Why won't Satan appear to me or show proof that he exists?

[grotto32]

I really do believe he exists and I have been trying to summon him to me. I did the pact thing yesterday with the candle and with my blood, but keep in mind I did not do it exactly how it said to do it. I did it my own way and wrote on the paper....... I do not accept any deceivers. I accept the one true God and my creator. Keep in mind that I want to serve a God who is full of total truth. Sincerely, and I wrote my name. I also said in my mind that who ever this God is.... It could be Satan and it could be someone else. I really don't know so I was being totally honest with myself when doing this pact. I did renounce all my past religious practices and even said how I hate the bible and how it is hogwash. To be honest, I do not follow any book anymore and what I find rather interesting is how Satan says you will not find my way in any book yet we have to read all of this summoning and ritual practices in books online at the Satanic library. Something is rather odd and I am not trying to start an argument with you. I am not your enemy nor do I wish to be an enemy. I understand a lot of what is written and I find the knowledge amazing and worthwhile. I just don't understand why it promotes cursing, swearing, sex, hurting people (calling people who are still blinded stupid). Shouldn't we all have compassion for those who are struggling? I remember reading something that father Satan does will not allow us to harm people at all. Yet, what do we do if we are at war? This just doesn't make sense to me and I need a demon or Satan himself to tell me the truth because I do not want to hear it from anybody. I want to hear it from Lord Satan himself or Azazel can help me as well since I have had past associations with Azazel. It may not have been good and yes......... I have been a rebel and I was confused since I was raised with this bogus Christianity false lies. Doesn't Satan at least know the pain I am going through. My mind is a freaking wreck. I  need him! Why won't he talk or show himself to me? Why does it always have to be in the damn head! How can we possibly know who it is? I am not trying to argue with you. Keep in mind I am confused and I just don't know what to do. I made a fire today at the park and made some pentagrams next to it. I threw my lighter in the fire so it would explode or make the fire stronger and I said please Satan if you can, I am going to the woods and I hope you can meet me there. I am not your enemy and I wish to do the right thing. I tried meeting him and literally took time away from my life to do it. He never showed up nor did any of his messengers(demons or hell) show up. Is Satan mad at me? I can understand if he is since I was against him as a Christian, but you need to realize that I did not know the truth at the time. I asked him to forgive me and I don't want any trouble. I wouldn't be writing this and I wouldn't be wasting your time. I have also been seeing 11:11 and 1:11 especially those number sequences like crazy. Does anyone have an explanation for that? Please help me. I really want to know the truth and be free and become the man I was destined for my creator God to be! I will not fall for any nonsense, but the real truth! So help me,GOD!

 

[shantikami]

We all would like to have some time with Satan, but he's not going to come strolling up whenever we need him. I don't even think the demons are on this planet now. The closest I have come to meeting Satan is in dreams, and those are very rare. Now is the time to be patient and to work on spiritually lifting yourself higher.

 

[artanis1]

You do NOT summon Him for ANYTHING. He only showes to them who He desires to. Just like His wife, Lilith.

 

[zolaluckystar1]

OMG where do I start? I disbelieve you have had past associations with Azazel. You were a committed Xian and none of our Gods would be contacting you thus. What in the world are you talking about we are promoting cursing, swearing, sex and hurting people?  Sex is life force. This nonsense that it is 'bad' is enemy propaganda. Hurting people? No, we want the Jew to be gone. They are NOT HUMAN or PEOPLE. They are reptilian anti human and evil and yes, we as Satanist's oppose this filth. This is NOT 'hurting people'. The Jew is not a 'people'. Cursing and swearing? Only some Libertard PC brainwashed person would be offended by a little cursing and swearing. Gosh golly, so sorry it isn't all cleaned up and PC for you! Are you fucking KIDDING?!?
Father Satan is about Truth and Justice and this requires that we FIGHT. I have never seen anything in JOS that advocates Satan doesn't want us to hurt anybody. In a war people are going to get hurt. This is another false ideology from Xian lies. The nonsense that we must turn the other cheek, never want to hurt anybody else (meaning we must lie down and be slaves and never stand up for truth and justice), what BS.
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[/I]Satan says: He causes both happiness and misery. WHERE in that do you get the idea that He does not allow any harm to anyone at all? This is not in keeping with JUSTICE. That is Xian programming BS Lies. You say you want the truth and won't hear it from anybody...if so, WHY should one of our Gods tell you anything when you won't even hear the truth from a Dedicated SS?
As for Satan, He is the God of Hell and very important! There is a WAR on. You think He has the time to show up because you want proof He is real? He isn't going to show up to soothe your unbelief. You took time away from your life to meet up with Him...Are you fucking kidding? You want The God of Hell to show up because you need proof?!? You started a fire in a public place, where innocent people could have been hurt and you think Satan is going to respond to this crap? You have some kind of feeling of entitlement. Satan should show up for you. It isn't going to happen. You have a bad attitude.
You want truth, it is there to be read in Satan's Library. Start reading. EDUCATE yourself and stop your nonsense. Satan has a WAR to worry about. Either educate yourself, do the RTR's (fight for Satan) or go away. He doesn't have time for horseshit. He isn't a performing seal to show up on demand and it is very disrespectful of you to imagine that He should do so.
Hail Satan Forever!In Glory and Power Exalted!

 

[grotto32]

I seemed to figure out what Xian is. Thank you for calling me that. https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Xian_(Taoism)

 

[black.wyrm666]

@ grotto32

NO.

Xian = christian
x = christ

X because this rotting scum is some shitty fiction. Xian is a derogatory term.

HS!
88!