AskSatanOperator
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My personality, voice/speech and mind is all very masculine and assertive and has always been. But my AC is characterised by feminine grace.
I am also a little awkward with women, but mostly because I don't understand them. Not from shyness or timidity, but I approach everything through my mind, which my lack of mental connection then creates an awkwardness.
I am mostly attracted to feminine bubbly women, like Sagittarius, but it is always very sexually aggressive and masculine women who approach me. Like almost everyday, as if I was a woman. Even men seem to stare at me lustfully all the time, which I didn't even realise until some girls brought it to my attention. I thought it was just normal for people to stare at other people.
But the one's I want are put off by my awkwardness and feminine appearance, I think.
What can I do to rectify this magickally? Can Mars energy for example make my face appear more masculine and rugged? I want to retain my beauty but look masculine at the same time.
The most relatable example I can think of is D from the movie Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, or Reinhard from LotGH, or Griffith from Berserk 1999.
I am also a little awkward with women, but mostly because I don't understand them. Not from shyness or timidity, but I approach everything through my mind, which my lack of mental connection then creates an awkwardness.
I am mostly attracted to feminine bubbly women, like Sagittarius, but it is always very sexually aggressive and masculine women who approach me. Like almost everyday, as if I was a woman. Even men seem to stare at me lustfully all the time, which I didn't even realise until some girls brought it to my attention. I thought it was just normal for people to stare at other people.
But the one's I want are put off by my awkwardness and feminine appearance, I think.
What can I do to rectify this magickally? Can Mars energy for example make my face appear more masculine and rugged? I want to retain my beauty but look masculine at the same time.
The most relatable example I can think of is D from the movie Vampire Hunter D: Bloodlust, or Reinhard from LotGH, or Griffith from Berserk 1999.