Who is the demoted HP?

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

The gods oversee and watch these forums.

Just had to stop from reading this and answer quickly. Nothing against what you said of course, but this particular statement was probably meant for me to see.

I just ran a word search for Aphrodite (as She's the 'Goddess of Love' I'm trying to determine if the Greek identity matches our wonderful Leraje), and I found a post from some guy I never read from who posted some file on getting to altered states..

Shortly into the read, I felt some kind of 'brain burn', not painful but it was like a signal for me to stop reading asap. I couldn't stop deducing this was Leraje telling me this guy new nothing about Her, that I shouldn't waste my time with him.

So, yeah, the Gods DO oversee and watch over these forums. After experiencing this, I do encourage others to ask their Guardian Demon if the material is legit or shouldn't be bothered reading.

As for the whole Mageson666 matter.. it's sad to realize how some within our family were merely put here to slow us down. In my opinion, his posts never really felt like they came from the Gods, but more like a deep web search.. sometimes useful indeed I guess, but I don't think that's what we should focus on here. This isn't a social club where people share only links and news... I came here to learn about myself and the Gods in order to advance spiritually, not to read (no matter how interesting or truthful) links about today's problems on youtube and such.

To be honest, I felt some other members to be way more deserving of being called High Priest, people who actually helped me a great deal, who have been somehow worked WITH the Gods in order to make some knowledge surface.

Ultimately, I believe this forum should be (among other things, like making other aware of dangers that not everyone is aware of, like vaccines and 5G to name the most common problems) mainly here to ensure that its members advance spiritually as fast as possible in order to close the gap with our Gods and become as powerful and capable as we can as warriors of Satan.

Hail Satan!

 

[Hp. Hoodedcobra666]

So you guys are saying that Mageson was a Jew/Infiltrator? How would that even be possible since he was part of the clergy for so long? I remember sermons from Maxine that said several HPs worked on freeing the demons years ago. She even has the sermons on YouTube. Wasn't mageson one of those HPs? who was the HPs that worked on freeing the demons

No, they were not involved in anything like that or anything close to that.

 

[darkmonkey666]

Lol what’s in your bong I’m in Canada we’re even beginning the process to legalize psilocybin mushrooms and salvia and other naturally occurring plants That have hallucinogenic properties IGOpE at least...shrooms tho yeah Canada is trying to get ready to decriminalize which I totally Dig and am on board with anything that will keep clean,pure , doses substances legally available then kids huffing some propane to death or people resorting to crack and dirty low quality lab drugs mainly ...as anybody can bul a piLl presser , all the deaths are from dealers who lose there shit just once even and lace maybe a personal batch then forget and sell it or something .Ive seen it all I lived in a real like hood for 4years and almost didn’t survive literally.ive lives in million dollar house in suburbs like now I’m just gravy , but I have seen both sides ,And let me tell y u there’s way more subhuman jewholelicking ratfink fuck faced fucks out there then you think .theres so many.......humanity is devolving .but certain sects of types of people are evolving so...it’s gonna be a fun show to watch I guess let’s do this I’m Canadian of course I’m drunk and stoned holly fuck man .....any Canadians around here?

Drugs Are Bad Mmmkay...

 

[darkmonkey666]

I remember how distasteful in behaviour he was in the past, the slightest fault in someone he would devour with extreme immaturity of insults and aggression. I fell victim to this many, many years ago when I was a kid and asked a lot of questions about unorthodox things because I was still new and confused about everything back then.

I remember distinctly many other members would pick on me too just because he was doing it, people would never actually help me or answer my questions and just insult me instead. I tried to ignore it to the best of my abilities back then, but eventually I ended up quitting the communications entirely and deciding to advance quietly on my own in the background with just the main website. I missed out on a lot of help from others more experienced than me and if I'd had it I'd probably be further along even than I am now, but I'm pretty sure it's safe to say I managed just fine.

Why such behaviour was consistently allowed back then to the extent it was even, I still don't know to this day. Perhaps that was warning number one, it all just seemed to just be one big meme to him.

I totally feel you here. In a way back in those times I was kind of still programmed by xtianity. I did quit the groups for a bit though and went into a period of confusion this was part of what it was over. I remember magesun kept going on about how I was pathological and didn't like some of what I said. I was banned once in all groups they said I was going on about crazy stuff and it looked like my account was hacked. Don't know really I didn't see it they didn't show me what I had wrote but I talked to Maxine and she unbanned me from the groups.

To be honest the groups are much better now i don't get the feeling of anger i did back then today over stuff. There was a lot of nonsense back then. Part of it is the general norms of the world have changed and peoples eyes are open more. Part of it though is what your talking about and Apparently I was right about a lot of stuff back then but I didn't understand that even myself or how I was right about it even until just recently it was just my intuition. It did tell me something was up with magesun and some other stuff that I at the time dismissed but felt inside.

