AsrielLynis
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- Aug 10, 2022
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I didn't have a red, black, or blue candle in the house, with the only alternatives being the candles my family use to pray to the nazarene, and I feel as if using those would have been far more disrespectful.
I also didn't have a needle to prick my finger with, and the razors I used did cut my finger, but somehow no blood came out. I spent the next 30 minutes trying to get my finger to bleed with knives, scissors, compasses, to no avail. I don't know if I was just being a pussy and not going hard enough with the knive, but they were all relatively blunt so I think that's why.
I had a quick shower before the ritual, and made sure to be as respectful as possible to make up for the lack of a candle or blood. When I signed at the bottom, I grabbed a random pen from my pencil case and it turned out to be blue. Maybe I'm just seeing shit where it doesn't exist, but do you think that's a sign that my ritual was accepted?
I did burn the paper with a lighter, but I'm not sure whether Father Satan would accept it, and I don't want to repeat the ritual later when I do have access to these things, since the dedication ritual is binding and real.
I also didn't have a needle to prick my finger with, and the razors I used did cut my finger, but somehow no blood came out. I spent the next 30 minutes trying to get my finger to bleed with knives, scissors, compasses, to no avail. I don't know if I was just being a pussy and not going hard enough with the knive, but they were all relatively blunt so I think that's why.
I had a quick shower before the ritual, and made sure to be as respectful as possible to make up for the lack of a candle or blood. When I signed at the bottom, I grabbed a random pen from my pencil case and it turned out to be blue. Maybe I'm just seeing shit where it doesn't exist, but do you think that's a sign that my ritual was accepted?
I did burn the paper with a lighter, but I'm not sure whether Father Satan would accept it, and I don't want to repeat the ritual later when I do have access to these things, since the dedication ritual is binding and real.