chronic illness, employment struggles, mental breakdown.

[serpentwalker666]

Hello my satanic family. I have been working for awhile now, and I have had chronic illness from the time I was very young. I have a disabled wife and two beautiful children. And I'm fighting like hell to just keep my head above water.

I work until my literally hands bleed, yet I don't know where I'm going to make more money, and I don't know at this point how I'm going to be okay, or make sure my family is okay financially, I have been struggling with this for years.

However, today I have just reached a breaking point mentally.

I do not know what my options or life can be moving forward. I end up going and crying in my car many days so my family does not see me struggle.

I feel so lost, and so upset. I'm in constant physical pain from issues I've put alot of healing energy into curing. Yet I still get very sick and drained most days.

I've thrown alot of energy into wealth workings as well..

What would you all recommend I do? I can feel Satan. I can feel the Gods. But I can't see the path forward.

This road has been incredibly hard for me, and I still will continue. But I do not know how much strength I have left at this point truthfully.

I'm looking for jobs. Asking about apprenticeships, learning what courses I can do in my free time. I just can't balance work that well but I need the money. I'm not staying idle. I'm trying to help myself.

I am trying to build my life to a point where I can BE HERE FOR ALL OF YOU. But addressing everything in my life takes ALL OF MY TIME. And I'm still fighting so hard.

I love you all my satanic family. Hail Satan.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

...

Unfortunately, all of these issues take time, but that doesn't mean no progress has been made. You also have to consider factors like that your expenditure of energy can take a lot out of your vital energy. Heavy spiritual and physical work can be draining and needs recuperation, although as SS we can recuperate faster than others.

I know we talked a lot about various options, but I think you have to focus on immediate solutions here. Some of these larger workings take time and can also generate backlash, therefore it is important that you have a stronger baseline to deal with turbulence.

Something I have experimented with in the past and recently is drawing energy from the Sun and programming it for an immediate boost to vital energies of the body. I have found this to be quite powerful and immediately charging to the body, and it can be done even while doing other light work, such as reading.

I visualize the energy of the Sun touched my body, then I visualize some sort of "action" where the planetary energy converts into vital bodily energy. Almost immediately I can feel myself perk up, I can feel organ movements, any fatigue or coldness subsides, and so on. Imagine the Sun's energies building up the vital pool of yang energy within the body, like recharging a battery.

Similarly, when addressing inflammation and pain, do the same with the Moon's energy, but target inflammation, viewing it as pathological heat that steams off and relaxes when the cooling energy touches it. Usually when I do this, I physically sigh, which I thought was a reaction of CO2 release from stored tissues, but I am not sure. This would help the bleeding and irritation of the hands, for example.

This doesn't take much time at all, but provides a noticeable and tangible boost. The Sun's energies perk you up, whereas the Moon's are more recuperative and relaxing. In my opinion, it can make up for bad night's sleep, so it is worth finding time for.

Any of this should be done whenever you are hitting a breaking point, likely once or multiple times daily. Focus on the immediate benefit and recharging of your body, rather than spreading the energy into something permanent.

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As far as where to find money, you want to look directly at your natal Sun, Jupiter, and Venus. I forget how much we talked about this before, but these are the key areas you will find money (or you would know which area needs help).
The actions of your natal Sun are that which are most likely to be valuable and therefore able to be sold.

The Sun is in Sagittarius, so this would be a good time to start a long-standing wealth working with its energy, such as 20x of the square mantra, or something.

If you are trying to attract opportunities to yourself, use Fehu and perhaps either Raidho or Kenaz and specify this to be specific to opportunities for prosperous work.

 

[Havoc]

Hello my satanic family. I have been working for awhile now, and I have had chronic illness from the time I was very young. I have a disabled wife and two beautiful children. And I'm fighting like hell to just keep my head above water.

I work until my literally hands bleed, yet I don't know where I'm going to make more money, and I don't know at this point how I'm going to be okay, or make sure my family is okay financially, I have been struggling with this for years.