 

[Gearshift]

So you guys are saying that Mageson was a Jew/Infiltrator? How would that even be possible since he was part of the clergy for so long? I remember sermons from Maxine that said several HPs worked on freeing the demons years ago. She even has the sermons on YouTube. Wasn't mageson one of those HPs? who was the HPs that worked on freeing the demons

No, they were not involved in anything like that or anything close to that.

@Sun:

Don Danko a.k.a. Mageson666 only appeared sometime I guess post 2004 maybe 2005 somewhere around that time period COULD be 2006, about the time current HP.HoodedCobra666 appeared as a member albeit I don't recall HP.Cobra being on the forums pre-purge. When I joined JoS in 2003 he was not around perhaps maybe a member or wanting to advance but not active on Y!Forums. But after the incident in 2005 or so when JoS Y!Forums was deleted and re-created he was there. This was the mini-shoah that occurred funny I was semi-active in the Y!Forums I wanted to revisit my previous questions and when I checked, poof!, gone. Apparently I learned in very late-2004, early 2005 a purge of the JoS Yahoo groups occurred.

At the end of the day the best guess I can give is the clergy or group of people that freed the demons. Was probably ex-Black Rose Y!Group people. Remember this occurred between October/November of 2002 till the last week of April 2003. The Black Rose group was the pre-JoS where Maxine learned this stuff and propagated herself through it. They probably formed sometime around 1995-1997 and then without any reason maybe Maxine withheld the reason(potentially stupid reasons) they decided to shutter their forums and delete the group sometime in 2002.

So Maxine gave a request out to people who wish to continue and then she created the JoS. If Archive.org didn't delete the previous traces of JoS. The original JoS was an HTML nightmare of epic proportions but funny enough a lot of the meditations where there. It was only a few months later maybe sometime nearing November of 2002 that the website achieved it's final outlook in it's current design.

So in reality Don Danko may have just been a person who probably lost their way along the way. Or maybe he held the position just to keep a check on things and wasn't very serious. I will admit there are people who are serious but are not wanting to meditate or anything to that nature. It sounds strange but many people who come back state "Yeah I'm serious but meditation never worked for me or I never found that important".

Again sounds strange but it's been said before by many. I believe due to the complete extermination of spirituality these people find our site interesting but when it comes to putting work into it i.e. meditation they check out. It's okay at least we post good information and WW2 stuff and whatnot but again spirituality is not for everyone. I know that contradicts our websites M.O., but some people are just not in the right state of mind to meditate.

 

[ChaosBringer666]

Lol what’s in your bong I’m in Canada we’re even beginning the process to legalize psilocybin mushrooms and salvia and other naturally occurring plants That have hallucinogenic properties IGOpE at least...shrooms tho yeah Canada is trying to get ready to decriminalize which I totally Dig and am on board with anything that will keep clean,pure , doses substances legally available then kids huffing some propane to death or people resorting to crack and dirty low quality lab drugs mainly ...as anybody can bul a piLl presser , all the deaths are from dealers who lose there shit just once even and lace maybe a personal batch then forget and sell it or something .Ive seen it all I lived in a real like hood for 4years and almost didn’t survive literally.ive lives in million dollar house in suburbs like now I’m just gravy , but I have seen both sides ,And let me tell y u there’s way more subhuman jewholelicking ratfink fuck faced fucks out there then you think .theres so many.......humanity is devolving .but certain sects of types of people are evolving so...it’s gonna be a fun show to watch I guess let’s do this I’m Canadian of course I’m drunk and stoned holly fuck man .....any Canadians around here?

Drugs Are Bad Mmmkay...

:lol: :lol: :lol:

 

[ChaosBringer666]

Just had to stop from reading this and answer quickly. Nothing against what you said of course, but this particular statement was probably meant for me to see.

I just ran a word search for Aphrodite (as She's the 'Goddess of Love' I'm trying to determine if the Greek identity matches our wonderful Leraje), and I found a post from some guy I never read from who posted some file on getting to altered states..

Shortly into the read, I felt some kind of 'brain burn', not painful but it was like a signal for me to stop reading asap. I couldn't stop deducing this was Leraje telling me this guy new nothing about Her, that I shouldn't waste my time with him.

So, yeah, the Gods DO oversee and watch over these forums. After experiencing this, I do encourage others to ask their Guardian Demon if the material is legit or shouldn't be bothered reading.

As for the whole Mageson666 matter.. it's sad to realize how some within our family were merely put here to slow us down. In my opinion, his posts never really felt like they came from the Gods, but more like a deep web search.. sometimes useful indeed I guess, but I don't think that's what we should focus on here. This isn't a social club where people share only links and news... I came here to learn about myself and the Gods in order to advance spiritually, not to read (no matter how interesting or truthful) links about today's problems on youtube and such.

To be honest, I felt some other members to be way more deserving of being called High Priest, people who actually helped me a great deal, who have been somehow worked WITH the Gods in order to make some knowledge surface.

