want us to learn on our own.
But if you want to say "oh bullshit! you're just lying about angels and greys attacking you to save face! angels can't do shit once you're dedicated and no one can touch your mind!" and all that other shit, fine.
But you'd be wrong to underestimate enemy influence like I did and had to find out the hard way.
And if it weren't for direct intervention by the gods all 3 of us would have been killed by those angel fucks and their giant grey hive.So if you want to label us all infiltrators and keep bashing us for making a huge mistake and getting totally brainfucked then that's entirely up to you.
HAIL LADY ASTAROTH
HAIL LORD SATAN
On Thursday, July 14, 2016 4:41 PM, "sonofthedragon1354@... [JoyofSatan666]" <
[email protected] wrote:
Brothers and sisters, the angry guru is associating him self with recent infiltrators. I suggest to acknowledge what he is doing and not to reason with or try to console this character... don't waste your time.
After this "apology", our High Priests were stabbed in the back again (metaphorically).
P.S I am sorry Akemi.
Sempai noticed me! ![Voice of Enki [JG]](/data/avatars/m/0/84.jpg?1705131368){kind=avatar}