However, today I have just reached a breaking point mentally.

I do not know what my options or life can be moving forward. I end up going and crying in my car many days so my family does not see me struggle.

I feel so lost, and so upset. I'm in constant physical pain from issues I've put alot of healing energy into curing. Yet I still get very sick and drained most days.

I've thrown alot of energy into wealth workings as well..

What would you all recommend I do? I can feel Satan. I can feel the Gods. But I can't see the path forward.

This road has been incredibly hard for me, and I still will continue. But I do not know how much strength I have left at this point truthfully.

I'm looking for jobs. Asking about apprenticeships, learning what courses I can do in my free time. I just can't balance work that well but I need the money. I'm not staying idle. I'm trying to help myself.

I am trying to build my life to a point where I can BE HERE FOR ALL OF YOU. But addressing everything in my life takes ALL OF MY TIME. And I'm still fighting so hard.

I love you all my satanic family. Hail Satan.

You are a lucky man to have the wife and kids and I think they are what’s going to get you out of this, the reality is that with poor health and working so long magic will be difficult to preform. The constant doing of working and not seeing results can be devastating to one’s faith I get that so you need help.

That’s what your family is there for, you should have an honest conversation with your kids about how hard you have it. Teach your children about healing/money magic and have them cast spells on/with you. They have the mana that you don’t, they are part of a family and if there’s something they can do to help then they should do it. It’s not being selfish to teach your kids that they are part of a team and that daddy will need help sometimes, it’s the opposite you’d be instilling good values and karma into them.

As a Satanist you should also be training them to me mystically strong. Teaching them to do this is as important as teaching them to read of clean up after themselves, it’ll also give them the opportunity to see magic work first hand and give them faith in the Gods. Having them do 10 minutes of Yoga with you every day will help as it enhances the body and being responsible for their development will make you more likely to be disciplined about it.

Human beings have been using their children for free labor for time immemorial and doing so instilled good values into them, plus you’re at a point where you can’t keep going I think you know that. So if you allow yourself to be overly selfless you won’t be around for them. I know you don’t want them to worry but I think sometimes kids need to see that life can be a little hard.

I don’t know if your wife knows about this but she should be helping you too, or at least staying out of the way of you teaching the kids. If she’s doing her best to make you happy good, if not you should tell her what you need her to do to keep you motivated. If you’re so miserable you don’t want to live then it won’t matter how meany times you try to heal yourself your soul will not do the magic if you don’t want it to happen.

A family is supposed to be a team you can’t do it alone. Trying to do that will just kill you and then you won’t be of use to anyone, if they wouldn’t help you then perhaps a group ritual can be organized with some of the fokes here.

 

[serpentwalker666]

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...

Unfortunately, all of these issues take time, but that doesn't mean no progress has been made. You also have to consider factors like that your expenditure of energy can take a lot out of your vital energy. Heavy spiritual and physical work can be draining and needs recuperation, although as SS we can recuperate faster than others.

I know we talked a lot about various options, but I think you have to focus on immediate solutions here. Some of these larger workings take time and can also generate backlash, therefore it is important that you have a stronger baseline to deal with turbulence.

Something I have experiment with in the past and recently is drawing energy from the Sun and programming it for an immediate boost to vital energies of the body. I have found this to be quite powerful and immediately charging to the body, and it can be done even while doing other light work, such as reading.

I visualize the energy of the Sun touched my body, then I visualize some sort of "action" where the planetary energy converts into vital bodily energy. Almost immediately I can feel myself perk up, I can feel organ movements, any fatigue or coldness subsides, and so on. Imagine the Sun's energies building up the vital pool of yang energy within the body, like recharging a battery.

Similarly, when addressing inflammation and pain, do the same with the Moon's energy, but target inflammation, viewing it as pathological heat that steams off and relaxes when the cooling energy touches it. Usually when I do this, I physically sigh, which I thought was a reaction of CO2 release from stored tissues, but I am not sure. This would help the bleeding and irritation of the hands, for example.

