Blacklight said:
There is what is called an
Astral Temple.
The astral realm is known as the thought-plane, this is where our thoughts manifest as energy in order to direct and perform workings with it using our willpower. An Astral Temple is like a massive thoughtform on this thought-plane where you use your imagination, focus and intent to create an astral location for yourself; This will be your safe-haven where you can have privacy and you can perform the dedication there in which it will be valid enough until you can perform it physically, but you still have to mean it with sincerity.
Now to quickly explain how this works, what this is called is Soul-Splitting. All thoughts, all visuals in our mind, everything to do with mental imagery, things like daydreaming, all of it is strictly on the astral, the physical brain cannot do this, it's all astral. So what Soul-Splitting is, is you are projecting with focus your visual perception to the astral plane to create a mimic vessel to traverse and work with the plane, this is a form of astral projection but your soul remains in your body and you will still feel yourself in your physical body until you learn how to fully disassociate from it with focus.
You do the best that you can. Close your eyes and just like with daydreaming, visualize your ideal location, you are essentially creating a dream scenario here as dreams are also on the astral, this is why our gods and the enemy can manipulate them, our dreams are our perception on the astral realm. Anyways, this location can be a field, it can be on a mountain, a volcanic region, your temple can be in whatever location you want it to be.
Now as described on the webpage in the link I provided, you can visualize your temple to look however you want it to look. Start with the exterior, have it built out of a strong material (My temple is built from stone and looks like stone on the outside, but inside these bricks they are solid diamond just as an example for if you care about appearances and aesthetics.), make it look in whatever way you want, it can be a grand palace, a simple small temple, a castle or even a small village with different houses devoted to difference purposes.
Try to really 'see' all of this standing before you through your 'eyes', try to visualize with as much detail as you can. Now visualize yourself walking through the main doors leading into your central temple, or the main area. You can make the interior again however you want, but this main area is going to be your most important. This is going to be where you'll primarily interact with our gods and demons in the future, like a lounge area, so have some places to sit or make it generally cozy and like a comfortable hangout if you want. I personally have some red velvet-cushioned benches for example lining the walls of my main hall and have had demons visit me here to sit with me. This should be a pleasant location and this can also be where you perform the dedication ritual if you want.
You can add additional rooms for different purposes if you'd like, or just for fun and to add some extra to it, it's your temple, it's up to you, this is
your own place like your own personal realm to go to for privacy, freedom, space, peace and quiet. You don't have to stress about finishing or doing the whole temple in one go, you can always come back and work on it again, so if you're in a hurry for the dedication, you can just make a quick main hall.
Now with doing the
dedication ritual in your astral temple, the only difference between doing it this way vs physically is... well it's not physical. You're going to be visualizing yourself with as much detail as you can manage, focus and intent going through the steps and motions of the ritual in your astral temple. You can visualize candles being lit, you can have the paper sitting upon an altar, you're still going to visualize yourself drawing blood and signing your name with it, you're still going to visualize yourself burning the paper in a bowl, everything.
You're just visualizing yourself in your temple doing the ritual as if it were physical. In regards to the prayer you can try to memorize it, or if you want you can physically write it down, and when you're about to recite it in your mind in your temple, you can open your eyes, look to the paper and read it in your head and when finished just close your eyes and go back to your temple and finish the rest of the steps. The dedication will still be valid enough for the time being until you can physically do it. There is also
lots of meditations you can do quietly.
Things like the
Foundation Meditation,
Aura Cleaning,
Aura of Protection which are three basic fundamentals to start out with require only some focus, intent and visualization which can even be done with your eyes open and you don't even need to be in a deep trance for this, I always did them casually. They can be done while doing chores, walking, eating, laying down, all you need to do is turn your attention to it with focus and use intent and a bit of visualization and trying to feel the energy.
Those three meditations should be your priority focus once you've done the dedication ritual in your astral time, they are all equally very important. Foundation Meditation is going to be what raises your overall spiritual power and energy, aura cleaning will help with cleaning out negative energy and filth from your soul that has manifested as depression and anxiety disorders of which can be entirely rid of if you clean your soul thoroughly every day for however long it takes. In 2 years I had entirely rid myself of a debilitating anxiety disorder just from cleaning and freeing my soul this way, it's different for everyone but it doesn't matter about reaching that goal as you'll get there eventually anyways because you need to clean your soul thoroughly everyday regardless of any issues, I still do it every day after 9 years and will keep doing it.
And the aura of protection is what will manifest in keeping you physically and spiritually safe from generally negative things and from harm, starting out it will be weak but the more you build this up to be stronger every day the more it will be able to protect you from. These three meditations should be done twice each every day, once in the morning and once at night (preferably 3-4 hours before bed as working and raising energies immediately before bed can keep you stimulated and awake which can prevent you from sleeping and basically cause insomnia)
My questions are:
- English is not my first language but I am much more comfortable with it. Can I perform the dedication and do the prayer in English?
You can recite the prayer in whatever language you want.
- After I perform the dedication, would Father Satan understand my situation and help us get a larger place or do I have to prove my worth first?
If you are truly determined to advance by all means and are sincerely devoted to this path then keep to the fundamentals of the meditations you
can do every day and prove this determination. Satan and the gods are very powerful beings, they can make the most unlikeliest of things happen in order to enable a dedicated and devoted follower to do things for themselves, humanity, the ministry or for him and the gods/demons. Our well-being, freedom and safety is always on his mind, but only for those who prove to be truly dedicated to this path and loyal to him and his cause. Satan looks out for and cares for his own.
- Is my mental health condition going to amplify the attacks from the enemy?
Well they're not exactly going to go well together. This is why you should be devoted and work towards truly earning protection and safety to the best of your ability, be honest to Satan, be loyal and put in the work that you can put in, and you will receive the protection you need until you can fix these conditions and free your soul to the degree of being better able to handle and deal with the enemy, eventually being able to do it on your own with confidence and success.
- I live in a town infested with hardcore Christians and Jews. How much training does it take for you to mask your presence? Also, will the negative energy they produce interfere with my progress?
The protection Satan and the gods provide can definitely fan out to this as well, they will be able to keep you safe in this manner too, don't worry. I had a psychic xian mother I lived with who was onto me on an almost weekly basis before I did the dedication ritual. After I did the ritual and earned protection she stopped completely and no longer felt or sensed anything about me.
Your AoP will also work to help protect you from their parasitic energies but it's also up to you to not deliberately befriend or form emotional attachments to them, as attachments like this are on the astral and can enable their energies to then directly enter you through these attachments.
I'd advise you ultimately in regards to enemies and such to learn loyalty towards Satan and not betrayal. You should read
The Black Book of Satan, Satan's own words and dictations.
- Given my situation, is the 40 Day Program still the best option for me to begin or should I limit myself to just do the Void Meditation, Aura Cleaning and AoP until I'm able to do the rest properly?
Your safety is a priority, don't risk outing yourself to others. Do what you
can do to the best of your ability. With things like runes and mantras, you can vibrate them very quietly or even have some white-noise or background music/sound playing to mask it, but if you legit cannot do them at all, then the very last resort is to just try and 'vibrate' them in your head with focus and intent. Affirmations can also be recited in your head and usually are anyways.
- In the event that I have to delay the 40 Day Program, should I do the Final RTR in the meantime?
Again do what you can, when you can, where you can. I suggest working towards eventually being able to move out and live on your own a priority, however small of steps you can take.