masters.quinn
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For a long time now I've had this inexplicable urge to be in/near churches. I want to be around Christians. It's as if their energy attracts me somehow. Perhaps I want to save them or bring them away from the church? But I always have this urge to go to church and I when I go on walks I find myself standing in front of them. Whenever a Christian tries to convert me I tell them my story of the pain I endured. I want them to know that people suffer because of them. And I guess maybe I want to find the ones that are suffering like I did and pull them out. But besides a need to rescue them, is there anything else that could account for this pull towards churches and Christians?
Thanks for any advice.
Ave Satanas
Thanks for any advice.
Ave Satanas