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Satan isn't some magical genie that shows up whenever you want Him to. Just take my suggestion and start talking into His sigil. It sounds like you are earnest enough but I must express that everyone's experiences are individual what she may experience you may not.
You have to make this journey on your own.
You have to make this journey on your own.
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@mckayla heideRef separated
For over a month now we've been talking.
I'm beginning to believe you're a Troll.
Getting the SS to dedicate time effort and thought into your distractions. Trying to get personal info on us.
You have all the info you need.
Decide for yourself [hope I'm wrong about you, but enough is now]. Or leave as a nice troll should do.
Hail SatanHail Lilith
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For over a month now we've been talking.
I'm beginning to believe you're a Troll.
Getting the SS to dedicate time effort and thought into your distractions. Trying to get personal info on us.
You have all the info you need.
Decide for yourself [hope I'm wrong about you, but enough is now]. Or leave as a nice troll should do.
Hail SatanHail Lilith
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McKayla Heide
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My friend is currently working on the 40-Day meditation program. She's doing it twice everyday since she dedicated. I did catch myself laughing when she was doing it. When she was done, she asked me what was so funny about it and if I was laughing at her. I told her that I just find it silly that one has to do this in order to experience something. To me, it seems silly, I won't lie about that! As a matter of fact, anything that isn't the "norm" is silly: hearing spirits, being able to tell the future, etc is crazy. To me! After leaving xianity, I researched metaphysics, I even tried it. The results? Nothing. I read about people being born with psychic abilities, I laughed. Could it be true? Maybe. Or, maybe I have a dead brain that only faces reality. You say you're naturally psychic. Are you sure that's considered normal? Forgive me for asking that, but I find it hard to imagine that is something normal.
I have deprogrammed myself from all religions,crazy beliefs, etc. and that's why I'm having a difficult time accepting this! My friend has too but not as much as me, no wonder why she dedicated; she'll believe quicker than me and I'll admit the more she does these spiritual things, the more skeptical I become.
About processed food, unfortunately we both are fucking poor and broke so the only thing we can afford is...processed food. If you all only knew and understood our situation! We don't have a choice. We either eat the shit or starve. Though I'll admit I told my friend once I'd rather starve and die than continue living in this fucked-up world. She refused that I do that, though death sounds beautiful during these fucked-up times.
Yes, we both understand about the RTRS but my friend is slowly doing other stuff to see if it's real, makes sense, right? She told me she won't jump into those without knowing if what's she doing now is real or she experiences something. I obviously can't do the RTRS because I haven't dedicated yet and still not sure if I will. I'll have to wait and see.
McKayla is NOT my real name, I know there's infiltrators on here so I dont use my real name, only fake. You just never know.
I have deprogrammed myself from all religions,crazy beliefs, etc. and that's why I'm having a difficult time accepting this! My friend has too but not as much as me, no wonder why she dedicated; she'll believe quicker than me and I'll admit the more she does these spiritual things, the more skeptical I become.
About processed food, unfortunately we both are fucking poor and broke so the only thing we can afford is...processed food. If you all only knew and understood our situation! We don't have a choice. We either eat the shit or starve. Though I'll admit I told my friend once I'd rather starve and die than continue living in this fucked-up world. She refused that I do that, though death sounds beautiful during these fucked-up times.
Yes, we both understand about the RTRS but my friend is slowly doing other stuff to see if it's real, makes sense, right? She told me she won't jump into those without knowing if what's she doing now is real or she experiences something. I obviously can't do the RTRS because I haven't dedicated yet and still not sure if I will. I'll have to wait and see.
McKayla is NOT my real name, I know there's infiltrators on here so I dont use my real name, only fake. You just never know.
On Apr 8, 2017 8:14 PM, "zolaluckystar@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
McKayla, Thats alright
Our HPS Maxine herself Dedicated and didn't make contact with Father for (I forget exactly how long) a year. He came to see her at her work. She got to literally see Him and He hugged Her (how awesome is that?)
