I phoned a psychic yesterday brothers and sisters!
But he pretty much told me many things I already knew. He was able to confirm that there was some sort of "guardian" around me - My GD, he told me that my meditations are sending my subconcious mind to the spiritual world and he explained astral projection. He really emphasised that I try it and explore. He also told me that my body will get cold in the presence of a spirit (indisciminately).
So I did it. This is what I did. I went ot bed as normal and woke up at 5:30am, I slept abit more till 6, then I waited for 20 minutes and went to sleep on my couch. I tried to fall asleep again to project - it was hard cas my mind kept thinking about other things but my body was goin numb. It got to a point where I felt small waves (kind of similar to energy) on my hands and body.
I tried to slingshot myself out. I charged my body with energy (imagining this, but I definitely felt the charge) though "take me to y guardian demon" and then held for 10 counts and let go - nothing.
After a while I began to hear something like a plane (i got a little worried) so I opened my eyes slightly then closed them again, the sound got louder and louder as if the plane was flying inches above my house (my body was completely terrified - it felt like an overdose of adrenaline, it was wild!). I stopped the exercise due to fear (of nothing I know).
Can anyone shed some light?
How can I make this easier?
I don't have any ritual equipment, is there anyway I can invoke a god for help?
How do hell do I rid myself of fear?! (I go in 1% scared - barely scared at all thinking im prepared, the stop petrified WTF!)
But he pretty much told me many things I already knew. He was able to confirm that there was some sort of "guardian" around me - My GD, he told me that my meditations are sending my subconcious mind to the spiritual world and he explained astral projection. He really emphasised that I try it and explore. He also told me that my body will get cold in the presence of a spirit (indisciminately).
So I did it. This is what I did. I went ot bed as normal and woke up at 5:30am, I slept abit more till 6, then I waited for 20 minutes and went to sleep on my couch. I tried to fall asleep again to project - it was hard cas my mind kept thinking about other things but my body was goin numb. It got to a point where I felt small waves (kind of similar to energy) on my hands and body.
I tried to slingshot myself out. I charged my body with energy (imagining this, but I definitely felt the charge) though "take me to y guardian demon" and then held for 10 counts and let go - nothing.
After a while I began to hear something like a plane (i got a little worried) so I opened my eyes slightly then closed them again, the sound got louder and louder as if the plane was flying inches above my house (my body was completely terrified - it felt like an overdose of adrenaline, it was wild!). I stopped the exercise due to fear (of nothing I know).
Can anyone shed some light?
How can I make this easier?
I don't have any ritual equipment, is there anyway I can invoke a god for help?
How do hell do I rid myself of fear?! (I go in 1% scared - barely scared at all thinking im prepared, the stop petrified WTF!)