Ultimately, I believe this forum should be (among other things, like making other aware of dangers that not everyone is aware of, like vaccines and 5G to name the most common problems) mainly here to ensure that its members advance spiritually as fast as possible in order to close the gap with our Gods and become as powerful and capable as we can as warriors of Satan.

Hail Satan!

I dunno if you realized but you may be incorrect. Astarte is most definitely Aphrodite, as well as Athena, Minerva, Venus, Ishtar, Amaterasu, Isis etc... easy way to tell is when you search about Ishtar you get a list of equivalent deities. Just as well I run a checklist (sun behind the head, lion, something to do with love or motherhood, warrior)

reason I say may, is that it does occasionally occur that a deity may represent multiple daemons, so it might be your guardian as well, since they are a little similar.

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

I dunno if you realized but you may be incorrect. Astarte is most definitely Aphrodite, as well as Athena, Minerva, Venus, Ishtar, Amaterasu, Isis etc... easy way to tell is when you search about Ishtar you get a list of equivalent deities. Just as well I run a checklist (sun behind the head, lion, something to do with love or motherhood, warrior)

reason I say may, is that it does occasionally occur that a deity may represent multiple daemons, so it might be your guardian as well, since they are a little similar.

I don't know for certain whether Leraje is Aphrodite or not.. what I felt in my brain that urged me to stop merely referred to the guy not having legit info, that I would have learned nothing by continuing to read (still read it all after and it had no useful info).

I do see what you mean.. I've already been shocked enough to find that more names of our Father are Dionysus as well as Zeus, making the Greek pantheon of today's books on mythology rather useless when they separate these deities into completely different ones. So it doesn't really come as a shock when you say that Astaroth is Aphrodite (I knew about Isis/Astarte/Ishtar) because it's not the first bit of information I get that strongly collides with mainstream 'knowledge'.

From here to say Astarte may be my Guardian... well lol... I don't think I'm as lucky as to have Father's Daughter as a Guardian as well, but I have to say I THINK I saw Astaroth once. It was maybe in February, a less than a month since I had started to built my heavy RTR routine and meditating on the Gods. It was when I even made a post about Zeus, asking for information, as I felt Him so close.. maybe I'm close to 'the Air aspect of Satan'? Thing is.. I had done my evening RTR and after it I briefly meditated, thinking of how I wanted to know more about Zeus.. next thing I know, I feel Father's appreciation for my work and dedication (when this happens I COULDN'T be happier! even now I got tears, fuck.. lol), and my mind is bathed with a strong vision. I thought it was going to be Satan "OR Zeus" (not realizing they're one and the same) but I see this ...PERFECT female, a blonde Goddess unlike I have seen before. She felt stronger than even Leraje and Haures.. had a Greek style white toga with folds, sleeveless and with what looked like golden adornments, a simple golden belt and possibly golden buckles on her shoulders... and, something VERY distinctive about Her, Her aura was super electric...

Oh fuck...

Dude, I just remembered. Yellow lightning.

....

Brother, I think you need to read this.

This Goddess' aura was super electric, almost like She was surrounded by strong gold yellow sparks, and it felt... well, so damn strong! I just realized this "yellow lightning", I have seen it before.
This Goddess that I saw, Brother ChaosBringer666, I am almost SURE She was Astaroth.

Not only that, but I think I've seen Her before, one morning when I meditated at work. I had thought I saw Furfur, wavy hair in a tail, blue eyes.. the clothing was nothing I'd seen, looking more like a country girl to be honest, but the colors were RED and BLUE... I am not sure, but something tells me these colors have to do with Astaroth.
How did I not think of this before??

Sorry guys, right now it feels more like I am divinating than writing a post on the forum. I see so clearly things that I had missed before... are you really wrong, Brother Chaos, to say Astarte is my Guardian as well? I don't know.

What I can tell you is that "I love Her". Obviously not in the 'oh no he's deluded and think she's his succubus' way... it's a much more... foreign "love". It's like I feel the family I belong to in Her, like a dear sister... a really, really close sister. I don't know if that makes sense. On the other hand this post feels weird, I am typing as I perceive things and now I'm pretty sure I barely even blinked since I started typing lol.

I feel I need to work closely with Astaroth, not only with Leraje. Two Guardians? Not unheard of, I guess, but I don't know. Sounds too good to be true.. or, if not 'good', than too much honor to be true.
True also, there is definitely much more than ONE Demon/Demoness that I feel close to. Raum as well feels familiar. Haures too.

Ok, done for now.. I really didn't expect this post to take more than maybe three lines, hope it's not too confusing.

Hail Father Satan!

 

[Bridget]

I dunno if you realized but you may be incorrect. Astarte is most definitely Aphrodite, as well as Athena, Minerva, Venus, Ishtar, Amaterasu, Isis etc... easy way to tell is when you search about Ishtar you get a list of equivalent deities. Just as well I run a checklist (sun behind the head, lion, something to do with love or motherhood, warrior)

reason I say may, is that it does occasionally occur that a deity may represent multiple daemons, so it might be your guardian as well, since they are a little similar.

