So in school, I'm taking an intro to religion class. I am fine with doing the work in the class but for one assignment I had to choose a religion to attend a meeting and I'm worried about it because it was an hour and a half long, xian, and I noticed that during it, I felt like my body was being...

Where do souls and spirits go when someone commits suicide? My ex girlfriend committed suicide and I wanna know, where is she now? She was wiccan. Hail Satan!! My one true Creator!

My ex gf and I got into a fight while I was drunk and I used death energy without thinking and she killed herself the same night. I feel worse than I have ever felt. I do not blame anyone but myself. I want to try and communicate with her. The night I found out she died I felt a presence in my...

I go to a community college and last semester no one even dared to look at me. i recently dedicated to satan and i do meditations every day. i know i am becoming stronger even if its not by much. but now all of a sudden ppl notice me. is my energy being detected...or what is going on...cuz i...

I had just gotten done with my meditation and I rolled over to go to sleep. I saw a very large blue flame moving liks something was on fire but it was not evil, it was there with a bright bluish purple dot that continued to get brighter and brighter, then the flame turned to a greenish brown...

The other day, I was reading the Jos website, and I read that most of the Demon Gods are 7 feet tall. Well, ever since I have been meditating I have been picking up on energy. I was walking at school and I saw some very tall figures, it didnt scare me, i felt they were friendly. I believe that...

I do meditate everyday and I've been doing the 6 month meditation spiritual training. My perceptive on things I see has changed. It's really interesting. I can feel myself being put into a trance while I am awake. That falling effect in the trance stage of that training, I feel the same effect...

I put myself into a trance as I am suppose to. But I wanted to know who my Guardian Demon was. Instead of me imagining myself walking down a ladder, there was white all around, and a person walking up to me. But this person was not evil, just dark like it was walking toward me from a distance...

That is very true. I realized it was hurting my body. I let the enemy take advantage of my weaknesses cuz I was surrounded by Xians while i was drunk.

People give into peer pressure cuz secretly inside they WANT to try it..

I did something bad, I drank and got drunk. I feel like crap...my entire body hurts, my head hurts. I stayed over at my friends house and right now i have a BAD hangover. Ive never had a hangover this bad. I tried to meditate and i couldn't. I felt like i had a mini mind block on me. I learned...

I noticed something also. When I used to see cats, they used to just be animals...pets...just being honest..but ever since I committed, I have been seeing cats in particular differently. They are beautiful..they used to run from me, but now they come to me. It's interesting.

I was thinking about this today. Society is split up into have and have nots. Notice around, there are many Xians against the: Death penalty for murderers. What happens when the murderer gets released or kills someone in the prison? Instead of ending 1 life, they end several more...

I am trying to find my guardian demon. How do I do that? HAIL SATAN!!

I definately agree. I have a horrible hang over right now. And i feel like SHIT. Last night my friend grabbed my face and looked me in the eyes and she said you are very vulnerable right now. And I think she was right. I was...crazy last night. I read something about making mistakes on the Joy...

You are absolutely right. It's amazing. Before I got to Satan and before I committed, I was lonely, depended on everyone for everything in my life and i even acted like a kid. I have gotta alot of compliments after saying how I look happier. I don't feel alone anymore. And I'm happy. It's worth...

I recently stood up to my dad, and ill tell you i feel so much better about it. He is trying to us the Xian line, "I will pray for you." and I told him I don't want him to try and change me. I told him, "Dad you are going to have to accept 5 things about me, 1..my sexuality, 2 my decision to...

Today was my third time putting myself into a state of trance. I was climbing down the ladder and after I started free falling, I felt my left start to feel like they were flying I started seeing yellow colors, and I focused my energy back onto free falling off the ladder and I felt the carpet...

I personally don't think Xians will ever stop lying and deceiving. Xians are brainwashed into believing lies, and as long as a person remains Xian and believes the lies dictated by them..I don't think they will ever be themselves. As for 2012, I believe that is part of the hoax Xians are pulling...

I have a question for when you first go into a trance. I noticed my entire body felt my heart beat. Every time I felt the beat It felt like electricity going through my body. Is this normal?

I am 18 years old. I am still living at home so I have to abide by my moms rules. I am having a hard time with making a commitment to Satan due to my family. My brother is a Christian boy as well as his dad. My mom will not allow any rituals of any kind under her roof. We are going to be moving...