Alright, I'm in a better mood. I was honestly hurt though, my genetics are Nordic and Neanderthal in nature, I dont need this flak honestly but if it makes you guys feel good, I'm happy for you. My dad is a pure nordic, and my mom is dutch and white trash. Why would I be doing these RTRs myself if I was a jew and it's supposed to destroy my religion? I'll be honest, I usually keep this to myself in normal society. I hate jews. Absolutely hate them. Real jews, not people who are religiously jewish, they have just fallen from grace, or have jewish ancestry they're not connected to and think they're jews, they're being tricked. I'm talking about those rat like ugly lizard people with severely corrupted genetics who want to rule the world. They're degenerates. I hate the fact that Danny Elfman is my favorite singer, as he is a jew and its obvious during his shows where his reptillian form shows through like mad. All his songs are quite repulsive, even though they're all just perspective pieces they portray a nasty thought process he must have.
The reptillians need to take their scum back to whatever world they want to dump them on. This planet rightfully belongs to the children of Enki and the other Nordic Gods. I'm sorry I'm not perfect enough for you, but from my time with Luciferians, I picked up the philosophy that striving for perfection always is in and of itself Perfection, I'm trying to achieve the Magnum Opus like the rest of you. I'm here to form a bond of unity between us and the Great Gods of Old, the ones who should be revered, not these reptillian monsters who try to control the world. My dads side of the family can literally be traced back to Alexander the Great of Macedonia. I take pride in who I am. My name has 6-6-6 letters, I take pride in that too, even though it wasn't purposeful. I am trying to grow as a person and get off pharmaceutical psych meds, as they are nothing but poisons of the pseudoscience of psychiatry, I am trying to seek out therapy for my personality disorders, as those are something I need to deal with immediately. Like I said I have a developmental disability, PDD, the lowest form of autism. I am incredibly well adjusted socially but I literally have the maturity level of a 4-6 year old. I cannot help this. Sorry I wanted to learn your guys perspective on this weirdo, but I should of expected this response, as this post was unnecessary. I apologize if I made you guys think I was a jew. I have empathy, I feel things deeply and truly. Ive seen a jew and wanted them dead, I've used their own tricks against them to ruin their life, I did this to a jew I was pretending to be friends with. He had severe leg infections on both legs, and I did nothing but give him bad advice. I havent seen him since, so I assume hes in a wheelchair or dead now. When I see a jew it disgusts me, and the only religion I've not tried out in my spiritual seeking was worship of YHWH. I did a transcendental meditation one, First I used Satan Lucifer as my mantra, and I went to a place with the most fantastically beautiful light I've ever seen, for about 7 seconds, and it was at this point and time I knew, for sure, that this being I had been worshiping is absolutely real and he is the most beautiful being in the universe, worthy of all we think he is. He is the Celestial Peacock, the great and shining God of Light, Lucifer, Opposer and enemies to all who try to control the world he rightfully owns. I then tried using the jewish name of God, and went straight to hell, the christian version. I know which side is the right side.
What can I do to prove my loyalty to this cause? Cause I've always wanted to be part of this community more than an occasional post on the E-groups. I feel as if you guys do great research and have the correct view on this world. From everything I learned from being a Buddhist Priest, you guys are following the true dharma better than most practicing Buddhists. You guys are amazing, all of you, and I'm not just trying to butter you up. I've learned more about reality through JOS site than and other false front for a bunch of retards trying to feel important.
If you want to hear my story, I'll write it here again with additional details, or less details, I was being foolish and didnt save the post I wrote here that wasn't approved. I have felt a calling towards Satan since I was 4 years old. I didnt know what this meant at the time, I thought it meant making fun of christians and doing drugs. I was raised christian, like a lot of us, but all it ever felt like to me was adults playing make believe, and I was always on Satans side. I thought to myself why do these adults believe all these nonsense stories? They made us watch Vegetales, some of the most retarded stories I've ever seen. I hated sunday school with a passion. I stopped going to church very quickly and switched to the belief in Good and Evil, as my mother said she didn't believe in God, just Good, and my retarded grandma was a Pentecostal and they did tongues and weird shit like that, which my mother told me stories about but the church tried to move away from that stuff by the time I was involved. I tried many religions before trying this one, I tried to go back to christianity, but I was never fond of the Jesus story as I believed in the one and only true God, which for a long time I now know is Lucifer, and thanks to this site and its connected sites. The only other religion I identified with was Buddhism, which through you guys, I found the true Dharma to follow.
All this christian nonsense is pure schizophrenia, I agree with you guys on that. Although I must admit, I still go to church occasionally as a thought experiment because I am immune to the powers of whatever spirits dwell in any church I go to, and I want to gain perspective into their way of thought so I can know how to help our brothers and sisters come back to the Nordic Gods and understanding the idiocy of their religion helps me accomplish this task. I've literally converted hundreds of people to this religion over the years, though most of them got scared and abandoned it. I am incredibly spiritually powerful, I can instantly summon the power of the Gods at a whim and experience extreme asmr and do high level magick very easily. My chakras are extremely well built up and I can close and open them all with little effort, I am in a state of Void meditation literally 24/7, I don't have cognitive thoughts for the enemy to read, I am a being of pure energy who has mastered most aspects of the magick you teach on this site.
This is all I will say on the subject of me being fake, a troll, or a jew. I dont want to hear that bullshit.