I don't know for certain whether Leraje is Aphrodite or not.. what I felt in my brain that urged me to stop merely referred to the guy not having legit info, that I would have learned nothing by continuing to read (still read it all after and it had no useful info).

I do see what you mean.. I've already been shocked enough to find that more names of our Father are Dionysus as well as Zeus, making the Greek pantheon of today's books on mythology rather useless when they separate these deities into completely different ones. So it doesn't really come as a shock when you say that Astaroth is Aphrodite (I knew about Isis/Astarte/Ishtar) because it's not the first bit of information I get that strongly collides with mainstream 'knowledge'.

From here to say Astarte may be my Guardian... well lol... I don't think I'm as lucky as to have Father's Daughter as a Guardian as well, but I have to say I THINK I saw Astaroth once. It was maybe in February, a less than a month since I had started to built my heavy RTR routine and meditating on the Gods. It was when I even made a post about Zeus, asking for information, as I felt Him so close.. maybe I'm close to 'the Air aspect of Satan'? Thing is.. I had done my evening RTR and after it I briefly meditated, thinking of how I wanted to know more about Zeus.. next thing I know, I feel Father's appreciation for my work and dedication (when this happens I COULDN'T be happier! even now I got tears, fuck.. lol), and my mind is bathed with a strong vision. I thought it was going to be Satan "OR Zeus" (not realizing they're one and the same) but I see this ...PERFECT female, a blonde Goddess unlike I have seen before. She felt stronger than even Leraje and Haures.. had a Greek style white toga with folds, sleeveless and with what looked like golden adornments, a simple golden belt and possibly golden buckles on her shoulders... and, something VERY distinctive about Her, Her aura was super electric...

Oh fuck...

Dude, I just remembered. Yellow lightning.

Brother, I think you need to read this.

This Goddess' aura was super electric, almost like She was surrounded by strong gold yellow sparks, and it felt... well, so damn strong! I just realized this "yellow lightning", I have seen it before.
This Goddess that I saw, Brother ChaosBringer666, I am almost SURE She was Astaroth.

Not only that, but I think I've seen Her before, one morning when I meditated at work. I had thought I saw Furfur, wavy hair in a tail, blue eyes.. the clothing was nothing I'd seen, looking more like a country girl to be honest, but the colors were RED and BLUE... I am not sure, but something tells me these colors have to do with Astaroth.
How did I not think of this before??

Sorry guys, right now it feels more like I am divinating than writing a post on the forum. I see so clearly things that I had missed before... are you really wrong, Brother Chaos, to say Astarte is my Guardian as well? I don't know.

What I can tell you is that "I love Her". Obviously not in the 'oh no he's deluded and think she's his succubus' way... it's a much more... foreign "love". It's like I feel the family I belong to in Her, like a dear sister... a really, really close sister. I don't know if that makes sense. On the other hand this post feels weird, I am typing as I perceive things and now I'm pretty sure I barely even blinked since I started typing lol.

I feel I need to work closely with Astaroth, not only with Leraje. Two Guardians? Not unheard of, I guess, but I don't know. Sounds too good to be true.. or, if not 'good', than too much honor to be true.
True also, there is definitely much more than ONE Demon/Demoness that I feel close to. Raum as well feels familiar. Haures too.

Ok, done for now.. I really didn't expect this post to take more than maybe three lines, hope it's not too confusing.

Hail Father Satan!

What a beautiful experience indeed.
From what I know we have that Guardian Demon who chose us and of course we can be visited by other Demons to receive help or advice on certain issues. But it would be best to ask her to be sure.

 

[ChaosBringer666]

I dunno if you realized but you may be incorrect. Astarte is most definitely Aphrodite, as well as Athena, Minerva, Venus, Ishtar, Amaterasu, Isis etc... easy way to tell is when you search about Ishtar you get a list of equivalent deities. Just as well I run a checklist (sun behind the head, lion, something to do with love or motherhood, warrior)

reason I say may, is that it does occasionally occur that a deity may represent multiple daemons, so it might be your guardian as well, since they are a little similar.

I don't know for certain whether Leraje is Aphrodite or not.. what I felt in my brain that urged me to stop merely referred to the guy not having legit info, that I would have learned nothing by continuing to read (still read it all after and it had no useful info).

I do see what you mean.. I've already been shocked enough to find that more names of our Father are Dionysus as well as Zeus, making the Greek pantheon of today's books on mythology rather useless when they separate these deities into completely different ones. So it doesn't really come as a shock when you say that Astaroth is Aphrodite (I knew about Isis/Astarte/Ishtar) because it's not the first bit of information I get that strongly collides with mainstream 'knowledge'.

