Working to remove sexual hangups

[Lightning_Puma]

Hi! So earlier today I felt the nagging to create and start this working and I have started it. It felt really pleasant and freeing!
I have had a lot of bad sexual experiences in my life, ones were things were forced/done against my will to where whenever I'd have the need to do it I'd feel bad and often times end up sobbing, so it is crucial to do this to free myself.

If anybody else had experienced such unfortunate things, it is now or never! Free your soul from this so no hang ups hold you down in your advancement, so you can finally experience the beauty of both masturbation and sexually related "adventures" with your loved one.

If anybody else wants to start, today is that very day! Now onto the working:

Start on a Waning Moon in Scorpio. Avoid void of course Moon!
Scorpio rules transformation, as well as sexuality. It is co ruled by Pluto, which rules over the reproductive organs.

1. Raise your energies!
https://satanslibrary.org/Rtrs/Raising_Energies.html

2. Vibrate ÜRUZ 40 times.

Aurochs is a species of wild ox that lived in the European forests. By the 1600’s it was hunted to extinction. This rune is the cosmic seed, beginnings and origins. It is masculine in nature and gives strength, endurance and athleticism. It is a rune of courage and boldness, freedom and rebellion. Ur represents the horn or the erect phallus, resurrection, life after death. Coming, being and passing away.[i/]
White Magick: Incites action, sexual potency. Freedom.
Black Magick: Used to threaten and destroy.
Magick: transfer of energies, used for projecting or drawing in of energy. Repeated use of the rune will gradually increase the amounts of energy one can handle at any given time. Helps in the growth of one’s own reserves of power. When using Fa with another rune, it works to increase the power of any rune it is used with for good or ill. Adepts can combine the forces of Fa with the forces of Isa (fire and ice), but this could prove disastrous for the uninitiated. Green and shimmering gold work well with the energies of this rune.

3. Affirm 9 times: "In a positive and healthy manner for me, any and all sexually related hang ups and negativity are permanently removed forever. I am now sexually free."

Do this working for 90 days, but if you feel like 40 days is enough for you, then so be it! Everybody is different, what works for one, might not work for another! It is important to never skip a day!

I hope this helps out to somebody!!

HAIL SATAN!!

 

[Blitzkreig [JG]]

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Thank you for sharing this. Uruz is great because it promotes healing and repair, in addition to what you have already listed.

Sorry to hear about your past. Make sure you clean your lower chakras very well through the course of this working, which for most people should at least extend to 80 days, but likely more based on the affirmation. Cleaning will help mitigate some of the negativity which can arise as a result of the transformation process.

As we can see with the runes of Uruz, Thurisaz, and Kenaz having such low runic numbers, sexuality is a very fundamental force within our reality; suppression of it is sure to cause problems. At its core, it simply describes the movement of energy across a yin/yang polarity for the purpose of creation. The enemy tries to associate all sorts of negativity with this, calling it bestial or carnal, despite it being involved in the very act of lovemaking and pleasure which we all desire.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

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Thank you for sharing this. Uruz is great because it promotes healing and repair, in addition to what you have already listed.

Sorry to hear about your past. Make sure you clean your lower chakras very well through the course of this working, which for most people should at least extend to 80 days, but likely more based on the affirmation. Cleaning will help mitigate some of the negativity which can arise as a result of the transformation process.

Thank you so much, brother!!

I thank you for your sympathy, but I'm very happy the Gods helped me in this. It is thanks to them that I managed to create this! 2 hours have already passed and I feel more happier and free, even tho it's only been the first day I started this!

I'm doing a few other workings alongside this one that can be found here: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=242350#p242350
As well as Lydia's Deep Cleaning ritual: https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=255935#p255935

I really do hope this working helps out others!!

I didn't see anybody mention any type of working about this, so I'm glad to create it! Let's free ourselves from any binds, curses, negativity and hang ups, brother's and sister's in Father Satan!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Gearshift]

3. Affirm 9 times: "In a positive and healthy manner for me, any and all sexually related hang ups and negativity are permanently removed forever. I am now sexually free."

Do this working for 90 days, but if you feel like 40 days is enough for you, then so be it! Everybody is different, what works for one, might not work for another! It is important to never skip a day!

I hope this helps out to somebody!!

HAIL SATAN!!

Just to point out 90 days is a lot but in many cases for many people 40 days or another 40 day working at some future point is enough to strike the negative karma out. Remember NEGATIVE not neutral or positive nothing wrong with neutral. If anything think of neutral as a Little Benefic and positive as the Greater Benefic.

