What am I, racially?

[Seeker in the Dark]

I guess I've been in a state of confusion a bit. I'm "Arab" but where I'm from many don't like calling themselves that, even though we all speak Arabic, mainly due to the Islamic conquests. However, I don't really know what "race" I am since "Middle-Eastern" isn't really a race. Depending on where you're from in Mid-East/North Africa, you could have more European or African genes. Essentially everyone is mixed. I'd do a DNA test but I'm not comfortable with them having my DNA. I've felt rather raceless tbh. While both of my parents are "Arab", one has light skin, light hair and green eyes and could easily pass as European, the other has the usual Semitic features of light brown skin, dark hair, brown eyes. I have the Semitic features.

While there is a White race and Black race awakening, there is no "Middle-Eastern" race awakening ritual, perhaps because it wouldn't make sense to have one? Idk. Many times I've felt a connection to European culture, history, religion, ect, but also a connection to Ancient Egypt and Sumeria, Egypt especially.

At this point, Middle-Eastern is synonymous with Islam, which sucks tbh. Luckily I was born in a Christian family so I didn't have my genitals mutilated at a young age. But Islam's biggest crime against the Middle-East is its genetic retardation, mainly through cousin marriage, which is very common in Islamic countries. No place in the world has been damaged by Islam more than the Middle-East itself.

Egypt was a hub, if not THE hub of spiritual knowledge for Pagan/Satanic mysticism, but like Greece, once it got Christianised(and then Islamised) its spirituality got buried and then nailed for good measure, and the light was snuffed out. The modern Middle-East is an alien planet to me, a graveyard of what once was, full of spiritual zombies bowing towards the black borg cube and mutilating their genitals and killing each other over bullshit. Luckily the fundamentalism in Islam is slowly dying out, it's still there but it's dying, mainly due to modern liberal culture spreading, people would rather party and have fun than LARP as borg-feeders to the black cube all day. The fundamentalist nature has mainly been kept alive by the US through its protection of Saudi Arabia which then spreads Wahhabism around. The Muslim Brotherhood took over Egypt for a year but was ousted by the secular Egyptian military, even tho they're mostly Muslim, even they can't stand the craziness.

But as well, I'm very individualistic, so my "culture" revolves mainly around myself and what I take in as part of me. While I don't have problems socialising, in fact, I am very good at it, I just don't see the point. It's a time-waster and I usually have nothing in common with the people I'm talking to. You're not going to find many occultists in everyday physical life, let alone Satanists.

But yeah, I don't feel "Arab", I sorta but not really feel White/Black, but more than anything I'm me. My identity is mainly myself rather than what group I belong to. I guess the only group I really belong to is SS, since now by blood-oath I am your brother, spiritually. But ethnically/racially, I don't really bond with people just because they look like me or speak my language, I don't really work like that. It's more so do you vibe close enough to me, how like me you are from within. I'm basically the WEF's wet dream in some ways, raceless.

I don't know, while I feel a link to the Middle-East, I don't feel a link to Middle-Easterners, or any group really.

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

My father's features suggest European DNA, which would mean I'm partly White, how much tho I don't know.

 

[Seeker in the Dark]

But fundamentally, I'm a Pagan. I would love nothing more than Paganism, specifically SS to dominate the world. It would lead to a Renaissance of art, culture, life, spiritually, science, everything.
I am thankful that so many Ancient buildings have survived, especially in Egypt. Despite becoming Christian/Muslim, the Egyptians couldn't bring it to themselves to destroy these buildings, they knew there was beauty in them that had to be preserved. One day I'll travel to Egypt, officially as a "holiday", but to me, it'd be a pilgrimage. Egypt for me is the REAL holy land, not Israel.

 

[Stormblood]

Colours don't matter that much nowadays "thanks" to race-mixing. You have black people from black and white parents with pale skin, red hair and fair eyes. Are they white? No.

You need to look at your bone structure, specifically in regards to your face and head overall. You can find information online.

You can do a working the Oðal rune for this, if you are at an intermediate level, and you will find out. Alternatively, if you are a beginner I suggest inhaling brown energy and just void-meditating on the rune shape.

 

[Havoc]

If a white person and a non white person have a baby the baby is non white.

I’d consider you high Arab since you are Arab but you have better genetics than the African Arabs.