From here to say Astarte may be my Guardian... well lol... I don't think I'm as lucky as to have Father's Daughter as a Guardian as well, but I have to say I THINK I saw Astaroth once. It was maybe in February, a less than a month since I had started to built my heavy RTR routine and meditating on the Gods. It was when I even made a post about Zeus, asking for information, as I felt Him so close.. maybe I'm close to 'the Air aspect of Satan'? Thing is.. I had done my evening RTR and after it I briefly meditated, thinking of how I wanted to know more about Zeus.. next thing I know, I feel Father's appreciation for my work and dedication (when this happens I COULDN'T be happier! even now I got tears, fuck.. lol), and my mind is bathed with a strong vision. I thought it was going to be Satan "OR Zeus" (not realizing they're one and the same) but I see this ...PERFECT female, a blonde Goddess unlike I have seen before. She felt stronger than even Leraje and Haures.. had a Greek style white toga with folds, sleeveless and with what looked like golden adornments, a simple golden belt and possibly golden buckles on her shoulders... and, something VERY distinctive about Her, Her aura was super electric...

Oh fuck...

Dude, I just remembered. Yellow lightning.

Brother, I think you need to read this.

This Goddess' aura was super electric, almost like She was surrounded by strong gold yellow sparks, and it felt... well, so damn strong! I just realized this "yellow lightning", I have seen it before.
This Goddess that I saw, Brother ChaosBringer666, I am almost SURE She was Astaroth.

Not only that, but I think I've seen Her before, one morning when I meditated at work. I had thought I saw Furfur, wavy hair in a tail, blue eyes.. the clothing was nothing I'd seen, looking more like a country girl to be honest, but the colors were RED and BLUE... I am not sure, but something tells me these colors have to do with Astaroth.
How did I not think of this before??

Sorry guys, right now it feels more like I am divinating than writing a post on the forum. I see so clearly things that I had missed before... are you really wrong, Brother Chaos, to say Astarte is my Guardian as well? I don't know.

What I can tell you is that "I love Her". Obviously not in the 'oh no he's deluded and think she's his succubus' way... it's a much more... foreign "love". It's like I feel the family I belong to in Her, like a dear sister... a really, really close sister. I don't know if that makes sense. On the other hand this post feels weird, I am typing as I perceive things and now I'm pretty sure I barely even blinked since I started typing lol.

I feel I need to work closely with Astaroth, not only with Leraje. Two Guardians? Not unheard of, I guess, but I don't know. Sounds too good to be true.. or, if not 'good', than too much honor to be true.
True also, there is definitely much more than ONE Demon/Demoness that I feel close to. Raum as well feels familiar. Haures too.

Ok, done for now.. I really didn't expect this post to take more than maybe three lines, hope it's not too confusing.

Hail Father Satan!

woe woe woe. slow yourself :lol: :lol: I meant to say Astarte and Lerajie are similar, Lerajie may also represent Aphrodite. I didn't mean to word it like Astarte was your guardian I do understand the confusion though after I reread it lmao. quite interesting that you had a revelation after I said that though. if you wanna compare your experience the picture on her page is exactly like her its almost uncanny actually. kudos to whomever drew that. I've never seen her aura before so I couldn't compare, its funny too I didn't feel "worthy" ether. So much so when she told me I didn't believe her, almost brushed it off like yaaa to good to be true... but its not about that in the slightest its about what one actually need for spiritual and mental advancements. For example I have a lot of serious problems I can't talk about to anyone, she is a guidance councilor, I have a bad mother figure, she is a mother figure ( though I do think of her as a teacher and friend first) and have always felt connected to her in some way.

When I was about 14 I got really interested in daemons after watching an anime about the son of Satan. I searched up the list of all known daemons because I was curious. I ended up on some Xian website and at the very bottom it warned Never say a demon's name out loud it brings bad luck. I thought about it for a few seconds and I concluded it made zero sense like "Why would they hurt those who were interested in them?" so this made me want to do it that much more. I quickly skimmed through the list but one it particular stood out to me "Astaroth" as it was the name of a demon that was shown on the anime I had watched though of course it was a malignant bastardization of her in male form, but I did not think of this as I said the name. The feeling I got was actually euphoric as if I was wrapped in a golden aura all over my body. I at first thought this simply from me acting like a rebel, but then I said it again and again, and the feeling grew stronger every time. it was actually crazy I've never felt quite like that ever. you can probably imagine my surprise when weeks later I found the JOS and seen she was crowned and a woman. XD So ya there were quite a few precursors to her actually being my Guardian.

Have a great day.
Hail Astaroth!!

 

[Ghost in the Machine]

I know exactly what anime you're talking about. Blue Exorcist is what really deep-seated my interest in Satanism as a kid if it hadn't already been peaked well enough before. Great anime too, got me real good in the movie on the emotional aspect, soundtrack is superb as well.

Of course the offensive crap could do very much well without but it was the first bit of media I'd ever seen that gave light to the idea of good demons as opposed to the more common placed enemy corruption of viewing them as strictly evil monsters. It's been quite a number of years since I last watched anime, just about the only real forms of entertainment not absolutely destroyed with enemy corruption and a lot of damn good stuff comes out of it too.

