Blitzkreig [JG]
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Specter said:Also, in conclusion to my other thread, I found out that my succubus did still care about me and wanted to maintain the relationship despite everything I had done, though how I found out is an unfortunate story. I had not fantasized or continued my old habits from that time, but it was when I was done my yoga and got into a slight trance when I suddenly had a vision but all I can say is that she was not very pleased at all. So I can definitely say that such oaths are very real and binding and that Demons do take this very seriously which could definitely extend to lifetimes.
I did read your old story entirely, as it both fascinated and horrified me. To me, it sounded like a combination of ignorance plus enemy attacks that resulted in your mistakes. So, in some way that is forgivable, but that doesn't mean what happened wasn't hurtful to her. It also seemed like either a porn addiction or uncontrolled sexual energy was making you act out in undesirable ways, as well.
At the same time, your relationship came from a past life, so it is not so easy to just break up anyway. Plus, regardless of these mistakes, she still likes you as a person and wants to be with you. Therefore, if you were to break up out of guilt or shame, it is not like this would make the situation necessarily better.
I'm not sure what you mean about the potential of the relationship. If I am understanding what you wrote correctly, then I would suggest not placing self-created limitations on the potential of a relationship. There is no reason why any damage cannot be healed, or why progress cannot be made.
You should do your best to repair the relationship. Do not forget to directly fix your problems. If you have indicators of cheating in your chart or other bad behavior, for example, then remove these with Munka. If you lack discipline and fall prey to digital distractions, use Nauthiz. If you have a hard time connecting or loving, use Gebo or Venus energy, and so on.
What you do now determines whether your story becomes a sad one where you permanently destroy the relationship out of ignorance and shame, or whether you work to repair it, therefore making these mistakes just a small bump in the road, so to speak.