I'm not against 90 days it's a lot that is probably nearing till June. It's great if you keep it up in fact it makes it much easier to slough off the negativity.

Your affirmation is nice but I can enhance it a bit since you added double permanence clauses that is unnecessary.

In a fully positive, healthy, and best manner for me, any and all sexually related hangups and negativity are now fully removed from me, forever. I am now sexually free.

You added permanent and forever. Both have seem to posses a similarity with permanent lasting say a 80 year-old building being torn down. But forever can be the Grand Canyon wall posses a face that is 515 million years old.

Notice the difference. I'm nitpicking but you don't need to go crazy with the permanence clauses. If anything I have improved the positive clause to make it better for you. It's the same as before only adding fully and best manner for me.

What is the best way for you to deal with it. You might be in a situation whereby it might not be the best way to deal with it.

Perhaps I'm being overly cautious if not then keep at positive and healthy.

Like I've said over the years I nitpick affirmations too much. Perhaps someone like Blitz or others might want to correct me or extrapolate if my suggestion is good or not.

 

[Gearshift]

Also @Blitz or anyone for that matter.

This is a side-topic but on-topic with what the O.P. is saying. I'm currently doing a 90 vibration UR vibration spending nearly 2 minutes per 12 vibrations so around 14-17 minutes to do 90. Not related to this post my own thing.

Anyways 90 is a high vibration. But the O.P. is using 40 vibrations 2 x 20. But with raising his energy first i.e. Lilith's Vu/Va/Vo meditation, mini-KnQ.

Which is better 90 is obviously higher and more raised UR energy. But what about 40 and raised energy?

One seems more reasonable the other seems like quite a bit to spend time on.

Isn't the raised energy clashing with UR or how does augmentation of vibration with pre-charging with energies work exactly?

I know it's kinda like the RTRs to posses not just a rise in energy but also to emit more energy and even though the energies not related in any way they still raise energies to emit out into the astral. Is charged energy with a lower number better than going up to 90 and raising energies by the mantra alone. 90 is 50 more than 40 but 40 is being enhanced with a pre-charge of energy.

I've always been under the assumption higher is better but using lower with more energy is something I've ran into over they years.

I'll admit I do have a understanding for me that higher > lower and we should always use high numbers. I guess I learned a bad lesson from wanting to do higher reps of RTR when we did multiple RTR like HP.Cobra said once or two, I like doing high reps of multiple pre-FATSJD RTR when we did multiple RTRs.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

3. Affirm 9 times: "In a positive and healthy manner for me, any and all sexually related hang ups and negativity are permanently removed forever. I am now sexually free."

Do this working for 90 days, but if you feel like 40 days is enough for you, then so be it! Everybody is different, what works for one, might not work for another! It is important to never skip a day!

I hope this helps out to somebody!!

HAIL SATAN!!

Just to point out 90 days is a lot but in many cases for many people 40 days or another 40 day working at some future point is enough to strike the negative karma out. Remember NEGATIVE not neutral or positive nothing wrong with neutral. If anything think of neutral as a Little Benefic and positive as the Greater Benefic.

I'm not against 90 days it's a lot that is probably nearing till June. It's great if you keep it up in fact it makes it much easier to slough off the negativity.

Your affirmation is nice but I can enhance it a bit since you added double permanence clauses that is unnecessary.

In a fully positive, healthy, and best manner for me, any and all sexually related hangups and negativity are now fully removed from me, forever. I am now sexually free.

You added permanent and forever. Both have seem to posses a similarity with permanent lasting say a 80 year-old building being torn down. But forever can be the Grand Canyon wall posses a face that is 515 million years old.

Notice the difference. I'm nitpicking but you don't need to go crazy with the permanence clauses. If anything I have improved the positive clause to make it better for you. It's the same as before only adding fully and best manner for me.

What is the best way for you to deal with it. You might be in a situation whereby it might not be the best way to deal with it.

Perhaps I'm being overly cautious if not then keep at positive and healthy.

Like I've said over the years I nitpick affirmations too much. Perhaps someone like Blitz or others might want to correct me or extrapolate if my suggestion is good or not.

Thank you for reaching out and pointing these things out!!

If 90 or more is better for you, then do it! I do a lot of things during the day so doing more than 40 makes me feel overwhelmed. (Still adjusting to a lot of energies).

I'm not an expert at such workings so I do admit that I might make mistakes, same goes for English. It's my second language and I do make mistakes still, so I do apologise!!

