#385 I can’t get out of my block to experience love

[AskSatanOperator]

Hello everyone, I have a problem that I honestly do not know how to get rid of.
In my life I have been engaged several times but I always had many disappointments and especially the penultimate hurt me very much, but I also want to specify that I was not yet SS.
When I meet a person of whom I would like to know more, in particular, deepen knowledge in the field of love creates a wall before me that prevents me from doing so.
The truth is that I am afraid to feel emotions and feelings and suffer again. I know it’s not right for me because in life it is right to make experiences to grow and understand which partner is right for us. But I don’t know how to unlock this wall and I’d like your help.
I want to thank you in advance because I know that as always you will be very helpful and kind

 

[Sonne]

You have your physical body, soul, astral body, mental body, and more. The Emotional Body is the part of the soul that can be damaged when you experience emotional trauma, grief, bereavement, abandonment, and so on.

You can read this sermon "Healing the Emotional Body" by High Priestess Lydia, following her advice will help you in this process. Give it your best and take care of yourself.

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

Hello everyone, I have a problem that I honestly do not know how to get rid of.
In my life I have been engaged several times but I always had many disappointments and especially the penultimate hurt me very much, but I also want to specify that I was not yet SS.
When I meet a person of whom I would like to know more, in particular, deepen knowledge in the field of love creates a wall before me that prevents me from doing so.
The truth is that I am afraid to feel emotions and feelings and suffer again. I know it’s not right for me because in life it is right to make experiences to grow and understand which partner is right for us. But I don’t know how to unlock this wall and I’d like your help.
I want to thank you in advance because I know that as always you will be very helpful and kind

Hi!
I would recommend this to you for emotional problems:

Healing the Emotional Body (for men too, don’t disregard this)

You have your physical body, soul, astral body, mental body, and more. The Emotional Body is the part of the soul that can be damaged when you experience emotional trauma, grief, bereavement, abandonment, and so on. Many people have emotional outbursts, immature reactions, trigger episodes...

ancient-forums.com

I am afraid to feel emotions and feelings

You can then free yourself from the blocks with this meditation:

Using Words of Power - Freeing the Soul

how to unlock this wall

Or at least that's what I would do.

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

Hi!
I would recommend this to you for emotional problems:

Healing the Emotional Body (for men too, don’t disregard this)

You have your physical body, soul, astral body, mental body, and more. The Emotional Body is the part of the soul that can be damaged when you experience emotional trauma, grief, bereavement, abandonment, and so on. Many people have emotional outbursts, immature reactions, trigger episodes...

ancient-forums.com

You can then free yourself from the blocks with this meditation:

Using Words of Power - Freeing the Soul

Or at least that's what I would do.

Then you could also think, when you have solved all the problems, to attract your ideal partner. By programming your aura or using the mantra Klim. Or even the Square of Venus, etc.

 

[HPS Lydia]

Hello

Rhodonite crystal helps unblock the heart chakra. Rose quartz also helps, in a softer way. Also work on empowering your Heart and Throat chakras, these help with connecting to other people. You can use the Rhodonite while working on your Heart chakra, and then continue holding it after.

Wunjo rune will also help, and works well with rose quartz.

 

[SeguaceDiSatanas]

Hello

Rhodonite crystal helps unblock the heart chakra. Rose quartz also helps, in a softer way. Also work on empowering your Heart and Throat chakras, these help with connecting to other people. You can use the Rhodonite while working on your Heart chakra, and then continue holding it after.

Wunjo rune will also help, and works well with rose quartz.

Greetings, HPS Lydia! I finally wanted, after a long time of indecision, to ask you something about crystals, if you have time of course. I take advantage of the fact that you mentioned them.

A long time ago I was a little sad because I wanted to talk to the Gods, but for personal reasons I no longer had the possibility to use a Ouija board. So I went to sleep "out of sadness".

I dreamed that I was meditating. In meditation I vibrated the ANSUZ Rune, at a certain point someone asked me what I was doing, and I replied: "I'm using a Lapis Lazuli crystal together with the Ansuz Rune to be able to communicate with the Gods". When I woke up I immediately opened the Runes page to check it and indeed the dream corresponded to the knowledge offered by JoS.