Dedication is only the beginning. Do daily meditations and yoga, and talk to Him. Even if she can't hear Him or see Him right away (and she probably won't). There are a few reasons for this. One, Generations of being immersed in Xianity has cut people off spiritually. They have to spend time de-programming from this. That takes time and effort. Even I, who was (fortunately) not raised subjected to any religious program; it is so prevalent in society today that even being on the periphery, I absorbed a little. Like the notion that Satan HATES me. And that Angels are our friends. Man, that's horrible! Finding out that Angels are actually human hating was hard for me to learn. It hurt. So how much harder is it for those steeped in these programs? You both have a battle ahead to deprogram.
Ever since being a kid when ever I thought of Satan, I would feel really hurt that he hates me. I used to wonder WHY?!? What did I do? I remember once feeling so hurt thinking about this I cried over it. I didn't understand WHY this should hurt, but it did. I mean, I knew He was real, but I thought he wanted to kill me.
Obviously I found out this was a horrible LIE. This is what they do, to drive people away from our real God, and the Being who wants to help free us. There are no chains stronger than those we unwittingly place upon ourselves, and the enemy knows this.
Then there is the fact that most people, having been shut off spiritually by these religioous programs, their pineal gland is crystallized. Its like a limb coming out of a cast: its going to be weak and have no muscle. It has to be exercised, worked on, cleared and opened again. Thats the third eye that allows you to 'see' the Gods'. There are other psychic abilities also, like clairaudience, being able to 'hear' the astral. You and your friend have not experienced anything 'paranormal' so I'd guess this is going to take some work for both of you.
How do you work on that? You do hatha and kundalini yoga and meditate.
I would also encourage you to stay away as much as you can from processed foods. eat healthy.
What does the yoga do? It helps to loosen up and move stuck energy, thought forms, etc that can be imbedded in your bones and your body, and in your aura are loosened and eventually removed. Yoga is from Satan. It clears these blockages out. You have to do it in conjunction with the power meditations. The two go hand in hand. It is upon these twin pillars that your advanced spirituality power will be seated upon.
I strongly encourage your friend to begin right away with the RTR's. These have several benefits. One, they help humanity. Two, they bring you closer to Satan. The SS who are most important to Him are the ones who fight for Him. Three, they are also a form of meditation and the consistency of practicing it daily is very good for you spiritually. Basics: My faves: AOP, Cleaning/clearing the soul, breathing exercises (foundation breathing/sun moon breathing) RTR. Most members are going to have issues around being able to meditate consistently. Youre friend will have inner resistance to overcome. It is WORK. Its key to pick some meditations you can do daily. Do them consistently every day for several months and then when they are second nature, you can add or change, etc. Build the foundation meditations first. Then when ready do the meditation course by HP HC.
I'm naturally psychic. I've seen a lot of so called 'paranormal' things. To me its normal. It wasn't any great stretch to make to know for fact Satan and the Gods are real. I've always been aware Satan is Real. Its funny though, I never believed that spook in the Bible was real! I've seen and sometimes been able to hear/touch astral beings all my life. One of the Gods (my main GD), actually led me to JOS in the first place. Satan connected with me about a month after I Dedicated. He didn't literally appear, rather I felt His energy cover me and it is the most beautiful and calming energy! It's unmistakable. He spoke a few words, showed me something and left again. He's a VERY busy God. Most of us don't get to hold long conversations. Mostly He and the Gods (specifically our Guardian Demon) will communicate with new people who are not psychically open with apparent 'coincidences' and 'synchronicities'. Your friend must be open and aware of these as they come. Start a journal and record things as they come.
Another reason Satan isn't going to show up immediately for your friend: It would probably frighten her! He picks the timing of that. He chooses when we are ready. We don't.