I just really wanted to share something that could benefit other members.

For me, personally, the working has started to make me more happy and actually more loving to myself. Idk if this even makes any sense, but I learned to braid my hair too, haha!

But anyways, if one requires higher rep of numbers to vibrate for the ÜR Rune and a slight change to the affirmation, go for it!! Like I said, I just wanted to share something that could benefit other members.

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Gearshift]

3. Affirm 9 times: "In a positive and healthy manner for me, any and all sexually related hang ups and negativity are permanently removed forever. I am now sexually free."

Do this working for 90 days, but if you feel like 40 days is enough for you, then so be it! Everybody is different, what works for one, might not work for another! It is important to never skip a day!

I hope this helps out to somebody!!

HAIL SATAN!!

Just to point out 90 days is a lot but in many cases for many people 40 days or another 40 day working at some future point is enough to strike the negative karma out. Remember NEGATIVE not neutral or positive nothing wrong with neutral. If anything think of neutral as a Little Benefic and positive as the Greater Benefic.

I'm not against 90 days it's a lot that is probably nearing till June. It's great if you keep it up in fact it makes it much easier to slough off the negativity.

Your affirmation is nice but I can enhance it a bit since you added double permanence clauses that is unnecessary.

In a fully positive, healthy, and best manner for me, any and all sexually related hangups and negativity are now fully removed from me, forever. I am now sexually free.

You added permanent and forever. Both have seem to posses a similarity with permanent lasting say a 80 year-old building being torn down. But forever can be the Grand Canyon wall posses a face that is 515 million years old.

Notice the difference. I'm nitpicking but you don't need to go crazy with the permanence clauses. If anything I have improved the positive clause to make it better for you. It's the same as before only adding fully and best manner for me.

What is the best way for you to deal with it. You might be in a situation whereby it might not be the best way to deal with it.

Perhaps I'm being overly cautious if not then keep at positive and healthy.

Like I've said over the years I nitpick affirmations too much. Perhaps someone like Blitz or others might want to correct me or extrapolate if my suggestion is good or not.

Thank you for reaching out and pointing these things out!!

If 90 or more is better for you, then do it! I do a lot of things during the day so doing more than 40 makes me feel overwhelmed. (Still adjusting to a lot of energies).

I'm not an expert at such workings so I do admit that I might make mistakes, same goes for English. It's my second language and I do make mistakes still, so I do apologise!!

I just really wanted to share something that could benefit other members.

For me, personally, the working has started to make me more happy and actually more loving to myself. Idk if this even makes any sense, but I learned to braid my hair too, haha!

But anyways, if one requires higher rep of numbers to vibrate for the ÜR Rune and a slight change to the affirmation, go for it!! Like I said, I just wanted to share something that could benefit other members.

HAIL SATAN!

Oh cool. That is great you made a spectacular easy affirmation just needed to be a made a bit more simpler.

Anyways this 18 I'll try it. I'm gonna stop my 40 day working and switch to your working. I'm not sexually repressed or hanged up. But I do consider sexuality important ultimately important. And do want to remove any negatives out of my system.

After all I'm pretty sexually free compared to other members. But it's good to slough off any negatives before they return or do damage.

I'll consider your pre-charged 40 vibration for 90. I know 90 vibrations is a lot stronger, numerology wise but UR takes quite a bit. Small vibrations take a long time like AUM compared to say a 4 or 5 letter vibration.

I'll be waiting for the 18th this Saturday for the working. I should be consistent but I do have my issues with discipline it's why Blitz suggested to me a Nyd(Nauthiz) working.

 

[EasternFireLion666]

Additionally if the hangups relate a great deal to the emotional/psychological part one can use the upcoming dates for VENUS squares. They are in the Satanic calendar, the next ones being: 17, 24, 31 March as starting dates.

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Just to point out 90 days is a lot but in many cases for many people 40 days or another 40 day working at some future point is enough to strike the negative karma out. Remember NEGATIVE not neutral or positive nothing wrong with neutral. If anything think of neutral as a Little Benefic and positive as the Greater Benefic.

I'm not against 90 days it's a lot that is probably nearing till June. It's great if you keep it up in fact it makes it much easier to slough off the negativity.

Your affirmation is nice but I can enhance it a bit since you added double permanence clauses that is unnecessary.

In a fully positive, healthy, and best manner for me, any and all sexually related hangups and negativity are now fully removed from me, forever. I am now sexually free.

