#164 Feeling Overwhelmed and Unsafe, Help???

[AskSatanOperator]

Hi,

I don't wish to bother anyone about this, but I must ask for help.

I'm currently living in a better environment than I had years ago, yet I still have this fear that my family will find me and force me back and abuse me again..

The other thing is this debt I've been forced into by my so called "family", and it's been plaguing my mind and I feel constant unrest and uneasiness and just fear that I won't ever get out of it.. (Obviously I know I will, but this feeling/these feelings are just too much.

I even feel it during my sleep and meditations and rituals and I just don't know what to do..

I've tried praying to Father Satanas about this, but I fear my own feelings interfered with what he was telling me..

Is there anything I can do to finally feel at easy and rest more blissfully at night, in life??

If I had the money and was able to work, I would of already paid this off, but I don't..

I'm doing a second money working and I hope it helps me, it feels it will help me, but when? I'm tired of feeling like this. I've been feeling like this for years now...

Please help! I don't know what to do anymore..
Please be kind.. please..

Hail Father Satan's!

 

[Engineered Trasformation]

I'm currently living in a better environment than I had years ago, yet I still have this fear that my family will find me and force me back and abuse me again..

If you have been abused, your fear is quite normal. I struggled all life with the forces pushing me "back to my family" and related fears, but they never succeeded. What I learned is, many of those forces are internal, it was my mind willing to "reconnect" due to childhood emotional enslavement.
I tell you, those forces never succeeded, and I have never fallen again under their negative power. Ha.

If I had the money and was able to work, I would of already paid this off, but I don't..

Cracking down financially a person, and then taking control (again) is typical.
A possible solution is: if your willpower and energies are not enough to get a decent job or a private house, far from family, you may need to use other's willpower.
I mean, is there any employer who really needs a worker ? Maybe in hotels, ships, accomodation, etc. where you will also be given a roof and meals? Western world is facing lack of workers due to most population is old, and workers are needed. This may be a hard effort but, while you fix emotional hang-ups and fear for your family, may help.
This is just an example, there may be many other ways like a partner helping you to move out, and so on.
Please, in case you choose a similar option, DO ALWAYS pass through Satan and your Guardian Demon to find a good job and decent person, to avoid falling in the hands of exploiters. The world is full of opportunities, ways out, hidden "treasures" the Gods may guide you to.

I'm doing a second money working and I hope it helps me, it feels it will help me, but when? I'm tired of feeling like this. I've been feeling like this for years now...

If you are low in energies and weak, do not wait for money working to bring you money falling from the sky, as this may be few money coming. Just take action for a physical solution , and your working may manifest through this. Don't wait, move on, the Gods may push you forward!