Have to say I'm at a loss here... This whole week I've been drowning in a vortex of negative energy and I can't seem to get out. I do my meditations. I do my breathing exercises, clean my aura and chakras, but nothing seems to help. Basically if just 1 thing goes wrong in my day - no matter how...

Agreed on all points. I didn't want to ask Satan for help and didn't until I went to bed. After I'd done the aura of protection exercise, I still felt uneasy so I asked Satan for protection through the night. I didn't expect what happened next... As I was lying in bed, still awake, I noticed...

Dear brothers and sisters, On Monday the 16th, I will have been a dedicated Satanist for a full year. How should I mark the occasion? I was thinking I could "pool" a lot of energy and give it to Father Satan as a gift - a way of thanking him for everything he's taught me and for keeping me safe...

I believe a grey attacked me last night. I went to bed perfectly fine and happy, did some void meditation before falling asleep as always, but last night was different. Normally I don't remember dreams or nightmares, but last night I had the most vivid nightmare ever:Without going into too much...

It's almost 3am right now so I'm very tired. As a result, I haven't read all the other replies here, so... There are workings you can do if you really want to.The JoS does mention that if you have a partner in mind, you can fantasize about this person while you masturbate, programme the building...

Many thanks :) I'd never done this... It's probably no surprise to many here, but immediately after I read the prayer (under my breath of course because my xtian family members are around), I felt what I can only describe as a weight lifting off me, followed by an intense feeling of relaxation...

Dear brothers and sisters, I'm troubled... All my life I've had an explosive temper and virtually nonexistent fuse to go along with it. To some extent, my efforts to train my dogs (which requires that I maintain a calm-assertive state of mind) has helped, but it wasn't enough. Last year I found...

So the other day I focused a lot on Energy Meditation, basically following the steps on JoS whenever I got a few minutes of quiet time and breathing the energy into my aura as per the instructions there. That night, while doing my normal nightly stuff (played some World of Warcraft, did some...

Yes I do believe you're right about the he and she part.

Ave brothers and sisters! I was looking at the pic of Baphomet on JoS the other day and I noticed something peculiar about him: The pentagram on his forehead is wrong. I know that the true pentagram is point down, but on Baphomet, it's the other way around. Can anyone explain why this is?

I believe that if we do our Protection Meditation and Aura Cleansing every day, it should be very uncommon (if it even happens at all) for us to feel crap like depression. As you said, we have power. We have the power to ensure that this life isn't too much for us. We just need to apply that...

I don't think I have a yahoo account. I log in with openid through my google account. Unfortunately, I can't seem to get this to work on my blackberry. I'd prefer to use the phone as it would be more private. Anyone got any suggestions? Suppose I could always create a yahoo account...

Haha I was so happy to see that I can dedicate in my astral temple that I forgot to mention one very important thing. I don't have one... I'm basically just starting on the breathing exercises outlined on the JOS site. I've read up on how to go into a trance, perform magick, pray to Father...

The astral temple option sounds great :) Thank you all!

So I've decided I want to dedicate myself to Satan. There's just a problem in doing it. Everyone in my family is a xtian. We're 6 people in the house and I share a room with my brother. There's also always someone at home. I mean always, 24/7! I'd prefer that my family not know about this...

Seems like LaVey had his own "brand" of satanism. I'd steer clear...

Hi! About 8 months ago I started doing research into satanism and found JOS. I grew up xtian but my faith was destroyed by a news story about a 16 year old girl who got kidnapped, raped and burned alive. I kept thinking "the god I was raised to believe in wouldn't allow something like that to...