Your friend won't feel any different right away. Satanism is a lot of work and self development. Its a lifelong path. It isn't easy. It takes dedication, not to Satan, but to the goal of working to advance yourself, to becoming the best and strongest, aware and spiritual being YOU you can become. This does not happen automatically just by Dedicating to Satan. We all have individual paths to take to reach that goal (of becoming Risen, performing the Magnum Opus and becoming a God). Some of us have been working on this for lifetimes.
Is your friend supposed to wait? (smiles)
Yes.
Satan is very big on patience and perseverance. I can't speak to your friends timeframe; however, I do guarantee that if she works hard, on herself and for Satan (the RTR's) She will one day make contact with Father. And once you experience this joy for yourself, that is a joyous day! This is the Joy of Satan.
Once finding Him, knowing for yourself from firsthand experience (there are no mediators in Spiritual satanism) no LIE of the enemy can ever mess you up again. You'll be able to see through the programming which is everywhere around us right now.
This isn't about 'faith'. It's about growing in knowledge and power. We are very powerful Beings. We just don't know ourselves thanks to the jew. But people are waking up.
I wish our new SS well on her journey. It takes guts to make that leap.I wish you well also, McKayla.
Hail Satan!In Glory and Power Exalted!
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So, is it possible this may not be for me?? That there's another path I must take? Because seriously, if this was truly for me, I'd accept it. But then again, I'm skeptical. Maybe I'm meant for something else.
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I'll have my friend talk to his sigil. Like I mentioned before, I'm skeptical. If she knows he's real, I'll dedicate.
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Denadehna,
I'm just being honest, how is that making me a troll?? Also, before you start saying something, like "we've been talking for over a month now", please get your facts together: my first post was posted March 26, 2017. I'm writing this April 11, 2017. So we have about about 2 more weeks to go before it's "been a month since we've talked".
Jfc...
I'm just being honest, how is that making me a troll?? Also, before you start saying something, like "we've been talking for over a month now", please get your facts together: my first post was posted March 26, 2017. I'm writing this April 11, 2017. So we have about about 2 more weeks to go before it's "been a month since we've talked".
Jfc...
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I've been quiet on this for awhile but I just want to say something. Zola, you said
"In this system as it is presently, yes, you can be adopted by people who aren't necessarily your own race..."
But it is not healthy for those individuals who are not with their own. A couple years ago, I helped a good friend help get back to his country of origin. He was adopted as well, and he felt so lost, insecure, lost his identity. By the time he was in his late 20s, he kept having dreams to return to his country, yes, he's Asian.
After visiting his country of birth, it struck him that it's where he belonged. He had an amazing change deep in him that brought out his true identity. After coming back to the USA, I helped him sign up for claases to learn his native language and culture. After 5 years, he finally decided to move home to his country, he even mastered his native language.
He feels alive, found his true identity and I've never seen him happier. He's now married with 2 kids! I still go see him when I can.
He never dedicated but he knew deep down where he belonged.
My point is, people NEED their own kind! Adoption into another race is devastating. I've seen it. You never see a zebra adopting a baby bird and teaching it not to fly. I know that sounds silly but I think you get the point.
SSG
On Mar 28, 2017 12:41 AM, "zolaluckystar@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
"In this system as it is presently, yes, you can be adopted by people who aren't necessarily your own race..."
But it is not healthy for those individuals who are not with their own. A couple years ago, I helped a good friend help get back to his country of origin. He was adopted as well, and he felt so lost, insecure, lost his identity. By the time he was in his late 20s, he kept having dreams to return to his country, yes, he's Asian.
After visiting his country of birth, it struck him that it's where he belonged. He had an amazing change deep in him that brought out his true identity. After coming back to the USA, I helped him sign up for claases to learn his native language and culture. After 5 years, he finally decided to move home to his country, he even mastered his native language.
He feels alive, found his true identity and I've never seen him happier. He's now married with 2 kids! I still go see him when I can.
He never dedicated but he knew deep down where he belonged.