Glad I'm not the only Satanist here who was further persuaded by Blue Exorcist, I was about your age back then too. That was 7 years ago, kind of hard for me to grasp that that much time has gone by since, feels like I only watched it for the first time last year. Sometimes I miss being able to get into that stuff again.

When I was about 14 I got really interested in daemons after watching an anime about the son of Satan. I searched up the list of all known daemons because I was curious. I ended up on some Xian website and at the very bottom it warned Never say a demon's name out loud it brings bad luck. I thought about it for a few seconds and I concluded it made zero sense like "Why would they hurt those who were interested in them?" so this made me want to do it that much more. I quickly skimmed through the list but one it particular stood out to me "Astaroth" as it was the name of a demon that was shown on the anime I had watched though of course it was a malignant bastardization of her in male form, but I did not think of this as I said the name. The feeling I got was actually euphoric as if I was wrapped in a golden aura all over my body. I at first thought this simply from me acting like a rebel, but then I said it again and again, and the feeling grew stronger every time. it was actually crazy I've never felt quite like that ever. you can probably imagine my surprise when weeks later I found the JOS and seen she was crowned and a woman. XD So ya there were quite a few precursors to her actually being my Guardian.

Have a great day.
Hail Astaroth!!

 

[Satan_is_our_Father666]

woe woe woe. slow yourself :lol: :lol: I meant to say Astarte and Lerajie are similar, Lerajie may also represent Aphrodite. I didn't mean to word it like Astarte was your guardian I do understand the confusion though after I reread it lmao. quite interesting that you had a revelation after I said that though. if you wanna compare your experience the picture on her page is exactly like her its almost uncanny actually. kudos to whomever drew that. I've never seen her aura before so I couldn't compare, its funny too I didn't feel "worthy" ether. So much so when she told me I didn't believe her, almost brushed it off like yaaa to good to be true... but its not about that in the slightest its about what one actually need for spiritual and mental advancements. For example I have a lot of serious problems I can't talk about to anyone, she is a guidance councilor, I have a bad mother figure, she is a mother figure ( though I do think of her as a teacher and friend first) and have always felt connected to her in some way.

When I was about 14 I got really interested in daemons after watching an anime about the son of Satan. I searched up the list of all known daemons because I was curious. I ended up on some Xian website and at the very bottom it warned Never say a demon's name out loud it brings bad luck. I thought about it for a few seconds and I concluded it made zero sense like "Why would they hurt those who were interested in them?" so this made me want to do it that much more. I quickly skimmed through the list but one it particular stood out to me "Astaroth" as it was the name of a demon that was shown on the anime I had watched though of course it was a malignant bastardization of her in male form, but I did not think of this as I said the name. The feeling I got was actually euphoric as if I was wrapped in a golden aura all over my body. I at first thought this simply from me acting like a rebel, but then I said it again and again, and the feeling grew stronger every time. it was actually crazy I've never felt quite like that ever. you can probably imagine my surprise when weeks later I found the JOS and seen she was crowned and a woman. XD So ya there were quite a few precursors to her actually being my Guardian.

Have a great day.
Hail Astaroth!!

Well, wow.. that sounds like an awesome experience to me, especially how Her name got you already going and suggesting to you She was your guardian. That's something I always really wanted, a strong connection with our Gods.

And lol sorry if I got kinda enthusiastic, I didn't think "She's my guardian" from reading what you wrote, but it still made a lot of sense honestly. Besides, I double checked and red and blue really are Her colors... That first vision from one year ago, that thankfully was clear enough (although as usual very short), really did portray Her it seems. I thought it was Furfur but basically Her abilities seemed very close to those of Leraje, creating storms and bringing love mostly, but something really felt off, like I was 'wanting' this and making it up. I never once thought of Astaroth back then.. I do feel that 'unworthiness' whenever I think of a high ranking Demon.. like it's not meant to be, and that the only one really high ranking that will accept me always is Father Satan.

If you refer to the image of Her under the sigil link, I've seen it many times but it always made me think She had dark hair, not blonde.. I was a little shocked when I learned that. And even more shocked when I realized that Her description matched the one I had seen in my visions..

The thing I find weird now is that while Leraje was the first Demon I ever saw entirely, beautiful, black haired, and (in my opinion at least) taller than me as She stood on something like a small round platform, I only saw Her that time.. 2003 i believe, and never again, no matter how much I tried to. I saw Her sigil, which is great (the only other sigil I ever saw is Father's sigil), but .. somehow She feels almost 'distant and unreachable' now... I mean, I'm pretty sure I was visited by Astaroth twice now, and once it felt actually quite similar to what you have described, overcharged, loved and confident to put it in words.. and twice I saw or sensed Lilith close, and She's definitely high ranking. I wonder what really keeps me away from Leraje.. :/

What you said about the reason for having one guardian instead of another "its about what one actually need for spiritual and mental advancements" actually makes sense to me now. I could see for myself that a lot of what Leraje teaches about are things that I find useful and interesting or that I have some aptitude for, but it's also true that I'm going through a transformation or sorts and, perhaps because of the visions, I tend to feel Astaroth has a lot to do with me.