Since you mentioned crystals, can I please ask if you could be more specific on how to add a crystal to any meditation? Just hold it in your hand or in the corresponding chakra while you vibrate the runic word of power into the chakra itself, etc.?

Without taking up too much of your time (which I don't feel like doing out of respect for your work), can I ask you more about crystals? Thank you very much in any case and sorry for the inconvenience. I had wanted to understand for a long time what my brain wanted to tell me that time. Honestly, I'm afraid I went slightly off topic, I apologize if so.

Also, if my dream was correct and not something my brain "made up out of thin air", would you give me some advice on where to find REAL Lapis Lazuli? I'm afraid that Amazon will sell me non-original crystals, that is, not guaranteed ones. That they are not made of real Lapis Lazuli...

 

[HPS Lydia]

Greetings, HPS Lydia! I finally wanted, after a long time of indecision, to ask you something about crystals, if you have time of course. I take advantage of the fact that you mentioned them.

A long time ago I was a little sad because I wanted to talk to the Gods, but for personal reasons I no longer had the possibility to use a Ouija board. So I went to sleep "out of sadness".

I dreamed that I was meditating. In meditation I vibrated the ANSUZ Rune, at a certain point someone asked me what I was doing, and I replied: "I'm using a Lapis Lazuli crystal together with the Ansuz Rune to be able to communicate with the Gods". When I woke up I immediately opened the Runes page to check it and indeed the dream corresponded to the knowledge offered by JoS.

Since you mentioned crystals, can I please ask if you could be more specific on how to add a crystal to any meditation? Just hold it in your hand or in the corresponding chakra while you vibrate the runic word of power into the chakra itself, etc.?

Without taking up too much of your time (which I don't feel like doing out of respect for your work), can I ask you more about crystals? Thank you very much in any case and sorry for the inconvenience. I had wanted to understand for a long time what my brain wanted to tell me that time. Honestly, I'm afraid I went slightly off topic, I apologize if so.

Also, if my dream was correct and not something my brain "made up out of thin air", would you give me some advice on where to find REAL Lapis Lazuli? I'm afraid that Amazon will sell me non-original crystals, that is, not guaranteed ones. That they are not made of real Lapis Lazuli...

I am always happy to talk about crystals, and there will be an update in the JoS regarding all this when the time is right So I won't be talking too much about them, so as not to give too much away just yet.

Yes, you can use Lapis Lazuli with Ansuz rune. What a wonderful gift we have, to be guided through our dreams. I've had similar dreams.

You can hold the crystal while doing the vibrations and affirmation, and then hold it for longer, whenever you happen to have the opportunity to hold it. And then hold it while communicating with the Gods, or while trancing. If it's not as easy to hold it, you can sit back in a more relaxed position and simply place it on your upper chest area near your throat. As long as it touches your skin, is best.

You can vibrate Ansuz into the Lapis itself to empower it, or vibrate Ansuz into yourself and affirm it is improving your ability to communicate with the Gods and just hold the Lapis. Crystals help attune our own energy to our goals.

Yes, a lot of Lapis can be fake. Try going to a crystal store, they can be more reliable. But I've bought crystals on Amazon and they were all real. Just a tip, raw uncut pieces are much more affordable than cut and polished pieces.

Look online how the crystal looks, to make sure you're not getting just Sodalite, which is less costly. Although I actually prefer Sodalite, but Lapis has the addition of Fool's Gold which makes it conduct energy better. I have both but prefer Sodalite for whatever reason, it just works so well for me.

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

When I meet a person of whom I would like to know more, in particular, deepen knowledge in the field of love creates a wall before me that prevents me from doing so.
The truth is that I am afraid to feel emotions and feelings and suffer again.

On the "practical" side of the matter, I can add to all the high value advices, you may need to learn to love yourself.
The way you received emotional support (love) in your childhood affects the way you can love or receive love in your life. Also, emotional negation is typical of people who suffered some kind of trauma (it may also be in your Planets).
If you have been unloved, you may be unable to first love yourself, and receive/give love with others. This of course reflects on your Hearth Chakra.
I think Munka meditation to deprogram from un-love may help, once you find where you have been hurt or neglected by your caregivers as a child.