This doesn't take much time at all, but provides a noticeable and tangible boost. The Sun's energies perk you up, whereas the Moon's are more recuperative and relaxing. In my opinion, it can make up for bad night's sleep, so it is worth finding time for.

Any of this should be done whenever you are hitting a breaking point, likely once or multiple times daily. Focus on the immediate benefit and recharging of your body, rather than spreading the energy into something permanent.

----------------------

As far as where to find money, you want to look directly at your natal Sun, Jupiter, and Venus. I forget how much we talked about this before, but these are the key areas you will find money (or you would know which area needs help).
The actions of your natal Sun are that which are most likely to be valuable and therefore able to be sold.

The Sun is in Sagittarius, so this would be a good time to start a long-standing wealth working with its energy, such as 20x of the square mantra, or something.

If you are trying to attract opportunities to yourself, use Fehu and perhaps either Raidho or Kenaz and specify this to be specific to opportunities for prosperous work.

Thank you so much for your amazing guidance Brother. I have read this over a few times already and I will try out using sun and moon energy for immediate relief when I feel this way.

I am feeling a bit better today. I will continue to work on this and also try to find something a but easier for employment around the same way until I can utilize and learn skills to generate more wealth.

I am very good with computers. Gifted and have been talented in this since I was very young. The problem is finding the time to program and learn this deeply to be able to do this as my purpose. Finding the time is incredibly difficult at this point in my life. But ultimately I'm sure this will come in time.

There is a high barrier for entry into the IT field unless one has certifications or college degrees. I am familiar with programming concepts. Languages and their syntax, just time to really sit there and program for a while isn't possible for me yet as I'm always either at work or tending to my wife, children, or my parents.

Eventually I plan to embody that career path fully as I want to create new technology, but ultimately this will be later in my life.

 

[Henu the Great]

There is a high barrier for entry into the IT field unless one has certifications or college degrees. I am familiar with programming concepts. Languages and their syntax, just time to really sit there and program for a while isn't possible for me yet as I'm always either at work or tending to my wife, children, or my parents.

Why not freelance from the get-go? You would be your own boss.

 

[ApolloAbove [JG]]

...

Have you considered starting a "Free time" working of some kind, to give yourself more time to study? This should be done in a positive manner, and this would be separate from a wealth working in a sense. Before I started doing any wealth workings seriously, I began with a free time working. What good are your skills if you do not have time to actually use them?

Wealth workings do need avenues to start bringing in wealth, and there are also mental barricades and hangups that can prevent them from manifesting easily. So spamming them can help, but if you haven't set up anything, you end up unintentionally limiting your options.

What programming languages are you proficient in? Feel free to send me an email, as JoS could always use more programmers and technology SS.

 

[View of Innocence]

No true Satanist should ever struggle as you are struggling in vain my brother. I wish for confort security and blessings to come your way.

 

[serpentwalker666]

There is a high barrier for entry into the IT field unless one has certifications or college degrees. I am familiar with programming concepts. Languages and their syntax, just time to really sit there and program for a while isn't possible for me yet as I'm always either at work or tending to my wife, children, or my parents.

Why not freelance from the get-go? You would be your own boss.

Once I get to a good point with a bit more time I'll definitely have to consider doing that. I appreciate your thoughts.

 

[serpentwalker666]

...

Have you considered starting a "Free time" working of some kind, to give yourself more time to study? This should be done in a positive manner, and this would be separate from a wealth working in a sense. Before I started doing any wealth workings seriously, I began with a free time working. What good are your skills if you do not have time to actually use them?

Wealth workings do need avenues to start bringing in wealth, and there are also mental barricades and hangups that can prevent them from manifesting easily. So spamming them can help, but if you haven't set up anything, you end up unintentionally limiting your options.

