masaradadevoted
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Greetings,I am mixed race.My mom is Amerindian,Black and European(southern and Northern)while my dad is 100% Nordic.
I look very spanish or italian(and I have those two nations in my Blood too) with a shaven face,and Arabian with a week's beard or a goatee shorter than that.
I don't know where I belong.I don't know why I should suffer for my parents' mistake.
I am attracted to all races but I like Triracial Mestizas like yovanna ventura the most,or Tan Castizo women like me,but feel insecure if I can get them because I don't look masculine and they prefer that.
Should I only date mixed latinas?You guys may say,you are majority white so marry a white woman,but here's the thing,my sister looks alot like Mýa Marie Harrison and she is my full sister,while I came out white european or Castizo looking with some amerindian influence in the eyeshape and nose and cheekbones,if you look closely.
but I am 1/4 black at most,and my dna test said only 16% Black.
In puerto rico and the colombian Caribbean coast,this is the case for alot of families,that they are so mixed that full siblings can come out as a different race.
I don't even want to sully my genes on whites or Asians,even though yeah I'm very attracted to them both and Asian women are easiest for me my whole life due to my 'pretty'and 'youthful'caucasian appearance.
Should I move to puerto rico,colombia or if it ever improves,Venezuela where there are so many triracials like me?
I feel like a stranger in USA and Holland,but I only wish the peoples of these nations well,and I admire many things about them,but my temperament is definately Tropical or mediterennean,I even personally prefer the food of puerto rico over the american and dutch food I grew up with(except Pastries and Cheese that the Dutch are very good at).
I prefer the weather,the women,the food,the architecture,the art etc so its something being mixed that made me this in my racial subconscious and soul.
also,one last question:Why is race mixing bad and why is interracial casual sex bad on a spiritual and biological level and what should we triracial people do?
I just want to please the Gods and nature,so forgive me if this is a wierd post.
I look very spanish or italian(and I have those two nations in my Blood too) with a shaven face,and Arabian with a week's beard or a goatee shorter than that.
I don't know where I belong.I don't know why I should suffer for my parents' mistake.
I am attracted to all races but I like Triracial Mestizas like yovanna ventura the most,or Tan Castizo women like me,but feel insecure if I can get them because I don't look masculine and they prefer that.
Should I only date mixed latinas?You guys may say,you are majority white so marry a white woman,but here's the thing,my sister looks alot like Mýa Marie Harrison and she is my full sister,while I came out white european or Castizo looking with some amerindian influence in the eyeshape and nose and cheekbones,if you look closely.
but I am 1/4 black at most,and my dna test said only 16% Black.
In puerto rico and the colombian Caribbean coast,this is the case for alot of families,that they are so mixed that full siblings can come out as a different race.
I don't even want to sully my genes on whites or Asians,even though yeah I'm very attracted to them both and Asian women are easiest for me my whole life due to my 'pretty'and 'youthful'caucasian appearance.
Should I move to puerto rico,colombia or if it ever improves,Venezuela where there are so many triracials like me?
I feel like a stranger in USA and Holland,but I only wish the peoples of these nations well,and I admire many things about them,but my temperament is definately Tropical or mediterennean,I even personally prefer the food of puerto rico over the american and dutch food I grew up with(except Pastries and Cheese that the Dutch are very good at).
I prefer the weather,the women,the food,the architecture,the art etc so its something being mixed that made me this in my racial subconscious and soul.
also,one last question:Why is race mixing bad and why is interracial casual sex bad on a spiritual and biological level and what should we triracial people do?
I just want to please the Gods and nature,so forgive me if this is a wierd post.