I'm looking for the pronunciation of this rune in basic kabbalistic speech.

I used to have a moderate to severe autism spectrum disorder by the name of Asperger Syndrome. I studied magick to gain control of my life. I lacked empathy, was overly emotional, couldn't process sensory information properly, etc. As I do my meditations and empower my chakras, my brain is being...

It's your body adapting to the meditations. I had 2 more chakra awakenings to do when the previous ones caught up with me. I spend the first two days in bed and I vomited a little. I had fatigue for the first week. My brain felt like it was being constantly tazed for two weeks after that. Now I...

I can't find it.

The xians really do know how to misinterpret and pervert a friendly gesture and make war over it. When I eat my noodles and my cat comes to sit next to me, I share some of my noodles with my cat. Church is the real christian hell. Any slight movement a person does or does not do at church is...

I have experieced astral combat in the past. An angel, or something that looked like an angel, kept harassing me and putting thoughts in my mind to make me think they were my thoughts. This entity was the size of a human toddler and I could feel it bumping into my aura from time to time. I...

Of course you can get away with killing xians. I nearly killed a genetic relative of mine with a revenge spell last year and it gave him a heart defect. I never got in trouble. I never will. The angels will attack you on the astral when you carry out acts of spiritual warfare. I used to have two...

If I were you and had to use my own powers to solve this problem, I would either create a thoughtform to modify her thought processes to conform to mine or I would create a thoughtform to find me a replacement. When I encounter a problem, I tell myself, "You are a wizard. You can have anything...

I have a great deal of trouble falling asleep and my time spent asleep is shortening as I do my power meditations. I say to myself, "I am a wizard and not a muggle. I don't have to struggle." Is it alright if I use the color meditation and exhale the energy out afterward to tire myself out so...

You could surround yourself with an aura of brilliant white light and affirm, "My aura is healthy and clean at all times and in every way." This affirmation is similar to the one used in the meditation for protection, where after a while you can say the affirmation once because the programming...

I have an encyclopedia of neuroscience on my computer and this encyclopedia contains between 5000 and 6000 pages. I downloaded it from isohunt or scribd. It has all the knowledge there is on the nervous system. I feel like I'm high on a really good drug when I read from this book because it...

The chakras are funnel shaped like mimiature tornadoes. The base of a chakra is the chakra's energy uptake, where the chakra takes in energy. The point of the chakra is the energy output, where the chakra sends energy away. The chakra's must be aligned to send energy to the heart chakra, so the...

Everything an xian deems good or bad they attribute to either god or the devil. They are incapable of accepting responsibity for their own actions. And when an xian does something vile for his own personal gain, he makes it look like he's helping others through so-called "tough love". If others...

I have been working on my hand chakras everyday and they're opening up. It feels like there's a piece of glass lodged in my palm and it's being moved around by a worm (figuratively). I put my hand chakra over my third eye and my third eye started throbbing after a minute or so. Is this the way...

I prefer wizard because it reminds me of when I wanted to become like Harry Potter. But is it correct?

Would a spell to make oneself lusted after by the world act on the wizard's hypothalamus and pituitary gland to increase levels of pheromones? This has got me thinking about neuroendocrine neurons in the peripheral nervous system. I'm freaked out by people who spray themselves with synthetic...

I have seen Father Satan's golden aura when talking to him. I have been dedicated for a month and a few days now. On 2 occasions, Father spoke to me and a crystal clear image of his face appeared in my mind. Astaroth once came to me and comforted me. I didn't see her though, I felt her prescence...

People take their spiritual advancement with them through reincarnation, so what you gained in the past few months is still there. Just remember to clean your aura and build an aura of protection at least once a day. Those angels and grays will be gunning for you. Twice or more a day if there's...

Neurochemistry and spirituality should be combined. I can't help you with the spiritual function of DMT. Pheromones are another matter, though.

Is the energy we use in meditation and witchcraft also called astral energy? And is astral energy the same as dark matter/energy? I watched "Through The Wormwhole", where dark matter/energy was spoken about. Ooh, Mass Effect has dark energy as a weapon, so I'm playing as a biotic. ME2 must come now.