What programming languages are you proficient in? Feel free to send me an email, as JoS could always use more programmers and technology SS.

I am familiar with programming languages. I just never have the time to really apply myself with coding or practice and gain it as a skill.

I've read a few different software books and really got in deep to studying it though. I plan to continue once I'm able to. I've tinkered with Linux and BSD as well. Along with virtual machines.

I work in a factory currently as it's decent money for where I'm at. And I'm looking for something more flexible around the same pay in the mean time so I can quit this and jump to that, so I can then have the time to apply myself in the programming and other endeavors to my long term goals.

The factory job robs me of all my energy. I'm being offered alot here, and my coworkers and boss are great people, but the fatigue and stress is practically killing me.

 

[serpentwalker666]

No true Satanist should ever struggle as you are struggling in vain my brother. I wish for confort security and blessings to come your way.

Sometimes this just is karmic and occurs from what i understand. It can sometimes take some time to turn things in a different direction, especially if certain things are lifelong.

Ideally no, I don't think anyone should have to deal with suffering like this. But I do know it will be okay and I'll be where I need to be in all aspects in time.

As this is overcome permanently in time, it will make a great explanation and article to assist others dealing with similar, and how this turned out in the end.

With Satan and the Gods, and our Satanic Family here. We can accomplish anything. This may not be on the time frame we need or imagine, but the best of things in life occur later on.

 

[SShiva_fr]

I love you all my satanic family. Hail Satan.

I send you much comforting energy, my dear Brother. I am so sad to read your words.

You had such wise counsel above.
Free time is the main problem.

But also "too much". How to put it...Too many goals, too many overwhelming obligations.
I felt that way all through the 1st half of 2023: I felt crushed by too much of everything. And you know what I did. I stopped all my soul liberation work to just keep the protection and AOP work. And Schedule ritual of spiritual war / ritual to our Gods, of course. And the desire came back, the depression disappeared.

When it's too much, it's too much. There's no shame in taking a break and letting go.

For my part, I'll be drawing energy from the Sun and Moon as Blitz described, starting work on free time and, eventually, Fehu for wealth.

I wish you all the best my dear Brother

 

[Henu the Great]

There is a high barrier for entry into the IT field unless one has certifications or college degrees. I am familiar with programming concepts. Languages and their syntax, just time to really sit there and program for a while isn't possible for me yet as I'm always either at work or tending to my wife, children, or my parents.

Why not freelance from the get-go? You would be your own boss.

Once I get to a good point with a bit more time I'll definitely have to consider doing that. I appreciate your thoughts.

Instead of letting someone else dictate the work required you would source the clients based on what they want and what you have to offer. In this way, being denied work is not about credentials, but about your interpersonal skills and services provided. When there is a match, it's a match based on skill. There would be more flexibility about schedule, but also risk of not getting enough or big enough customers. Responsibility of success would lie on your shoulders. I believe utilizing magick would give an edge over others as long as skills would be at least at par.

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

I am familiar with programming languages. I just never have the time to really apply myself with coding or practice and gain it as a skill.

I've read a few different software books and really got in deep to studying it though. I plan to continue once I'm able to. I've tinkered with Linux and BSD as well. Along with virtual machines.

I work in a factory currently as it's decent money for where I'm at. And I'm looking for something more flexible around the same pay in the mean time so I can quit this and jump to that, so I can then have the time to apply myself in the programming and other endeavors to my long term goals.

The factory job robs me of all my energy. I'm being offered alot here, and my coworkers and boss are great people, but the fatigue and stress is practically killing me.

If you have a lot of skills with technology, then a physical labor-based job is a poor use of your skills and exacerbates any health problems. Are there any desk jobs available in your area, or remotely, that you could take?

For example, I just looked online at entry level IT jobs, and I found one with the title: "Technical Customer Care Representative Entry-Level" that features on the job training with few requirements. I think if you are open about your interest with technology and mention what you studied, then they would see you as a good fit.

