DarkAries
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Greetings Satanic brothers and sisters!
As some of you know, this summer I get diagnosed with t1d. I was really under myself for a short time, but I guess I really should share my experiences.
First of all, being Satanist truly is like having cheat codes for life. I got the best doctors(all of them gentiles) got a single room after like 3 hours, get into a experimental insulin only after two days(way more effective), and I could buy all necessery items for almost no money.
I asked Azazel's help and he teached me a very strong runic healing. Carved to wood that day and since I have to stab my fingers to measure, I used my blood on it. Still use it every day, often even use the energy of my kundalini, to boost the process.
The changes happened very quickly. After a week I could lower the amount of insulin I take. Todays I only take the third of I took at the hospital, and even my doctor said it looks very good. So it might possible to fully heal type one diabetes, but at this point Im almost okay with this.
And here is why:
Since I stick to a diet based on carbonhidrate, I didnt touch unhealthy food in the past three monts. Some for most of alcohol. I could eat one small mcdonalds burger for dinner or three sandwich so... yeah, lose a bit weight but get healthier.
Getting a near-death experience is lifechanging, to say at least. It makes you realize what really matters in life, and what you really want to do. In the last three months I get good paying but not too hard job parttime with the university. I learned more and Im pretty sure I get the degree soon. And this is only the material part.
Instead of spending time on my phone, or playing games whole day, I practiced drawing, writing and read Nietzsche a lot, even rereading some of his books. Also meditate around two times more.
If you know why you are alive, why you choosed life with all of its pain and pleasure, your life become justified. As Nietzsche said "He who has a why to live can bear almost any how"
As an ending, never fall into despair. There is no unhealable wound, no unsolvable problem. With knowledge and with the Gods help, truly everything is possible.
"There are no limits if you know the truth"
Thanks for reading it
As some of you know, this summer I get diagnosed with t1d. I was really under myself for a short time, but I guess I really should share my experiences.
First of all, being Satanist truly is like having cheat codes for life. I got the best doctors(all of them gentiles) got a single room after like 3 hours, get into a experimental insulin only after two days(way more effective), and I could buy all necessery items for almost no money.
I asked Azazel's help and he teached me a very strong runic healing. Carved to wood that day and since I have to stab my fingers to measure, I used my blood on it. Still use it every day, often even use the energy of my kundalini, to boost the process.
The changes happened very quickly. After a week I could lower the amount of insulin I take. Todays I only take the third of I took at the hospital, and even my doctor said it looks very good. So it might possible to fully heal type one diabetes, but at this point Im almost okay with this.
And here is why:
Since I stick to a diet based on carbonhidrate, I didnt touch unhealthy food in the past three monts. Some for most of alcohol. I could eat one small mcdonalds burger for dinner or three sandwich so... yeah, lose a bit weight but get healthier.
Getting a near-death experience is lifechanging, to say at least. It makes you realize what really matters in life, and what you really want to do. In the last three months I get good paying but not too hard job parttime with the university. I learned more and Im pretty sure I get the degree soon. And this is only the material part.
Instead of spending time on my phone, or playing games whole day, I practiced drawing, writing and read Nietzsche a lot, even rereading some of his books. Also meditate around two times more.
If you know why you are alive, why you choosed life with all of its pain and pleasure, your life become justified. As Nietzsche said "He who has a why to live can bear almost any how"
As an ending, never fall into despair. There is no unhealable wound, no unsolvable problem. With knowledge and with the Gods help, truly everything is possible.
"There are no limits if you know the truth"
Thanks for reading it