My point is, people NEED their own kind! Adoption into another race is devastating. I've seen it. You never see a zebra adopting a baby bird and teaching it not to fly. I know that sounds silly but I think you get the point.
SSG
On Mar 28, 2017 12:41 AM, "zolaluckystar@... [JoyofSatan666]" <[url=mailto:[email protected]][email protected][/url] wrote:
Well, we will leave you guys to it then. Nothing left to do but to let your friend experience Spiritual Satanism for themselves.
Also, if it hasn't been mentioned already, this is NOT an easy path. It takes alot of dedication, consistency, and hardwork to spiritually advance. You have to put in WORK to gain any results. Now, If this feels like too much for you thennn NO, this path isn't for you. Or for anyone too weak, lazy or stubborn to work on themselves and for Satan.
I for one am not going to beg you to join. But if you are serious and want to learn, then step inside.
All the information and answers to your questions can be found on joyofsatan.org
STUDY. APPLY. ADVANCE.
Hail Satan!
Also, if it hasn't been mentioned already, this is NOT an easy path. It takes alot of dedication, consistency, and hardwork to spiritually advance. You have to put in WORK to gain any results. Now, If this feels like too much for you thennn NO, this path isn't for you. Or for anyone too weak, lazy or stubborn to work on themselves and for Satan.
I for one am not going to beg you to join. But if you are serious and want to learn, then step inside.
All the information and answers to your questions can be found on joyofsatan.org
STUDY. APPLY. ADVANCE.
Hail Satan!
She's doing it twice everyday since she dedicated. I did catch myself laughing when she was doing it. When she was done, she asked me what was so funny about it and if I was laughing at her. I told her that I just find it silly that one has to do this in order to experience something. To me, it seems silly, I won't lie about that! As a matter of fact, anything that isn't the "norm" is silly: hearing spirits, being able to tell the future, etc is crazy.
You know you are fcking rude!!! You laughed about your friend, you USE her instead of trying it for yourself and above all you insult ALL of us.
For the time youve been here YOU have not given it a chance saying you are sceptical and you make HER do all the things. If you really want to know dont be a lazy bum bragging about your insult on your friend but get your ass moving.
If you cant take this point GET LOST AND DONT COME BACK.
You know you are fcking rude!!! You laughed about your friend, you USE her instead of trying it for yourself and above all you insult ALL of us.
For the time youve been here YOU have not given it a chance saying you are sceptical and you make HER do all the things. If you really want to know dont be a lazy bum bragging about your insult on your friend but get your ass moving.
If you cant take this point GET LOST AND DONT COME BACK.
Mckayla Heide, if you came here expecting emo Harry Potter magic, you are going to be disappointed. Hollywood is crap and real magic is much more subtle. This is Spiritual Satanism, not the darkness, blood-drinking, boogeyman crap that mainstream media says Satanism is. A good example of the kinds of power this path leads to is the power of Xiaolin monks. Xiaolin monks train for hours a day and learn to direct their energies to where they can make parts of their body invulnerable to spears and strike metal plates without damage to their hands. Spiritual Satanism is the only path that leads to true spiritual power. Wiccan and other new age stupidity like putting barriers of salt has no power. The real power behind magic comes from your mind and soul. If you approach Spiritual Satanism as if it were in the same category as new age stupidity, that is exactly what you will get. What you expect is what you will get. It is like the placebo effect where giving someone a sugar pill will make them get better as long as they believe they are receiving a miracle, life-saving medicine. The placebo effect itself is another example of the powers of the human mind and soul. What you focus and dwell on, your mind puts energy towards making it a reality.
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Starz, I actually agree with you. I said that in this jewified system as it exists presently, this is what happens...I didn't mean to intimate that I believed it was a good thing. I'm happy for your friend.
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"Or for anyone too weak, lazy or stubborn to work on themselves and for Satan."
Are you insinuating that I'm "weak, lazy or stubborn"???
Are you insinuating that I'm "weak, lazy or stubborn"???
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Thanks for the info.
