paulstans92
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Hello, Ricky here!
I dedicated my soul to Father Satan around this time last year, and at first I was very excited and eager to dwell amongst the darkness which surrounds me. However, I'm finding it more and more difficult to do so...
I just keep coming back to the thought that basically 100% of my religion is based off the internet _< For me, this isn't quite cutting it, I almost want to feel foolish. Especially when people ask me how I'm involved in my religion I have to answer that the only time I contact other people is when I'm on the internet. Sometimes I get laughed at. Don't get me wrong, if people want to laugh, they can laugh...but inside, I see where they're coming from and they have a valid point.
I have confidence, and I really do want to be more active with Father, but I just find it hard to do without a live person(s) with me to practice with. Like I said, I'm confident that I can become a successful Satanist, but I need somewhere there to supervise me...I want to know I'm doing things right.
Do you guys have ANY advice for me at all? I really do want to spend more time trying to achieve more! But are there any groups in or around central Iowa that you know of that could help me? Please
Thanks for your time,
Ricky
I dedicated my soul to Father Satan around this time last year, and at first I was very excited and eager to dwell amongst the darkness which surrounds me. However, I'm finding it more and more difficult to do so...
I just keep coming back to the thought that basically 100% of my religion is based off the internet _< For me, this isn't quite cutting it, I almost want to feel foolish. Especially when people ask me how I'm involved in my religion I have to answer that the only time I contact other people is when I'm on the internet. Sometimes I get laughed at. Don't get me wrong, if people want to laugh, they can laugh...but inside, I see where they're coming from and they have a valid point.
I have confidence, and I really do want to be more active with Father, but I just find it hard to do without a live person(s) with me to practice with. Like I said, I'm confident that I can become a successful Satanist, but I need somewhere there to supervise me...I want to know I'm doing things right.
Do you guys have ANY advice for me at all? I really do want to spend more time trying to achieve more! But are there any groups in or around central Iowa that you know of that could help me? Please
Thanks for your time,
Ricky