BlackOnyx8 [JG]
Joy of Satan Guardian
Hey guys, looking for help in interpreting some things, mostly my Chiron in the 7th house and other intercepted placements. I try to get all of my knowledge from JoS, but some things are not there. Most authors who are without are very new agey, and some others have the Christian mindset towards Astrology where one must embrace the chart for what it is, and accept it as a part of who one should be eternally, which I consider to be Christian bushit, and we here know not to accept the bad things but rather use that knowledge to improve them and become better. I have been reading between the lines and I have been able to figure this out:
Chiron deals with deep karmic wounds, Chiron is also supposed to be where one heals (how exactly I don't know). Being in the 7th house it's supposed to be something related to relationships and marriages, as well as grandparents on the mother side. Sure enough all these affairs are related to my biggest wounds. (the ones that I am consciously aware of).
Among other things that I won't reveal here, considering that in my entire life, I never had a real connection with a woman, none that I consider worthy anyway, which I guess that in a way is amplified by Mars on the very same house which also ties to some of my deepest wounds that I won't speak of because they are of the past...
Anyway, there's also the fact that the whole sign of Leo is intercepted there in the 7th house and I'm not exactly sure what to make of that, because both Mars and Chiron also become intercepted, making things worse, I believe... Then also means I have all of Aquarius and two other planets intercepted in the first house, making already weak placements becoming weaker? While I'm here, I might as well ask... What exactly are weak placements? The Saturn is 29 degree and intercepted. Does this mean having such a poor placement I only get to experience the worst of them? Until I make some intervention through meditation? I think I'm only scratching the surface here and the deeper I get into my birth chart more confuse I become and don't even know where to begin working... Sometimes this knowledge can be overwhelming as there are several messed up placements which explains the harsh life I've had in the past. But I don't want to be the guy who runs away scared from what I find, instead I want to get to the bottom of this and fix it all one step at a time.
Chiron deals with deep karmic wounds, Chiron is also supposed to be where one heals (how exactly I don't know). Being in the 7th house it's supposed to be something related to relationships and marriages, as well as grandparents on the mother side. Sure enough all these affairs are related to my biggest wounds. (the ones that I am consciously aware of).
Among other things that I won't reveal here, considering that in my entire life, I never had a real connection with a woman, none that I consider worthy anyway, which I guess that in a way is amplified by Mars on the very same house which also ties to some of my deepest wounds that I won't speak of because they are of the past...
Anyway, there's also the fact that the whole sign of Leo is intercepted there in the 7th house and I'm not exactly sure what to make of that, because both Mars and Chiron also become intercepted, making things worse, I believe... Then also means I have all of Aquarius and two other planets intercepted in the first house, making already weak placements becoming weaker? While I'm here, I might as well ask... What exactly are weak placements? The Saturn is 29 degree and intercepted. Does this mean having such a poor placement I only get to experience the worst of them? Until I make some intervention through meditation? I think I'm only scratching the surface here and the deeper I get into my birth chart more confuse I become and don't even know where to begin working... Sometimes this knowledge can be overwhelming as there are several messed up placements which explains the harsh life I've had in the past. But I don't want to be the guy who runs away scared from what I find, instead I want to get to the bottom of this and fix it all one step at a time.