I don't know dude.. I guess I'm just talking in circles now.

At least today I managed to slither once again away from stupid grey attempts to get me close to my ex again, found her picture hidden in a computer folder and felt 'compelled' to follow her.. so I deleted the folder in Satanic rage and told greys to go fuck themselves.

Hail Satan!

 

[ChaosBringer666]

I know exactly what anime you're talking about. Blue Exorcist is what really deep-seated my interest in Satanism as a kid if it hadn't already been peaked well enough before. Great anime too, got me real good in the movie on the emotional aspect, soundtrack is superb as well.

Of course the offensive crap could do very much well without but it was the first bit of media I'd ever seen that gave light to the idea of good demons as opposed to the more common placed enemy corruption of viewing them as strictly evil monsters. It's been quite a number of years since I last watched anime, just about the only real forms of entertainment not absolutely destroyed with enemy corruption and a lot of damn good stuff comes out of it too.

Glad I'm not the only Satanist here who was further persuaded by Blue Exorcist, I was about your age back then too. That was 7 years ago, kind of hard for me to grasp that that much time has gone by since, feels like I only watched it for the first time last year. Sometimes I miss being able to get into that stuff again.

When I was about 14 I got really interested in daemons after watching an anime about the son of Satan. I searched up the list of all known daemons because I was curious. I ended up on some Xian website and at the very bottom it warned Never say a demon's name out loud it brings bad luck. I thought about it for a few seconds and I concluded it made zero sense like "Why would they hurt those who were interested in them?" so this made me want to do it that much more. I quickly skimmed through the list but one it particular stood out to me "Astaroth" as it was the name of a demon that was shown on the anime I had watched though of course it was a malignant bastardization of her in male form, but I did not think of this as I said the name. The feeling I got was actually euphoric as if I was wrapped in a golden aura all over my body. I at first thought this simply from me acting like a rebel, but then I said it again and again, and the feeling grew stronger every time. it was actually crazy I've never felt quite like that ever. you can probably imagine my surprise when weeks later I found the JOS and seen she was crowned and a woman. XD So ya there were quite a few precursors to her actually being my Guardian.

Have a great day.
Hail Astaroth!!

Oh my god i'm hella surprised. I didn't expect you of all people too have seen it, and the ping was a total accident too how ironic. ya anime will always hold a somewhat special place in my heart because of that. i figured it would give some others who watched it more of an interest in daemons. its surprising to me an anime like that even came out. I remember the second last episode actually portrayed Satan in a really positive light, and made the church look like evil monsters. saving Rin's mother from being crucified and burning everyone there. I remember just balling the whole time saying "he's just like us." when he was falling in love with Rin's mother. then i was like "why am i crying." still like to recall the opening scene when he burns all those priests alive with blue fire. How wonderful. :lol: :twisted:

anyways Have an awesome day.

 

[Sundara]

can we please make it clear who's Also no more longer (( trusted )) and Banned

High Priest Jake Carlson Banned
High Priest Don Danko (Mageson666) Banned
High Priest Micama Gmicalzoma ?
High Priestess Zildar Raasi ?
High Priestess Myla Limlal ?
High Priestess Shannon ?

I chatted with Hp Shannon a long time ago once in the old messanger for maybe 20 minutes that was before she became hp. She seemed like a good person and stuck up for me in something on the old forums I remember i am very sure she's legit and trusted and I think she did a good job helping a lot of black members, but I do question the stuff about viruses not existing such as HIV and even cornavirus and some other stuff she said on health but people are entitled to their opinions. I believe she is a trusted HP and does a good Job.

Myla Limlal she does not speak English i dont believe and not sure what group she is from but I believe also she is legit.

Magesun666 and Jake Carlson were demoted.

High Priest Micama Gmicalzoma
High Priestess Zildar Raasi

Those two have not been around in such a long time that I can't say for sure i dont fully remember but I do remember something coming out that they were demoted and most their stuff was deleted from the website.

For me its just hard to believe that anyone can mess up on this if chosen by the Gods. That doesnt make sense. Why wouldn't the Gods see this. I am confused on this.

If you were keeping up with some of my posts on the coronavirus I already explained and showed evidence that viruses are not what we have been told to believe. That they are material creatrd by the body. That viruses have never been shown to be isolated and have failed kochs postulates. Stating science and studying and thinking on my own is not something someone should judge on if I am to be trusted. I have my own opinion on the current medical paradigm and If I am questioned on my allegiance to Satan because of that, its quite ridiculous.

Doesnt matter though since I am clergy, inspirer and indebted to my race. I am clergy only to the black members here. The white members have Maxine and HC as their clergy to follow.

Anyway, everyone here should mind their own path and follow Satan and the gods first. HP HC already explained the situation with the clergy and why some members fell apart. Some of the clergy here are definitely meant to be here with our astrological yods and they all show a deeper purpose. All the other past clergy did some damage and were placeholders at the time.