The Age Of Aquarious is fast approaching and this is when I can well imagine the enemy is fighting back the hardest. I have this question about islam. What happens when judaism is destroyed? What will become of islam? The same entities are behind the 3 mainstrain false religions. When judaism is...

I have been using white-gold energy for protection. Gold is protective and white is reflective. I'm wondering, is white-gold energy superior to gold energy in terms of protection?

This has been my experience with chakra alignment. Although I have never experienced my chakras inversing on their own, I have experienced them going out of alignment by up to 90 degrees. This stopped for me whenever a chakra of mine was fully open and empowered. When I tried to inverse a chakra...

Immediately upon entering a light to medium trance in my lounge area, I felt and heard on the astral two astral entities playing in the lounge. There appeared to be 2 human children around the age of 6-8. My two nieces were playing in the lounge a moment before and they were in another room now...

This makes me think of pastors on telly. They often have microphones attached to their body somehow so that they can move around and use their hands while they deceive people across the country and the world. I have seen pastors rant and rave on telly and their faces are soon covered in hot...

After 10 to 20 minutes of sound meditation today, I was jolted out of my meditation by a seizure that lasted for up to 3 seconds. I had 2 jolts of electricity before the 3 and final one. Eek! My legs were like jelly afterwards and I fall against the wall. I really do enjoy my sound...

I dedicated a few weeks ago and I'm only just overcoming my difficulty with entering a trance. I was lucky on my third or fourth day when I was finding it impossible to enter a trance. A faint voice in my head said to me that I must lose all distracting thoughts and focus my entire attention on...

I would use grey energy to bring on an illness that calls for hospitalization. I did this to my brother to heal myself psychologically. I had to do it again several days ago and it stopped him. It wastes the victim's money and makes his court days a real challenge.

I worked on my third eye today and then my 6th chakra. I used gold-white energy on my 6th chakra. My eyes have been throbbing since, and thankfully it hasn't interfered with my ability to play Fallout: New Vegas. I still have a dull pain in my head from this. I shouldn't have done this to my...

The page on merging consciousness says this method can be used for shapeshifting. What does shapeshifting mean exactly?

When I have a moment's boredom, I think about what it would be like to practice divination with a pendulum. Does it need a crystal? What else works?

I'm still very new to Kundalini meditation. I have opened my third eye and crown chakras and I am waiting a few days to open my throat chakra. I had trouble getting into a trance today, and I heard a very faint voice in my head guiding me and saying that I need to breath in deeply and clear my...

I can always feel Father Satan's energy coursing through me when I talk to him and I once saw a faint outline of him. He once spoke to me in my mind when I asked him for help with black magick and I can still see the black magick working in my poor victim (a sarcastic 'poor victim') to this day...

I performed the dedication ritual a minute ago. And I sensed the 4 crowned princess in my room. I feel I'm being guided by Father Satan now. Did I do it correctly?

I have been doing white magick spells to change my attributes and to attract things to myself and I look like a much different person when I look in the mirror. What accounts for this change? Is it a real physical change or a subjective one?

I might take Freud a little too seriously but I need to change myself to satisfy the demands of my ego ideal. I want brown eyes and I want to be a different age forever. I wanna have the genetic makeup of someone from Germany. They're a good-looking group of people. My voice must change, and so...

Enkiea.org says we (Joy Of Satan) are full of lies and impotent methodologies. I used to be a member of their forums. It felt like I was in an xian church (aka slavery training in plain sight). Nearly everything they say contradicts the truth our Father has given us. It is their methodologies...

I need to inbox one of them for help.

Please tell me how Father appears, speaks and sounds. I have a while until I get talking to Him.

I do a similar thing with my aura. I use a shield of silver energy a few inches outside of my aura to reflect any negative energy back to the attacker or source. It works wonders for me. There is someone who used to provoke me all the time and now he can't bare to do that. It has also kept this...

Does being a coven leader make one a high priest or is there a process?

The second time I did self-hypnosis I went into a deep, deep trance and I could feel my soul vibrating and trying to leave my physical body. I managed to keep my soul inside me for the remainder of the session. What should I do if this happens again? I'm not yet ready to astral project.