Combine this with the use of Fehu and perhaps another supporting rune, and I think you could get the job. I am not sure if the money would be the same, but you would be in a much better position regarding your potential and also stress-wise, so it could be worth it.

---------------------

Lastly, if you are trying to study or even produce a freelance piece of software, I would recommend looking at using ChatGPT and asking it to create and teach you elements of coding. Using AI for content generation seems to be the way forward now.

 

[ApolloAbove [JG]]

...

Indeed Brother, you must figure a way out of your job. Keep your mind open to possibilities, your circumstances can change very quickly and very positively, but you do have to keep a positive mindset as well.

You should start a free time working or a wealth working aimed at getting a better, easier job. Imagine instead if you had a job with fewer hours, more pay, and they didn't watch you so closely, giving you plenty of time to study. That is extremely possible and definitely within arm's reach if you work towards it.

 

[serpentwalker666]

I love you all my satanic family. Hail Satan.

I send you much comforting energy, my dear Brother. I am so sad to read your words.

You had such wise counsel above.
Free time is the main problem.

But also "too much". How to put it...Too many goals, too many overwhelming obligations.
I felt that way all through the 1st half of 2023: I felt crushed by too much of everything. And you know what I did. I stopped all my soul liberation work to just keep the protection and AOP work. And Schedule ritual of spiritual war / ritual to our Gods, of course. And the desire came back, the depression disappeared.

When it's too much, it's too much. There's no shame in taking a break and letting go.

For my part, I'll be drawing energy from the Sun and Moon as Blitz described, starting work on free time and, eventually, Fehu for wealth.

I wish you all the best my dear Brother

Thank you sister. I will be working on this and trying to find a better opportunity for income that doesn't take all of my energy and time, since doing that would solve much of the struggling I'm experiencing. I'll also invoke the sun and moons energy to help how I an feeling most days.

I'm sure I'll be able to find a reasonable solution soon. I'll need to be involved with using my talent regarding computer skills and passion regarding computer science in general.

Thank you so much and I wish you well in your endeavors and workings.

 

[serpentwalker666]

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I am familiar with programming languages. I just never have the time to really apply myself with coding or practice and gain it as a skill.

I've read a few different software books and really got in deep to studying it though. I plan to continue once I'm able to. I've tinkered with Linux and BSD as well. Along with virtual machines.

I work in a factory currently as it's decent money for where I'm at. And I'm looking for something more flexible around the same pay in the mean time so I can quit this and jump to that, so I can then have the time to apply myself in the programming and other endeavors to my long term goals.

The factory job robs me of all my energy. I'm being offered alot here, and my coworkers and boss are great people, but the fatigue and stress is practically killing me.

If you have a lot of skills with technology, then a physical labor-based job is a poor use of your skills and exacerbates any health problems. Are there any desk jobs available in your area, or remotely, that you could take?

For example, I just looked online at entry level IT jobs, and I found one with the title: "Technical Customer Care Representative Entry-Level" that features on the job training with few requirements. I think if you are open about your interest with technology and mention what you studied, then they would see you as a good fit.

Combine this with the use of Fehu and perhaps another supporting rune, and I think you could get the job. I am not sure if the money would be the same, but you would be in a much better position regarding your potential and also stress-wise, so it could be worth it.

---------------------

Lastly, if you are trying to study or even produce a freelance piece of software, I would recommend looking at using ChatGPT and asking it to create and teach you elements of coding. Using AI for content generation seems to be the way forward now.

I am from a rather economically poor area of the United States. This also unfortunately affects alot of my job prospects in searching for fitting options, as I would either have to travel an hour into a city, or find a more local somewhat low paying job.

Remote is an option, but these have become very hard to get into unless one has the certifications or degrees.

Regardless I'm going to find something fitting that I'm able to do and see what comes about as I use my energies to direct and get this.

For now I'll tolerate manufacturing, use the energy of the Sun, and the energy of the moon as you have advised.