We all must follow and go through Satan and the gods who are the true masters but clergy is important for a reason and we have our own paths to follow, like how HP HC is the clergy for the white gentiles here and you all follow him for good reason because he was given the authority by Satan to help inspire and lead you all for exanple, so clergy still stands for something. Satan and the gods work with clergy specifically on certain things. Dedicated clergy and dedicated members alike.

At the end of it all when many of us ultimately raise our kundalinis, the dynamic and heirarchal nature will change. All HPs in the old days were risen. At this point the HPs here are here to lead in their own way and provide certain information and a service.

It is a shame about Mageson, Carlson and the others who are not here but the JoS has been through stages and we are reaching a point where things are changing and new spiritual knowledge will change many things.

Hey, I’m curious about the information you have on viruses. I agree that we should follow our own kind. Everything I’ve truly needed to hear has been relayed by HP HC and Maxine. The information regarding health you have had to offer has been invaluable in helping me learn about my own health, particularly when it comes to treating hormonal issues when I don’t have a good serpent flow. When a clergy member has something useful and applicable, or information in general to bring about more awareness, I personally like to read it and put it to use when necessary. I highly respect what all clergy has to offer. We should all think for ourselves no matter what, let Satan and GD guide us to what we need. Having our own ideas outside of the forums is critical in gaining a better understanding of ourselves past the beginner level. I live my life very differently from where I was and for a very good reason, there were times that I had to completely let go of what I thought I understood about our group, as I was holding myself to certain ways that weren’t currently possible for me and I was beating myself up about it. This led me right back to really understand the group. Herd mentality is never good when so much information has been lost. Sometimes drastic times call for going outside of the box, like what HP Maxine said about money and Christian organizations. I’m not trying to promote the idea that white members should be in the black groups by any means, or concerned with black history. That’s far from helpful or useful, and is a waste of time. If there’s something you’ve said that could lead to information about better health or practice for somebody though, I don’t see any reason to refrain from listening to or understanding what you’re saying. Things are in the works of becoming perfect.

 

[Soaring Eagle 666]

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Can we remove Mageson and Jake's names from the "JoS Newsletter" forum description now? (Scroll to the bottom of the front page to see what I mean.)

 

[Egon]

The sermons page in the JoS website still quotes them as HPs as well.

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Can we remove Mageson and Jake's names from the "JoS Newsletter" forum description now? (Scroll to the bottom of the front page to see what I mean.)

 

[AFODO]

I'm sorry for bumping this topic, but I heard that Zildar Raasi made videos where she exposes her face? What kind of videos she made, or does this videos are available, or are they banned? like it is "forbidden" to watch these in an archive?

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

I'm sorry for bumping this topic, but I heard that Zildar Raasi made videos where she exposes her face? What kind of videos she made, or does this videos are available, or are they banned? like it is "forbidden" to watch these in an archive?

Try to care and involve yourself with the current, able, and true people that maintain and are helpful in this community, as there is a reason others are not here, and also the point of existence is to advance and evolve, inherently you might want to devote energy to HPHC, JGs and the helpful and awesome members.

 

[AFODO]

Try to care and involve yourself with the current, able, and true people that maintain and are helpful in this community, as there is a reason others are not here, and also the point of existence is to advance and evolve, inherently you might want to devote energy to HPHC, JGs and the helpful and awesome members.

And the reason that they are not here are not always because they weren't true or valid. One can also learn from the "past" and make an use of it, especially that the "past' not always wrong.
Whatsoever, I was just curious.

 

[Wotanwarrior]

I'm sorry for bumping this topic, but I heard that Zildar Raasi made videos where she exposes her face? What kind of videos she made, or does this videos are available, or are they banned? like it is "forbidden" to watch these in an archive?

No, the one who made the great mistake of exposing his face in public videos was Salem Burke.

 

[AFODO]

No, the one who made the great mistake of exposing his face in public videos was Salem Burke.

OOh, yeah I wanted to say him.. sorry.

 

[Alexandros Iowno [JG]]

Try to care and involve yourself with the current, able, and true people that maintain and are helpful in this community, as there is a reason others are not here, and also the point of existence is to advance and evolve, inherently you might want to devote energy to HPHC, JGs and the helpful and awesome members.

And the reason that they are not here are not always because they weren't true or valid. One can also learn from the "past" and make an use of it, especially that the "past' not always wrong.
Whatsoever, I was just curious.

Thank you for telling me. It might be that some didn't give any shit about you and others, true as well. They achieved not caring successfully in a regressive motion in life.

There is definite forward movement to learn from and the library which can occupy a few years of in depth study before any of the curiosity of this, that is asserted strongly. Certainly you are free to assess the above and tell me more of how it actually is. Definitely also, you can create or search new topics.

Let's still learn from the best not the other way around as this inherent past is the most unspecific of all times and shows only common sense in life that mommy and daddy was to educate one, otherwise be learned from decent social relations.