Hello again
Im starting to get really desperate about opening up to the astral. i feel the frustration.
It boils my blood. I really want it to happen but im aware that it takes time.
To the members who are already opened:
If u dont mind can you tell me something that I should know? Any kind of advice.
Do i nees to vibrate this for x times and do that everyting helps me.
Maybe this is just me and a mental effect that works only on me. I know that i need to vibrate 10'000 times but when I see an advanced member saying it I get so much more motivated to get there. Even if it looks stupid to you its important to me and it helps.
40 vibrations a day on EVERY chakra. 10 days- 400. After 2 weeks imma do 100. So 30 days x 100 - 3000.
By september it should be done.
I really start to feel desperate . I ve been here for YEARS. F**** cckkkkkk.
I do a rtr in 13 min on average.
10 rtrs 130 min - 2 hours
After surgery I have the following days just for me. Im free ALL day. I want to do 14 rtrs.
If this doesnt make the Gods and Goddesses proud of me, i dont know what will