bad feeling after energy meditation

[Lucifigus]

When i do energy meditation i feel like i absorbed negative energy. When i visualize for example white color, i cant visualize it 100% white, there are also black spots in it. The same is with other colors like golden color. Is this the problem? What should i do, that colors will be 100% positive?

 

[Hs666]

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The problem is mental. The colors are not negative. Keep progressing, in time you will educate your mind to “respond” as it should.

 

[Way_Seeker666]

When i do energy meditation i feel like i absorbed negative energy. When i visualize for example white color, i cant visualize it 100% white, there are also black spots in it. The same is with other colors like golden color. Is this the problem? What should i do, that colors will be 100% positive?

Try affirming and focusing before you start and with each breath that you are bringing in positive energy.

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

When i do energy meditation i feel like i absorbed negative energy. When i visualize for example white color, i cant visualize it 100% white, there are also black spots in it. The same is with other colors like golden color. Is this the problem? What should i do, that colors will be 100% positive?

If you think the energy you are absorbing is negative, the energy will be negative. Black in itself is not negative. It can be used to bring confusion to enemies in black magic, but the same black can be used for self-control (positive). What makes the difference when you cast a spell with the color black and whether that energy will be negative is the intention.

Intention manages Ki/Energy (see martial arts for example). If you put black energy with the intention to destroy, it will be negative. So if you absorb some black, with the intention of absorbing negativity, you are acting on the type of energy. Here "intention" is generic. Even a paranoia about something is intention about that thing is in that specific way. This is why once you perform a spell you should not keep thinking about it because your thinking affects it by still managing the energy even after the magic session.

From a psychological point of view, paranoia works through self-feeding. For example: Christians who learn they are fishing through thoughts. So they obsessively drive all kinds of "impure" thoughts out of their heads (study Christian obsessive compulsive disorder for more details), the effect they get is that this obsessive paranoia feeds itself and there will be more and more thoughts, etc. The Christian will recover from OCD only when he has abandoned the source of the disorder: the Christian's mental illness (I've been there).

No one here is having "sinful thoughts" because Christ is so irrelevant that we are not mentally disturbed. This digression was necessary to understand how these things work. Now, continuing to learn and wonder about on energy is becoming negative will continue to generate more paranoia. The solution is to do the meditation anyway without worrying about what our mind is making us worry with.

Anxieties of intention will disappear on their own like that. One very good thing you can do to help this even more is to look at a light source (not harmful to the eyes) and try to replay it in the visualization. This will make it better. As long as you don't spend too much time thinking about how to do it in the most correct way, etc., leave the left hemisphere alone in meditations.

However, do not fix the lamp. Just look at it three seconds and replay the image in the display. I have noticed that looking at it out of the corner of the eye works better than staring directly at it because the brain focuses more on an ideal concept of light (right hemisphere) than on the specific details of what the light looks like (left hemisphere).

 

[Björn666]

If you think the energy you are absorbing is negative, the energy will be negative. Black in itself is not negative. It can be used to bring confusion to enemies in black magic, but the same black can be used for self-control (positive). What makes the difference when you cast a spell with the color black and whether that energy will be negative is the intention.

Intention manages Ki/Energy (see martial arts for example). If you put black energy with the intention to destroy, it will be negative. So if you absorb some black, with the intention of absorbing negativity, you are acting on the type of energy. Here "intention" is generic. Even a paranoia about something is intention about that thing is in that specific way. This is why once you perform a spell you should not keep thinking about it because your thinking affects it by still managing the energy even after the magic session.

From a psychological point of view, paranoia works through self-feeding. For example: Christians who learn they are fishing through thoughts. So they obsessively drive all kinds of "impure" thoughts out of their heads (study Christian obsessive compulsive disorder for more details), the effect they get is that this obsessive paranoia feeds itself and there will be more and more thoughts, etc. The Christian will recover from OCD only when he has abandoned the source of the disorder: the Christian's mental illness (I've been there).

No one here is having "sinful thoughts" because Christ is so irrelevant that we are not mentally disturbed. This digression was necessary to understand how these things work. Now, continuing to learn and wonder about on energy is becoming negative will continue to generate more paranoia. The solution is to do the meditation anyway without worrying about what our mind is making us worry with.

Anxieties of intention will disappear on their own like that. One very good thing you can do to help this even more is to look at a light source (not harmful to the eyes) and try to replay it in the visualization. This will make it better. As long as you don't spend too much time thinking about how to do it in the most correct way, etc., leave the left hemisphere alone in meditations.

However, do not fix the lamp. Just look at it three seconds and replay the image in the display. I have noticed that looking at it out of the corner of the eye works better than staring directly at it because the brain focuses more on an ideal concept of light (right hemisphere) than on the specific details of what the light looks like (left hemisphere).

Hello Brother !
How can I use black color in positive ways ?
I mean,sometimes I think about that if someone will visualize himself in black and after in white color it will be better ?
Because as I know,black color attracts everything and if you will visualize urself in black and after in white will it means that u will attract white energy better ?

Hail Satan!

 

[Symmachos-ZEUS/SHAITAN]

How can I use black color in positive ways ?

Mine was more of an example to make you understand that mainly it is your intention that makes the energy you handle negative, but you can actually use shiny black for white magic purposes. Just as different colors can be used in different purposes whether they are positive or negative, black can also be programmed to give different effects.

I mean,sometimes I think about that if someone will visualize himself in black and after in white color it will be better ?

About black:

The Magickal Properties of Color

Because as I know,black color attracts everything and if you will visualize urself in black and after in white will it means that u will attract white energy better ?

Personally, I don't do this to absorb energy. I prefer to visualize the chakra I'm working on with a non-light background (no light and no black light presence), I usually visualize the colored chakra inside my body, now, the inside of my body is dark because it doesn't get sunlight, so in that sense I visualize it in the dark.

I have noticed that I find it easier this way to absorb energy (again, it does not mean using black energy). Then as I work on the chakra I begin to visualize it as shining gold (it happens well when I vibrate mantras in it), and this gold is very expanded throughout that region of the body, starting from the inside where no sunlight or chandelier light comes through, but it is illuminated exclusively by the energy radiating from my chakra.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [TG]]

This is normal, ability is not yet fully developed and neither you are cleaned fully. Full luminous sight comes with many cycles of cleaning and advancement. Seeing these spots or inability to fully see your intent and vision does not override your meditation/intent.