You added permanent and forever. Both have seem to posses a similarity with permanent lasting say a 80 year-old building being torn down. But forever can be the Grand Canyon wall posses a face that is 515 million years old.

Notice the difference. I'm nitpicking but you don't need to go crazy with the permanence clauses. If anything I have improved the positive clause to make it better for you. It's the same as before only adding fully and best manner for me.

What is the best way for you to deal with it. You might be in a situation whereby it might not be the best way to deal with it.

Perhaps I'm being overly cautious if not then keep at positive and healthy.

Like I've said over the years I nitpick affirmations too much. Perhaps someone like Blitz or others might want to correct me or extrapolate if my suggestion is good or not.

Thank you for reaching out and pointing these things out!!

If 90 or more is better for you, then do it! I do a lot of things during the day so doing more than 40 makes me feel overwhelmed. (Still adjusting to a lot of energies).

I'm not an expert at such workings so I do admit that I might make mistakes, same goes for English. It's my second language and I do make mistakes still, so I do apologise!!

I just really wanted to share something that could benefit other members.

For me, personally, the working has started to make me more happy and actually more loving to myself. Idk if this even makes any sense, but I learned to braid my hair too, haha!

But anyways, if one requires higher rep of numbers to vibrate for the ÜR Rune and a slight change to the affirmation, go for it!! Like I said, I just wanted to share something that could benefit other members.

HAIL SATAN!

Oh cool. That is great you made a spectacular easy affirmation just needed to be a made a bit more simpler.

Anyways this 18 I'll try it. I'm gonna stop my 40 day working and switch to your working. I'm not sexually repressed or hanged up. But I do consider sexuality important ultimately important. And do want to remove any negatives out of my system.

After all I'm pretty sexually free compared to other members. But it's good to slough off any negatives before they return or do damage.

I'll consider your pre-charged 40 vibration for 90. I know 90 vibrations is a lot stronger, numerology wise but UR takes quite a bit. Small vibrations take a long time like AUM compared to say a 4 or 5 letter vibration.

I'll be waiting for the 18th this Saturday for the working. I should be consistent but I do have my issues with discipline it's why Blitz suggested to me a Nyd(Nauthiz) working.

Thank you, brother!!

I really hope the working helps you and many other members out!!

If you feel like 90 vibrations will be better then go for it! What might work for one, might not for another! HP's Maxine's words! Very wise!

You can switch up the affirmation to suit your needs, like remove negativity and bad karma instead of hang ups, because you mentioned not having any. That's just a mere suggestion!!

Also, if the working you're doing is of the Nauthiz nature like brother Blitz had suggested you do, then please do not stop it! It is important! But alas, you are your own person, so do what you think is best and suits you better!!

HAIL SATAN!

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Additionally if the hangups relate a great deal to the emotional/psychological part one can use the upcoming dates for VENUS squares. They are in the Satanic calendar, the next ones being: 17, 24, 31 March as starting dates.

Thank you!!
I'm actually doing a working from Sister Lydia about emotional healing using the Rune Wunjo!
You can find the working, among other great ones, right here!
https://ancient-forums.com/viewtopic.php?p=242350#p242350

 

[Lightning_Puma]

Hello, I thought I'd pop in and explain my experience so far after 40 days, a pause and now doing another 40 days working with an improved affirmation:

"In a positive and healthy manner for me, any and all sexual hang ups and negativity are permanently removed from my soul. I am now sexually free."

Okay, so after the 1st 40 days of the above working with the old affirmation:

At first, it was going well, however 10 days in I started having trouble getting in the mood. After the 40 days were up, I was getting in the mood, but not as much. A recent conversation with an SS brother, I realized that I need to do another 40 days working, but with an improved affirmation.

The 2nd 40 day working I'm currently on:

I'm feeling way more in the mood, I feel more comfortable and free and imagination helps me, instead of causing terrible experiences to come up.

Certain things still cause some uncomfortable memories to pop in, but this time I'm less affected.
While in a trance, I've asked myself if these emotions are due to a working or past events, it confirmed both and after asking if the 40 days working a second time is going to fix everything for me, it was confirmed again.

It feels really freeing to finally start to be more comfortable in my own skin and actually enjoy myself during intimate times and I feel more comfortable talking about sexual topics in this manner!

So yay!!

Thank you, Queen Astarte, for suggesting this freeing of the soul working!!
For me, personally it has helped tremendously!!

HAIL FATHER SATAN FOREVER!
HAIL QUEEN ASTARTE FOREVER!