Then ill go from here to better things. I also will have to look into using Chat GPT. I have tried it out for a few things, it could definitely prove useful.

 

[serpentwalker666]

Why not freelance from the get-go? You would be your own boss.

Once I get to a good point with a bit more time I'll definitely have to consider doing that. I appreciate your thoughts.

Instead of letting someone else dictate the work required you would source the clients based on what they want and what you have to offer. In this way, being denied work is not about credentials, but about your interpersonal skills and services provided. When there is a match, it's a match based on skill. There would be more flexibility about schedule, but also risk of not getting enough or big enough customers. Responsibility of success would lie on your shoulders. I believe utilizing magick would give an edge over others as long as skills would be at least at par.

Thank you. I'll have to try this out once I decide on what skill I would use for this. I'm sure this could prove very useful in the future.

 

[serpentwalker666]

...

Indeed Brother, you must figure a way out of your job. Keep your mind open to possibilities, your circumstances can change very quickly and very positively, but you do have to keep a positive mindset as well.

You should start a free time working or a wealth working aimed at getting a better, easier job. Imagine instead if you had a job with fewer hours, more pay, and they didn't watch you so closely, giving you plenty of time to study. That is extremely possible and definitely within arm's reach if you work towards it.

I am definitely going to do this soon and decide on what working would be best to do first. Thank you so much for the advice.

I'll stay positive and move forward with success in mind.

 

[Umun]

I feel you Brother, it is a lot to be dealing with serious health issues, providing for your family and everything else one has to balance in life. Not much can be added to the great advice from Blitzkreig and the others.

I just wanted to say this: don't limit yourself to just IT related jobs. Sometimes opportunity presents itself in the most unexpected of places. Take a risk if it feels right. Seek counsel from your Guardian or a God you're close to, make the move and it will all fall into place eventually.

I worked a lot of unrelated jobs to get to where living the dream is possible and secure a comfortable life for my family. The determination to make it is the base but navigating the waters with knowledge and good timing is the way.

Wish you better health and success and you know we've got your back always.

SWP

 

[SSinHeartandSoul]

I am from a rather economically poor area of the United States. This also unfortunately affects alot of my job prospects in searching for fitting options, as I would either have to travel an hour into a city, or find a more local somewhat low paying job.

Remote is an option, but these have become very hard to get into unless one has the certifications or degrees.

One thing that might be easiest for you right now is to offer your services online, start it as a side hustle and get some experience doing what you want to do. There are places like fiverr that could be a great start for this, as time goes by you could even switch from your current job to this one, since it is international & you being your own boss you don't need to worry about wages.

I don't think it would be a good idea for you to completely switch jobs like that in this moment of time, you are already struggling a lot, this could be to much for you so do try to ease yourself into change.

 

[Aquarius]

Perhaps be on the lookout for customer support roles, especially for amazon, they offer great flexibilty.

 

[phi3.14infinity]

" post_id=475521 time=1701593370 user_id=21286]

I am familiar with programming languages. I just never have the time to really apply myself with coding or practice and gain it as a skill.

I've read a few different software books and really got in deep to studying it though. I plan to continue once I'm able to. I've tinkered with Linux and BSD as well. Along with virtual machines.

I work in a factory currently as it's decent money for where I'm at. And I'm looking for something more flexible around the same pay in the mean time so I can quit this and jump to that, so I can then have the time to apply myself in the programming and other endeavors to my long term goals.

The factory job robs me of all my energy. I'm being offered alot here, and my coworkers and boss are great people, but the fatigue and stress is practically killing me.

If you have a lot of skills with technology, then a physical labor-based job is a poor use of your skills and exacerbates any health problems. Are there any desk jobs available in your area, or remotely, that you could take?

For example, I just looked online at entry level IT jobs, and I found one with the title: "Technical Customer Care Representative Entry-Level" that features on the job training with few requirements. I think if you are open about your interest with technology and mention what you studied, then they would see you as a good fit.