"What you focus and dwell on, your mind puts energy towards making it a reality. "
Really? Because in the past I used to focus and dwell on things for the good but got the opposite.
"What you focus and dwell on, your mind puts energy towards making it a reality. "
Really? Because in the past I used to focus and dwell on things for the good but got the opposite.
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When I was younger I had no religion,however my mother always talked to us about gods (she loves hinduism),but she also said we should never dedicate, because we will loose our freedom.Sometimes when I was just 8-9 years old I asked her about demons and she said they are evil,but somewhere deeply I felt it is not true.Then 2 years ago I felt I have to find my religion,because I definitely belong somewhere.I started to search after different kind of religions,but I just could not accept them (Islam,Christian and so on..).Then a word came into my mind.Satanism.I just wrote this word to the google searcher and I immediately found Joy of Satan.I started to read and study.Because of my mother I wanted to give time to myself to read the website as mush as possible before I dedicate myself,but almost from the first time I knew I will accept and do it.And one day I just woke up like I will do it tonight.This little journey was not that simple because the enemy tried everything to scare me away,but this just made me more persevering.When I did the dedication nothing has happened except I had headache.I am still a newbie and I have to learn a lot,there are no doubts about that,but I believe I am not wrong and I have never believed in anything that much like in this.When I had hard times a Demon came to me in my dreams(this happened twice and I think He is my Guardian but I am not sure).So the all I can say is that if you do not give a chance to this,then anyone can say anything it will be useless,because somewhere you have already decided it is fake (or at least I can see this,maybe I am wrong).Everything is on the Joy of Satan,the others are up to you.Hope you can clear this in yourself and we can welcome you here in our family. The proof of the pudding is in the eating.
I was speaking more in general. Grow strong within Satan and yourself. Study and practice power meditations. And get your head out of your ass. Simple.
And lose the fear.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... bling.html
Its like trying a new food or piece of fruit you've never had before. Some will say it is sour, others taste hints of sweet. Some taste nothing at all.
The only way to really know is to try it for yourself and decide.
Maybe try one of the meditations and overtime monitor how it makes you feel and what your experiencing.Then you will see if you want to take it any further.
And lose the fear.
http://www.angelfire.com/empire/serpent ... bling.html
Its like trying a new food or piece of fruit you've never had before. Some will say it is sour, others taste hints of sweet. Some taste nothing at all.
The only way to really know is to try it for yourself and decide.
Maybe try one of the meditations and overtime monitor how it makes you feel and what your experiencing.Then you will see if you want to take it any further.
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That would be because of your current karma that is attached to your Soul. Also, if you do not have the spiritual power to manifest something then it won't happen. Part of how karma works is in what has happened to you, say for instance you were worked slavishly in a past life and it made your legs somewhat crippled, in this life you would have issues with your legs although it may not be as bad you would still have issues.
Karma attaches itself to your Soul and remains with you until you burn it off completely. You are experiencing negative things instead because of your current karma. You have to counteract and annihilate this in order to get good things back into your life. However there is a way to still get good things if you practice things like runes, and magical squares as these meditations are very powerful and have the ability to override the bad.
Karma attaches itself to your Soul and remains with you until you burn it off completely. You are experiencing negative things instead because of your current karma. You have to counteract and annihilate this in order to get good things back into your life. However there is a way to still get good things if you practice things like runes, and magical squares as these meditations are very powerful and have the ability to override the bad.
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I think during the Mercury Retrograde. Not only this, but for those who are psychically aware.
THEY ARE FULL FORCE ATTACKING RIGHT NOW.
Just ignore this person. We can answer them after May 3rd.
Mercury Retrograde creates a bunch of fights. Even you yourself will get confused.
ALSO something my Guardian told me:
You are putting a lot of energy into Building an Aura of Protection and programming it to Deflect all negative energy. Do you really want other Satanists being mad at you? This could inadvertently Hurt them.
So for the time being, we should stay completely focused on Fighting this.
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