Blitzkreig said:
We are limited by time! Most SS are stuck slaving long hours for Jewish bosses. For most people, a major limitation is time. Therefore, doing workings to fix this, whether that involves switching jobs, increasing productivity, or reducing sleep needs should be highly prioritized!
I'm working 60+ hours a week at a 3rd shift hard manual labor job. What you just said encapsulates my current life story in a short paragraph. This subject needs to be blasted from the announcements section, I seriously think far more attention needs to be called to this issue. It's difficult to find time, energy, motivation, logistics and privacy to do any spiritual practice under these conditions. There's got to be a way for SS who are crushed by overwhelming schedules and body-destroying work to get some kind of help to get a better life situation, better jobs, more time, less stress. I am overwhelmed. I spend all my time at work. Work work work work work.
Sorry for all the venting. I'm desperate. I'm hoping to get into a new job soon. I also had a slight logistic change that will give me more time, so things are slowly but surely improving for me. I just need to get out of this shitty job, it takes so much of my energy.
I'm sure there's got to be thousands of SS who are in even worse situations than I am, working 80-90+ hour-a-week hard manual labor jobs, getting injured, limping around while busting their asses, getting yelled at to hurry up, driving an hour back and forth from work, not having privacy even when they're at home, getting 4-5 hours of sleep if they do nothing else, and getting even less if they do the simplest-sounding things, like go shopping, do laundry, get an oil change for their vehicle, if they even have a vehicle, what if they get rides from someone who isn't SS, so doing mantras while literally driving might not even be an option.
The paragraph above is a worse version of what I'm going through, but hopefully will illustrate how a bunch of inconveniences and factors can eliminate the precious few opportunities that new and struggling SS have to do any spiritual practice at all.
I haven't even gotten to the struggle of trying to learn about subjects like Astrology in bits and spurts over the weekend, and giving up after trying to bite massive chunks of learning in a short amount of time.
All this goes along in a cruel way with the understanding that we SS are supposed to do our own work to advance, and not rely on the help of others or the Gods. How can an absolute beginner with no powers hope to repay the Gods for asking, and quite frankly, begging them out of despair and desperation for a nice new job with little or no overtime, that doesn't wreck their body. Such a privilege reeks of un-attainability, over-privilege and opulence, especially while thinking of such a thing while doing heavy lifting, getting out of breath, needing to get a drink and not having time to do so, barely being able to make it back on time from short breaks, doing a lot of driving, and then getting back to their place to sleep, and only having the possibility of getting at most 5-6 hours of sleep if they try to sleep right away. It gets worse when they get insomnia when needing to go to sleep, and literally get 2-4 hours of sleep before a 12-hour shift. That last sentence is a true and recent story for me by the way, not an exaggeration.
I've been speaking in generalizations to try to include what other SS could be going through, but a lot of this loosely or precisely describes how I have felt for the past few months. Yes, I've been stuck with this overtime for a few months, doing what should be a 2-man job alone most of the time (this has been the case for a couple years though, but now with perpetual mandatory overtime). I've wrote an awful lot, sorry about breaking open the floodgates of my frustration and taking up people's time to read all this. What can possibly be done to help such people? I feel that there needs to be some kind of schedule put together for people in situations like mine, with very short workings, Low-rep-RTRs, brief Yoga routines that don't take long, something, anything, as well as workings to try to get better jobs. I'm not saying I don't know what a basic working or spiritual practice is, I for one would want to know what an acceptable short schedule would look like, that takes as little time as possible per day, and focuses mainly on slowly but surely advancing while trying to get into a better life situation to be relieved and become able to actually do a sufficient amount of spiritual practice, to actually live and breathe!
One last thought if I may be so bold, I am aware that SS are expected to pick themselves up, but to be completely honest, what is the chance that some SS could send energy to brutally busy SS in need to get them better jobs or get them out of any such demanding situations, so that those struggling SS could be of more use to JoS? Perhaps such workings already exist, such as the RTRs that give prosperity to Satanists, etc. Some of us are desperate, and are short enough on time that we don't even have the time to think of whether or not we dare to ask...I'm sorry, I mean plead for help. Someone posted at some point that no one has any excuse, that they used to work 80+ hours a week and still did all their spiritual practice. This makes people like me feel bad. I'm not going to lie, I've been giving Satan an earful of praying, asking for help, apologizing for venting, being frustrated. I've felt like an animal in a corner. But again, I myself may have hope as stated before, as my time has actually just recently been more freed up. This applies mainly to other SS in general who are even more in the trenches than myself. And really quite honestly, I'm in need of a break-out from this, the job is stressful, I know, I've said as much a dozen times already.