Combine this with the use of Fehu and perhaps another supporting rune, and I think you could get the job. I am not sure if the money would be the same, but you would be in a much better position regarding your potential and also stress-wise, so it could be worth it.

---------------------

Lastly, if you are trying to study or even produce a freelance piece of software, I would recommend looking at using ChatGPT and asking it to create and teach you elements of coding. Using AI for content generation seems to be the way forward now.

Brother I have asked some important questions via mail ...They are related to my natal chart ..when you have time please reply

 

[serpentwalker666]

I wanted to thank everyone for your guidance and support. I have went over this post a few times now, and I am working on switching to a better job for dealing with these issues and circumstances, and will work with the sun and moon energies to combat the fatigue and pain.

I appreciate you all my satanic family. Thank you all very much.

 

[Aquarius]

Do you consume foods laced with seed oils Brother?
It's slowly coming out that seed oils are literally the jew of the food industry, terrible for our health, and to make sure people started to use them the jews just brainwashed people about how bad animal fats are via advertisements ecc

 

[serpentwalker666]

Do you consume foods laced with seed oils Brother?
It's slowly coming out that seed oils are literally the jew of the food industry, terrible for our health, and to make sure people started to use them the jews just brainwashed people about how bad animal fats are via advertisements ecc

To a certain extent my diet is not that great. It's a bit unbalanced. However, I've went through some periods in the past where even a very balanced diet didn't help me so much, and seemed to be just alot of time put into it to not really change the poor state of my overall health, which lead to me being unsatisfied, angry and a bit lacking in balance.

I would say it would be in my best interest to reinvest my time into changing my diet to be better and have better nutrition, and I'd agree entirely with you brother. Much food on the markets and in the world is very contaminated and toxic. Best to be avoided to the best of our ability.

 

[Aquarius]

Do you consume foods laced with seed oils Brother?
It's slowly coming out that seed oils are literally the jew of the food industry, terrible for our health, and to make sure people started to use them the jews just brainwashed people about how bad animal fats are via advertisements ecc

. Much food on the markets and in the world is very contaminated and toxic. Best to be avoided to the best of our ability.

Especially american food. Have you ever tried fermented foods? You can make them at home and they're extremely good for you. Like Kefir, fermented vegetables, ecc.

 

[NinRick]

Do you consume foods laced with seed oils Brother?
It's slowly coming out that seed oils are literally the jew of the food industry, terrible for our health, and to make sure people started to use them the jews just brainwashed people about how bad animal fats are via advertisements ecc

To a certain extent my diet is not that great. It's a bit unbalanced. However, I've went through some periods in the past where even a very balanced diet didn't help me so much, and seemed to be just alot of time put into it to not really change the poor state of my overall health, which lead to me being unsatisfied, angry and a bit lacking in balance.

I would say it would be in my best interest to reinvest my time into changing my diet to be better and have better nutrition, and I'd agree entirely with you brother. Much food on the markets and in the world is very contaminated and toxic. Best to be avoided to the best of our ability.

try intermittedfasting, eat for a window of 7 hrs a day. breakfast at least 1hr after waking up, with lots of protein. Last meal at least 4hrs before going to bed.
You don’t have to follow a certain diet, just cut out any and all processed foods, like sugar, Candy, pesto, and everything that was processed. Eat mostly whole foods.

What Aquarius said is very true. Fermented foods are great for your gut microbiome. Fermented foods create a more healthly diverse gut micro biome, with more bacteria that are great for your health. You also need to eat lots of plant fibers, so Salad is great for that.

Even better for your health is if you eat a Salad with vinegar, or Lemon juice 10 Minutes before a meal. Then your meal, first Proteins/Fats, then the carbs, and then you can also have a desert.

Greeks do a good job here.

If you apply the above, you will feel greater, as your body manages better with the available energies. And your energy levels won’t crash in the evening, like with most people.