I am severely depressed, have a very strong social phobia, and there is anxiety.
I don't have a job at the moment. I’ve been recording in many places, but I haven’t been able to do either. I failed the entrance test. I'm stupid, I feel stupid, very stupid! I am unable to solve simple primary school tasks. I just can't think. Even in the simplest task, I completely look around because of stress. And done.
But if I were at home, under normal circumstances, I would be able to do the same tasks perfectly well, albeit more slowly, but I think I would be 100% good at it.
However, if I’m in a situation like this where there are a lot of people and you have to write a test and go on time - it doesn’t go, I block.
When the test was over, I cried myself about how I could be so wretched and silly !! that I can’t even solve an elementary school assignment. She was very sad. I have no idea what I am earning here as a Satanist such butane.
Unfortunately, I am a gypsy from my father's branch. Maybe it also contributes. Gypsies are usually very stupid unfortunately.
I am a pure goy from a maternal branch. I am a gypsy from my father's branch. This duality is strange in me.
I don’t know how to solve social phobia. But this is extremely serious for me.
I don't have a job at the moment. I’ve been recording in many places, but I haven’t been able to do either. I failed the entrance test. I'm stupid, I feel stupid, very stupid! I am unable to solve simple primary school tasks. I just can't think. Even in the simplest task, I completely look around because of stress. And done.
But if I were at home, under normal circumstances, I would be able to do the same tasks perfectly well, albeit more slowly, but I think I would be 100% good at it.
However, if I’m in a situation like this where there are a lot of people and you have to write a test and go on time - it doesn’t go, I block.
When the test was over, I cried myself about how I could be so wretched and silly !! that I can’t even solve an elementary school assignment. She was very sad. I have no idea what I am earning here as a Satanist such butane.
Unfortunately, I am a gypsy from my father's branch. Maybe it also contributes. Gypsies are usually very stupid unfortunately.
I am a pure goy from a maternal branch. I am a gypsy from my father's branch. This duality is strange in me.
I don’t know how to solve social phobia. But this is extremely serious for me.