It would be very narcissistic and misleading if I call myself Powerful, as I came to Zevism (Spiritual Satanism) in 2018, but started Practices in 2020 and only started Meditations in serious since 2022. It hasn't been a long time, obviously. But still I have a lot to share on this subject.
I'll start a little bit from afar. The fact is that I have been practicing Eastern Martial Arts and Yoga in particular since I was little. What we do here is something that I was drawn to from an early age. Also I already had a very sensitive and active Extrasensory in my childhood, a very good Intuition that helped me even in school, some Astral Senses already appeared. Apparently, this is an experience that came over from the past Incarnation. From the very early childhood I literally saw with my Psychic Vision some fabric of the Astral, the surrounding world literally shined with different colors, it could not be mistaken with anything, it was not a dream (very early childhood, later, after 10-12 years, it passed due to lack of Meditations).
As a child and teenager I noticed attention towards me, I was told many times that I was «different» and «alluring to me». I had a lot of attention from girls, even if they had boyfriends, so sometimes it came out sideways to me, it created a conflict of interests, even though I wouldn't say I had model looks. In high school, when I was 17-18, teachers showed me attention by telling me «you have some different energetics» (almost quoted). Teachers often questioned me in class and treated me as if I was supposed to be their best, even though I wasn't doing well in school and didn't want to continue my education at all. This was even back when I didn't know about the Truth towards Father Satan.
After the Initiation the attention from total strangers increased. I often caught stares from strangers, as if they were glaring at me, even though I dress very casually, nothing fancy and no hipster style. I have often been approached by passers-by who wanted me to show them the way to a place they were interested in or to help them financially. I think it happened to many people at least once, but it happened to me regularly, almost every day: on public transportation or in the street.
It really developed some anxiety in me over time. It felt like there was no one else on the street but me, and I was the only survivor in a post-apocalyptic world. So after a while I Programmed Aura to repel any unwanted attention, so it doesn't affect my life negatively. To be more precise, this is such a specific Masking on the Astral Level, to remove this «attraction» effect from my life. This Method has given its results. And, of course, the Method of Chakras Closing also has its results. Now it happens less often, but it still happens. I still catch the attention, even of those who have bad intentions.
In general, I can tell you that as you Progressing Spiritually, you will experience these situations. This is a good Indicator, in my opinion. The Brighter your Astral Soul Brightness, the Brightness of which is directly related to the Soul Power, the more attention you will attract both on the Astral and in the outer world. You know, it's like fireflies, the very creatures that glow and seem to beckon us. But your Brightness will be ten times brighter, like a small star. It can be controlled. So don't be worried about that.
